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2021 – THE FIRST MONTH

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We are moving through a segment of time that is different to anything we have experienced before. Multiple historic events are converging in the millennium of the 2000s – and the decade of the 20s. We thought 2020 was behind us, but it’s not that simple.

We are still in 2020, but this year, we’re calling it twenty-twenty-1. Next year will be twenty-twenty-2, and so on, until the end of twenty-twenty-9. We are in a 10-year cycle in which we must grasp the concept of “20/20 hindsight” – which means seeing what we could not see before. It means learning from experience. Learning as we go. 2021 is a 5 Year, (2+0+2+1=5). The principal theme of 5 is to learn from both mistakes and successes. The goal is to see life as it really is.

This is a year in which to focus on our repeated experiences – and the programming that comes from that. When something is repeated enough, it becomes normalized, habitual, and imprinted on our psyche as unavoidable. This conditioning is how the system captures large chunks of the human WILL. We tell ourselves, “that’s life” but this imprinted rut insists that nothing can change, which prevents us from expanding our experience of life. 5 represents both EXPERIENCE and CHANGE.

The 5 Global Year is a time to recognize and dismantle our ingrained patterns so that our personal history does not merely repeat itself. The instability of 5 can affect our perception and perspective, to the extent that we cannot be sure of what we are seeing, hearing, or sensing. We cannot be sure because we tend to shut down our sensory system whenever we see or hear something that feels unpleasant, or something we don’t understand.

Our personal patterns always reflect the same points of view which we cannot look beyond. This means that we cannot learn anything new. The circumstances of 2021 will make us look beyond what has always been, so that a more sustainable and loving way of life can form. 5 is the main point of balance in the numeric spectrum. All roads lead to – and from – 5.

On the 6th day of 2021, the Capitol Building in Washington DC was violently attacked by those who are desperate to keep the old ways of the 1000s – the ways of white supremacy and male dominance – firmly in place. It was not an uprising – it was a push-back – back to the past. This is 2021, and men and women everywhere are evolving beyond those old concepts.

January 6 = 1+6=7. And 7 is the learning number. The number of introspection and analysis. 7 takes us within – to find the cause of a problem and arrange a way out of it. 7 is also the number of conspiracy theory, secrets, lies, plotting and planning to outdo others. 7 exposes wrongdoing in a way that brings downfall and disgrace.

The USA – and the UK – are in the 7 National Year in 2021.

The 1st month of a 5 Year = 6, and 6 is the number of EXTREMES. 6 is also the number of balance. In the instability of this 5 Year, we may find ourselves teetering between one extreme and another for some time to come, but knowing this in advance can help us deal more effectively with such situations as they arise.

Both 1 and 5 represent CHANGE. 1 teaches us that one step leads to another – and another – and for every step we take, there is a reaction. The raw aggression that occurred on January 6 is the result of generations of “steps” all reaching critical mass simultaneously. THIS is why it’s so important to understand the laws of karma – the laws of cause-and-effect.

Despite the rigors and the heartbreaking death toll of 2020, the first year of the 20s also marked a shift in consciousness when it came to the power of women, especially black and brown women, and the racism on which the old dying system is based. And now we are in the 2nd year of the 20s.

“Intelligence is the ability to adapt to change.” Stephen Hawking

As I have often written, the human “race” is not our species. The human “race” is the system in which our species (humanity) is trapped. A race is a contest to be the best, to win, to be first, to BE #1. This constant state of contest, one-upmanship, and the need to ‘trump’ each other, manifests on a larger scale as never-ending WAR.

For as long as we think of ourselves as the human ‘race’, racism is unavoidable. Yes, 2020 was a terrible year in many respects, but it also enabled the white population, especially after the horrific televised murder of George Floyd, to finally understand the terms “white privilege” and “Black Lives Matter”. Tremendous insight was gained from that, which spread, world-wide. It finally sank in that the atrocities of racism have been going on forever, and must end.

2020 was the beginning of a new reality in which feminine 2 will bring true equality, fairness, justice, and balance into this cruel and primitive “man’s world”. It will not be an easy transition. After all, we are experiencing the end of the world – as we know it.

As we move further into the equality that comes from 2, there are likely to be many attempts to drag us back to the past. It could take the entire decade for the fringe to evolve – and much of it never will. There will always be EXTREMES. Everything has its furthest point.

Just as we cannot move safely into the 2 energy until we learn the lessons of 1, we cannot fix our problems until we understand the full extent of what we are dealing with, and how it began. 2 is the number of DETAIL, and it is the details of a situation that create the bigger picture.

Similarly, we cannot heal until we recognize just how sick we are. Not just from Covid-19, which from a metaphysical perspective is a symptom of a more deeply rooted cause – the race itself – the class system, which classifies us according to how useful or desirable the system judges us to be. No one is immune to this. We are all labelled, one way or another.

The principal technique of this judgmental male-driven system is DIVIDE AND CONQUER, the consequences of which have manifested in the most violent way – not just in the USA, but everywhere. We are all experiencing the divisions, gaps, and misunderstandings that separate us as a species. Suppressed feelings, many of which are extremely dangerous, are being drawn to the surface. Unbridled rage is not acting from intelligence. Rage shuts reason down.

2021 is about CHOICE. We can avert total disaster by making the right choices, which means being AWARE and not merely influenced by what others tell us, by not being “glued” to our electronic devices and the tentacles of social media. Our connection to technology is overriding our connection to the natural world. But we cannot exist in physical form without feminine energy – Mother Nature herself.

Both FaceBook and Twitter are in a 2 Year in 2021, so that should be interesting.

The destructiveness of the conspiracy theory industry is becoming more exposed as we move further into the transparency of the 2000s. But oh, what damage it has done! Vital details are concealed, truth is twisted and engineered to suit the desired narrative. Emotions are “whipped up” so that they express themselves on cue, rather than naturally.

We are evolving emotionally. When electrical masculine 1 aligns with magnetic feminine 2, we have INNER BALANCE, which manifests as peace in the outer world. Every feeling that was ever held back will have to move OUT of us if we are to heal and evolve. This is why issues of freedom, slavery, oppression, poverty, domination, hate, terror, cruelty, war, and today’s “by-hook-or-by-crook” approach to business and politics, are such major issues of these times.

Our emotions are our truth tellers. But it is hard to know what to express when the facts are twisted to suit someone else’s agenda or beliefs. What we call public opinion is often the result of carefully crafted corporate and political efforts to manipulate the public heart. The ‘war for hearts and minds’ is a war ON hearts and minds, for the purpose of brainwashing and gaining compliance.

We are in the process of freeing our individual and collective WILL. Covid-19 is metaphysically connected to the WILL: for instance, a ‘nasal drip’ indicates emotions that want to leave the body but cannot find their way out. A hacking cough is a sign of emotions stuck in the lungs, literally trying to hack their way out. Emotions are fluid. They leave our bodies through the respiratory system – mucus through our mouths and noses, and the shedding of tears through our eyes.

However, hate is NOT an emotion. Hate is a disease OF the emotions. The absence of love. Ill feelings. The spread of hate throughout the globe is a pandemic in itself, which only love can heal.

Surviving these tumultuous times will give us enormous resilience and the courage to open our imaginations. How we change this world will be the direct result of our intent and our resolve to make things better. There is no going back to the way things were. What we eventually create out of the current mess must be healed of racism, sexism, and all prejudices. Healed of greed and the urge to do harm.

We are being pushed and pulled in all directions, but these ongoing jolts and stretches of uncertainty are helping us to evolve, emotionally and mentally. People are feeling everything more deeply every day, and the vibrations coming from our feelings release us from denial and open our minds.

The harm that denial does is highly visible. It is everywhere. As we recognize our own denials and stop denying, reality falls into view and the truth reveals itself. We see that many people in positions of great power are sick and demented. The insanity of the old system has pushed its way to the top, and we are now face to face with the dangers of that reality.

2 = timing. 2 = transparency. 2 = behind-the-scenes activity. 2 reveals the hidden details. 2 exposes the underlying truth. 2 connects it all together. And 2 activates our feelings as we come face to face with the truth.

I am writing this on January 16th. The presidential inauguration in the USA occurs on the 20th. And from the 20th to the 29th, like an echo of the decade of the 20s, we have 10 days in which every day is a 20 day – the 21st, 22nd, 23rd etc. And then, we enter the 28 days of February – month #2.

The first two months of 2021 contain an extraordinary concentration of 2 energy. The 1000s are over and 2 is the principle number of our times. The 2020s are indeed uncharted territory – which cannot be charted until we realize and accept that this is where we are.

~ TO BE CONTINUED ~

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WEEK 46 2020

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The 46th week of 2020 is a 10/1 week which denotes a new level of innovative, systemic, change. This goes way beyond the old left/right political march of repeated history, ongoing conflict, and war. WEEK 46 brings everything to a NEW LEVEL. It brings deeper understanding, determined collaborative action, and a way forward.

But first, why is 2020 so difficult? Our experience of moving from the 1000s to the 2000s is doubled now because 2020 is also the first year of the decade of the 20s. Moving from the 10s to the 20s mirrors our experience of moving from 1000 to 2000. There’s no getting away from this, or from the myriad fears that these gigantic changes are triggering, such as fear of the unknown, fear of loss, and fear of being trapped with no way out.

There are only 9 numbers in the numeric spectrum. After that, the double digits can be reduced to single numbers by adding them together.

10 = 1+0=1.

11 = 1+1=2.

12 = 1+2=3, and so on…

10 brings us back to 1, but with the benefit of what 1 through 9 has taught us. That’s the good news. We are evolving. We are moving forward. 46/10/1 brings us into a new phase.

The fact that 2020 is a Leap Year is also relevant. An extra day is inserted at the end of February so that the calendar remains in alignment with Earth’s movement around the sun. While this keeps the calendar functional and reflects the timing of the seasons, it also produces a vibrational “wobble” in the day-to-day numeric flow which can throw us totally out of balance. In 2020, this shake-up seems more pronounced than ever. It is important not to underestimate the power of calendars, since our entire lives revolve around then. There are many different calendars in the world, but the Gregorian calendar predominates because it is used as a standard in this industrial system.

All life revolves in cycles, and it is often at the very end of a cycle that we are faced with what still needs to be learned – and here we are in the final weeks of this highly important year of 2020. The desire to learn pushes us forward. Denial of reality pulls us back. And that’s where we are right now – caught in an absurd vortex of things we are only just starting to understand. And yet, we understand so much more than we did a year ago.

As things stand today, politics decide everything that occurs on this planet, right down to whether people live or die, and indeed, whether the planet herself lives or dies. With the U.S. election, the unrelenting spread of Covid-19, the continued destruction of the natural world, the growing hatred that exists between people, and the never-ending wars that humanity wages against itself, there is no getting away from – or rising above – what is happening on Earth right now. This is our reality, which is kept in place by denial of reality. As we continue to mindlessly hack away at the natural world, we hack away at the very body that enables us to physically exist – which is self-destruction.

“The age of nations has passed. Now, unless we wish to perish, we must shake off our old prejudices and build the Earth.” ~Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

The events of 2020 have gained our collective ATTENTION. 2020 is not to blame for all the shocks, dire conditions, and confusion in the world. 2020 is simply where we are – still transitioning from the electrical masculine 1000s to the magnetic feminine 2000s. Such a gigantic change of frequency is unthinkable to those who want the old system to stay exactly as it was, and because 1 represents our sense of self – the EGO – the most out-of-balance egos seem to believe that only they can ‘run the world’.

2 is the number of SENSITIVITY and governs the respiratory system, the lungs, breathing, and the entire emotional range. It is not a coincidence that COVID-19 hit the world in 2020. The heart and lungs are so closely connected when it comes to the vibrations that emotions carry, especially when we hold our feelings in instead of expressing them out of the body. The outer reality of life on Earth cannot change until the suppressed emotions of generations are allowed to move, express themselves outwardly, and heal.

But as long as we refuse to feel how life is making us feel, we can never see the complete picture. And that is what makes us vulnerable to propaganda and conspiracy theories. Others control us by controlling our emotions, which in turn limits the mind. We are evolving emotionally, and emotions are our response to experience. For instance, if we cannot look at the grief and suffering of the animals, or the widespread destruction of the natural world, there is no way to fully appreciate Mother Nature’s connection to Covid-19. Or the cries of “I can’t Breathe” coming from the black community (and again, not just in the USA), to the inability to breathe that comes with this virus. 2 is the number of CONNECTION. It is ALL connected.

How heartbreaking it is to know that we are still tearing each other to pieces – dropping bombs on people in their homes – shooting children in their schools. Aren’t our lives short enough? Why must we kill each other? Why must we kill total strangers for some political reason to which they are not directly connected? As mentioned last week, it is the inability to feel that enables people to kill with such ease.

The old system of winners and losers cannot willingly give up its power. But that does not mean that it will be able to hold on to it. In the course of time, nothing can stay the same forever. Systems that span generations eventually fall apart and must be replaced with something better, more sustainable, more loving, more accepting of reality, more evolved.

These conflict-ridden times are bringing us face to face with our DIFFERENCES. Yes “we are 1”, but we are not all the same. 2 represents DIVERSITY, in every sense of the word. And 11 = EQUALITY. Those two 1s are completely equal. 1 is the 1st number. It leads. And, right now, the emphasis on LEADERSHIP – and lack of leadership – is all-consuming, especially in the USA where potential national security problems are arising out of Donald Trump’s refusal to give up power. In WEEK 46, however, the emphasis may shift significantly to the 46th president-elect, Joe Biden. There is no way to know in advance how this will move, so here we are again, waiting for results. 2 is the number of PATIENCE, which is a power in itself.

I wrote this in 2016:

“Yes, of course we must accept that Donald Trump is now the 45th president of the USA. Anything else is denial of reality. But what he has said, and done, and proposed will not take us forward. They will take us BACK to a time which much of white America believes was “great” simply because white America led the way. The same can be said of other countries, too. White supremacy is rising to defend itself – all over the world.”

1’s emphasis on LEADERSHIP this week is also global and refers to many other nations whose leaders do not have the wellbeing of the people or planet in mind. It refers to the industrial wars and the rampant greed and cruelty, the weight of which is bringing the old system down.

Of course, what’s happening at this point in the journey goes way beyond party politics. This is survival – and NOT just survival of the ‘fittest’ and wealthiest, but the survival of all human beings, and all forms of life.

1 represents the INDIVIDUAL, and one of the main lessons 1 teaches is how to lead our own individual lives. 2 represents the WILL (our feminine energy) and is helping us to understand that Free Will has no interest in imposing itself on others. Free Will is a state of being which none of us has reached yet – but it is what we are evolving to. In the process, we are learning to let go of what we have outgrown.

WEEK 46 lights up the various factors that most need our attention. In fact, the entire 11th month of November is shedding extra light. 11 is the number of ILLUMINATION and INSPIRATION. 10/1 tells us to start as we mean to go on and not get sidetracked by the ocean of conspiracy theories and disinformation out there. 46/10/1 enables forward movement that is based on fact, practicality, and genuine courage (which is very different from “bravado”).

“When I accept myself, I am freed from the burden of needing you to accept me”. ~Steve Maraboli.

We talk of the ONENESS of life – and yet our species has never been so divided. 1 is the number of the SELF – the INDIVIDUAL – therefore, oneness must begin within each individual. The 1 energy gives us SELF-AWARENESS, which must evolve into SELF-ACCEPTANCE and BEING who we really are. The four parts that make us whole must UNITE inwardly before we can experience the outer results:

THE MASCULINE SPIRIT: governs mind, thought, action, light.

THE FEMININE WILL: governs emotion, senses, gravity, dark.

BIOLOGICAL FORM: the physical body, matter, the material world, creativity.

THE HEART: the physical/metaphysical vessel where all of the above meet – acceptance, common ground, balance, LOVE.

Why is life so rough at this point in the journey?

Because this point is what we are evolving FROM!

What are we evolving TO?

Whatever we desire.

Be aware of your intent.

Let kindness lead the way.

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10 10 20 20

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October 10, 2020, not only contains the current day, month, and year, but also the energies of the decade of the 20s, and the millennium of the 2000s. And because the previous decade and millennium (the 10s and the 1000s) are also represented, this appears to be a transitional day – another switch-point in time – with a specific purpose in humanity’s evolutionary journey.

However, we may not be able to understand those specifics until we have actually experienced the energy. Every date is unique, but this one has a powerful pattern and tone to it – including the fact that it is occurring in a 5 week, in a 5 Month (double-5 – 55).

October: 10 = 1

Year: 2020 = 4

Month: 14=5

Week: 41=5

5 is the number of freedom, unexpected development, and sudden change.

At this critical time in the human journey, there is SO much to learn from the numbers. After all, it is a journey in the flow of time – and time is made of numbers. A year is a segment of time, and this one, 2020, has gained the reputation of the worst year ever. But the same was said about 2019, and 2018, and all the way back to 2001. They have all been increasingly tough years, and 2020 is where we have a chance to change the way we live, to survive, to learn, and evolve into much better versions of ourselves.

Right now, we are stuck in time. We’re not moving. And it’s painful. But we cannot move forward by scrambling to get life back to the way it was. That cruel depraved world is what we are evolving FROM. We cannot move ahead by pulling ourselves backwards. Only when 1’s lessons are learned, can we leave the toxic masculine age behind in the past where it belongs, and move into the enormous potential of present time.

We are in the feminine 2000s now, and all this madness and mayhem is the result of humanity refusing to change from 1 to 2, from dominance to equality, from cruelty to kindness, from hate to love.

Dealing with change is what both 1 and 5 are about. But there is a difference between them. 5 brings change suddenly, while 1 brings change through gradual 1-step-at-a-time progress. Sometimes, the jolt that 5 produces is the result of all the small changes made in 1 – finally connecting at the same time. This creates situations that have been long in the works, but because we could not look at reality, we could not see it coming and are therefore unprepared.

10 often brings matters to fruition that were once considered impossible or ‘before their time’. 55 forces 1 to let go of what it is clinging to, so that energy can flow freely, and life’s greater potentials can be recognized.

55/10/1 can bring true innovation as it breaks through old barriers to create something unique, original, functional, and lasting. It can also produce the opposite effect, which is standstill and stagnation. Another opposite would be total chaos.

1 is the number of the SELF, THE INDIVIDUAL, and we are learning major lessons about SELFISHNESS and the role of EGO. This is why Donald Trump is front and center on the world stage. He is even known as “INDIVIDUAL 1”. There is nothing wrong with ego – unless it is inflated and out of balance. Then it becomes EGOMANIA, narcissism, cruelty, and the need to deflate the egos of others. Ego is our sense of who we are. Some of the most inflated egos on Earth have surfaced to somehow prevent our advancement into the 2000s. They are a reflection of humanity’s insanity.

2 is emotional energy – feminine energy. Magnetism. Gravity. Urge. Sensation. Honesty. Response to experience. 2 represents the WILL of life. And each of us has WILL energy that needs to be free. 2020 is pushing us, emotionally, slapping us awake with jolt after jolt, so we can finally recognize our own WILL – the feminine within us all – our ability to FEEL.

The magnetic feminine Will is EQUALLY as complex and powerful as the electrical masculine Mind – and in this electromagnetic world, they must learn about the power of partnership and cooperation.

2 is the number of connection, and each 1 of us has to make that inner connection to experience true inner balance. It is not something we can be taught. 1 represents your uniqueness, and you will find your own way to inner-connect. That’s the point. Originality! FREE WILL!

So, yes, it’s an interesting day we have here on 10 10 20 20, in the 5th week of a 5 month. I wonder how we will respond to it.

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2020 HINDSIGHT

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2020 is not to blame for what is happening in the world. 2020 is a time-track which emits the distinct vibration that we are currently moving through. 2020 is 4 energy. Restrictive. Big into detail – and because this 4 Year is made of two 2s, (which gives us the power of PATIENCE with which to look at the details), we are seeing reality more clearly than ever.

4 looks for fault so that it can keep things in order. 4 enables us to organize. 4 provides us with great determination – which needs a meaningful goal to focus on. With hard work and dedication, 4 brings breakthrough and success. Retrospective 2020 was always the right time for humanity’s transformation to reach a new level – and finally get underway.

“20/20 Hindsight” means looking not only at the effect that we are currently dealing with, but also, and most importantly, what caused it. To find our way forward, we have to be aware of past mistakes so that we don’t repeat them.

4 is the number of correctness and accuracy. Never before has humanity been so consistently and relentlessly bombarded with lies, head-games, heart-games, and all kinds of verbal and visual tricks. The old system is now fighting off persistent 4 which does not let us get away with deliberate distortion of the truth. The old system RUNS on the big lie that it’s “us against them”. The old system is one BIG competition, a contest, a RACE, the “human race” – the only species that is at war with itself. Our species is NOT the human race. The human race is this self-destructive racist SYSTEM in which we are all trapped.

How noisy it all is right now as September’s 9 energy doubles the intensity of this 4 Year. Add 9 to 4, and you get karmic 13. Add 1 to 3, and you’re back to 4.

Karmic 13 means that there are vital lessons to learn from what’s happening in 2020 – lessons about Covid-19, systemic racism, justice and balance, economics, the natural world and how we are affecting it, and so much more. Therefore, we need to examine the details carefully, or we could get caught up in the great slew of conspiracy theories that present themselves as truth.

There’s big money to be made in capturing the attention of great swaths of the population. And there is no difference between capturing our attention – and capturing our hearts and minds. The conspiracy theory industry thrives on our need to be entertained, and have other people think for us. This prevents us from seeing the actual conspiracies – and atrocities – that are everywhere out there. Propaganda is one of fascism’s most valuable tools.

2020 is a switch-point in time that will help us evolve from will-less subjects of this self-destructive system, to purposeful BE-ings determined to free ourselves and each other. We are in the process of freeing our collective and personal Wills. The Will is our feminine energy, magnetism, gravity, emotions, urges, sensations, and instincts. That part of us, the Will, has always been kept tightly under control. So, in a world that unfolds according to the laws of cause and effect, what’s happening on Earth now is INEVITABLE. As the Will starts to free itself, the pushback from the old system is more desperate, more forceful, and more senseless.

I’m writing this on the evening of September 18, 2020, which is a 22/4 day in the world, (9+9+4=22/4) accentuated by the two 2s in 2020, which brings a 44 vibration into the numeric mix.

RUTH BADER GINSBERG died on this day. What a truly astonishing woman. To me, she was a beacon of feminine energy, intent on freeing the human Will. The name RUTH adds up to 22 (9+3+2+8=22/4). She was born JOAN RUTH BADER, a name that adds up to 44/8. She fought a good fight. If 2020 is teaching us anything, it’s that now is the time to pick up where she and other amazing human beings left off. A collective effort is needed when 22 is active. 2 is the number of partnership, cooperation, and consideration. 22 brings these qualities to global proportions. 2020 is shocking us awake – because we really do need to be awake right now.

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WEEK 22, 2020 – A pivotal week in a pivotal year

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2020 – WEEK 24

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WEEK 24 runs from Wednesday, June 10 to Tuesday June 16. It is a 6 Week (2+4=6) in the 6th Month of the year. This double-6 vibration represents both balance and extremes, which suggests that we have arrived at some kind of tipping point – not just in the world at large, but also in our own personal lives. People are remembering aspects of the past that are connected to what is happening today, bringing answers and solutions. 6 is true problem-solving energy. But it has its dark side, too. 6 is also the number of the tyrant and controller.

2020 was always going to be the year in which it all changes. The numbers may have changed when the 1000s ceased, and the 2000 started, but it’s not until 2020 that the grip of masculine 1 is finally shifting. The Will of the people is rising as feminine 2 starts to turn this upside-down world the right way up.

The symbolism of 2020 makes sense. It is the number most associated with vision, retrospect, hindsight, cause and effect – recognizing how actions of the past LED to where we are now – in the throes of a systemic balancing. In order to understand the present, we have to LOOK BACK at how things were, why they were not changed long ago, and what needs to happen now – all of which supports the idea that hindsight is indeed 20/20.

Humanity is claiming back its stolen WILL – the energy that the old system takes from us in order to serve the system. Feminine energy is our ability to feel and sense – our WILL. The more we allow ourselves to truly FEEL how reality is making us feel, the more aware of reality we become – and consciousness expands.

Covid-19 slowed the whole world down and made us look at things as they really are. Look at how the word is formed:

CO = jointly, together.

V = the 22nd letter of the alphabet which connects to the two 2s in 2020.

ID = ego (and identity).

19 = 2019, the karmic energy of the 1900s, and the unlearned lessons which caused this mass dis – ease.

I cannot help but wonder if the colossal outpouring of emotion over the murder of George Floyd, and so many other black Americans who were killed at the hands of the police, will have any influence on the pandemic. Outwardly expressing all our backed-up feelings is the most healing thing we can do for ourselves. Emotional energy travels from generation to generation, and finally, 400 years of oppression, and the feelings that accompany such atrociousness, have risen to the surface so that empathy can expand, and healing can eventually occur. The healing of humanity is not a simple process. It will not be easy!

When the evolving masculine mind stops blocking the feminine feelings, we increase our inner power, and evolve as WHOLE human beings, not the fragments of ourselves that this system turned us into. We have an almighty healing ahead of us, starting wherever the WILL is most oppressed. Consequently, BLACK LIVES MATTER is one of the most important aspects of the human condition at this time.

The hindsight of 2020 enables us to acknowledge the horrors of the past so that we can right those wrongs, let go of the “I AM” 1000s, and move into the present “WE ARE” vibrations of 2 – the number of fairness, equality, justice, BALANCE, and mother’s love.

The murder of George Floyd and the spontaneous uprising in the United States occurred in Week 22, of 2020, in the millennium of the 2000s. Transparent 2 is knocking down the walls of denial that the old system built around our minds in order to control and DOMINATE. In the 2000s, there is no place for walls – or separation – or domination.

Humanity is in the process of reinventing itself (evolving), while the old system will do anything to stop it. But it can’t be stopped. Not permanently. A spontaneous coming together of hearts and minds is breaking down those old walls of ignorance, indifference, and hate. As the transparency of 2 expands, we see reality more clearly. 2020 is a 4 Year – the number of PRIORITY – and it does seem that humans are putting our priorities in the right order – the first of which is SURVIVAL. Rage is the Will’s reaction to pain and expresses itself in RED – the survival chakra. The first instinct of the Will is THE WILL TO LIVE.

The feminine Will within us all is jolting us – shocking us – with truth. Waking us up. We’ve all got 20/20 vision this year. Of course, many people don’t like this, and will do anything they can to drag us back to the old familiar archaic ways in which white reigned supreme.

No more. The feminine Will is bringing equality (balance) into our dangerously imbalanced world.

June 2020 is a 10/1 month. 10/1 represents ‘the next step’ and moving to a ‘new level’. The discomfort we are experiencing is the pressure of being stuck in the past while time moves forever forward.

We are also seeing the power of raw, primitive, unevolved 1, (the number of leadership and ego), whose secrets were so easy to hide in the old system. But the transparency of 2 exposes all – especially in this 4 Year that is derived from two 2s. Even the bible has something to say about the 4/22 sequence, (from Mark 4:22) “For everything that is hidden will eventually be brought into the open, and every secret will be brought to light.”

In the weeks and months ahead, some of the murkiest secrets are likely to burst open. Such is the nature of the 2 energy which thrives on honesty.

The more we truly feel our feelings and express them outwardly, the more aware we become. We’ve been without our true depth of feelings forever, and we became numb where our deepest feelings were meant to be. Without our feelings we cannot be fully aware. So here we are. Evolving. Feeling on a deeper level than ever before – and we see the power of people. The power of the individual. And the power of individuals agreeing, uniting, feeling, and empathizing, seeing ourselves in each other, seeing for ourselves the massive wound that was inflicted on black people, and knowing that the healing is beginning. In turn, this is increasing the attention on others, all over the world, whose Wills have been stolen from them. Men, women, and children who are ‘taken’, trafficked, enslaved, and rendered helpless.

We are learning about the 1 energy. The number of LEADERSHIP – and the true role of government – which is to keep the balance points open so that people can lead their own lives, and to assist those who cannot.

As it all unfolds, keep these words of civil rights activist, poet, writer, and mother, Audre Lorde in mind (from her essay, The Transformation of Silence into Language and Action. This has a profound meaning at this precise time in the journey:

“Life is very short. What we have to do must be done in the now.”

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2020 – WEEK 22

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WEEK 22 runs from Wednesday, May 27th to Tuesday, June 2nd. 2 is the number of CONNECTION. And look at how all the 2s are connecting this week.

WEEK 22 is the 3rd week in a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 2.

WEEK 22 connects with the two 2s in 2020.

2020 connects with the millennium of the 2000s…

…and the decade of the 20s.

MAY 2020 is a 9 MONTH in the world (5+4=9), and 9 represents ENDINGS, COMPLETION, DRAMA, EMOTIONAL RESPONSE, and LETTING GO in order to move forward. What needs to end is coming to the surface so it can move back into the past, where it belongs. But for as long as we cling to the past while time moves forward, all we will get is this deadly standstill.

However, all those 2s are reminding us that we are not in the male-driven 1000s anymore, and that feminine 2 will bring life into balance – despite the massive effort to drag us back to the past. This week, we cannot see too far ahead, and our movement is limited, which can help us discover HOW what is happening came about. Everything happening now is the result of what happened – or didn’t happen – in the past.

Add that 9 to 2 and you have 11, which produces yet another 2.

Put 9 and 11 together, not only do you have 20, but you also have the USA’s emergency code.

22 is the sum of two 11s, or 11:11.

Humanity is in the midst of a much-needed reality check – and the unprecedented chaos gripping the world could become even more chaotic as we move into June’s 6 energy later this week.

Both the United States and Britain, whose national situations seem to mirror each other so much of the time, are both in a 6 National Year in 2020, and a 2 NATIONAL MONTH in May. Russia and China are also in a 6 National Year. 6 represents domestic issues, home, family, responsibility, institutions, education, health, problem solving, balance and extremes, the need to control, and patriarchy.

Donald Trump is in a 6 PERSONAL YEAR / 2 MONTH in May, and despite so much feminine 2 energy in his chart, he exhibits the exact opposite of 2’s evolutionary traits. Lies and denial are his principle tools. He is cruel. His ego is manic. And now, after initially playing down the severity of the virus, over 100,000 Americans have died in the space of four months. WEEK 22 is likely to be a crucial time for him. He was born on the 22/4 Life Path which dedicates itself to helping others in need – unless it is in unloving and incompetent hands. 22 is the Master Builder – or – the master destroyer. Literally anything can occur this week – and as he himself would say, “we’ll see what happens.”

2 = CONNECTION – literally being able to put 1 and 1 together. This is how 2 is formed. We must build the road ahead as we go, by connecting one thing to another. Where there are adverse reactions, different approaches will be needed. This will advance our understanding of cause and effect, and chemistry, and HOW to peacefully co-exist with each other – and with the planet that gives us everything we need.

Of course, not everyone wants to move in this peaceful direction and would rather get back to how it was, which is impossible. Everything changes in the course of time. And a change of millennia is a drastic change indeed. If we refuse to go with this natural flow, we cannot survive Mother Earth’s re-balancing that will occur with or without the participation of humans.

The two 2s in WEEK 22 connect to the two 2s in 2020, creating a 44/8 vibration throughout this 7-day cycle. 8 represents POWER in the material, political, financial, and industrial/military world, and the fact that it is derived from four 2s suggests that its effect on the masses will be profound.

44 is extremely practical, which not only helps us to recognize and retain pertinent information, but also organize the facts in a way that paints a more accurate picture. This is a mind-expanding week. 4 = effort and determination. This week, there are two prominent 4’s at our disposal, reminding us that WE have the power to save ourselves if only we could see our problems in terms of cause and effect – instead of random occurrences.

When 44 is active, the accuracy of the details is vital to obtain a realistic multi-layered picture of reality. 44 examines the root of a problem, rather than just the outer symptoms, and teaches us that problems are bound to recur if we do not know what created them.

4 is also the number of obstruction, barriers, and opposition. When a hidden reality is about to be exposed, a barrage of denial is released to prevent the truth from reaching consciousness. And right now, denial is the biggest problem we face, to the extent that our survival depends on our ‘snapping out of it’ and facing life as it really is.

44 cannot tolerate denial. So, this week, recognizing our own denials – our inability to face the facts – is necessary for our individual and collective evolution. But denial is slippery by nature. It’s hard to pin denial down because it denies its own existence. Denial denies it is denying. Denial is difficult to confront, and yet that is what we must do. Denial is at the root of the famous “big lie” theory put out by Joseph Goebbels and Adolf Hitler in the 1930s: “Always accuse the other side of that of which you are guilty.” AND, “If you repeat a lie often enough, people will believe it.” We can expect to see a lot of denial this week.

Everything on Earth is CONNECTED. To attack nature is to attack ourselves since we are part of nature and not separate from it. Until we start connecting what is happening to humanity to what is being done by humanity, we will remain stuck in this self-imposed box which we cannot survive.

It is a box so steeped in racism that we even call ourselves the human RACE. We are not meant to be ‘racing’. We are meant to be free spirits. Competition is the nature of 1 – and the fight to BE #1.

1 is also the number of CHANGE, and the racial divide is about to shift drastically. 2 does not compete. 2 cooperates. 2 brings caring, equality, partnership, common sense, justice, and BALANCE into life.

BREATH IS LIFE

And now, in the morbid light of yet another black American man being choked to death by a white Minneapolis police officer, let’s not forget that justice is fairness, fairness is balance, and balance is peace. This is simple physics. NO JUSTICE, NO PEACE!

In 2014, Eric Garner’s last words were “I can’t breathe” as a NYPD officer named Daniel Pantaleo, choked him to death. Six years later, on May 26, 2020, George Floyd, begged for his life as he told a Minneapolis police officer who was kneeling on his neck and openly murdering him, “I cannot breathe”.

At a time when the whole world can’t breathe, it becomes even more obvious that these are all CONNECTIONS to what humanity is doing to itself!

The burning of the AMAZON RAIN FOREST – the destruction of mother Earth’s LUNGS – continues unmentioned by the media, while Jeff Bezos became the world’s richest man by taking the name AMAZON to sell the very ‘stuff’ that is choking the natural world to death.

And then there was white woman Amy Cooper calling the police on Christian Cooper, a black man, in Central Park, NY, on the pretext that he was threatening her, and knowing that such a call could result in his death. Which connects to another great injustice of the past – the Central Park 5, against whom Donald Trump actually placed a full-page ad in the New York Times demanding the death penalty for these innocent young men (boys at the time) among countless other black men, women, and children – who have been terrorized and murdered – just for being black.

This murderous racist system is starting to break – and I can only pray that it does not get worse before it gets better. This state terrorism is enabled by the false sense of superiority that we call “white privilege” which comes from the nonsensical notion of “white supremacy”. The system must be dismantled and replaced by unbiased protective justice. To create a balance in which all human beings can prosper and be safe is the principle purpose of government.

However, if you cannot embrace the words “BLACK LIVES MATTER” on their own merit, how can you say “all lives matter” with any sincerity? I cannot know what it is to be black, but I know that what’s being done to my black brothers and sisters needs everyone with a heart to offer sustained empathy, support, and as many platforms, spotlights, and mentions as possible. We are not the human RACE. We are human BEINGS whose true nature is to BE and LET BE.

It’s important to understand that this is not just about racism in the USA. The entire world-wide system is run on the same racial principles. Police brutality is everywhere. But are we becoming desensitized to the word ‘brutality’ since it is used so much without consequence? Perhaps the term ‘police savagery’ would make a deeper point.

It is lack of FEELING that enables people to kill and harm others so easily.

22 gives us the power to build something great and monumental which improves conditions for the many, not just the few. But when great feats are undertaken for personal glory (inflated ego), all we will have is chaos. And so, we have to learn how to attain INNER alignment between those 2 equal parts of us – mind and emotion. And because our emotions have always been subdued by the mind, people everywhere are now feeling on a much more profound level.

2 is showing us, in many different ways, how powerful feminine energy is. We may find that WEEK 22 shows us the stunning difference between a “strongman” and a strong woman – or an emotionally balanced man and a feelingless woman. Yes, these are complicated times.

1 is the SELF. The EGO. 1’s unevolved nature is combative and territorial. But 1 is also the energy of ideas, action, invention, and electricity.

2 is the magnetic behind-the-scenes energy that takes care of the all-important details, connects it all together, and makes it all work – without which 1 cannot function successfully. But unevolved 1 barely acknowledges 2 and takes credit for 2’s efforts. 2 is indispensable.

Unevolved 2 does not know its own value, or that it is the offspring of 1 that has split itself in two. This miraculous evolutionary growth is the reason 11 is such is sacred number, especially right now, as humanity continues down this evolutionary path on which everything appears to be upside-down. But this is not the way things on Earth have suddenly become. This is the way things have always been. And we’re just realizing it.

When the world changed from the 1000s to the 2000s, we did not change with it. We are on a completely new wavelength now, and the terror and suffering going on all over the planet, the horror of it – and the sheer absurdity of it – is the result of our inability to change with the times. We did not slow down when 1999 brought us into the 2000s. We accelerated instead.

In these terrifying days of Covid-19, economic insecurity, environmental devastation, political mayhem, and racism, one of the biggest problems we face is being unable to admit where we went wrong. This is reflected plainly on the world stage by lack of intelligence, outright denial, and no accountability. If we cannot accept our mistakes and mis-steps, we cannot learn anything new.

There is a strong connection between COVID-19 – and the century we are evolving from – the 1900s, which is the main timeframe of the industrial age. Karmic 19/1 contains everything we need to learn in order to move out of this deadly imbalance and into some semblance of sustainable life. There is much to learn from the year 1919. Many of the events taking place today, especially in matters of banking, racism, and war, are connected to what happened in 1919 (which was a 2 Year in the world). This included the signing of the 19th Amendment in the U.S. on June 4, (101 years ago next week) regarding a woman’s right to vote. There were also deadly race riots (uprisings) in Chicago and Omaha. There was the 1918/19 Flu pandemic, the capturing of Jerusalem by British Forces which led to the creation of Israel in 1948 (a 22/4Year), and the ongoing colonization of the Indian, African, and Australian continents (and more) by Britain.

22 is the most balanced form of 4 – and 4 is such a practical number – the number of PRIORITIES, OBLIGATIONS, and DETERMINATION, while realistic 2 gives us DETAIL and PERSPECTIVE. That’s where we are right now – moving through powerful vibrations in which seriousness is essential. Solutions for the present and future may be very different to the solutions that ‘appeared’ to work in the past.

What if there is no cure or vaccine for Covid-19? What if the remedy is not drug-related at all? What if the only way to cure this virus is to change the human behavior that caused it.? This includes the way we treat animals, vegetation, the oceans and waterways, the air, and all the other natural wonders that Mother Nature gives freely, but over which we fight and kill each other. War is always about resources. That’s the way of the old system.

We are dealing with a contagion that spreads from animal to human – and there is little difference between the cruelty of the Wuhan wet markets and the cruelty of factory farming and slaughterhouses around the world.

Experimenting on animals is not science. Cruelty is science in reverse. Strong animal rights are necessary not only because human rights are gauged on the way we treat animals, but also for the sake of rendering cruelty unacceptable. Sometimes the answer to what ails us is not always pharmaceutical or surgical. Very often, it is a matter of reversing the damage by changing the way we live.

Keep your masculine mind open this week so that it has more awareness of your feminine feelings. Masculine and feminine must learn to work together, within the body, in perfect balance, in agreement, in LOVE. The emotions cannot “rule” any more than the mind can rule, if we are to find balance (peace) in the outer world. It’s about equality, not ruling.

This week’s 9/22 combination involves global matters, large-scale projects and events, some beneficial – and some absolutely atrocious by those who can “never let a good crisis go to waste”.

Dealing with our own and other people’s denials is paramount this week. When new facts come to light, people often refuse to believe that their original belief could be untrue and are prepared to fight to uphold their familiar old theories. The same applies to certain ‘experts’ out there who cannot change their minds because their income depends on carrying the false narrative forward. In the words of Carl Sagan:

“If we’ve been bamboozled long enough, we tend to reject any evidence of the bamboozle. We’re no longer interested in finding out the truth. The bamboozle has captured us. It’s simply too painful to acknowledge, even to ourselves, that we’ve been taken. Once you give a charlatan power over you, you almost never get it back.”

The ISOLATION in which we find ourselves now enables us to slow it all down, stand back, and take an honest overview of our own lives, our relationships, and most importantly our relationship to the world herself. It gives us long moments of reflection so that we can see where old understandings have bamboozled us. And to find ways to go about our lives which do not buy-in to the system that is killing us.

Self-acceptance is a massive component of our evolution (massive as in ‘the masses’). But how can we accept ourselves if we don’t know ourselves? Current circumstances are giving us a chance to get to know our natural selves rather than who the system tells us we should be.

If life is a symphony, we have reached that part of the score where everything slows down and a different atmosphere is created – and the key has shifted from major to minor, as life shifts from 1 to 2; from thought to feeling; from light to dark, from action to contemplation. From this comes depth, understanding, planning, and back to action again – but action of a more sustainable kind. 2 slows everything down, and in such a concentration of 2, we must not try to push our way forward. That does not mean not acting quickly and efficiently when needed. It means that we are involved in a slow process – which requires some of 2’s greatest powers:

PATIENCE.

COOPERATION.

WORKING TOGETHER.

CARING.

On June 3rd, the 1 Month of June and the 5 energy of WEEK 23 will change the atmosphere considerably.

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2020-THE WAY OF THE WILL – Part 1

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In 1999, as I was writing my book “LIFE CYCLES”, it became obvious to me that as we moved from the 1000s to the 2000s, life on Earth would change drastically. All of my work with numerology is based on that understanding. Masculine 1 and feminine 2 are very different frequencies, and yet, the only way that 2 can exist is through the joining together of two 1s. We cannot possibly understand what 2 has to teach without a solid understanding of 1.

1 is the number of the SELF – the individual.

2 is the number of OTHERS – and the connection between individuals.

How telling it is that we now live at a time when we individuals must keep our physical distance from each other. As we remain ‘trapped in time’, between the 1000s and the 2000s, we cannot understand OTHERS, until we understand our SELVES. And we cannot move from one millennium to the next (without destroying ourselves) until we learn what the previous millennium had to teach. What we did not learn from that thousand-year journey, we are scrambling to learn now – at this pivotal point of 2020.

It’s almost as if the term “hindsight is 20/20” was coined specifically for this year. Because here we are, looking back at how we have been living and realizing just how wrong we got so many different aspects. But that’s OK. “Better late than never” is also a highly relevant term from the 1000s.

Matters of the past must be resolved before we can be fully in the present. And this applies to our own personal and family lives as much as it does to the wars and other atrocities that affected huge groups of people, countries, and continents. The only way forward is to forgive, but unless we allow old and current feelings to express themselves as they need to, the emotional healing that is SO necessary to our survival cannot occur.

Forgiveness is not a mental concept. It is something we really do have to FEEL. As the WILL rises, you will learn that there is never a need to harm yourself or anyone else in the process of emotional healing. And so, in some cases, the healing must be done privately. Forgiveness does not need to be mutual. It is a private thing. By forgiving, you let go of the pain you would otherwise continue to carry inside. Of course, this does not mean we should ignore those who cause deliberate harm to others. Part of freeing the WILL involves finding ways to render harmful people harmless, or moving away from harmful situations. This can be an extremely difficult, dangerous, and complex procedure, but vital, nonetheless.

As science searches frantically for a cure or vaccine for the Covid-19 pandemic, it is becoming increasingly clear that the way we live our lives must change drastically. The old system is collapsing and will never be the same again. The thoughtless, cruel, and utterly destructive way we treat Mother Nature and all her life forms (of which we human beings are only one species) is no longer sustainable. This means that Mother Nature will no longer sustain us under the cruel conditions we impose on her. Mother Earth will shake us until she wakes us – which is why everyone is feeling their emotions on a level we have never felt before.

The reason we could not feel this deeply despite all the pain, suffering, and atrocity in the world, is because this old system took away our WILL – our ability to feel – by blinding us to reality and numbing our senses. Consequently, much of our way of living is nonsensical, insensitive, and senseless.

But this terrifying situation is finally waking people up. One of the main functions of the natural emotion of fear is to do just that – to wake us up to potential danger – and save our lives.

The hideous “reality show” that we’ve all been a part of for many years, and which was frightening enough as it was, has now transitioned into a doomsday movie. And so many of those in power positions have the persona of Hollywood’s most evil villains. But what did we expect from a species for whom being ‘entertained’ is a top priority?

Fear is a natural response. To be unafraid as the whole global system grinds to a halt while a deadly virus spreads at the most alarming speed, is to be unconscious, unaware, and in denial of reality. But the fact that all of humanity is involved, and that the entire species is feeling this fear, is the first step to regaining the consciousness that the old system extracted from us – to control us.

The degree to which people are waking up now is reason to be very hopeful. But this really is the 11th hour (1+1=2), and the fear will persist. There has been a massive focus on the 11:11 sequence since the 1990s, and it appears to be directly connected to the millennium of the 2000s, the decade of the 20s, and most precisely, the year 2020.

1+1=2.

11+11=22.

The two 2s in 11:11 connect directly to the two 2s in 2020, our urgent need to learn from 1, and the joining together of individuals in a spirit of COOPERATION, rather than combat. It’s very obvious right now that if we do not pull together AS ONE, we will be pulled apart (distanced) by our own inability to change. 1 is the number of change and forward movement, and in order to move forward, major systemic change is needed.

Yes, we are afraid. We are supposed to be afraid. This is frightening. But we must keep in mind that we are evolving as a species – and we have what it takes to get through this – and come out the other side with new evolved understandings, and a WILL that is strong enough to actually make a difference.

“Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable Will” ~Gandhi.

The WILL is our ability to feel. Emotion in all its forms, including fear – and joy – is our feminine energy; magnetism, gravity. On the other hand, masculine energy produces thought, action, and the tendency to control. Masculine energy is electrical and mental. Together, they produce our electromagnetic nature.

But the masculine mind has always believed it is superior to feminine emotion and has always strived to keep the feminine down. Everything starts within, and therefore, on an outer level this has produced the gender war and resulted very recently in widespread recognition of gender disparity. This is where ALL inequality – and imbalance – begins. The rise of feminine energy is absolutely vital to our survival by bringing balance into life – and life into balance.

The WILL is also where empathy and kindness come from.

We all have masculine energy. We all have feminine energy. So, it is not a matter of reversing roles so that women are the dominant ones. That would not bring balance, just reversal. The feminine energy that is in all of us – our ability to feel – our HONESTY – is finding its right place – it’s equal place – to save us from the cruel one-sidedness and unfairness of this ‘man’s world’. Men are evolving too – and there are also women who are not!

The imbalance cannot be sustained. This is why many women are visibly rising now and are changing the entire dynamic, along with men who are also finding the inner balance between their minds and emotions.

This is also why so much effort is being made by the old system which refuses to evolve (and doesn’t even believe in evolution), to keep women down, and children, and the animals. From an un-evolving masculine standpoint, the “minorities” must be kept in their place beneath the ‘superior’ male and, in particular, but not exclusively, the ‘superior’ white male.

But that is no longer the case. The mind CANNOT keep the feelings down in this terrifying situation which, when we look deeper than the virus itself, is a direct result of this untenable IMBALANCE. The virus is the outer symptom. The disproportion started on the inside first. Although the feeling of powerlessness is prevalent, there is also a rising recognition of the sheer power of the human WILL – and the dire necessity to set it FREE.

As a result, we are becoming more creative, and less destructive, more inventive, and less complacent – at least that is the positive potential that comes from this pandemic. The more we are able to feel our true feelings, the more intelligent we become. Without the vibration of our feelings to keep the mind open, the mind closes and becomes fixed.

And that’s precisely what we’ve been experiencing as a species, politically, socially, racially, and in all the other places kept apart by the system’s ‘divide and conquer’ policies. Fixed idea against fixed idea produces stalemate in the evolutionary process, but that constant and bitter discord is precisely what the old system uses as fuel to keep itself going. And now we have to figure out how to keep ourselves going when, clearly, the old system is collapsing.

And yet, for the first time in all our lives, the entire world is having the same experience. For the first time in all our lives, we realize just how close to the edge we actually are. For the first time in all our lives, humanity realizes that we are, indeed, 1.

Good luck my friends and fellow travelers. We can and WILL get through this.

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2020 (Part 2) THE LEAP YEAR WOBBLE

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2020 brings us into uncharted territory which is triggering our deepest fear – fear of the unknown. However, although these are times of massive change, it is important to notice those areas that have not changed at all because we cannot yet see viable alternatives. These critical aspects are easier to recognize in a Leap Year.

As the system of the 1000s continues to collapse, it is essential to our survival that we learn what 1 has to teach. As the first number, 1 LEADS. Notice how the major issues of the day revolve around those in LEADERSHIP positions. And notice just how unqualified, incompetent, and out of touch with reality so many of those people are.

The collapse of the old system is revealing how some ‘leaders’ are pushing humanity backwards in the hope that this will revive the old system. But that is impossible. Everything changes in the passage of time. Empires rise – and empires fall. And in the 2000s, the very existence of ‘empires’ is being seriously questioned.

1 is the number of SELF and our natural uniqueness. As a species, we are 1, and yet each 1 of us is a separate and distinct INDIVIDUAL — a ‘1-off’. You are the 1-and-only-YOU – among billions of unique others. But we give the power of our individuality away because the power-hungry convince us that only they can lead.

A LEAP YEAR occurs every four years. An additional day (February 29th) ensures that the calendar remains in alignment with Earth’s rotation around the sun. However, that extra day produces a vibrational “wobble” or see-saw-effect which is felt throughout the year. The Leap Year Wobble shows us how we have been going around in ever-repeating circles by CONNECTING past events to present events. Time passes, but nothing changes.

We organize our lives around our calendars. Birthdays, marriages, anniversaries, life events, religious and cultural observances, coordination, appointments, and planning. This is how we record our journey through time. The calendar has tremendous power – especially the Gregorian Calendar which is the most widely used around the world.

2 is the number of CONNECTION, and we have to connect 1 and 1 together (11) in order to reach the next step – 2. The change of millennium (from electrical 1 to magnetic 2) has disrupted our sense of certainty to a massive degree, and Leap Years seem to intensify things even more. Therefore, 2020 is likely to take our fear of the unknown to another level entirely. Human beings have a debilitating fear of CHANGE which we must overcome – because we also know that things cannot stay the way they are.

2019 brought us to the end of the decade of the 10s, and 10 brings CHANGE whether we feel ready for it or not. You see, there are only 9 numbers in the numeric spectrum, after which all other numbers can be reduced to a single digit. 10 brings us back to 1, but on a new level.

1+0=1

1+1=2

1+2=3

1+3=4

1+4=5

1+5=6

1+6=7

1+7=8

1+8=9

1+9=1+0=1.

19/10/1 is the holding pattern that contains everything we did not learn – and everything we need to know – in order to evolve into a new and more peaceful form of existence. 19 exposes hypocrisy and atrocity, so that healing can occur. 1 takes. 9 gives. The karmic energy of 19/10/1 is teaching us about the power of ‘give and take’ – compromise – individuals pulling together for the common good. And we are also seeing the deadlock that forms when fixed belief against fixed belief stops progress in its tracks.

Only by moving through unstable Karmic 19 and all those unresolved matters of the 1900s can we move safely into the 2000s. That bygone era still has much to teach us in matters of industry, banking, politics, war and peace, the racial divide, the gender gap, control of the ‘masses’, and how primitive those days actually were. We have experienced a LOT since then, including two world wars – and now is the time to learn and grow from those experiences.

The double-2 energy of 2020 translates as the Master Number 22/4.

22 is the most balanced form of 4. So, both numbers are equally important this year. Practical 4 is always present, while the more idealistic 22 moves through our lives in less frequent but more intense waves of both empathy and opportunity. Both 2 and 4 emphasize the importance of PATIENCE, DETAIL, EFFICIENCY, ORGANIZATION, and RIGHT TIMING.

22 pertains to the ‘masses’, or to use a more accurate word – PEOPLE. 2 is the number of CONNECTION. It connects individual people together. 22 is the number that connects people together on a global scale. And right now, the entire world is connected through a global dis-ease known as Covid-19 – or Coronavirus.

2 = SENSITIVITY and governs the respiratory system – the lungs – breathing – and the heaviest of emotions, grief. The heart and lungs are SO closely connected when it comes to the impact that emotions carry, especially when they are held in and denied access out of the body. It is impossible to look at what is happening to people, the animals, and Earth herself without feeling the grief of so much suffering and terror. We are evolving emotionally, and emotion is our response to experience. The heaviness we are feeling right now is coming from our awareness of reality, without which we remain in denial.

How heartbreaking it is to know that we are still tearing each other to pieces – dropping bombs on people in their homes – shooting children in their schools. Aren’t our lives short enough? Why must we kill each other? Why must we kill total strangers for some political reason to which they are not directly connected? Why do we tolerate such cruelty and disregard for life? And not just human life. What we do to animals is beyond anything I can describe.

The quest for certainty blocks the search for meaning. Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers. ~Eric Fromm

This era of UNCERTAINTY reminds us that the future is not something to be predicted or be overwhelmed by. It is something to be created and participated in.

The decade of the 10s (which was also the decade of the teens) brought us to the next step – which is where we are now. After 19/1 comes 20/2. And it now becomes apparent, in the see-saw – roller coaster – Jack-in-a-box movement of 2020 and its Leap Year Wobble – just how unexplored the feminine side of life actually is.

2020 brings us firmly into the feminine 2000s and yet we are trying to live as if we are still in the masculine 1000s. The more we struggle to get back to the way things were, the further we drift from real, meaningful, systemic, and life-sustaining CHANGE.

Movement is life. Life is movement. But the push and pull of trying to move forward and hold on to the past at the same time is creating a deadly standstill. And look – the global system – the industrial system – the class system – is indeed starting to grind to a halt. Movement is restricted.

“The future is uncharted, and we can’t map it until we get there.” ~Margaret Heffernan

2 is the number of cooperation and coming together to achieve a common goal. 22 brings INVENTION to a whole new level. Not mere extensions of existing technology or ideas – but something completely NEW and untried. We live in a time of dire necessity – and necessity is indeed the mother of invention.

22 enables us to bring large-scale ideas to fruition. This is the number of the master builder, the mover and shaker, and the architect of well laid plans. 22/4 can greatly improve conditions for the general population. But in unloving and uncaring hands, it can bring untold chaos and suffering. 22 is also the MASTER DESTROYER.

When 22 is infused with LOVE, CARING, and COOPERATION, human life will have a chance to heal, evolve, move out of the deadly rut we’re in, and discover our true potential, despite the efforts being made to stop us.

2 represents DETAIL and THOROUGHNESS. We are dealing with complex intertwined situations for which accurate information is not immediately available. We must develop patience with detail, and instead of jumping to premature conclusions, learn to WAIT for workable solutions to form. 2 is the number of PATIENCE and slows everything down. But unevolved 1 makes us impatient for results and speeds everything up as we blindly race past the most vital details.

We have to stop racing through life. Competing. Comparing. Judging. Dividing. Separating. Until we stop racing, racism will remain firmly in place.

2 also reminds us that we are all fellow travelers on the road of life. 2 is always the result of TWO 1s, and when you turn those two 1s on their side, you have the equals sign. 2 is the number of EQUALITY. We have been programmed to believe that the accumulation of money is the mark of a person’s WORTH. In the 2000s, we are going to realize that this is a gross miscalculation – not only by those who have enormous amounts of money, but also by those who don’t.

The last time we experienced a Leap Year that was also a 22/4 year was 1984. And we cannot ignore the obvious connection to George Orwell’s prophetic novel, “NINETEEN EIGHTY-FOUR”, about a cruel, insane, dystopian, ‘up is down’ ‘war is peace’ world which bears a sinister resemblance to the world we live in today. Amazingly, this work may have been about a futuristic 1984, but he wrote it 36 years earlier in 1948, which was also a 22/4 Leap Year.

Here are some other connections between what happened in 1984 and what’s happening now:

The first MAC personal computers went on sale in 1984.

The first TED conference occurred in 1984.

The discovery of the AIDS Virus was announced in the USA in 1984.

It was in the 22/4 Leap Year of 1984 that MICHAEL MILKEN was at the height of the unprecedented insider-trading scam for which he was eventually sentenced to 10 years in prison and fined $600 million. And leaping forward 36 years, Donald Trump issued a pardon to Michael Milken in February, 2020.

12 years ago, in the Leap Year of 2008, and the final year of the George W. Bush presidency, the Leap Year ushered in a financial crisis that almost brought the entire global economy down. The banks were “too big to fail” and were abusing the global economy – gambling with it – risking it all. At the end of 2008, as this was reaching severe-crisis-level, the USA voted for its first black president, which was a shock to the ‘establishment’ in itself, and which brought the question of race right into the open. Racial and economic matters are intrinsically connected.

In the end, the banks had to be bailed out by the people, and the people were angry and afraid. Suddenly we were talking about austerity, eviction, foreclosure, unemployment, recession, depression, and the ‘banksters’ who were openly draining the wealth of the people – and continue to do so now.

Four years later, 2012 (a 5 year in the world – the number of freedom and sudden development) not only brought the re-election of Barack Obama, but also the height of the Arab Spring and the Occupy Movement – and a global condemnation of the political/industrial/military complex. The Will of the People was rising up in astonishing numbers to claim their freedom, city after city, country after country.

But then came the inevitable backlash and crackdown by those in power – along with a new awareness of how cold and militarized the police throughout the world had become. 2012 also brought Super Storm Sandy which hit the US East Coast in October, and Super Typhoon Pablo which hit the Philippines in December. We had not experienced such devastating and widespread storms before. And then there was the horrifying shooting of 20 little children and 6 adults at Sandy Hook Elementary School – which did NOTHING to change the gun laws in the USA.

In the Leap Year 2016 The World Health Organization announced an epidemic of the Zika Virus. And a vaccine was found to be effective against the Ebola Virus which broke out in West Africa three years earlier. 2016 was a 9 Year in the world – the number of endings, completion, and deep emotions. February 29, 2016 was a 22/4 day in the world, (2+11+9=22/4), and so the events of that particular Leap Year are being felt 4 years later in 2020. 2016 also brought the election of Donald Trump.

Going back 72 years, 1948 (another 22/4 Leap Year), brought us the creation of ISRAEL and the continuation of the brutal never-ending Arab/Israeli war.

WHO (the World Health Organization was established, and the NHS (National Health Service) was established in the U.K.

We are living through the end of an entire era in the human journey, the collapse of established norms – the establishment itself, and a dangerous wave of anti-intellectualism from which a new form of fascism is rising. The age of the bully is reaching a crescendo. These are dangerous times indeed in which the choices we make are vital to our future wellbeing – as individuals – as a species – and as individual parts of a living planet.

We are learning things now that we could not have known before. The more we evolve emotionally, the more we evolve intellectually. The vibrations of our feminine magnetic feelings are forcing open our masculine electrical minds – and that is why there is not only a surge of anti-intellectualism, but also a war on women – all over the world.

The Leap Year shakes things loose. INCOMPETENCE is something we may see a lot of this year – from people who are in over their heads and have no experience of what they are dealing with.

What we are experiencing now, both personally and collectively, is what we have to move THROUGH in order to evolve. No one is immune.

TO BE CONTINUED…

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2020 (Part 1) – HOLD ON! LET GO! It describes the complex and transforming energies of this very special year in the human journey,

How telling it is that we now live at a time when we individuals must keep our physical distance from each other. As we remain ‘trapped in time’, between the 1000s and the 2000s, we cannot understand OTHERS, until we understand our SELVES. What we did not learn from that thousand-year journey, we are scrambling to learn now – at this pivotal point of 2020.

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2020 HOLD ON! LET GO!

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2020 is a phenomenal number. The emotional healing of lifetimes and generations, individuals and nations, lies ahead. Humanity is evolving, reluctantly, painfully, and chaotically.

It is often said that life is “a balance of holding on and letting go” – and we must learn when to hold on – and when to let go – as we make our way through the chaos of 2020. The horrors we are experiencing on Earth are the result of trying to exit the past before we have learned what it has to teach. So, the past keeps repeating until we learn.

Time moves forever forward. It is WE who stand still until reality finally sinks in, and the path ahead can be seen more clearly. And it is clearly a difficult path. 2020 adds up to 4, which brings out our most difficult lessons.

“People are trapped in history, and history is trapped in them.” ~James Baldwin

We are trapped between two very different segments of time – the masculine 1000s and the feminine 2000s. The “strongmen” (reflections of the past) are rising all over the world – in their full despicability – to prevent our unstoppable transition into equality and balance.

Another common saying is, “hindsight is 20/20” which implies that things that are obvious now were not obvious while they were happening. At least, not to all. The state of the natural world and the mass extinction of multiple species is a prime example of how we have denied the human impact on the very environment that enables us to exist. People see it now, along with the fact that the human species can also be wiped out. And if this should happen, it will be self-inflicted.

The Antarctic Peninsula is among the fastest-warming regions on earth ©Getty Images

This month, it was reported by the World Meteorological Organization that the temperatures on Antarctica/South Pole are the hottest ever and are melting its massive glaziers and ice sheets far more rapidly than expected. This puts not only coastal areas around the world in greater jeopardy, but also the world’s inland waterways which drain into the oceans. The first month of 2020 saw the hottest January temperatures ever, all across Europe.

Without full attention on climate change, our self-destructive system will destroy us. Our antiquated governments, and the industries they answer to, are reducing environmental oversight instead of upholding or increasing it. They attack Mother Nature first and foremost because she is THE MOTHER LODE – she is where everything comes from. They must therefore control her. And In doing so, they control our ability to feel and sense. SHE, Mother Nature, is the source of feminine energy on Earth.

“Ms. McSpadden, what will it take to bring peace to the streets of Ferguson?”

“Justice.”

We cannot continue to deny the overwhelming role that racism plays in the ongoing global chaos. How can this tired old system not be racist when it is based on racing, competing, being first, biggest, fastest, richest, and best?

The “human race” is not our species, it is the system itself. We are free evolving beings who are captured in a system fueled by hatred for the ‘other side’, and the belief that “winning” is everything. These brutal divide-and-conquer tactics are where so much of the hatred comes from! And it is much easier to control people in the grip of orchestrated chaos.

But a system that depends on secrecy and behind-the-scenes manipulation cannot survive in the 2000s because 2 is the number of transparency and openness, and exposes what is happening in the background. Then, when the truth emerges, there is an enormous but visible effort to cover it up.

A system that believes white people are the ‘norm’ while everyone else is somehow inferior cannot survive in the 2000s because 2 is the number of equality and balance. Meanwhile, there is an enormous but visible effort to keep “minorities” down, even though the combined minority is very much the majority.

A system that runs on selfishness cannot survive in the 2000s because 2 is the number of empathy and caring. Meanwhile, the level of cruelty dealt out to people, animals, and all aspects of life is visibly intensified, and we live in a state of constant humanitarian and environmental crisis.

This old system depends on we the people NOT becoming the powerful beings we can be when we’re being our true selves. 1 is the number of SELF – and being more aware of our own identity (self-awareness) was a major role of the decade of the 10s, which ended just a few weeks ago.

Foresight is 10 10.

Insight is 11 11.

Hindsight is 20 20.

In order to move forward we must understand WHY we are in this mess. 2020 = BALANCE, which is the result of EQUALITY. And because 2 also = sensitivity and caring, 2020 provides the motivation to firmly COMMIT to what we are aiming for. 11 11 provides the inspiration. 10 10 takes us to the next level – which is where we are now!

Look at the equals sign. It is 11 observed from a different angle. Being able to see the numbers from different angles lets us see the flexibility in life. It enables us to see other points of view besides our own. We can home-in on a specific aspect – and we can also take a broader view and see all the different connections involved. 2 = CONNECTION. And we are ALL connected – every single 1 of us.

We are learning to LET GO of old perceptions and HOLD ON to a realistic sense of self (ego) as we weave our way through conflicting states of mind and emotion. We have to be prepared for this inner turmoil – and savor the instances of new awareness and possibility. This is a time of invention and societal progress, based on NEW understanding – not the same tired old ways.

2020 is a MOMENTOUS year in the human journey in which we must learn about the power of 1 – the number of BEGINNINGS, ORIGINS, the INDIVIDUAL, the SELF, INDEPENDENCE, ACTION, CHANGE, LEADERSHIP, and MASCULINE ENERGY. We cannot find stability in the feminine 2000s until we do, just as we cannot cross a bridge until we come to it. Understanding masculine 1 is the bridge to feminine 2 – because 2 is always made of two 1s.

1 is the FIRST number, and 11 is the 1st of 9 Master Numbers. Master Numbers are TRANSFORMERS, and we are in a major transformation of humanity in these early days of the 2000s.

2020 seems to be a predetermined point in time when feminine 2 rises and brings balance within ourselves (1 = self), and within our species (1+1 = each other). 2020 is what the whole 11:11 phenomenon has been leading to – making this a crucial turning point in the human journey.

1+1=2.

11+11=22=4.

2+0+2+0=4.

11:11 means many things to many people. To some, it means nothing at all. But from the standpoint of numerology, the events of 2020 can help us understand who we are, why we are here, and decide for ourselves the direction we want to take. Both 2 and 4 help us to look more closely and patiently at the details.

So, HOLD ON, WORLD! The results of the past are pouring into the present. The closer we get to the truth, the more dangerous the world becomes. So, LET GO, WORLD, of the systemic programming which tells us that we have no power. We have more power than we have ever been allowed to imagine. We just have to recognize the Will for what it is – and develop it – efficiently – with loving intent.

We are learning about our own power to change things, and the power of others to prevent such changes. The imbalance on Earth has always been about the power of individuals to overpower other individuals. We have been programmed to believe there is nothing we can do about it. We even call them the ‘powers that be’ – or – the ‘ruling class’ – titles of the class system that suggest they have a divine right to overpower everyone else. They do not. And the fact that they believe they do, shows just how deep their denial of reality runs.

4 is the number of system, and in 2020, this collapsing greed-driven system is likely to be severely shaken by events that are beyond its ability to control. Once they can no longer deny that a problem exists, they will deny that they caused it and blame others. 2 = TRANSPARENCY – and in 2020, more than ever, we can see right through the deception and lies.

We are now in a rapid evolutionary phase which is forcing us to recognize the very part of us that is being controlled. Our WILL.

So, HOLD ON world! It’s time to LET GO of the past and create the future. But do keep in mind that 4 is the number of success through HARD WORK, DEDICATION, DETERMINATION, and working through LIMITATIONS and OBSTACLES. This will not be an easy year. 4 requires great EFFORT.

HOLD ON! And LET GO of the notion that we are unable to help ourselves. Indeed, helping ourselves is the nature of this evolutionary process. The process of freeing the human WILL can only be done by the human Will.

And while we must resist the total capture of the Will, we must also FREE those parts of our Will that are captured. And keep in mind that it is the Will that enables us to resist in the first place.

No one is free. We are all owned by this global system, the nature of which is ownership. Even those who control it are chained to it by their greed and fear of loss.

The system wants us to believe that we have no Will of our own, but just look at how the Will of the people keeps rising up to free herself, all over the world.

A major part of freeing the Will is to stretch our imaginations and open our minds – so that alternative ways to exist and flourish can be envisaged, created, and upheld.

It is not just human beings who have a WILL. All of life, the animals, and the planet herself, have WILL energy, feminine energy, depth, darkness, gravity, magnetism, and emotion. And all of life has CONSCIOUSNESS, masculine energy, light, action, electricity, and intellect. Yin and Yang. Without this understanding, we can never eradicate the utter cruelty, self-indulgence, and corruption that is attacking all areas of life.

A major change of gears is in progress. It began as December 1999 flowed into January 2000. On September 11, 2001, the world’s biggest physical symbol of 11 – the World Trade Center in New York was destroyed, and the world has been in turmoil ever since. That was the first IMPACT of the global transformation that we’re now experiencing.

FREE WILL starts with the freedom to express outwardly what we feel inwardly. This is what propels us. This is what is meant by ‘living from the inside out’. Humanity is learning to be moved by our feelings, instead of treating them as mental glitches. We cannot be the free spirits we are until we realize the true purpose, power, and importance of our feminine vibration. 2 teaches us how to do this without being so overwhelmed by feelings that we become a danger to ourselves and others.

2 = perspective, perception, purpose, and appropriateness. 2 = growing up, maturing, and being able to withstand the realities of life instead of denying them. And it does seem that THE WALL of our own denials is starting to crack. As denial falls away, reality stares back at us, and our minds expand with new awareness. Until we understand the true power, purpose, and complexity of emotion, we will continue to be manipulated by those who have learned how to turn our own feelings into weapons to use against us.

This is not a matter of emotional people imposing their feelings on the populace, but of emotionless people casting deliberate emotional blows that are so cruel that we often can’t believe that such heartlessness is possible. They are able to do this because they are unable to feel anything at all – other than hate – which is not an emotion. Hate is emotional disease. An illness of the sensory system. Hate is the absence of love.

Emotion is our inner-radar system which measures and interprets our outer experiences. Emotional intelligence is so powerful that those who control the world cannot allow us to recognize or develop this power – the power of our own Free Will. Resisting this oppression is essential if we are to evolve out of this tragic segment of the journey. As we gain inner balance between masculine mind and feminine emotion, within the physical body, we bring balance into life – and life into balance.

But masculine mind often plays victim when feminine emotion gets too close. And when victimhood takes hold, empathy dies. Then, the only concern is ‘looking out for number 1’ – the SELF. Ignorance believes it is intelligence – and hate takes over from there.

2 gives us sensitivity. 2 enables us to sense our way along. 2 is sensible. 2 makes sense of things. 2 organizes and coordinates. Feminine 2 expands and develops what masculine 1 has to offer (1+1=2) and opens up space in which ideas can take shape instead of remaining mere mental concepts.

2 is DETAIL.

2 is DEPTH.

2 is a gentle slow-moving energy – but if you try to push against it or speed it up, it pushes back hard and slows you down even more! 2 is the number of patience, attention to detail, right timing, and it feeds the mind with intelligence.

…and look where we are right now.

February is the 2nd month of 2020 – a 22/4 Year. The millennium of the 2000s has just completed 2 DECADES. And now we’re in the decade of the 20s. And on February 2, 2020, we passed through the palindromic date of

0 2 0 2 2 0 2 0

…which is a true rarity.

A palindrome reads the same forwards as it does backwards. So, what was its message? To begin with, it tells us that events and circumstances could go either way. The outcome is not set in stone. 2 denotes CHOICE. And the controlling forces are determined to reduce our choices to just 2 options: do as we say, or we will attack you. And look at the 22, right in the center. The number of the MASTER BUILDER – and the MASTER DESTROYER.

There is a LOT of 22 energy in the flow right now. For instance, DONALD TRUMP was born on the 22/4 Life Path (6+14+2=22/4). He was born in a 2 Year. (1+9+4+6=2+0=2). He is in a 4 Year in 2020.

22 is the number of GREATNESS. 22 is the most balanced form of 4. But when its intent is unloving, its cold-heartedness is MAGNIFIED. When 2’s perspective is unbalanced, it confuses coldness with greatness. When 22 is in careless or unloving hands, it can be ultra-destructive.

The word GREAT is open to constant interpretation. Greatness can refer to MAGNITUDE, SIZE, IMMENSITY, and IMPACT – or the SERIOUSNESS or SIGNIFICANCE of something. Without these distinctions, we are unable to respond appropriately to the very real emergencies that are happening all over the world, including the continued attacks on the GREATNESS of feminine energy – MOTHER EARTH herself.

We cannot merely shrug and say: “we’ll see what happens.” Part of what it takes to evolve into Free Will is finding a way to make something happen – to create the changes that will set us free. 4 is the number of BREAKTHROUGH. 4 is also the number of PRIORITY – and many of our priorities must change this year.

In 2020, we must find our way through the haze of lies and deception. However, this constant uncertainty has a purpose: to force us out of our complacency and ACCEPT the need for NEW ideas and solutions, especially as far as leadership is concerned.

1 = LEADERSHIP. 1 also = CHANGE. It is time to change our definition of leadership. 1 teaches us that we are not here to be ‘led’ but to learn how to lead our own lives. The purpose of government, therefore, is to hold the balance points open so that ALL of life can flow and flourish, not just a selected portion of it.

While 4 can bring great limitations, it also represents SUCCESS through hard work, dedication, determination, and meticulous attention to detail. 4 separates fact from fiction. Only the truth will do. 4 = ORDER, METHOD, PROCESS, and RESULT.

On the other hand, 4 can be so prone to order and correctness, that it becomes obsessed by an unshakable need to be right. 4 can go to great lengths to push back when a belief is challenged or when its ‘norm’ feels threatened. In this case, senses become hardened, including the sense of compassion. 4’s over-reliance on logic can dull the mind because it shuts off (denies) the possibility that it could be wrong and closes itself off to alternatives. There are a lot of closed minds in the world, but let’s not get smug about this. We ALL have areas of unconsciousness from which we need to evolve. The circumstances of 2020 can help us do this.

4 represents the heart chakra. And the heart is where courage comes from (not the testicles as masculine 1 would have us believe). The vibrations of 2020 will help us to open our hearts and be brave when we need to be.

I’ll be writing more as 2020 unfolds.

“To make one good action succeed another is the perfection of goodness.” ~Ali ibn abi Talib

HERE IS 2020 – PART 2 – THE LEAP YEAR WOBBLE

How telling it is that we now live at a time when we individuals must keep our physical distance from each other. As we remain ‘trapped in time’, between the 1000s and the 2000s, we cannot understand OTHERS, until we understand our SELVES. What we did not learn from that thousand-year journey, we are scrambling to learn now – at this pivotal point of 2020.

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WEEK 49 – on the road to 2020

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WEEK 49 runs from Tuesday, December 3, to Monday, December 9. It is a karmic 13/4 Week, and the final week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers began with 4. There is a heightened degree of seriousness about this week. Fact vs fiction! Don’t get carried away. Keep your feet on the ground. This is practical and realistic energy.

4 represents restriction, sorting things out, putting things in order, obstruction, delay, hard work, dedication, determination, and breakthrough. Attention to detail is essential in this vibration. 4 is the number of mechanism and shows us how whatever we are dealing with works – how it moves – and what the end result is likely to be if it keeps moving in the same direction.

4 is the number of SYSTEM, and we are now likely to see more clearly just how the system works – and how it isn’t working.

“I’m just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round,
I really love to watch them roll,
No longer riding on the merry-go-round,
I just had to let it go.”

~ John Lennon, Watching the Wheels

“Watching The Wheels” is a song about ‘the system’. John Lennon was murdered 39 years ago in New York City, in Week 49, on December 8, 1980. His song, “Imagine” is also about the system. The title seems to be a prophetic ‘instruction’ for these times, because until our ability to imagine alternatives evolves, all we can conjure up is more of the same.

This year, WEEK 49 is a karmic 13/4 week in a 6 month.

December = 1+2=3

2+0+1+9=1+2=3

3+3=6

The restriction (or breakthrough) that 4 brings is likely to involve children, family, domestic, and economic matters, the stability of institutions, and challenges to established law. The 9 in 49 brings something to an end. 9 brings drama and deep emotions. Something or someone may reach their limits this week – or perhaps a feeling that this really is the “final straw” will sweep over the population. But of course, it won’t be the final straw. The damage has been done, some of which is irreversible. 4 is the number of WORK, and we have our work cut out for us as far as shaping the future is concerned. However, it’s ‘holiday time’ again, and people are distracted.

13/4 draws attention to safety in working environments, pay structure, equal opportunity, and work ethics, including the devastating impact of industry on the natural world. And this is likely to accelerate all the way through 2020 – which is a 4 Year. And because 2, the number of unity and joint effort, is so prevalent in the new millennium, unions, worker’s rights, and economic fairness are likely to be major issues.

Denial of reality will be very obvious this week, and yet, as more exposures are made, denial will continue to deny, regardless of evidence, and what we see with our own eyes and hear with our own ears. That’s what denial does. It denies everything. It even denies it is denying. Denial of reality is the root-cause of most of our problems on Earth today, and in matters of politics, it is becoming standard procedure.

We must not become numb to the lies. A major aspect of our evolution is to be able to recognize these gaslighting tactics and not let them muddle our senses. That level of trickery is what we are evolving from. 2 is the number of transparency. 2 is also the number of perception and the senses. This week’s karmic 13/4 energy is likely to bring us ‘down-to-Earth’, perhaps with a thud, as we get closer to the much bigger secrets that are terrifying so many blackmailable people in powerful positions around the world. And if that is the case, it means that they have no power at all. Someone else is pulling their strings.

We cannot change what we refuse to look at. And without accurate understanding, we hold ourselves back and box ourselves in. And we cannot change anything if we keep things the same. This two-party system that dominates so many countries in the world keeps us marching to the same old tune: left/right/left/right/left/right. The March of the Same Old Same Old; competing approaches to the same tired old system of capitalism.

13/4 exposes the dangers of being inflexible and uncompromising. It wakes us up to the sheer lack of inspiration brought about by not having a specific GOAL to aim for. 4 needs a goal to work towards in order to maintain its vital sense of PURPOSE. 4 has to have a REASON to work, otherwise it starts to make hard work out of easy tasks.

WEEK 49 brings obstruction, or exposes it, and it also provides the determination to break through barriers. 4 brings success through unremitting effort and hard work. And 9 enables us to complete what we start. Don’t be distracted by anything trivial or irrelevant. Things are happening in the world – and in our own lives – which we simply cannot afford to ignore (deny).

Karma is not punishment for past and present misdeeds. Karma is the learning of what we have been unable to learn, and what we most need to learn in these harsh unprecedented times. Karma is the natural law of “cause and effect” – and this is a WEEK of Karmic Balance.

Your personal weekly forecast repeats as a daily forecast on FRIDAY, DECEMBER 6. This repetition occurs when the month and day add up to 9. (1+2+6=9). On these ‘double dose’ days, (triple-9 when you include the 9 in Week 49), circumstances, memories, and emotions intensify. 9 represents endings, conclusions, and letting go of the past in order to move into present time – which is where we really do need to be – because the present is where the future is created.

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And remember that no matter which year you happen to be in personally, the world is in a 3 Year in 2019 (2+0+1+9=2=3). Much insight can be gained by reading the 1, 2, and 3 forecasts as well as your own. The 4 and 9 Forecasts are likely to affect us all, too, this week.

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WEEK 48 – on the road to 2020

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WEEK 48 is a 3 Week (4+8=1+2=3). It runs from Tuesday, November 26 to Monday, December 2nd. Both 4 and 8 represent achievement and manifestation. They both recognize opportunity and strive to ATTAIN what they want – but from very different approaches.

4 succeeds through hard work, routine, order, system, formula, patient attention to detail, logic, efficiency, and the precise execution of well-laid plans. 8 succeeds through attraction, strong desire, the merging of resources, and sensing the deeper potential in existing information. 8 succeeds through incorporating what it already has to get what it wants – and delegates the details to 4.

WEEK 48 is the 9th week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 4. This energy can help you to manifest something really worthwhile by expressing outwardly what you feel inside. As emotions continue to rise throughout the world, we can see the positive results that can come from anger, for instance, (the most judged against of all the emotions). And even those who believe that fear is the problem can surely see that certain fears are what’s waking everybody up!

All emotions are multi-layered and complex – and we must learn much more about this vital part of us – our feminine energy – as we move forward in time.

“The class which has the power to rob on a large scale also has the power to control the government and legalize their robbery.” ~Eugene V. Debs (1855 –1926).

In the current system, the two perspectives of 4 and 8 are used to drive a deliberate wedge between ordinary people (4) and the self-proclaimed ‘ruling class’ (8). Between workers (4) and bosses (8). Between limitation (4) and privilege (8). But notice how desperately power is clinging to power by whatever means it can conjure up. The system is breaking.

4 and 8 give people an effective and sometimes stunning VOICE – if we choose to use it. Of course, we are all people – even those who think they are superior to others. 4+8 = 3, and 3 = communication, social interaction, social media, and population. And here we are, in the final weeks of an eventful 3 Year (2+0+1+9=1+2=3), where the voices of the many are starting to stand out and be heard.

Despite their vibrational differences, 4 and 8 have a unique relationship. They belong together. The most balanced form of 8 is 44. Both 4 and 8 can make BIG things happen – when they work together. And this week, they are working together!

* 4 organizes the details to find order in the chaos.

* 8 visualizes the higher and wider potentials.

* As 4 and 8 exchange information from their various viewpoints, a bigger picture forms, from which all kinds of other pictures form. Nothing spreads information and atmosphere as effectively as the 4/8 combination.

* 4 and 8 give each other optimism and confidence because they appreciate each other’s natural function.

4+8=12, and 12 symbolizes where we stand in the evolutionary journey – stuck between the submerging ways of the past (the masculine 1000s), and the emerging ways of the present (the feminine 2000s). But the feminine does not want to control the masculine. The feminine wants FAIRNESS and EQUALITY. Feminine 2 brings BALANCE into life.

1+2=3, and 3 creates patterns and platforms. 3 = CONTINUATION. 3 enables things to spread – such as happiness, love, information, and understanding. But every number has its shadow side which emits a very different energy. 3 has not so much a shadow side, but a SHALLOW side, which also enables things to spread, such as rumor, gossip, hearsay, lies, spite, threats, bullying, blackmail, and other social viruses.

The shallow side of 3 turns serious matters into mere ‘entertainment’: politics, news, the suffering of others, and the avoidance of reality itself. 3 represents friendship, but the shallow side of 3 is where enemies reside. And because this old system maintains its power by keeping everyone divided, we have little understanding of the true meaning of diversity (which we can’t really know at this time because we have never experienced the true extent of how spectacularly diverse life actually is).

But we do know that diversity is CONTRAST, without which we would be unable to tell one thing from another! Contrast is an essential sensory thing. Diversity is the richness that enables the great tapestry of life to keep going, expand, and evolve. Diversity gives life its color, texture, and other vibrational tones. Without differences, there is no chemistry, and without chemistry, there is no choice, no potential and therefore no future.

The system uses the power of communication to program our minds – by manipulating our emotions. This is why the freeing of the human WILL is so imperative to our evolution. The WILL is our ability to feel and sense. THAT is the part of us that is most under attack! And because emotional energy is feminine energy, women have always been kept down.

And yet – it is women who are rising up most noticeably, most effectively, and most courageously right now.

WEEK 48 provides us with ideas, creative urges, and the WILL to carry on. The WILL is rising all over the world despite the violent efforts of governments and corporations to keep it trapped in the shallows. But we are in different times now. The old ways are holding on with full force, but because their time (the 1000s) has gone, their effectiveness is diminishing. Their force is still formidable and deadly, but they WILL fail in the end simply because present time does not support their archaic tactics. The more deeply we move into the 2000s, the more power they lose. And the closer we get to the first balance point of the new millennium: the year 2020 – and the decade of the 20s – the more we develop the courage to speak the truth in our hearts – which undoes the programming of our minds.

However, the practical side of 4 and the survival mode of 8 remind us that life on Earth is going to get a lot worse before it gets better, but the power of ‘accurate understanding’ that comes from both 4 and 8, gives us a reason to keep going through thick and thin. WEEK 48 provides the INCENTIVE of knowing that we can make the changes we need to make. We are far more capable than we have ever been allowed to realize.

On FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 29, the 11/11 energy converts to 22. Add the 3 Year of 2019 and you have 2+5=7.

7 is the number of learning, awareness, wisdom and meticulous planning. However, the shadow side of 7 turns planning into plotting and wisdom into foolishness. Secrets come to light when 7 is active, but people can go to unthinkable lengths to hide the truth. NOVEMBER 29 is the 333rd day of the year, so it is likely to carry an important lesson about the 3 energy, as we approach the final month of this 3 Year. And of course, being the 12th month, December itself is teeming with 3 energy (1+2=3).

3 represents people, words, images, the arts, creativity, the stage, how things are ‘staged’, happiness, beauty, optimism, and COMMUNICATION. It’s not just about humans exchanging information with each other. Or even how human beings interact. The body is communicating within itself all the time. The natural world communicates in the most miraculous ways. But this depth of purpose is diminished to the degree that if serious matters do not have ‘entertainment value’, (if they cannot hold our attention for long enough to understand them), we tend to dismiss them as ‘boring’.

3 is the vibe in which we are most easily distracted – and most easily swayed by other people’s opinions. The shallow end of 3 is where harsh judgment, trickery, deception, ignorance, blackmail, negligence, revenge, and the wicked ‘games people play’ are found. There is no forgiveness at the shallow end of 3, so until we move into deeper waters by our own Free Will, take in more detail, and broaden our view of reality, we remain stuck between the old millennium and the new one.

Used creatively, intelligently, and with peaceful intent, 48 helps us to counter destructiveness with creativeness, lies with truthfulness, and hate with love. 4 and 8 bring reward for effort and dedication – and 3 brings the joy that comes from doing something exceptionally well.

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WEEK 47 – on the road to 2020

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Calendar Week 47 runs from Tuesday, November 19th to Monday, November 25th. This is an 11 week – in the 11th month of the year, making this an 11/11 week.

11+11= 22. This is directly connected to the double-2 energy of 2020. The events of this week, both personal and worldly, provide an unusual opportunity to better understand what we’re dealing with.

Sparks will fly and shocks will be felt – not only because November 2019 is a karmic 14/5 month, in which life-changing things happen suddenly and unexpectedly, but also because all 9 Master Numbers (multiples of 11) are active this week.

Master Numbers are TRANSFORMERS. They convert the energy of two like-numbers into their total, creating a more powerful and versatile current. The two 1s in 11, give perfect balance to 2 – the number of CONNECTION – and important CONNECTIONS will be made this week – all over the world.

Other numbers have extraordinary potentials too. For instance, 10 brings growth, forward movement, and evolution, and takes us to the ‘next level’. We are in the final weeks of the decade of the 10s – a 10-year span in which our experience of life is teaching us about the masculine number 1, so that we can move away from the male-driven 1000s and more deeply and safely into the equality and balance of the feminine 2000s.

10 takes us to the next step. 20 is the next step. (2020 – and the decade of the 20s). Sensitive 2 makes us feel our emotions deeply. And only by knowing exactly what we’re feeling can we sense what the ‘next step’ consists of.

We have the most to learn from a cycle as it comes to an end – because the ending contains what still needs to be learned. Right now, 10 is a driving force – making us face reality – making us learn what we couldn’t learn before, through whatever our current experience happens to be.

The karmic numbers are also active now – the TEEN numbers – which are largely what the decade of the 10s is made of. The 19 in 2019 takes us back to the 1900s, and the 19th Century before that. The Industrial Age.

Many of the situations unfolding on Earth today, political, territorial, social, and environmental, can be traced back to those days, especially 1910 and 1919. It’s worth looking up. ALL of today’s problems are directly connected to unresolved matters of the past. To learn from the past and stop repeating it, we must go back to where we lost contact with reality and regain consciousness there. To heal the effect, we must find its cause.

4, 7, 11, and 2 are all detail-oriented numbers. 2 notices the details. 4 sorts them and puts them in the right order. 7 analyzes them. And 11 brings clarity by shining its light on the whole thing. But we have to want the truth. We have to desire it in order to attract it, instead of merely distracting ourselves from it. This understanding can help us TRANSFORM current reality into something better, instead of the system collapsing completely with no remaining structure to work with.

In this dishonest world, we are learning to be honest. Starting with ourselves. Emotion is our honesty, and the fact that we have been programmed to suppress our feelings has resulted in this cold and feelingless system from which we must evolve. Humanity’s dying heart needs a shot of masculine electricity to revive it, and the pull of feminine magnetism (gravity) to keep it grounded. Therefore, this may involve some kind of shock.

As multiple truths dawn on us this week, it seems that everything is happening at the same time. But as this convergence of master and karmic energy clashes, it also lights up our position and shows us the extent of our many dilemmas. This week is likely to bring an unavoidable facing of reality – a jolt of realization – and an emotional response which can open our minds as to how best to get through it.

Friday, November 22 (11/22), produces 33, and because it comes from 2 Master Numbers, it is highly energized. 33/6 = responsibility, love, equality, keeping the balance, maintaining fairness, human rights, animal rights, healing, educating, and the discovery of new creative forms. But because 6 represents extremes as well as balance, it also sways to authoritarianism, bigotry, and destructive forms. We the people are so much more powerful than we know, but the old system is going to extreme lengths to prevent us from realizing this.

6 is the number of the HOME and FAMILY, and while so many people are dealing with deeply emotional family and relationship matters, 33 reminds us that Mother Earth is also our home. But she is now pushing back angrily against the abuse humanity has imposed on her since the dawn of the Industrial Age – and this is a fight we cannot win.

We cannot supersede Mother Nature, because we are just one part of her. She will survive without us. We cannot survive without her. She provides the resources for us to live abundantly and peacefully. But our self-destructive system must capitalize on absolutely everything – and if a resource doesn’t have a money-making purpose, it is considered unessential and disposable – and this includes “human resources” – human beings.

1 is the number of BEGINNINGS. If we don’t know how something began, we will not know how to prevent it from happening again. We have to learn from our mistakes and discover different ways of doing things. This week, we may become aware of a stubbornness we didn’t know we had – and the trap of getting so set in our ways (monotony), that positive change seems like utter chaos. We really do have to change the way we live.

1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL. That’s what you are – 1 individual – among a world-full of other individuals. But we are programmed to mistrust and hate anything “OTHER”. Ah, the sheer effectiveness of “divide and conquer”!

Humanity is a magnificent collection of unique individuals whose very differences give meaning to the term “WE ARE 1”. It is our differences (diversity) that make up the richness of our potential, and our ability to work together (chemistry). We are not all meant to be the same. But we are meant to be the individual we are inside.

Labeling us is how capitalism and the class system work. It always sways toward authoritarianism, because it is based on position and title. This is where the concepts of superiority and supremacy come from, and the false lable of the self-proclaimed “RULING CLASS”. Capitalism breaks the Will of the people into unrecognizable fragments so that it can never gain the momentum with which to free itself.

Free Will means being able to express outwardly what we are feeling inwardly. That’s what propels us forward. We know that the WILL is rising now because of the massive outpouring of emotion that is occurring all over the world. And feminine energy is leading the way through natural empathy and emotional intelligence.

Week 47 is the 8th week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 4 – the number of WORK and HOW THINGS WORK. 4 is the number of SYSTEM – and we’re looking at it now – the system – and how it works. The system is breaking under the weight of its self-inflicted imbalance, and we are experiencing the sheer mania – ego mania – in those who cannot accept that they are not superior after all – and never were.

The world is awash in protests, uprisings, coups, impeachments, and continued atrocities. The direction humanity takes depends not only on how hard we push in any particular direction, but also how seriously and methodically we go about it. 7 teaches us that great patience and meticulous planning are needed to make evolutionary change.

As the Age of Truth starts to form out of our desire for truth, we are being bombarded with lies. We are evolving towards FREE WILL, but are being sucked into the coldness and cruelty of fascism. In the words of Bill Moyers, just last week:

“A society, a democracy, can die of too many lies. And we’re getting close to that terminal moment, unless we reverse the obsession with lies that are being fed around the country.“

And of course, the ‘country’ isn’t just the USA. It’s every country.

And on the subject of liars, here is what James Baldwin had to say about it:

“A liar always knows he is lying and that’s why liars travel in packs: in order to be reassured that the judgement day will never come for them. They need each other for the well-being, the health, the perpetuation of the lie.”

And on the BIG LIE itself: Nazi propagandist, Josef Goebbels said:

“If you repeat a lie often enough, people will believe it, and you will even come to believe it yourself.”

The 3 energy of 2019 is creative and joyous by nature, but we are experiencing destruction and misery instead. The other side of 3 is a murky place indeed – where children are stolen and kept in cages, people are killed because of their color or culture, and entire populations are occupied, punished, or ‘vanished’, and those in need are considered worthless. The other side of 3 is where innuendo, lies, and conspiracy-theories shape people’s minds, and where blackmail and extortion are ‘policy’.

When we mistake entertainment for real life – life inevitably becomes a “reality-TV” show. We’ll see what happens. Tune in for the next installment. This one is feuding with that one. Look at the ratings! Believe what we tell you and don’t trust your own senses or your own intelligence.

“up is down”,

“war is peace”.

“In a time of deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act.”

~ George Orwell, “1984”

We have been imprinted with the belief that when we are in pain, we must subdue our true feelings and simply “get over it.” But denying the feelings and memories involved is not how you get over it. To get over it, (heal from it) we have to go through it. If we do not respond to experience, we cannot learn anything from it – and there is something valuable to learn from every experience. Ultimately, and surprisingly, HEALING is the main objective of this momentous week. It starts with understanding what needs to be healed.

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WEEK 45 – on the road to 2020

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WEEK 45 runs from Tuesday, NOVEMBER 5 to Monday NOVEMBER 11. This is the 6th week of a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of restrictions, obstacles, correction, stubbornness, effort, and breakthrough.

WEEK 45 is always a volatile cycle in which the tracks are switched, and we find ourselves on a different route – destination unknown. There is much uncertainty when 45 is active, but there is also a strong resolve that keeps us steady and engaged – waiting for a cue – or a clue.

4 = restriction. 5 = freedom. 4+5 = 9, the number of endings and completions, high drama, deep emotions, the end of an era, and the end of this old, unsustainable, greed-ridden system. 45 reveals the muck that stands between us and our own evolution which involves aspects of the past that we don’t want to deal with. 45 reveals hidden details and shows us the extent of things – how far, wide, and deep they go.

3 years ago, in the 45th week of 2016, Donald Trump became the 45th President of the United States. Double-45! Since then, his presence has consistently dominated life on Earth and has brought misery to many people, usually those who are in the most need of help. His Life Path Number is 4, which, in its raw unevolved form, needs to overpower and control. With impeachment looming large, we begin the week feeling the apprehension (uncertainty) of what Week 45 (and the 45th president) may bring. There is often an element of surprise or shock in the 45 vibration.

Being born on the 14th, Donald Trump also has the 5 Karmic Debt which involves sex, drugs, addiction, recklessness, celebrity, title, and position. 14/5 is about freedom – and the loathsome practice of grabbing more freedom for oneself – by stealing the freedom of others. 14/5 involves learning from mistakes and not repeating them. But of course, to learn from a mistake, you must first acknowledge that a mistake was made, which Mr. Trump cannot do. 14/5 means learning from experience.

The United States itself also has the 14/5 Karmic Debt which comes from its July 4, 1776 “birthday”. 7+4+3=14/5. Yes, countries have their own karma. This means that U.S. citizens, as a people, must learn what 14/5 has to teach before they can reach their vast evolutionary potential – in a world where the potential of all human beings is evolving in equal proportions.

Humanity is learning about equality, fairness, empathy, and LOVE. Cooperation not competition. Pulling ourselves together, instead of ripping each other apart. The lessons of 14/5 are learned by aligning the ego of 1, the logic of 4, and the spontaneity of 5, so that freedom can flow in all directions, without people always trying to out-do or trump each other. Live and let live.

Feelings of superiority based on “race”, religion, gender, age, or even the school you went to, are illusions which cannot stand the test of transparency and openness. White privilege, male privilege, or wealth privilege do not denote intelligence or capability, but are self-proclaimed entitlements that have no reason to exist. And because the whole concept of white ‘supremacy’ is totally irrational, we are likely to see the extent of this madness – and just how far, wide, and deep it goes.

Don’t let yourself become numb to this. Don’t let them bombard you with inhumanity that you just tune it out. Don’t give up on the dream of living in a humane world, where people in need are cherished and lifted up rather than turned away. They want you to give in. Don’t. ~ Elad Nehorai

Another thing that has no reason to exist is DENIAL – the refusal to admit the truth or reality of something, even when what is being denied is UNDENIABLE. Things we see with our own eyes and hear with our own ears. Things we feel with our own experience. Denial attacks our senses – our feminine energy – our ability to sense and intuit. Denial has always been a principle TACTIC of this system. After all, what is a lie if not denial of the truth? Look at it. Hear it. The constant deny, deflect, deny, deflect. Observe the absurdity of it. The insanity of it.

45 can produce the paralysis of disbelief, (shock) which builds within us until the stress of denial can no longer be contained, and the WILL – our true feelings – and truth itself – eventually come pouring out. So, some hearts and minds are likely to change quite drastically now.

People everywhere continue to rise up in greater numbers and with more understanding and determination than ever before. The Arab Spring, the Occupy Movement, and all the other valiant uprisings at the start of the decade of the 10s, made an enormous impact – but now, as the 10s give way to the 20s in just a few weeks, we realize that those attempts to free the will of humanity were only the beginning. 10 is bringing us to the next step.

3 = PEOPLE and POPULATION, and 2019 is a 3 Year. The POPULATION is regrouping, resisting, regenerating, and rising again – and again – to FREE our individual and collective WILL. 3 is the number of EXPRESSION. To express outwardly what we feel inwardly is what propels us through life. But the suppression of language pushes our feelings down and stops us from being who we are and who we have it in us to be. Without the natural power of words, sounds, and images, and the bodily sensations that our feelings produce, we are powerless. When language is under control, even the slightest criticism becomes an accusation of betrayal, or a crime against the state or dictator.

This week’s double-45 energy produces 90, which is the power of 9 times 10. The end of an era is very much in progress. The system is breaking down, and there is nothing predictable about this chaotic interim phase. We must be prepared for the fact that the old regimes will do anything to hold on to power, not just because they fear losing power, but because they will also be held responsible. 45 emphasizes the need for accountability.

This 9 Week is occurring in the 11th month which makes this a 9/11 Week. 9 takes us backwards so we can learn from the past, while 11 sheds its light on specific areas in need of adjustment and healing. 9/11 and 11/9 are meaningful dates which, historically, have brought massive reversals and changes of direction. When 9 is so prominent, we experience dramatic endings and evolutionary spirals – which makes it all the more difficult to gauge where it’s all leading.

Not only does MONDAY, NOVEMBER 11 give us pure 11:11 energy, but it’s also the 315th day of the year which adds another 9 – so that 9/11 mirrors itself.

9+11+11+9

= 40

And this connects us to the incoming vibration of 2020. (20+20=40), which is just a few weeks away. This revealing connect-the-dots energy leads to hidden details and vital discoveries. 11+11 brings us to 22 – or 2020 – which is where transparency penetrates denial, and the waking of the human WILL reaches a new level.

On THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 7, your own personal weekly forecast repeats as a daily forecast. This occurs when the month and day add up to 9. (11+7=1+8=9). Circumstances, memories, and intense feelings reach a peak. 9 represents commotion, emotion, and ‘letting go’ in order to move forward. And of course, 45/9 amplifies this already-amplified energy. NOVEMBER 7 is a 3 day in the world (11+7+3=21=3) which connects us to the 3 energy of the 21st century and reminds us that creative and optimistic 3 will be prominent in our lives for 80 more years. Read your own weekly forecast for WEEK 45 HERE.

Meanwhile, the roar of humanity’s desire for freedom and fairness is building. Notice how music is playing such a vital role in the freeing of the WILL. Music has the power to motivate and inspire, which is why it is used in so many ceremonies and rituals. Music has the power to MOVE us, inside and out. Amazing music was coming out of the streets of Lebanon, Iraq, Pakistan, and many other places around the world. Here, a Chilean orchestra, on the street in Santiago performs a stunning rendition of “El pueblo unido, jamás será vencido!” (“The people united will never be defeated”). The song was written in 1973, just before the violent coup by dictator Augusto Pinochet.

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WEEK 44 – on the road to 2020

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WEEK 44 runs from Tuesday OCTOBER 29 to Monday NOVEMBER 4. This is the 5th week of a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of limitation, obstacles, delay, correction, effort, dedication, and breakthrough. We need to learn as much as possible about the 4 energy because 2020 is a 4 YEAR.

Master Number 44 is the most balanced form of 8 – the number of POWER IN THE MATERIAL WORLD. 44 represents achievement through hard work, attention to detail, and the potential for large-scale, life-changing discoveries.

“History is not a procession of illustrious people. It’s about what happens to a people. Millions of anonymous people is what history is about.” ~James Baldwin

2019 is a 3 year, (2+0+1+9=1+2=3), the overriding theme of which is the power of COMMUNICATION. It is showing us how easily and systematically this natural energy is used to manipulate people, and indeed, how easily manipulated we have always been. Words, sounds, and images are the principle resource of a system that can only survive by controlling the minds and hearts of the population. 3 provides the stage upon which people’s stories are played out every single day – and how we judge people and their situations by the way their stories are presented.

3 is the number of ART in all its forms – and, just like art, the world stage reflects who we are and what we are doing, as individuals, groups, and as a species.

3 is the number of illusion and the staging of events, which can be quite spectacular from a creative standpoint. But when such arts are used to deceive and program people’s minds with lies and inaccuracies, it takes away our WILL, and with it, our potential as human beings.

3 is the number of spite, gossip, hearsay, and blackmail. Everything will eventually come out in the ever-increasing openness of the 2000s.

3 is also the number of optimism – which is HOPE!

The WILL of the people has been rising slowly but steadily since we entered the 2000s almost 21 years ago. 2 is feminine energy. The WILL is also feminine energy. 2 activates the WILL. And 2 provides the transparency which enables us to SEE THROUGH the deceptions.

The PEOPLE of Hong Kong, Chile, Egypt, Lebanon, Puerto Rico, Britain, Ecuador, Spain, Iraq, and to a smaller extent, the US, Germany, Austria, France, New Zealand, and other places around the world, are rising up to free their personal and collective WILL. Teenagers are rising up to face the daunting environmental challenges of our times. Young people everywhere are rising in defense of THEIR future – because they ARE the future!

People are rising up against inequality at all levels, because inequality is causing the great IMBALANCE that is damaging our planet to such an extent that she is fighting back – and that’s a battle we can never win!

With just a few weeks left in the decade of the innovative 10s, the effects of WEEK 44 will be profound. As we move towards BALANCE, the extent of the damage caused from being out of alignment with ourselves – and with the planet – is clear.

Humanity has always shaped the future. What we did in the past brought us to the present which is where the future is created. This is GENERATIONAL POWER, which is a strong aspect of 44/8. But our imaginations have been kept so limited that we have been repeating the same old stories since the beginning of time, and very little has changed. We measure the past (which we call history), by the wars we have fought – against ourselves! It’s time to evolve past that. We are ONE, but we are not all the same. One size does not fit all. Life is an ocean of differentness, variety, DIVERSITY. I’ll say it again: the human RACE is not our species. The human RACE is the system we are trapped in. We are humanity – and our true potential is yet to be discovered.

8 gives us a return on whatever we have invested, making this a very karmic week indeed. Karma draws to us the experiences that teach us what we most need to learn in order to evolve. The same magnetism can attract desirable experiences, too. While the high drama of the world continues, how we deal with the dramas in our own lives are just as important. We have choices. 44 thrives on a strong sense of purpose and gives us high levels of concentration and determination which can be used to gather information, reach more accurate understandings, and accomplish what we dedicate our hearts and minds to. 4 is a serious number. And these are serious times.

“I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.” ~Albert Einstein

When 4’s logic is incorporated into 8’s imagination, new and evolutionary solutions are discovered. Let your imagination open. Don’t be afraid of your own ideas, but be prepared to work at them, modify, hone, shape, and nurture them, until they emerge as real and worthwhile CHANGE.

Notice how current events in the world are linked to the 1980s. Decade energy is powerful – and 8 is the number of POWER itself. But in our limited understanding back then, the power of 8 was used to divide humanity even further and became the decade of:

“haves and have-nots.”

Money is God.

“Greed is good.”

Hail the bully.

Materialism.

Status symbols.

The power of position and title.

Entitlement.

Life is a game.

Winning is everything.

“Money too tight to mention.”

WEEK 44 is likely to contain many reminders of the 80s and can have quite an impact on those who were born into the extraordinary but much misunderstood 8 energy. For a more detailed description of 8, there is a link at the bottom of this page to my article, “THE POWER OF 8”.

From November 1st to 4th, November’s 11 vibration joins this week’s 44 energy, bringing Master Number 55 into play. 5+5=10. As we move into the final 2 months of the decade of the 10s, we reach a new and elevated level which may be even more confusing than recent events – because 5 brings unexpected development. 5 sits at the center of the numeric spectrum – where everything MEETS.

Center 5

55 produces ideas that are often before their time. But right now, when 10 is such a vital aspect of this leg of the journey, perhaps it signifies ideas whose time have finally come!

44 and 55 give MOVEMENT to the stagnation and bring conclusive 99 into being. 99 contains ALL the other numbers and is likely to bring something significant to an END.

This concentrated 9 vibration brings us into next week’s 45 energy on November 5th. WEEK 45 is a 9 Week – and if its 45, then it’s all things Trump (as if it isn’t always all things Trump.) Well, as he so often says, “We’ll see what happens!”

Unresolved matters of the 1000s are coming to a head. This transition from 1 to 2 takes us from subconscious to conscious, from denial to awareness, from imbalance to equality. 2020 is a major turning point, but because life on Earth cannot survive the current imbalance, we are faced with creating a sustainable future – or having no future at all. It’s that serious – but it is also seriously solvable in the light of this week’s practical, innovative, and conclusive numbers.

The stench of corruption is heavily perfumed and cleverly hidden, but those cloaks are rapidly disappearing in the transparency of the 2000s. 2 brings ever-increasing openness – unlike the secrecy of the 1000s which kept the old system afloat. The old system is ending. So, we have to find a different way to live our lives.

Realism is the key. Current events are forcing us out of our own denials, and we are more able to see, sense, and feel what is real and what is contrived. Denial of reality is a dangerous mental illness which tends to worm its way into some of the most powerful positions on Earth. 1 is the number of the SELF – the EGO. And egomania (narcissism) is very real – and deadly.

We will all come out of denial eventually because the transparency of feminine 2 is sweeping it away. Meanwhile, people cling to the ‘old ways’ out of fear of anything new or ‘different’, and the terror of losing position or privilege. On this evolving journey, everything starts within. And the only way through this extreme segment is to be completely honest with ourselves.

44/8 highlights mistakes that were made in situations that required great attention to detail. If this applies to you, let go of any guilt and blame around this and learn from it instead. 4 makes corrections, and sometimes we just have to ‘stand corrected’ – making us wiser today than we were yesterday! And accepting that we cannot possibly know all the answers creates an opening for answers to come in.

44 highlights areas of our lives between which we feel “split” or stretched too thin. This can help us streamline our activities so that success in one area is possible, rather than no success in any area. But because 8 is the number of both greed and satisfaction, we must learn when enough is enough. This is the ideal time to face and do something about our addictions and distractions (we all have them).

As we evolve, ideas we have staunchly held onto give way to new understandings, open the mind, and increase consciousness. Evolution is ongoing breakthrough.

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WEEK 42 2019 – on the road to 2020

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WEEK 42 is a 6 Week (4+2=6), which runs from Tuesday, October 15 to Monday, October 21. This is the 3rd week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 4, the number of challenges and difficulties, and finding ways to overcome them, or get through them.

6 represents justice and judicial matters, equality, education, healing, institutions, responsibility, home, family, balance and extremes, kindness and cruelty, war and peace. When 6 is derived from 4 and 2, matters of racism, rivalry, and misplaced privilege arise.

“NO JUSTICE, NO PEACE” is basic physics – a natural law. Justice is fairness. Fairness is balance. Balance is peace. However, 6 is often abused in order to “justify” oppressive rules and regulations for others, while taking no responsibility for one’s own actions. Police brutality, mass incarceration, occupation, and all forms of bullying, fall under 6‘s umbrella of extremes. I had never considered this before, but it seems that genocide would be included here, too. And cops killing black people as they sit in the ‘safety’ of their own homes. It is all so heartbreaking.

6 produces nurturing, caring, responsible, parental energy, and the desire to love, protect, and support. But it also produces the brutal narcissistic tyrant, and the need to control, judge, and punish.

And there they are – the “strongmen” of the world who are so afraid of losing power that they would rather destroy the planet than have to share it. They are at war with each other and the alliances they form are flimsy. It has been said that “when elephants fight, the grass suffers”. Well, people are the grass. The animals are the grass – the natural world herself is the grass – and the suffering is immense.

Competition was the nature of the masculine 1000s, but in the feminine 2000s, we see the insanity of striving to be #1. The age of contest and war is what we are evolving from. 2 seeks equality, peace, and balance – not control. Cooperation – not competition.

WEEK 42 is an important BALANCE POINT in the human journey. And both 4 and 2 require patient attention to detail.

Last week’s riveting 10 10 10 10 vibrations opened the collective mind to some harsh realities. We are now moving through an array of after-waves that are transformational and result-producing.

THE POWER OF INTENT will determine the overall results, so we have to ask ourselves what our intentions actually are. In the end, only EMPATHY and LOVE can subdue the hate, and heal the suffering.

3 is the number of communication, and in this 3 Year of words, images, imagination, and optimism – and this karmic 13/4 month of restriction, realism, effort, determination, and breakthrough, WEEK 42 can help us to understand complex issues – which is why attention to detail is so important. In the transparency of this week’s 3 10 13 4 2 vibrations, we can expect multi-diversions from what is happening – more obscuring of the facts – more denial of reality – and more insanity.

This week emphasizes the plight of people and populations that are vulnerable and oppressed. 3 represents communication and enables EXPRESSION. And as the numbers express themselves so vividly this week, people are expressing themselves more honestly and more powerfully in response. It is time to speak up. It is time for lies to meet truth. This is how honesty will penetrate this dishonest world.

To stay awake and aware, try to REMEMBER what you are feeling, sensing, and learning. The reason people cannot remember things that happened a week ago, or yesterday, is lack of emotional involvement. In these evolutionary vibrations, it is impossible to remember something if you have no strong emotional reason to remember it.

And then, despite the gravity and urgency of what’s going on in the world, boredom drains our consciousness and shrinks the mind. This is no time to cut off from our feelings. When we are unwilling to feel what’s happening, it is often because we’re afraid to feel on such a profound level, afraid that if we let ourselves feel our true feelings, we might never recover from the experience. And so, we unconsciously send our feelings into denial. But emotions will continue to be triggered as the decade of the 10s comes to an end. 10 is the number that brings us to the NEXT LEVEL, whether we want to go there or not. We have the most to learn from this 10-year-long cycle of 10 energy, as it draws to a close in the next 10 weeks.

The old system – and its empires – are collapsing. War is inevitable because war is the nature of this self-destructive, competitive system. In business, people talk about “destroying the competition”, and then claim that competition is what makes us so great. No. If the goal of this competitive system is to destroy the competition, the system itself is one of self-destruction. That is what’s happening now. They’re bringing themselves down, and much of the planet with them.

Even the word ‘trump’ is symbolic here. To beat. Be better than. To out-do. To edge out. Be worth more. Be more imposing than. Be best. Be #1. Win at all costs.

We cannot go back to how things were, because THAT is what led to what we have today. Everything happening in the present is the result of what happened in the past, including the ultimate tinderbox that the Middle East has become – and the roles that the USA and UK have played in terms of Israel, the Arab states, and the insane quest for OIL that the Industrial Age brought about in the previous century. (We don’t need oil any more).

And the future will be the result of what we do in the present.

Of course, it goes back much further than 100 years. It goes back 100 years x 10. An entire millennium – the very beginning of the 1000s – the religious wars – the crusades. What’s happening in the Middle East now appears to be the climax of an entire thousand year cycle which centered around the ‘Holy Land’, religious rivalry, and ‘holy wars’. And now the main contention of a thousand year cycle is coming to a head. There is no way to know how this will go, but it does seem more intense than previous Middle East wars, and because it is taking place in a 3 Year, it could spread faster and further afield than before. I certainly hope not. But I also hope that we are seeing the true depth and gravity of what we are facing. The collapse of a global system is something none of us has experienced before. And this is why the development of FREE WILL is so vital to our survival. This starts with FREE EXPRESSION. Expressing outwardly what we are feeling inwardly, propels us forward.

In the meantime, there are many amazing, brave, and super-aware people out there who are working diligently to preserve parts of the system that we need to survive, and in their own specific ways, create a better future in all areas of life. But because they do not get much attention, ‘gloom and doom’ appears to be all that is happening. Not everyone is able to be an activist, but everyone can act by supporting, in whatever way is possible, those we believe are doing the right thing, and by resisting all attempts to enslave the Will of humanity (feminine energy). This will take courage as the ‘old guard’ continues to tear the world apart in their battle to ‘win it all’. They will not win.

The road ahead will not be easy to navigate, but our senses and intuitive powers, which are vital components of FREE WILL, are evolving to help us on our way. The 1 energy of LEADERSHIP, INDEPENDENCE, and UNIQUENESS, is teaching us how to LEAD our own lives while 2 teaches us about the glorious diversity of life. We are 1 – but we are NOT all the same. 2 teaches us to CARE about other people and work together instead of against each other.

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WEEK 40 2019 – on the road to 2020

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WEEK 40 runs from October 1st to 7th. This is a 4 WEEK in a karmic 13/4 MONTH, in a 3 YEAR. October 1st was the 274th day of the year, which produced another karmic 13/4. This karma implies that we have a lot to digest, a lot to learn, and a lot to change, and put right.

4 corrects inaccuracy. 4 is the number of limitation and breakthrough, chaos and order, work – and how things work – procedure and system – including the old imbalanced male-driven system from which we are evolving.

Hold on world! As we move towards 2020 and the decade of the 20s, we are on a unique, unpredictable, and often frightening ride. However, it’s going to be very helpful to understand the nature of the numbers that are in play during this evolutionary chaos.

WEEK 40 marks the beginning of a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of structure, method, and practicality. There is a seriousness about 4 which can make us feel boxed in – but also increases our desire to break free. 4 helps us to plan, organize, exert great effort, and achieve results. 4 reminds us that where there’s a WILL, there’s a way, and that it is the WILL of humanity that is evolving now.

WEEK 40 brings a very different atmosphere into the world. This serious energy enables us to look honestly at what we most need to see – and in the increasing transparency of the 2000s, we can clearly see how cruelly insane – criminally insane – this dying system actually is – and always was. WEEK 40 brings us face to face with that reality.

We are looking at the madness of a time gone by but cannot seem to get angry enough to pull ourselves out of it. This is because we are programmed to believe that anger is wrong – a weakness – and dangerous. And yes, it is all of those things if we do not understand its vital purpose, and how to process it. Anger arises most often when 4 is concentrated, and positive change is often the result of anger that is expressed in the right way.

4 = focus and determination, and when people are focused and determined, the shadows lift, the great wall of denial crumbles, and truth comes pouring through the cracks. To DENY is to refuse to admit. Denial of reality, which is what the old system is based on, is being exposed in the openness of these times.

Emotional denial is the holding back, or cutting off, from our honest response to experience. To deny our true feelings (feminine energy) is to deny our true reality, and so we proceed in a state of dishonesty, pretense, fantasy, make-believe, and LIES.

At some point, all the emotions we are holding in will have to come out, and we need to be prepared for that. It could be a gradual process, or it could be a huge spontaneous global event. There is no way of knowing ahead of time. What we do know is that the closer we get to the truth, the more irrational and dangerous the old system becomes.

Humanity is on the BRINK of its own evolution. So, BRINKMANSHIP is likely to reach new heights as the old ways struggle with the fact that they are not invincible after all. As the system shifts, shakes, and in many cases, falls down around us in the weeks and months ahead, our feelings and senses are bound to be triggered wildly. Simultaneously, our understanding of Mother Nature must also intensify since she is feminine energy itself.

Karmic 13/4 is extensive in October.

MONTH = 10

YEAR = (2+0+1+9=1+2=3

10+3=13

1+3=4

DECADE = 10

CENTURY = 2+1=3

10+3=13

1+3=4

WEEK 40 affects matters of identity, detail, realism, and transformation. 13/4 points out where we refuse to make an effort – to apply ourselves to what needs to be done to achieve specific results. It makes us notice our natural talents which we take for granted, use badly, or do not use at all. It points out our laziness – or our tendency to work so hard that we have no time for the joys of life.

13/4 shows us just how much time we waste looking for ways to ‘kill time’. But once we realize how we seek distraction from reality, what seems like a harsh and unforgiving energy can help us to organize our PRIORITIES and get important things done.

For the next 10 weeks, 4 highlights the obstacles in our path and helps us learn how to deal with them, practically and efficiently. 4’s presence in our lives as we hurtle towards the 22/4 energy of 2020 can help us reach a new level of consciousness with which to transform present reality into something that will support life, not destroy it.

Here are some wise words from someone who was deeply influenced by 13/4; one of the most successful (and richest) painters who ever lived, Pablo Picasso:

“I am always doing what I cannot do, in order that I may learn how to do it.”.

As we move ever closer to 2020 and the DECADE OF THE 20s, we are caught up in a whirlwind of numbers which are forcing us to leave the old ways of the 1000s behind, and move into present reality. The cycles of time repeat themselves until consciousness lets go of denial. As the saying goes: “the lesson repeats until it is learned”.

No one is coming to save us. 1 is the number of the individual, and it is up to the efforts of all individuals to rescue our own WILL. But before we can leave the 1000s behind, we must first learn about THE POWER OF 1 and what 1 has to teach. 1 is the number of the individual, and collectively we are indeed 1. The problem is that we are afraid of our own individual power. We don’t even let ourselves imagine how powerful we could be, because we don’t know how to break free of this SELF-DESTRUCTIVE system that we are programmed to DEPEND on. 1 is the number of the SELF.

As we travel through the last three months of the decade of the 10s, not only are we traveling through a treacherous corridor of unlearned lessons, but also the very energy – 10 – which brings everything to the NEXT LEVEL.

This particular leg of the journey started in 2010 when we entered the decade of the 10s. The numeric spectrum runs from 1 to 9. All other numbers after that can be reduced to a single digit. 10 brings us back to 1 (1+0=1), where we start again, but on a whole new level, having learned new things from the previous cycle. And because there is often the most to learn at the end of a cycle, we all have some rapid learning and changing to do as we approach the 20s.

All the KARMIC LESSONS begin with 1 – which is the nucleus of all other numbers. Therefore, karmic energy involves nuclear energy – and the fusion (combination and chemistry) of the various numbers. Two 1s combined (11) have an even greater connection to nuclear matters, and we will probably understand this more profoundly in November, the 11th month. Keep in mind that the sum of 11:11 is 22, which can also be interpreted as 2020.

ALL the TEEN NUMBERS are KARMIC NUMBERS: 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, and 19, which means that they have specific lessons to teach, many of which we learned (or didn’t learn) during our own teenage years. But because all the teen numbers have manifested in this decade as 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, and 2019, it is todays teenagers who are presenting the lessons to the rest of us while they learn their own lessons about life – knowing that THEY are the future.

Young adults have always been underestimated as the system shaped them to serve the system. But this generation of teens is different because so many of them seem to understand their role in shaping the future, and are taking that responsibility seriously. ALL of today’s teens were born in the 2000s.

This is why Greta Thunberg and an army of teenagers and young people all over the world have started to penetrate mass consciousness. They are emotionally awake and honestly expressive. Being born in the 2000s, they did not go through the dumbing and numbing machine like most of us did. They can FEEL and SENSE, understand complex matters and what those situations most need.

Today’s young people are in a position to teach us things that we could not have learned in the 1000s because the vibrational differences between the 1000s and the 2000s did not allow this learning to occur UNTIL NOW. Do they know everything? Of course not. And many are just as messed up as previous generations. One of the most important lessons of the teens is that no one has all the answers and that each generation must learn as they go. Mistakes are inevitable, and the consequences of our mistakes often carry a high price. But the key is to LEARN from them and not continue the destructive patterns.

As teens, we saw the mistakes made by the adults in our lives, and we are meant to learn from other people’s mistakes, too. Some of these mistakes were massive – like allowing ourselves to descend into hate and fascism, again and again, generation after generation.

There are so many things swirling around at the same time right now that it’s hard to focus on any one aspect. But stretching our ability to focus on more than one thing at a time – to SEE THE LARGER PICTURE – is precisely how we must evolve. To see the big picture and the many details it contains, stretches our consciousness and increases our awareness.

And once the LEAP YEAR kicks in on February 29, 2020 (2 11 22), things will really start to wobble – as they did in 2008, 2012, and 2016, but this time we must learn from experience even faster than before. Yes, “HINDSIGHT IS 2020”.

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WEEK 33, 2019

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Week 33 runs from August 13 to 19. 33 is the most balanced form of 6, and 6 represents balance itself – through equality and fairness. And, whenever BALANCE is involved, so are ‘EXTREMES’.

This is a week of contradiction, deep insight, and the sharp adjustments that balance requires. 6 represents responsibility which often entails being held responsible for something – taking responsibility for something – or demanding to know who is responsible. The Master Number 33 reminds us that without justice, there can be no peace.

33/6 represents communication, education, community, problem-solving, healing, and generally making things better – on a very large scale. It represents the master healer, caregiver, communicator, educator, and community leader. It teaches us about the power of friendliness and caring. 33 decreases the need to control and manipulate – and helps us to stand up to those who do.

We all have lessons to learn this week about peace, division, family, reconciliation, forgiveness, and the healing of our broken hearts. Courage comes from the heart, and humanity cannot evolve while it is so heartless – and therefore, helpless.

As with all numbers, 33 has its own ‘shadow-side’ which brings out the urge to ‘take over’, go beyond established law, normalize oppression – and act deliberately against the Will of others. 33/6 is one of the principle energies behind the cruelty of dictatorship, patriarchy, and misogyny. 33/6 typifies the authoritarian and tyrant. And because 6 represents justice, some extreme flaws in the judicial system itself may emerge this week.

This hostile form of 33/6 enables individuals to grab us by the emotional heartstrings, and beat us up while telling us how amazing they are and how much we should thank them. With so much fear, anger, and desperation expressing itself in the world, we are becoming more aware of our own and other people’s obsessions – those things we cannot let go, including old beliefs which the system programmed into us.

Old buried feelings need to be soothed and allowed to heal. But when they are held in, squeezed down, and not allowed to move, they clog up our natural lines of communication. Much will be expressed this week, some of which may burst out dangerously, and some of which may open minds, and soothe hearts.

Recognize just how widespread this is. It is happening EVERYWHERE on this abused, defiled, beaten up, and constantly raped planet. However, Mother Earth is the embodiment of feminine energy – and as she rises to defend herself – so does our own emotional charge.

The sheer terror of being made obsolete or ‘replaced’ has knocked the old system off its axis and they must bring this uprising down at ALL costs. They will do a lot of damage. We know that – and it’s terrifying. As we resist them – they resist change.

Ego-mania or narcissism is based on the unmoving belief that everything revolves around “ME, ME, ME”. It comes from undeveloped 1 energy which cannot accept change – even though 1 is the number of change. It is accustomed to being #1, and therefore, FIRST. But time has moved beyond 1. Now, 2 is showing us that power must be shared. 2 does not wish to control. It wishes to be EQUAL – through love and caring – and bringing balance into this chaotic imbalance. 1 is also the number of SELF – and this old 1 energy is extremely SELFISH – terrified of losing its ‘position’ in the human RACE.

In a race, position is everything. The human journey is not a “RACE”, but that’s what this system of division has turned it into, and this is where racism originates, in all its forms. I mention this a lot because it’s such an important aspect to grasp if we are to understand our own identity as a species. We are NOT the human ‘race’. A race is a contest, and a contest sets people against each other.

We are free evolving beings who have been so disempowered by the judgments of the class system that we are unable to recognize or imagine our higher potential. The system must be transformed so that government’s role is clearly defined as providing the balance, fairness, and justice in which ALL people can, in safety, discover and become their higher selves.

The 2000s take us from the age of “ME” to the age of “WE”. An age in which competition is replaced by COOPERATION and PARTNERSHIP, not just between people, but between ALL life-forms on Earth. The cruelty must end. In the 2 energy, progress is made by working together.

As we move from the 1000s to the 2000s, we will remain ‘stuck’ until we learn what 1 has to teach, much of which involves our sense of SELF and the true purpose of EGO. 1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL. The fact that Donald Trump was named “INDIVIDUAL #1” in the Mueller Report, was indeed a vivid reflection of SELF-ABSORPTION – which is an unavoidable effect of a system that runs on greed, male dominance, and the absurdity of white supremacy.

The reality of what’s happening on Earth is often unbearable to look at because it sends our entire emotional range into a spin. And when we spin something, we are denying something. Denial of reality is the problem. And denial is what many governments are running on right now.

This week, China’s grip on Hong Kong is getting more violent. Italy’s right-wing premier, Matteo Salvini, is calling for a snap election which would open the door to lead Italy out of the European UNION. What’s happening in the UNITED States is being mirrored in the UNITED Kingdom. I capitalized the words ‘united’ and ‘union’ because 2 is the number of UNITY. But the foremost tactic of the old system is DIVIDE AND CONQUER, and it cannot function when people are united. That’s why governments are often against workers unions and organized opposition.

We have to know what needs to change, and then WILL it into being. Resistance is a function of the WILL. The Will is our feminine energy, which includes our emotions, senses, and instincts. THAT is the power within us that these governments are so afraid of, and must suppress.

We have to create our way out of the messes we are in. 3 represents people, population, communication, optimism, social matters, social-media, words, images, hearsay, gossip, appearances, the stage, the staging of events, humor, friendliness, entertainment, shallowness, spite, kidnapping, blackmail, and, for better or worse, the art of influencing the masses.

3 3 3 3 energy also emerges now because Week 33 is the 4th week in a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 3. And, of course, 2019 is a 3 Year.

Quadruple 3 adds up to 12, which adds up to 3.

One of 3’s magical qualities is its ability to SPREAD.

Add the 5th 3 to 12 and you have 15, which gives you 6.

Add another 3 and you’ve got 18 = 9.

Add 3 to 18, and you’ve got 21, and yes, you’re back to 3 again – and so on…

In WEEK 33, the 3 6 9 sequence is helping all kinds of things to spread (good and bad alike).

FRIDAY, AUGUST 16, 2019, is a 27/9 day in this 33/6 week – the combination of which can help us to see things more clearly. 9 is the number of increased awareness. Both 2 and 7 relate to the power of INTUITION which comes from the sensitivity of feminine 2 making contact with intellectual masculine 7. In the 27 vibration, MIND and EMOTION find agreement – which brings inner balance. Who knows what will trigger this, but with 3 6 9 vibrating this week, with its nature of survival, continuance, and honest self-expression, a huge opening of hearts and minds is possible. This is the 228th day of the year which gives us (12) 3. This is a time of BIG ideas and finding ways to implement them.

NUMBERS HAVE ROOTS

3 is the square root of 9 (3 x 3). This week’s concentration of 3 is enhancing our ability to communicate – from our feelings and not just what has been programmed into our minds. It’s likely to get very loud. The world as we know it is falling down around us and people everywhere are suffering – some much more than others. 9 is perhaps the most emotional of all the numbers – the number of endings, conclusions, upheavals, deep feelings, and new potential coming out of the old. 9 helps us to LET GO in order to move on.

3 helps things SPREAD, such as rumor, disease, and outrage, as well as enthusiasm, kindness, and joy. 3 6 9, gives us the ability to KEEP GOING. We can accomplish a lot this week if we remember that the unbearable conditions we find ourselves in now – are what we are evolving from.

ANNIVERSARIES HAVE POWER – if we learn from them

In 1961, 58 years ago this week, and 16 years after the end of WW2 in 1945, the building of the BERLIN WALL began in order to separate Europe. The BERLIN WALL was the physical barrier, while the IRON CURTAIN was the non-physical barrier of the COLD WAR. 1961 was an 8 Year and is connected to present-time through the concentration of 8 energy that exists in August . Separation through WALLS has never worked – not even the Great Wall of China.

So, yes, we are still learning about the consequences of separating people, and the devastating long-term effects of occupation all over the world, the curtailing of freedom, the futility of war, and the splitting of families and communities for the sake of racial and regional “purity”, or collective punishment.

This concentration of 3 produces a visible historical connection which takes us back to the rise of nazi Germany in the 1930s. Fascism is not mere political ideology. Fascism, nationalism, authoritarianism, nazi-ism, call it what you will, is total control of the people by government, and the extermination of those they do not like. Genocide.

We are experiencing the ‘winner-takes-all’ corporatization of government, cloaked by vague promises of “freedom” and “great” times ahead, along with a flood of CONSPIRACY THEORIES to keep the population emotionally ‘charged’ and confused as to what the truth is. “Divide and conquer” in the extreme. Mind control.

Over the years, I have written many times about the dangers of the multi-billion-dollar ‘CONSPIRACY THEORY INDUSTRY’ – the great propaganda machine. And because 3 represents all forms of communication, it is vital that we stay aware of its power to influence.

Fascism will be resisted. It is always broken in the end. But knowing the true nature of what we are up against is paramount at this time. We can learn a lot from people who have resisted this energy in other countries, but because times have changed, we also have to learn as we go.

Meanwhile, the old system is cracking down hard on the human WILL – emotional energy – the feminine principles of life – which all men and women possess, just as all men and women possess the masculine energy of mind – spirit – light. But when light has no love in it, the world has a major crisis on its hands.

6 is the number of FAMILY and LOVE, and reminds us that humanity is one species – one FAMILY – made up of diverse individuals. Life IS diversity.

If the entire system collapsed, we would have to start again – from the rubble – and we would then have to make the same old tortured journey all over again. But as problem-solving 33 implies, the system does not have to collapse if we use our evolving intelligence to TRANSFORM it – on the basis of BALANCE and PEACE.

2 thrives on cooperation not competition. And 3 operates with friendliness, not aggression. That is the balance point we have an opportunity to arrive at this week, if only in a simple preliminary way. The individual has power that we seldom use. 1 individual can indeed make a difference. And masses of individuals UNITED in a specific cause can make a massive difference.

As 33 helps us to put what we’re feeling into words in a way that we ourselves can understand, there is an emphasis on sending and receiving important MESSAGES. Feelings are running very deep, and our intuition is awake. Don’t let the need for ‘certainty’ shut it down. Remember that your feelings are MESSAGES you send to yourself – and that every feeling, emotion, instinct, and urge, is teeming with information about the reality of your situation.

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