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MIDPOINT 2019

MIDPOINT 2019 – the second half of the year

MIDPOINT 2019 occurs at 12 a.m. on TUESDAY JULY 2. And so begins the SECOND HALF of this chaotic 3 Global Year (2+0+1+9=1+2=3).

Many of the norms of the past are changing beyond recognition and have gone past the point where they can be revived. It is not a matter of getting things back to the way they were, because many of those old ways are the cause of our current problems.

It is our DESIRE for a more loving and sustainable way of life that is forcing humanity to evolve. Desire drives us. Therefore, being specific about what we desire is essential. If we don’t CARE, the world will become even more uncaring.

We start the second half of 2019 in a 1 MONTH (July = 7.  2019 = 3.  7+3=1+0=1), and we will make progress to the same degree that the lessons of the first half were learned. Consider what you have experienced so far this year, and what that experience has taught you. July is the 7th month of the year (the number of learning – and secrets), and 1 is the number of action and speed. So, expect the pace to quicken now.

The MIDPOINT of July 2 also brings a total eclipse of the sun over Argentina and Chile, at a time when South America, Central America, The United States of America, Canada, and the Caribbean Islands, are in a state of historical and evolutional flux. The combined history of the American continent is converging as an effect of the past. And this is connected to the karmic attachments that exist on all the other continents, too. Everything on Earth is connected – and not just the people. The 1 energy of July reminds us that WE ARE 1 WORLD, being held together by the feminine energy of MOTHER NATURE herself. The world does not ‘belong’ to us.

2019 brings us to the end of the decade of the 10s – which is also the decade of the teens. The teen numbers are karmic numbers – and these are indeed karmic times in which we have major lessons to learn, including the fact that ‘what goes around, comes around’. We get back from life what we put into it. Cause and effect.

July 2019 is a 10/1 Month (7+3=10/1).

The 19 in 2019 also adds up to 10.

10 takes us to the NEXT STAGE – provided we learn what 1, the number of SELF, has to teach. This includes many misunderstandings about the power and purpose of EGO (our sense of SELF) and what happens when the ego is over or under inflated.

1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL. We cannot have a balanced sense of self while part of us is held captive. That part of us is our WILL (our feminine energy) which only we, as individuals, can rescue. The Will of the People keeps the system going, but it is taken from us, against our Will, and against our best interests – and many people are still oblivious to the fact that we even have a Will.

3 is the number of PEOPLE and POPULATION – particularly FAMILIES.

1 is the father.

2 is the mother.

3 is the child.

Such is the sequence of CREATIVITY.

And when you put 1, 2, and 3 together, you have 6 – the number of family, community, stability, healing, teaching, justice, responsibility, balance, and LOVE.

However, 6 is also the number of extremes, patriarchy, control, force, and cruelty.

This self-destructive system has no future. It abuses children because children ARE the future. 3 is the number of the CHILD. And 2019 is a 3 Year.

Any system that methodically abuses people, rips families and communities apart, imprisons children, and concentrates perceived enemies in camps and ghettos, can be easily compared to NAZI GERMANY and its belief that Germans were the “master race”, and that Jews, gypsies, homosexuals, and other minorities, were a scourge on the nation. Or compared to APARTHEID – a system of racial division in South Africa.  Apartheid, in Afrikaans, means ‘APARTNESS’. This too was based on the notion of racial superiority – white supremacy.

The PARTITION OF INDIA (by Britain) split the country in two – into INDIA and PAKISTAN – both of which are now in constant conflict with each other – and both have nuclear weapons.

In CHINA, huge numbers of Uighur people and other ethnic minorities are being held in prison camps, against their Will, to undergo what China calls “transformation through education.”

Splitting countries in two and turning them against each other – DIVIDE AND CONQUER – is a despicable, archaic tactic that has no place in present time.

We are NOT the human ‘race’. We are humanity. We call ourselves the human race because that’s what the system has named us. The system is the race – one enormous contest which separates us by color, gender, affluence, and other ‘classes’. We are always at war, and on the brink of war. Me against you – us against them.

The system tells us that there is a ‘ruling class’. What does that even mean in this day and age? The idea of ‘divine right’ has resulted in some of the most heartless, greedy, unintelligent, and perverted people holding positions of great power. We are in a different age now (the 2000s), and those old ways cannot work in 2’s  balanced and cooperative energy. But the power of the ‘old school’ is still formidable and on a mission to win at all costs. Great damage can occur in its death throes.

We must evolve emotionally because it is through our emotions that the system controls us. We have to LOOK at what we are evolving from and allow ourselves to FEEL the emotions it triggers. Our feelings need to complete themselves in order to FLOW through and out of the body. But because we still have so much to learn about emotional energy, this process can take a long time, especially when the mind denies the feeling because it hates having to feel it.

We must learn to feel as spontaneously as possible, without harming ourselves or others. Then, as the mind gains a deeper understanding of the emotional-healing process, we will be more able to recognize new potentials, and new ideas. The merging of mind and emotion – in a state of equality – will produce BIG IDEAS that will create new norms and priorities.

We cannot be WHOLE human beings if parts of us are unconscious. But the more we allow ourselves to feel, the more intelligence we gain. The vibrations of our feelings shake our minds open, and the mind then gives our feelings the consciousness that the system has denied them.  

To evolve out of this vast pocket of hate – we have to recognize the hate within ourselves and understand that hate is not an emotion, but a disease of the emotions that occurs when we shut down our feelings. As you face your personal problems, dilemmas, conundrums,  and “catch-22s”, hate is bound to arise as your true feelings start to penetrate the numbness that emotional denial created.

Even if you cannot see how forgiveness is possible at this stage, try to make it your basic intent, because without forgiveness no progress can be made. Forgiveness means letting go (expressing outwardly) the feelings you are holding on to inwardly. Forgiveness enables us to LET GO of the past and move into present time. We are capable of this. Thankfully, 2 provides the enormous power of PATIENCE as we try to figure out what all this means to us, personally.

These “strong-men” – these cruel, dominating men – and women – have risen to the top of this collapsing male-driven system – because THEY are its downfall. The nature of the system is self-destruction – and cannot help but bring itself down under the weight of its own greed and ignorance.  Focusing on the positive while ignoring the negative has cost us dearly. If you siphon all the wealth to the top, the walls cannot hold, and the whole thing comes tumbling down.

Metaphysically, 1 represents the atom, because 1 is the nucleus of all the other numbers. And 11 symbolizes the splitting of the atom, the creation of 2, and then 3, and then 4 and so on.  But these people have no time for any science or fact that undermines their need for dominance.

MAJOR adjustments and reforms are needed to an enormous degree. In order to evolve, we must learn to transform what we’ve got into what we want. We can do this. In the 2000s and especially in the upcoming decade of the 20s, the time is right for this.

Great effort will be required, but by doing what we have to do to make something HAPPEN, we are learning how to make a desire come true (out of necessity at this stage). Making a desire come true is not the same as making a dream come true. If it’s ‘just a dream’, the odds are stacked against you. A desire already has INTENT and built-in potential. But first, you have to recognize what needs to change – and know what the alternatives are. Emotional vibrations open the imagination. Emotional energy is CREATIVE energy. 3 is the number of CREATIVITY, and this focus stretches way beyond the 3 Year of 2019. The 21st Century is a 100-year cycle of 3!

Just imagine what human beings can achieve creatively by the year 2099 – and the extraordinary feats that could manifest in the 22nd Century, (22 is the Master Number that facilitates massive accomplishment).

In the meantime though, our only way forward is to learn from experience – and not in an abstract sense. We really do have to make a choice – because choice is the basis of Free Will. Not just a choice of which brand to buy, which job to take, or how to vote, but which direction you want your life to go. Do you want to follow the hate? Or do you want to be where there is at least loving intent and the Will to find a better way?

We all have electrical masculine energy (mind) and magnetic feminine energy (emotions) running through our biological bodies. It is the feminine that is being kept down by the masculine – and this original aggression is causing the dangerous imbalance that we’re all experiencing now – and have always experienced throughout time. Misogyny is the deliberate act of keeping women in a subservient position so that male dominance can continue. However, in the 2000s, dominance in any area cannot prevail.

2 brings BALANCE into life, and life into balance. 2 is the number of equality. That’s why 11 has been a major factor in the world since the 1980s.  1+1=2. Turn 11 on its side, and you have the ‘equals’ sign. Note that August 2019 is an 11/2 month in the world. (8+3=11/2).

2 teaches us that the mind is NOT superior to the emotions. And men are not superior to women. In our journey forward, we are tasked with finding this balance – inwardly to begin with, and then in the outer world. This will become even more obvious in the 4 energy of 2020.

“1, 2, 3, 4!

Wake up and live, y’all,
Wake up and live!
Wake up and live now!
Wake up and live!

Life is one big road with a lot of signs
So when you riding through the ruts
Don’t you complicate your mind
Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy!
Don’t bury your thoughts
Put your vision to reality.!”

~Bob Marley, “Wake Up and Live”.

It’s not just a matter of getting rid of Donald Trump. It is a matter of transforming the system that enabled the likes of Donald Trump to wield such power in the first place. The world is very sick, and he and others like him, are symptoms of the past that have risen to the surface. To defeat this energy, anyone who goes up against him must be without any denials of their own, because he FEEDS on denial. The art of the deal was never his forte. The art of denial is where his power comes from. We cannot find the balance we need to evolve if we are denying reality.

The nature of denial is to deny, and here we are still debating whether CLIMATE CHANGE is real or not. We are still debating whether RACISM is a problem! We are still debating whether MEN and WOMEN have equal rights. Denial prevents reality from reaching consciousness – and we have to recognize our own denials as well as those of other people.

The people who defeat Donald Trump and the other ego-maniacs around the world, will be driven by an authentic desire to help those in need, and help everyone to help themselves. They want to preserve what is good about our world. They will be the ones who hold the least baggage – or can shed their baggage easily. They will be able to see and sense what’s happening to the extent that he or she have very few personal denials to deal with, which enables the ego to balance itself. They will be open, honest, and detail oriented. If they’re covering something up, that will be their downfall. (Not only covering up past or present wrongs, but also covering up their true feelings or past actions in order to gain popularity).

3 is the number of popularity, population, expression, happiness, and celebrity. 3 represents artists, performers, and the arts themselves. Politics in this system is indeed a performance art, but it goes deeper than that. In the transparency of the 2000s, the massive extent of what goes on behind the scenes is imaging itself back to us through 3’s reflective nature. 3 is the sparkly happy number of entertainment, the platform, and the artists who dazzle us with their magic. 3 focuses on both the entertainers and those being entertained because 3 is the energy of ENTICEMENT AND DRAW – which itself is an art that comes from combining 1’s electricity and need for action – and 2’s magnetism and sensitivity. Again, such is the sequence of CREATIVITY (1+2=3). 

3 represents both shallowness and depth. At the shallow end we have gossip, rumor, and non-stop-yakety-yak. In shallow 3, pretense is a way of life, and  the judgments are trite but very harsh. 3 also represents jealousy, blackmail, kidnapping, trafficking, the staging of events and situations, deception, sensationalism, pettiness, hypocrisy, spite, cruelty, delusions of grandeur, being unwilling to accept reality, and all the other insanities of narcissism and the extremes of ego (both inflated and deflated).

But at the deep end of 3’s pool of energy is the astounding and greatly underestimated  power of COMMUNICATION, and the intelligence to use it in a way that informs, heals, soothes, inspires, and motivates. As we continue to evolve into the openness, honesty, and transparency of 2, our use of words and images is likely to increase its potency. 3 is the number of SELF-EXPRESSION. So, be who you are, and EXPRESS YOURSELF accordingly.

As we evolve, ideas we have staunchly held onto give way to new understandings which open the mind and increase our consciousness. Evolution is ongoing breakthrough!

TO BE CONTINUED….


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Week 22

WEEK 22 – on the road to 2020

Week 22 runs from May 28th to June 3rd.  2 represents feelings, sensitivity, and awareness of “other” realities – making this an extremely sensitive week in which our individual and collective SENSE OF IDENTITY is emphasized. 22 is an important number on the road to 2020, and the decade of the 20s.  And this is the third week in a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 2.

As we move further away from the masculine 1000s and go deeper in to the feminine 2000s, we cannot predict the future because we are creating the future as we go – with every decision we make and every action we take. As confusing as current conditions on Earth may be, the prevailing numbers can help us recognize what we are dealing with – and what must change.

 22 is the most balanced form of 4 – the number of obstruction and delay. 4 points out the limitations we create for ourselves when we are careless in situations that require attention to detail. 4 exposes our inexperience and provides opportunities to learn – if we have the WILL to do so. Humanity is in the process of freeing its own Will so that we can know what our true potential as human beings actually is.

4 is the number of ORDER, which is often a matter of upholding and enforcing the LAW. But without equality, there can be no JUSTICE. Therefore, the so-called order is out of balance and is actually a form of disorder. And so we have a paradoxical situation – a “CATCH-22”.  (Joseph Heller’s novel “Catch-22” is a prime example of how art reflects reality.)

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Life is filled with Catch-22s. For example:

  • We have to have money in order to make money.
  • In the entertainment business, you cannot work without an agent, but you cannot get an agent if you have not worked.
  • A Catch-22 can refer to any situation that is unreasonable and senseless, particularly where a law stands in the way of the obvious solution. As 2020 approaches, such ‘laws’ are being put in place by authoritarian governments – laws that prohibit solutions but legitimize the authoritarian, which makes law itself irrelevant.

While the old system continues its descent into fascism, hatred, and political, social, and environmental mayhem, there are people everywhere who are working hard, in many different areas of life, to form a new and more sustainable system, to undo these absurd laws, and to maintain some form of stability on Earth. 4 helps us to achieve results through SERIOUSNESS, HARD WORK, and DEDICATION.

22 focuses on the CONDITION of the masses. “Condition” can refer to the circumstances in which we find ourselves. It can refer to whether someone or something is in ‘good or ‘bad’ shape.  It can refer to the rules and regulations we live by. It can refer to our unwillingness to give without getting something in return. Conditioning can also refer to the way our minds and hearts are controlled and programmed.

22 is the MASTER BUILDER  – and the MASTER DESTROYER. This week, 22 meets the 11 energy that comes from outgoing May and incoming June – the 5th and 6th months.  (5+6=11/2).   

11/2 represents ILLUMINATION / ENLIGHTENMENT – and CONCEALMENT / SHADOW. 

This brings 33 into play  – the MASTER COMMUNICATOR / TEACHER – and the MASTER MANIPULATOR / DENIER OF TRUTH.

These are the contradictory vibrations we are currently traveling in our journey through the cycles of time. It is the nature of the human Will to be free, so we can experience life in our own way – and discover what it really means to thrive here on Mother Earth without the absurd RACE to BE #1. The entire system is, by nature, racial, because the system is one big RACE – to nowhere.

1 is the number of SELF – and our sense of SELF is measured through the EGO. We do not have to look far to see just how out-of-control certain egos have become, by their sense of SELF-IMPORTANCE and ENTITLEMENT.

1 is the number of LEADERSHIP. But we are not meant to be ‘led’ by others. We are here to learn how to lead our own individual lives – in a way that enables others to do the same, and assist those who are having difficulties. Peace comes through acceptance of each other. The problem is that the individual has yet to accept its SELF. Without that, accepting others is impossible, and tolerance is as far as we get on the road to freeing the human WILL.

The breakdown of tolerance is reflected in the breaking of truces and treaties and the resurfacing of old unresolved aggressions. For the sake of our survival as a species, we must understand that SELF-ACCEPTANCE is the next evolutionary step in the human journey – and that GUILT and BLAME contribute to our self-destruction. Nothing can change until we learn how to forgive and let go.

2 represents PERCEPTION, and the two 2s in 22 show us how easily we believe things that are simply not true – or how the facts are obscured so we don’t know what’s real and what’s not. Being able to  control  our perception of reality – our senses  –  is a vital component in the industrial system. But 2 also brings TRANSPARENCY, and the further we move into the 2000s, the more we are able to SEE THROUGH the deception and recognize the tactics being used. 2 takes us behind the scenes and under the surface and exposes the sinister powers of denial, lies, and propaganda.

Every feeling, emotion, instinct, and urge you have is flowing with information. Your emotions are your sensory system – your inner radar – with which to accurately feel and sense your way through life. Your emotions are your WILL. But this industrial/financial/military/religious system prevents us from using our feminine power – our full emotional range. There cannot be equality in a system of inequality – but such a system cannot exist if the WILL of the people is FREE.

And then there is the “Big Lie’ theory in which the lie is SO big and unbelievable that we start to believe that there must be some truth in it. And there usually is. What makes this mind-control tactic so effective is that the ‘big lie’ is often sandwiched between layers of truth, the mixture of which obscures our perception of reality, by twisting our emotions.

It is not unusual for the BIG IDEA to be converted into the BIG LIE, and we must be constantly aware of these vindictive nazi tactics – products of misused 11, 22, and 33 energy – and the weapons of despots and dictators who abuse,  torture, and kill without consequence. Master Numbers are POWER NUMBERS, and when such power ends up in greedy, feelingless, narcissistic hands, there is always chaos, pain, and misery – on a massive scale.

Not only are we in a 3 Year in 2019 (2+0+1+9=1+2=3), we are also in a 3 Century (2+1=3).  3 represents THE POWER OF COMMUNICATION. But 3 also distracts – which reduces our attention span and scatters the details that would otherwise bring clarity. But the truth is in those details. Ignoring them traps us at the shallow end of life where it is impossible to grasp the true DEPTH of a situation. This is how people are so easily manipulated and tricked by the liars and deniers. Our lack of focus enables others to create illusions by manipulating the way the details are presented.  

If we think we can evolve into a higher frequency by ignoring what we are evolving from, we lose the vital lessons that make evolution possible. 3 is reflecting to us right now – from the world stage – precisely what we must leave behind in order to move forward. This degree of ‘letting go’ can be frightening when there is nothing to replace what we are leaving behind, and knowing that it is up to us to fill the void.

22 is the number of MASTER ACCOMPLISHMENT – based on big ideas and dedicated effort. It is showing us this week that we are SO much more than pawns in a system that keeps us dependent on it.

As our feminine energy responds honestly to the waves created by all this movement and change, jolts of emotion are forcing our masculine minds OPEN – forcing us to look at the realities we MUST change in order to survive. And then, as both men and women gain inner balance between mind and emotion, within our biological bodies, we bring balance into life – and life into balance.

My next article will be about the 6th month of JUNE, 2019 – a Global Month in this Global Year. 9 is the number of ENDINGS and LETTING GO. Naturally, there will be more upheaval. But it is our emotional response that will set the course. In June, we are traveling the   3 6  9  vibration of repetition and continuance.

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2019 (Part 1) – WILL POWER

NOTE: I will write 2019 (Part 2) after we have experienced Weeks 20 to 22. It is likely that the transition from Week 19 to Week 20 will give us a glimpse of what we need to know about the transition from 2019 to 2020.


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WEEK 19

WEEK 19 – on the road to 2020 – UNLEARNED LESSONS

WEEK 19 runs from Tuesday, May 7 to Monday, May 13. It contains the evolutionary lessons of karmic 19, which are intensified by the 19 in 2019 (1+9=10=1). Both 19 and 10 are variations of 1, and what humanity is experiencing now are the consequences of what we did not learn from our journey through the millennium of the 1000s.

19 is a karmic holding pattern that contains everything we need to know in order to evolve into a new and more peaceful existence. Between 1 and 9 are all the other numbers and what they have to teach. 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9.  1 generates all the other numbers.

But will we learn? Will we be able to avert another descent into the horrors of fascism? We can if we decide to make that our priority. This will take a very strong Will. Therefore, the Will of humanity must evolve into something more capable than it’s ever been. Resistance, after all, is a matter of WILL.

The results of action we took in the 1900s are now playing out in the 2000s, and it is likely that Week 19 and Week 20 will hold some vital clues as to what we most need to learn – and do – as we move from 2019 to 2020, and the decade of the 10s becomes the decade of the 20s.

One of these actions was the creation of Israel, 71 years ago on 14 May, 1948 – the first day of Week 20. The ensuing exodus and annexation of the Palestinian people has been at the root of war and suffering in the Middle East and around the world ever since. More on that next week – and the buildup of U.S. military might in the region, aimed at Iran. After the horrors of the Iraq War in which we were lied to about so many things, including the big lie about ‘weapons of mass destruction”, there is much skepticism about yet another Middle East war.

So here we are in Week 19 facing a multitude of personal and collective unlearned lessons. We are evolving in many ways, but most noticeably, we are evolving emotionally and are realizing how powerful our feminine energy is, rather than how weakening we have been led to believe it is. The Will is our feminine energy – our emotions and senses.

When misinformation grasps the mind, rational thought cannot form, and the dumbing down process is firmly in place. We have been programmed to believe that fear is the problem when, in reality, our rejection of what fear has to teach has created many of the problems we now face. We must gain a deeper understanding of this natural and necessary emotion and all its layers, circuits, triggers, and forms of expression. It is not enough to speak of fear as if it has only one frequency, meaning, or purpose. Fear of WHAT? We need to be specific.

2019 is a 3 Year in the world. 3 represents all forms of communication, and the numbers are communicating very loudly.

This is the 5th month of this 3 year, making May an 8 Month in the world – the number of POWER on the material plane. The combination of 3 and 8 is one of the most creative vibrations in the numeric spectrum – not exclusively in an artistic way – but exceedingly productive when it comes to RESULTS. However, to create is not always a desirable course of action. People also create distractions, disturbances, toxic atmospheres, and havoc. This is the energy in which ideas and plans MATERIALIZE. And 5 (May itself) brings sudden and unexpected development and reveals the extent of our unpreparedness.

Thankfully, the potential for real and meaningful progress is present, too. It is a matter of whether the leaders (1 is the number of leadership) have the Will, imagination, and knowledge to diffuse rather than inflame this volatile current we’re traveling.

The timing is clear. 1+9=10, and 10 is the number of innovation and the implementation of NEW and groundbreaking ideas. The atmosphere is likely to change drastically in 2020, but it is not clear what those changes entail.

1 is the number of SELF – and the EGO is one’s sense of self. With some of the most inflated egos dominating the world right now, 19 shows us the consequences of out-of-balance EGO – a highly toxic and dangerous personality disorder – also known as egomania or narcissism. This involves a “long-term pattern of abnormal behavior, characterized by exaggerated feelings of self-importance, excessive need for admiration, and a lack of empathy.”  The narcissist is arrogant, self-admiring, self-absorbed, self-obsessed, self-righteous, controlling, cruel, and dictatorial. Narcissists and their helpers are running the world and controlling all life upon it – and as we evolve from 1 to 2, this cannot remain to be the case.

It is not a matter of destroying or subduing the ego, but to obtain BALANCE between an over-inflated ego and a deflated one. The ego is a natural part of us without which we cannot be whole. And becoming one whole human being is what our personal evolution is about. 1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL. 2 is the number of OTHER INDIVIDUALS.

2 gives us the DEPTH that comes from looking patiently at DETAIL in order to see the bigger picture. 2 provides us with empathy, a balanced sense of self-worth, and the power that comes from working together rather than competing. 2 differentiates between fact and fiction, but the closer we get to those facts (and accountability), the more irrational and dangerous the narcissist becomes.  

Week 19 is the final week in a 7-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers are karmic TEEN numbers. (13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, reaching a peak here in Week 19). The  karmic numbers provide fundamental information, examples, and lessons, which can help us evolve in the flow of life. Karma is the learning of what we most need to know – and when we don’t learn what it has to teach, the lessons repeat until we do. Karma often feels like punishment, when in fact it is vital experience. It is what enables us to learn as we go.

This is why our teenage years can be confusing and  painful. And this is why today’s teenagers (all of whom were born in the 2000s) have such an important role to play in changing the world for the better. (This is likely to be even more pronounced in children born between 2010 and 2019 – the teen years themselves). We must never forget that young people ARE the future – right before our eyes!

We must also realize that the karmic numbers reveal our own immaturity and lack of experience, no matter how old we are.

Week 19 is reflecting more clearly now the terrifying rise of global authoritarianism around the world, based on the insane fantasy of male supremacy and white supremacy. POWER in the wrong hands has no ability or incentive to check itself.

2019 is a 3 Year – the number of creativity and destruction, friends and enemies, and all forms of communication – that which inspires, informs, and entertains – and – that which lies, threatens, and manipulates.

Awareness of reality is expanding here in the transparency of the 2000s. The battle to subdue and control the human Will is growing more drastic and dangerous by the minute, and yet the Will is evolving anyway. It is a matter of timing (time is numbers), and 2 gives us a deeper and wider view of our potential as individuals, groups, cultures, and as a species.

Evolving is not a matter of getting swept up on some magical wave of transformation. It MUST be a matter of Free Will because Free Will is what we are evolving TO.

Although the Will is feminine in nature, it is not exclusively about women. We ALL possess feminine energy – the ability to FEEL, SENSE, and INTUIT. We ALL possess masculine energy, too – the ability to THINK, ACT, and LEAD. But those natural abilities must find peace with each other within the biological body, if there is ever to be peace in the outer world. Feminine energy must rise to free itself – and masculine energy must help it to do so.

2 represents partnership, equality, and cooperation. We are in the 2000s. The time is right. 2020 is an important turning point. Which way, I wonder, will we choose to go?

Karmic 19 exposes humanity’s LACK OF POWER which is triggering emotions that have been suppressed for years, lifetimes, and generations. Terror is the most heightened form of fear. Terror-ism terrorizes people in order to control – turning our own fear into a weapon to use against us. Emotion is our WILL.  And when we can take no more, the emotion of anger rises up to free the Will, to heal our damaged feelings, and bring balance into the world. Anger is a great agent of change. There is nothing wrong with anger. But the only way for peace to occur is through peaceful INTENT – otherwise this hellish system of never-ending war – never ends.

Violence against violence expands the violence. Hate against hate increases the hate. We have never truly learned this lesson.  

1 is the number of ACTION – and as life unfolds at breakneck speed, we must learn to align our sense of time with the slowness and deeper awareness of the 2000s. 2 is a sensitive feminine vibration which truly CARES about all of life. If we don’t care, we are careless. If we are careless, we make big mistakes. Details MATTER.

The 9 in 19 is symbolized by the SPIRAL, and just like being on a spiral staircase, we cannot see what’s around the corner. So, the logical thing to do is try to slow things down and see how all those details connect together. A major part of our evolution entails learning how to think and feel at the same time without our masculine minds shutting down the Will whenever our feminine emotions feel uncomfortable. This is difficult to achieve while we are so distracted by the wall of lies and deceit that is designed to prevent us from thinking and feeling coherently.

“It’s 2019. Can we all now please stop saying “climate change” and instead call it what it is: climate breakdown, climate crisis, climate emergency, ecological breakdown, ecological crisis, and ecological emergency?”  ~16-year-old Swedish Climate Activist Greta Thunberg‏


Be sure to read your personal WEEKLY FORECAST for Week beginning May 7 HERE


2019 (Part 1) – WILL POWER

NOTE: I will write 2019 (Part 2) after we have experienced Weeks 20 to 22. It is likely that the transition from Week 19 to Week 20 will give us a glimpse of what we need to know about the transition from 2019 to 2020.


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