May 25 2018 brings unexpected flashes of light that penetrate the darkness and reveal what’s going on behind the scenes or beneath the surface. There is an emphasis on communication, action, reaction, opinion, learning, the opening of the mind and heart, secrets, lies, power, bullying, and the games people play.
YEAR = 2+0+1+8=11
MONTH = May = 5
MAY 2018 = 5+11=16/7
DAY = 25th = 7
DATE = 5+7+11=2+3=5
WEEK = 21 = 3
A change of course and atmosphere begins on Friday, May 25 2018. It seems to reach a preliminary climax on June 2nd or 3rd, but it actually expands for many months. With so much disinformation and sheer hatred being thrown at the population, our hearts, minds, and physical bodies are under enormous stress. When our inborn ability to express ourselves is compromised, we have no Free Will because the Will operates and advances through a balance of emotional and intellectual expression. Outward expression. We all have a voice – and therefore we all have a say in how we live. There is no one on Earth qualified enough to dictate this to us.
There is SO much going on here, including an unavoidable surge of anger and outrage, and the relief that comes when pent up emotions are finally released. Just remember that emotions are not weapons. They are your honest feelings, and in order to turn them into appropriate response and action, you really do have to feel them as they move through and out of your body.
The development of our emotional power is not about screaming and yelling or being depressed. It’s about feeling the impact of a situation strongly enough to want to do something about it – and then BEING part of the solution. We must FEEL what is happening in order to change it.
Free Will is the future. With Free Will, we create our own realities by being who we really are, and learning as we go. Everyone has a Will (feminine energy). But without peaceful intent, the Will is not free.
Week 20 runs from Monday, May 14 to Sunday, May 20.
People are not protesting political differences. People are protesting systemic injustice, cruelty, murder, incompetence, negligence, and the capture of the human Will. Our current position in the cycles of time is one in which the Will is rising to free itself – and we cannot know our true potential as human beings until we achieve this. When the feminine Will becomes equal to the masculine Mind, and they operate together, in harmony, who knows what can be achieved in this inner balance.
2 represents equality, partnership, cooperation, connection, details, and caring. We are awash in 2 energy in Week 20 – as flashes of 11 and 22 shed light on all those denials and distortions of the truth. We are moving further away from the 1000s and deeper into the 2000s, towards the end of the decade of the 10s – towards 2020 and the decade of the 20s.
It is not the nature of 2 to dominate, but 2 is nonetheless in the most dominant position as it takes its natural place in time. But we are being subjected to the dangerous denials of those who are terrified of losing their position in this game we call the human “RACE”. They throw their denied fear at the world – and it hits us as terror.
In Week 20, we are at an important turning point. For the next 10 weeks, all the Week numbers begin with 2. No matter how fast things are moving in the outer world, 2 is trying to slow us down internally to give us a clearer sense of what is going on, and how we are ALL connected to current events – and each other.
The race is so complex in the Middle East that it seems to be spiraling in ways we have not seen before. As soon as Donald Trump pulled out of the Iran Nuclear Agreement in Week 19, a spontaneous escalation of bombing, suffering, and death occurred in the region. In these early days of the 2000s, we are dealing with the consequences of actions taken in the 1900s, and the overpowering growth of the industrial system which depends on both OIL and CHEAP LABOR – slave labor in many cases. The jockeying for position is breathtaking to observe.
DAYS ARE NUMBERS – NUMBERS HAVE POWER
Week 20 begins on May 14 – the 70th anniversary of Israel’s Declaration Of Independence in 1948.
This year on May 14 the USA makes its provocative embassy relocation from Tel Aviv to Jerusalem.
The following day, May 15, is the “Day Of The Catastrophe” or Nakba Day. The day on which the real physical occupation of Palestine began, ousting 700,000 Palestinians from their homes.
May 15 is also the first day of Ramadan – the 9th month of the Islamic calendar – a strictly observed holy month of prayer and fasting.
2018 is an 11 Year
May 15, 2018 is a 22/4 Day
1948 was a 22/4 Year
11:11 = 22
2 cannot exist without two 1s (1+1=2)
11 = connection. Therefore, 2020 = 11:11
The Master Numbers 11 and 22 are prominent as we approach 2020, and because all the master numbers, from 11 to 99, are multiples of 11, all nine of them are active in 2018.
Through its power of CONNECTION, 11 illuminates what we’re dealing with and forms a bigger, more precise picture. It shines its light on what we most need to see. But it also produces defense mechanisms for those who don’t want to be seen, which include creating distraction, blurring perception, muddying waters, reversing blame, the devious art of denial, and sheer brute force. While 11 signifies connection and unity, it also makes opposition to these qualities inevitable.
1 = SELF and 2 = SELVES…
1 = EACH and 2 = OTHER…
22 = large groups of people – the masses – and because it is a generally caring energy, 22 focuses on the conditions in which all of us find ourselves. But when the ego is over-inflated, caring is limited to the self, and others suffer as a result.
22 is the number of the Master Architect and Builder – and – the great destroyer that rips things to pieces. 22 represents large-scale concepts. For better or worse, 22 represents GREATNESS. With loving intent, 22 creates change by building something new which is designed to render the old irrelevant. But when the motivation is ego-based and selfish, the results are destructive and chaotic.
In the next 10 Weeks, the ways of the past will inevitably double-down and create chaos everywhere. But as humanity continues to free its own Will and evolve, it will be easier to see the potential of the future. It is vital that we do not normalize this ‘hostile takeover’ of the world.
Donald Trump was born on the 22/4 Destiny Path (6+14+1946 = 6+14+2=22/4), and the USA is in a 22/4 National Year in 2018. (7+4+11=22/4). May in a 22/4 Year is a 27/9 Month – the number of endings, conclusions, drama, deep emotions, and the opportunity to acquire genuine confidence, regenerate, reorganize, and rebuild.
People are trapped in history, and history is trapped in them. ~James Baldwin
Because the dying system itself is one big race to be #1 – racism can no longer be hidden or ignored. It is everywhere, and it affects everyone.
When racial discrimination become national policy, we have apartheid in our midst. Apartheid means “separateness”.Segregation. The police are often the worst offenders because their function is to uphold policy. In an authoritarian system, the police do not protect and serve the people. They protect and serve the system. These assaults and murders are distinct acts of terrorism. Crimes against humanity. And such tactics belong in the segment of time we are evolving FROM, and must never be ‘normalized’.
“One love, one heart, let’s get together and feel all right..” ~Bob Marley, One Love
Old concepts are changing drastically now, as the hypocrisy of white privilege is seen more clearly. White people can no longer hide behind the mask of superiority that the system imprinted on them. As some complain that “not all” white people are like this, the fact is that all white people have white privilege – put in place to keep poor whites in line by instilling the belief that even the poorest white is superior to any black. White people, including myself, need to be humbled and inspired by this – not crippled by guilt or made defiant by denied guilt – just humbly aware of our place in a diverse, fair, balanced, evolving world. Humility does not mean being any less than you are. It means accepting yourself exactly as you are. Self Acceptance is the greatest lesson that 1 has to teach at this time, and it applies to ALL of humanity.
The cruel act of separation (divide and conquer), is part of many immigration tactics around the world, including the separation of refugee children from their parents, announced as policy in the USA just last week. Separation tactics were used in Britain, as part of the Windrush atrocity.
1 = separation
2 = 1+1 = unity
If we look at 11 from a different angle, it is the very symbol of EQUALITY. Turn 11 on its side, and there it is.
The Will is made of feminine energy, (emotion). That’s the part of us that is evolving now. But the development of our emotional power is not about crying, yelling, or being depressed. It’s about feeling the impact of a situation strongly enough to want to do something about it – and then BEING part of the solution. We must FEEL what is happening in order to change it. This is how we WILL things into being.
War is not the answer. But it is the tactic of masculine energy that refuses to evolve into its higher potential. Unevolved 1 focuses only on the SELF and feels superior to others. It has to win, it has to be better, bigger, faster, smarter – it has to be best. It has to win at all costs. And when it feels itself slipping, it bullies its way back to the ‘top’. This small-mindedness creates the concepts of MALE SUPERIORITY, WHITE SUPREMACY – and the RACE to be #1. Unevolved 1 cannot move beyond the extremes of inflated or deflated EGO.
On the other hand, evolved 1 desires to learn new things, to lead its own life, and to accept that OTHERS have the same rights. Evolved 1 brings BALANCE to the ego. This is authenticity and genuine confidence (not a false outer appearance of confidence which cannot be maintained in 2’s transparency). 1 is the nucleus of all the OTHER numbers, and its purpose is to generate life, not hold it back.
When we take freedom and abundance for granted, we lose the balancing power that gratitude brings and we move into the tangle of greed, which is compounded by denied guilt. Not only is greed the inability to feel satisfied, it is also the inability to feel grateful. And taking the gifts of life for granted brings many problems. Greed renders us so afraid of loss that it closes our hearts to others, even those we love.
This transition between 1 and 2 is complex and difficult. 2 does not compete. 2 cares, cooperates, and accommodates. 2 is sensitive, intuitive, has patience, notices the details – and makes us aware of how 1 thing leads to another.
Week 20 ends on the 20th, which should be interesting.
WEEK 18 is a 9 Week (1+8=9). It runs from Monday, April 30 to Sunday, May 6.
1 = THE INDIVIDUAL, ego, self, beginnings.
8 = POWER, position, money.
9 = ENDINGS, drama, karma, deep emotions.
When 18/9 is out of balance, there is a tendency to go to extremes in pursuit of a goal. People stop caring about anything that does not pertain to what they are aiming for, and get caught up in selfishness, greed, contest, and irrational behavior. Here in Week 18 of this 11/2 Year (2+0+1+8=11=2), the EMPOWERMENT and DISEMPOWERMENT of INDIVIDUALS is strongly emphasized.
Imbalanced 18/9 denies the relevance of anything that stands in its way. Even the most obvious truths are denied. Imbalanced 18/9 narrows its focus to materiality, money, status, and power, to shield itself from guilt. It is important to remember that guilt is not an emotion. Guilt is a judgment we make against ourselves. And there is nothing more dangerous than denied guilt.
Guilt is inevitable in 18/9’s vibration because 9 represents compassion, caring, giving, healing, sympathy, empathy, and awareness. But it is difficult to live up to 9’s potential when 1 and 8’s denials prevent them from CARING about outcomes. Unbalanced 18/9 cuts off its nose to spite its face.
BALANCED 18/9 incorporates vision, personal power, potential, and resources – and works diligently with an idea until it comes to life. It sees this system of greed and hate for what it is– one big RACE to be #1. Balanced 18/9 dismantles our racist programming and helps us see what is possible when we work together. Every individual is 1. We are all 1.
9 takes us backwards – to learn from the past.
1 brings us forward and 8 gives us the power of correct understanding.
Balanced 18/9 enables us to feel satisfied… (the opposite of greed). New ideas and ideals can then create the beginnings of a new system where balance is maintained through fairness, equality, justice, and truth. Yes, we are a long way from such a reality, but this vibration within 2018’s 11/2 energy of CONNECTION, can deepen our desire for it. And desire brings movement…
Week 17 runs from Monday, April 23, to Sunday the 29th.
1 (action) + 7 (intelligence) = 8 (power). It sounds simple, but at this stage of the human journey, there is a great complexity involved. 8 focuses on POWER in all its forms, including the power of DESIRE.
8 represents the Material Plane, which we often confuse with ‘materiality’ and greed. The Material Plane is Mother Nature herself, our main source of feminine energy, which greed is constantly attacking and throwing out of balance.
Everything on Earth originates in nature. Whatever we DESIRE, Mother Nature provides.
DESIRE is one of the strongest vibrations we have. We cannot exist without it because desire is the initial movement of life. The desire to BE. The Will to LIVE. However, the fact that human beings can desire horrific and despicable things doesn’t alter the fact that desire is an essential part of life. It all depends on whether our overall intent is loving – or not.
We are evolving from an antiquated system of male supremacy, white supremacy, and wealth supremacy, which relies on DENIAL OF REALITY for its existence. This system of competition and contest is where the horrors and atrocities of racism originate – and all forms of prejudice. We are not the ‘human RACE’. We are human beings.
In Week 17 of this illuminating 11/2 year, denial is much harder to maintain. No one is immune here. Our personal and collective awareness is expanding. And the more conscious we become, the more we recognize the predicament we are in!
In a system that is driven by contest and war, it is only a matter of time before the system goes to war with itself. And it’s only a matter of time before a system driven by destruction destroys itself.
The road out of denial is fraught with danger and brutality. But here in the feminine 2000s, our position is also filled with opportunity, potential, creativity, and the wonders we can achieve when we express ourselves from the heart – openly and freely. Peaceful intent takes us onto a path of realism and honesty, and the DESIRE to transform what we already have into something more caring, imaginative, intelligent, fair, balanced, loving, and joyful.
Greed is desire that is so out-of-control that it desires to control the desires of others. What craziness we live in! We are programmed to believe that desire is the problem, while being bombarded with advertising and enticements which increase our desire – for material things. It is our desire for freedom, justice, peace, and harmony that this system cannot tolerate.
1 is the INDIVIDUAL.
7 is the MIND.
1 is outgoing.
7 takes you inward.
1 exudes confidence and fearlessness.
7 needs to know exactly what it’s dealing with.
1 is doing.
7 is learning.
In Week 17, we experience both the chaos caused by lack of awareness – and the bigger picture that attention to detail creates. 17/8 highlights efficient planning, true understanding of existing information, and an intuitive ability to correct its own imbalances. But when the imbalance goes unchecked, 17/8 exposes extreme self-interest, arrogance, greed, jealousy, impatience with detail, and denial of the facts.
WEEK 17 BRINGS PROGRESS – THROUGH CONNECTION.
The events of Week 17 are connected in various ways to the decade of the 1980s. The decade of money and power, bullying, hostile takeovers, insider trading, and the belief that money rules,might is right, and greed is good.
The main reward of 8 is the feeling of SATISFACTION that comes when you truly and thoroughly appreciate what you already have; and when you know you have enough. Greed is the inability to feel satisfied and therefore never happy. Greed is the belief that there is no such thing as enough, thus a constant feeling of lack.
As we evolve into our true selves, we see the shallowness of those outdated tactics. 17/8 shows us that we are so much more than the old system allows us to be. Fascism exists to prevent us from realizing our true worth, our true power, and our free Will. It must not be given a chance to take hold!
As we gain the power of self-acceptance, the controlling forces are scrambling to extinguish the rising WILL of humanity. As we move further into the transparency of the 2000s, the denials, lies, deflections and maneuvers are utterly astonishing. Therefore, on the road to 2020, we really must BE “the change we want to see in the world”.
WEEK 38 is the 9th week in a 10 week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 3. We often have the most to learn as a cycle comes to an end – and there is a LOT to learn about 3 in the next two weeks. This week’s combination of 3 and 8 sheds light on what we most need to see and understand (whatever that turns out to be).
38 gives us 11, the number of illumination and inspiration. Both 3 and 8 are the principle numbers of creativity and making things happen – and 11 has intuitive and inventive qualities that are uniquely its own.
8 is the number of POWER in all its forms, including economic, political, and military matters. 8 is an enforcing energy, which is often used by bullies and tyrants to make themselves feel powerful. 8 is utilized to maintain control over the material world, which is an unnatural use of this energy, the true purpose of which is to protect nature. 8 is the number of abundance, resources, and resourcefulness. Human beings are not separate from nature. Our very existence is part of the natural process.
8 is the number of prosperity. It incorporates existing resources to increase function and value. All too often, the business world incorporates existing resources to simply increase profit. Week 38 sheds light on the natural environment and the devastating effect of this unchecked industrial system.
When 3 and 8 meet, communications are loud and insistent, but not always logical. People go to great lengths to get a point across, whether there is a valid point to be made or not.
Like never before, we are seeing the terrible suffering caused by people imposing their power over other people. This has always been the case, but the extent of the cruelty has become more blatant. Yes, empathy and love are spreading among humanity, but the sheer hatred out there is more widespread than ever. This is why we must be more aware of the hate – ill feeling – that we ourselves are holding inside but are denying.
Hate is not an emotion, but the result of emotions that have become infected by indifference and lack of love. The extremes of hate are emerging all over the world in the form of nationalism (nazi-ism) and authoritarianism – and we all hold some hatred inside. We might not call it hatred, but that’s what it is when we say, I can’t stand that”, or “I detest this person“. Emotions are felt in varying degrees, and hate follows that pattern too.
The evolutionary process of emotional healing applies to all of us and is the only means of relieving ourselves of old sadness, grief, unresolved dispute and anger, lingering fears, and the inability to move out of our comfort zones and venture more deeply into life. This week’s 3 8 11 vibration can help us to IMAGINE alternatives.
88 years ago, on 26 October, 1929, a 3 day in the world (8+1+3=1+2=3), in an interview with The Saturday Evening Post, Albert Einstein said:
“I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited, whereas imagination encircles the world.”
While knowledge is essential, imagination enables us to go beyond what we already know, so that new knowledge can form. The POWER of PEOPLE also consists of the ability to learn new things. Being able to visualize POTENTIAL is vital to our evolution. 3 provides the OPTIMISM that can carry us through difficult, mind-bending, and heart-breaking times like these. 8 provides self-empowerment, essential information, and unpretentious confidence.
The inner condition of humanity is projected into the outer world. The world stage is a reflection of ourselves. 3 is the number of the arts – and inner communication (feelings and thoughts), is where art – and imagination – begin.
Our emotions are messages we send to ourselves. But because we are so unfamiliar with the interaction of emotion with the mind and biological body, this energy is easily manipulated by outside forces. In the chillingly competitive race to influence the masses, we are controlled by our emotions, a process that the system refers to as the ‘battle for hearts and minds’.
Emotion is the WILL of life. The nature of the WILL is to be FREE. From the highest joy to the depths of despair – the entire emotional range is a measure of how free – or un-free – we are. Free Will is the next evolutionary step in the human journey, which is why the current system is doing everything it can to keep the feminine down, numb our feelings, and dumb down our minds. Emotion is our honesty, and as we evolve, we are learning to be honest with ourselves. Free Will begins with the freedom to express outwardly what we feel inwardly. This is what it means to live from the ‘inside out’. Expression is what propels us.
In the transparency of the 2000s, we are able to see the driving force behind this capitalistic system – which is based on winning and losing. No wonder so many believe that life is just a ‘game’.
The white male claims superiority by eliminating competition. But isn’t competition what capitalism is all about? No. Capitalism wants to destroy the competition and reign supreme – which is why the issues of white supremacy – and male supremacy – are so prevalent. The self-destructive class system is falling apart under the weight of its own imbalance, hypocrisy, and denials.
It is often said, and usually with good intent, that “there is only one race – the human race”, but this is a misunderstanding. There is no “race” at all. A race is a contest, a competition, which keeps us divided and constantly striving to outdo each other. We are NOT the human “race”. Each ONE of us is a unique individual HUMAN BEING. Each of us is 1. And together we are 1. It is imperative that we learn this fundamental lesson of the 1 energy as we make our way further into the 2000s. If not, a race war (which is what ALL wars are) could be instigated just to keep the system – the human ‘race’ – going.
An important characteristic of 3 is that it helps information to spread. This is why 3 is known as the number of gossip, hearsay, and rumor. 3 also helps us to put our knowledge, thoughts, and feelings, into words that we ourselves can understand – which then spreads to others – for better or worse. 11 will bring to light a lot of hypocrisy and dishonesty this week, but we can expect to be enlightened and inspired, too. As we evolve emotionally and intellectually, we express ourselves from the heart which then speaks to the hearts of others.
3 can be very distracting – as reflected in the entertainment industry, the news, the internet, and the creative world in general. But when we allow ourselves to focus in 3, we can create amazing things which apply to all aspects of life, not just the arts. You may want to create a business, a solid relationship, a situation, a home, or even an atmosphere. Or a book, a painting, or anything you feel aligned with and dedicated to. There is a creative way and a destructive way in all the decisions we make.
8 also amplifies the power of 3 by providing opportunity. 8 is a metaphysical magnet – the material world’s great attracter. 8 is a feminine number – the number of abundance, just as Mother Earth herself provides absolutely everything we have. 11 is the number of LIGHT – illumination – and regardless of where we live, we are likely to see some serious light being shed where we were previously kept in the dark.
September’s 9 energy is amplifying everything right now, boosted by the double-10 energy that comes from the 9th month of a 10/1 year. 9 (the number of endings and conclusions) takes us back to the past so we can learn what we failed to learn back then, while 1 brings us forward in direct proportion to our ability to learn. A massive increase of consciousness is forming as a result, along with the frustration of what seems like such SLOW progress. Frustration is a mix of fear and anger, and is quite natural under these circumstances.
Our biological bodies are the instrument through which the emotional range (magnetism) expresses itself. Feelings are the sensations created when emotion meets body. The mind (electricity) then interprets what the emotions are conveying (depending on how open the mind is to receiving the physical feelings).
The emotional range is our inner radar. Don’t let the need for ‘certainty’ shut it down. Remember that awareness of reality is our best safety net.
Week 41 – October 2016 is a major turning point in the human journey because it is here in the 10th month of this 9 year that we start to feel the vibrant 10 energy of 2017. (2+0+1+7=10/1).
These two 10s connect to the 10 energy of the current decade. So we are in a numeric surge of 10 10 10 energy throughout October, intertwined with the spiraling movement of this 9 year.
On Monday October 10, we are in 10 10 10 10 energy. 10 is the number of fundamental change.
10 x 3 = 30 = 3
10 x 4 = 40 = 4
3 represents the vital power of communication between people and populations. 3 is the number of entertainment, presentation, illusion, gossip, judgment, hearsay, and shallowness – and the exchange of information and ideas. Nothing is quite what it seems in the 3 energy because 3 represents all the arts, and the art of illusion is one of its principle gifts.
And because 3 is the number of communication, the role of the media is under tremendous scrutiny – and it needs to be.
No matter what happens to Donald Trump in the days and weeks ahead, the Trump problem does not go away. There are already threats of violence from neo-nazis, ku klux klan, and other hate groups that support him, and the mainstream press has helped normalize their hate. Not only has the venom been unleashed, it was showcased! And yet, ironically, even paradoxically, perhaps it needed to be this way so that we can finally distinguish important information (news) from entertainment.
The following is an excerpt from my 2011 article “Numerology and EXTREMES” which fits the current situation well:
“Every emotion has its place in life, even hate. And “place” is very much the point here. Extremes are the furthermost edges of life, which is where hate belongs. The more humanity seeks individual and collective balance, the more the extremes fight back. But extreme energy is so immersed in irrational fear, hate, and rage that it cannot reason or be ‘reasoned with’.
…. they cannot take complete control because the 2 energy of the 2000s has brought us to the right time – the right cycle – for the Will of humanity – our emotional feminine energy – to begin the evolutionary process of freeing itself.
The extremes, left, right, top and bottom, want so much to be right about everything that they have rendered themselves unable to learn anything new.
This is not the rise of the extremes but a violent reaction to their fear of being irrelevant. This irrational fear is uniting with hatred and rage, all of which is spewing out against those they feel most threatened by. No matter how clever they believe themselves to be, they are lashing out mindlessly which is what makes them so dangerous.
The extremes are the manifestation of hatred and rage, each of which has a right to exist, because everything in life has its furthest point….”
10 10 10 10 = 40 = 4. This is the energy of Monday, October 10, 2016. This in turn corresponds to this 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4. We now have a major opportunity to become more aware of the limiting patterns we maintain through habitual routines and choices. There is no better time than this to CHANGE whatever does not serve our best interests. And there is no better time to become more aware of who we really are deep inside.
The United States faces much more than a political crisis. It is a matter of personal and collective IDENTITY. 4 identifies, sorts and classifies. 4 is the number of foundation, order, system, reasoning and logic. These crises of identity are also happening in The UK, Portugal, Greece, the Middle East, Ethiopia, Australia, China, and all over the world, as we grapple with the question of who we are as a people, as well as individuals. As a species, we are in the process of evolving beyond national and political identity – and the whole concept of political parties is laying bare the corruption of leadership. 1 is the number of leadership – and 10 is 1 amplified.
10 represents real movement, change and progress – the NEXT STEP. We have taken the same basic 9 steps repeatedly through multiple generations. The system is so ingrained with repetition that we don’t even recognize the repeated history in which we partake, and assume that this is just the way life IS. But the way things are now is not how life is supposed to be for ever.
We live in a system that allows a few individuals to determine the fate of all humanity. We are in the process of accepting that this is totally unacceptable.
The more we allow ourselves to feel, the more we are able to revive the human Will, which is the feminine energy that all human beings possess, male and female alike, which has been numbed and silenced through the repression of emotion. As we move further into the 2000s (2 is the number of sensitivity), we are more able to ‘sense’ reality – not the ‘virtual reality’ that the system has painted for us. 1 reflects our precious individuality and 2 reflects the need for unity among individuals.
This multiple-10 vibration provides opportunities to discover the new potential that arises out of new circumstances. It seems like a very slow process, but the first thing we learn from 2 is that PATIENCE is a great power in itself which we must develop and apply as needed: patience with detail, with the process of learning life’s lessons, with ourselves and each other, and with the pace of our progress.
There are only 3 years left before we leave the decade of the 10s and enter the magnetic, emotional, and deeply intuitive 2 vibrations of 2020. To make this transition without destroying ourselves – we must learn what 1 has to teach, and find its connection to what we are simultaneously learning from 2 – the number of unity, cooperation, and caring.
1 = origins, the seed, masculine energy, electricity, territory, ideas, game-playing, competing, winning and losing, leadership, ego, vanity, confidence, independence, invention, innovation, the spirit, the SELF.
In order for the self to evolve and be whole, it must first accept itself just as it is. Self-acceptance is therefore essential. Only then can 2’s nurturing energy help us see BEYOND ourselves and accept others, too. It is our disconnection with SELF that creates the horrors of racism and hate, kept in place by a system that runs on guilt, blame, and shame, all of which are forms of judgment.
1 teaches us that we must love ourselves in order to know the depth at which we can love others. Self love is self respect. And week 41 in this 1 Month/9 Year turns SELF RESPECT and DIGNITY into major issues. We cannot truly respect ourselves or maintain authentic dignity while we ignore and disrespect the dignity of others who are suffering.
WAR IS HELL~General William Sherman.
War is hell on Earth – by humanity – against humanity. We are the only species on the planet that is at war with its SELF. And because all change starts within, we cannot claim there is nothing that we as individuals can do about it. If we want a more peaceful world, we must BE more peaceful.
4 is the number of form, matter, dimensions, measurement, classification, law, order, and system. By nature, 4 is judgmental – and while it is active there will be guilt and blame flying everywhere – until breakthrough (understanding) is reached.
As we face our own violence as a species, it is obvious that nothing is more needed now than a desire to understand and love oneself. 2 is the number of relation and relativity, so if we do not understand and accept ourselves, how can we understand and accept anyone else? But this is something we must feel deep within – something we must desire.
We are programmed on a spiritual level to believe that desire is ‘wrong’, but the truth is that desire is the vibration that sets our direction and carries us forward. What matters is the INTENT behind the desire and whether or not it is peaceful. Desire creates the future – and lack of desire enables others to create the future for us. And because we are programmed to believe that success is measured in monetary terms, loving intentions are often overshadowed by the singular desire to accumulate wealth.
Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see… ~John Lennon, Strawberry Fields
The system in which we are trapped comes from ancient misunderstandings about power on Earth. Our inability to learn from experience has kept us stuck in a violent circle – the karmic wheel – which reflects our inability to get past ZERO.
The word “IS” has great significance at this time. It was Bill Clinton who famously said back in 1998 at his impeachment hearing, “It depends upon what the meaning of the word ‘is’ is”. 1998 was a 9 year, and so much of what’s happening now reflects the decade of the 90s.
Reality is what IS. Not the illusion presented by this ever repeating system. But when a system has established itself, it is difficult to recognize it, let alone change it. The numeric value of IS is 91 which is precisely where we are right now – in the final quarter of a 9 Year, spiraling rapidly toward the 1 Year of 2017. When 1 and 9 merge, we become conscious of many things that were previously unclear.
S is also the 19th letter of the alphabet, and the karmic 19/1 energy is perhaps the principle lesson to be learned as we evolve. 19 adds up to 10, and 1+0 brings us to a whole new level of 1 – the number of new beginnings and change. 19 is the holding pattern that contains everything we did not learn – and everything we need to know – in order to move forward. 19 exposes hypocrisy and atrocity, so that healing can occur.(See link to article about karmic 19/1 at end of page).
Then there is that form of IS that calls itself “islamic state” – but it is not Islamic – and it is not a state. It exists, but its correct place is not in present time – as is the case with all terrorist organizations which spawn inevitably from our system of never-ending war.
Much of the energy that must leave the Earth as we evolve is fighting brutally to retain possession and position – not only in the Arab world, but EVERYWHERE! This is not a matter of politics. The old party system is falling apart all over the world. It is a matter of shaping the future. That is why the past comes back to us in a 9 Year – to help us learn what the past has to teach.
This brings us into the present, which is where we create what WILL be. And that is the part of us that is freeing itself and evolving – the human WILL. Our emotional circuitry. Our feelings and senses. This is why there is so much emphasis on both the power and the degradation of women. But it is not only women who are under assault. Men have emotions too of course, but have been programmed to subdue their feelings to an even larger extent or be perceived as ‘weak’ and ‘womanish’. Feminine emotion is equal to the masculine mind. Different, but equal. Unity within will bring unity to the outside world.
ignorance allied with power is the most ferocious enemy justice can have. ~James Baldwin
The Donald Trump phenomenon is not a distraction. It is an important reflection of reality on Earth. As the human journey shifts from masculine 1 to feminine 2, one of the most obvious lessons that 1 has to teach is that hatred and mistreatment of women IS violence against the WILL of humanity. This is where racism and all injustices on earth START because sex is where everything starts. It is how we are born. Sexual/gender imbalance is the principle effect preventing forward movement.
Balance is equality.
Balance is fairness.
Balance is justice.
Balance is peace.
Week 41 is a 5 Week – the number of SEX, GENDER, and the PHYSICAL BODY. On October 14th, (1+4=5), Trump faces a federal charge of child rape, (now postponed until December 16) the details of which have been available for many weeks, but have been held back by the mainstream press. Perhaps they are afraid of being sued. Perhaps they simply don’t know how to deal with it. There are also allegations of human trafficking and sex slavery, and how telling it is that the women making these allegations were largely ignored by the media – until the ‘pussy-tape’ surfaced.
And then there is Trump’s connection to Vladimir Putin who had a pussy scandal of his own 4 years ago in 2012 (a 5 year) when the female punk-rock group “Pussy Riot” protested Putin’s totalitarianism and served time in prison for it. Even the name Pussy Riot is a reflection of the upsurge of feminine energy and the Will of humanity which needs truth, healing, and unity in order to survive.
This 5 week also brings back into view the CENTRAL PARK 5 – the 4 black and 1 Latino teenagers – children – who were wrongfully imprisoned for many years for the brutal attack and rape of Trisha Meili, known then as the ‘Central Park Jogger’. Her terrifying experience occurred on April 19, 1989…. a 5 day, in a 9 year, a 4 month, on the karmic 19th. (All of those numbers correspond to the numbers we are experiencing this week and this month).
Trump took out a full page ad in the New York Daily News calling for the return of the death penalty for these innocent boys. And even after their innocence was proven, he would not back down, arguing that they were ‘no angels’. One of these young men, Yusef Salaam, asked in a recent interview that if Trump still believes they are guilty, would he as president come after them again? What a terrifying thought. Thankfully, The Central Park 5 are now playing an important role in Trump’s downfall, and there is justice in that!
Here in this 1 month (beginnings) in this 9 Year (endings), we are experiencing the beginning of an end. But we cannot assume that we know what this may entail. There are so many different aspects involved and we are not accustomed to this level of complexity.
Week 41 is a 5 week which could bring sudden shifts in many different areas. 5 is the number of VARIETY. When 5 is active, things tend to slip back and forth because 5 sits at the very center of the numeric spectrum and has a see-saw effect, depending on the weight or gravity of the situation – and our reaction to it.
Week 39 is the final week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 3 – the number of words, images, sounds, enjoyment, and all forms of communication. 3 also represents people, population, popularity, appearances, the arts, entertainment, sport, performance, the stage, social matters, social media, and the internet. First, however, let’s look at how Week 38 ended.
September 22, 2016 was a momentous day in many respects. It was the Autumn Equinox: a day when day and night – light and dark – were of equal duration. A day of evenness and balance. It was also a day on which the numbers involved formed an unusual pattern.
This stunning array of numbers signifies a precise shift in time that is having a deep effect on our emotions and the way we perceive what is happening. People are less afraid to be afraid, more aware of what our fears are communicating to us, and more determined to do something about it.
September 22 was not just another wake-up call, but an actual waking of hearts and minds everywhere, despite the terrible conditions under which people are living, and the brutal effort to keep us misinformed.
22 emphasizes large-scale events that influence the lives of the many (not just the few). Major accomplishments can be made when this energy is used intelligently and compassionately. But in the wrong hands, 22 brings ongoing confusion and havoc. And while confusion and havoc will not go away any time soon, September 22 brought a much needed infusion of perspective, depth, and clarity – through our growing ability to feel, sense, and intuit. Just remember that we will inevitably experience alternating bouts of chaos and clarity as we shift from one depth of consciousness to another.
The double 9 energy of September 2016 continues to take us backwards – into our personal and collective history – so that we can LET GO of the past an move forward. If old memories keep popping into your mind – fleeting or lasting – things you haven’t thought of in years – remember that 9 takes us back to what is stopping us from moving forward, and reveals old feelings that we denied or did not express as fully as they needed to be expressed. 9 brings acceptance, forgiveness, letting go, completion, and healing. It wipes the old slate clean, which provides the space for new possibilities to form. 9 takes us back to the future!
When we cannot heal from past events, we then have to carry all that pain, anger, fear, and grief around with us in the present, often unaware of what is weighing us down and holding us back.
Tuesday, September 27, 2016, brings us into 999 energy for the 3rd time this month – a perfect day for broken hearts to heal. 3 x 3 x 3 = 27, and the combination of 2 and 7 brings heart and mind TOGETHER in the spirit of cooperation, and a willingness to learn from each other. Today, the power of 27 is doubled, and we can all gain strength from this.
The hearts and minds of people everywhere are becoming more open and receptive now, and more determined to live and learn. The enormous emphasis on 3 and 9 this week is likely to bring the power of communication to a crescendo on many levels. 3 is strong enough on its own right now, but 9 is the result of 3 x 3. The square root.
“Creativity is not confined to artistic pursuits. Each situation we encounter has the potential for a creative – or destructive – outcome.” ~from my bookLife Cycles– September in the 3 year)
3 is the number of friends and friendliness. Be careful of gossip, hearsay, and the misuse of words. There are major lessons to learn in all of 3s aspects this week, including creativity.
Communication this week can reach new highs – and new lows. And with the first US presidential debate between Hillary Clinton and Donald Trump on Monday, September 26, who knows which way it will go. It’s an 8 day in the world. A 1 day in the USA.
8 is power. 1 is leadership. 3 is the stage.
Charlotte, North Carolina
To condemn the uprising in Charlotte would be to condemn a man for thrashing when someone is trying to drown him. ~Rev. William Barber
When an event affects us on an emotional level, its impact sends out clusters of numbers which expose a specific theme, revealing how various aspects are connected. In this instance, 3 and 9 are the dominant vibrations. When Michael Brown was killed in Ferguson Missouri, in 2014, the dominant number was 6 – the number of justice, family, and neighborhood. When the Twin Towers were destroyed on September 11, 2001, there were so many instances of 11 flying around that it was almost impossible to keep up with them. Every major event (every event actually) creates its own distinct numeric pattern.
Something changed in the collective American psyche last week with two more needless police killings of black men. In the case of Terence Crutcher in Tulsa, Oklahoma, the police officer was charged with manslaughter. But the horrific killing of Keith Lamont Scott, as his wife begged the police not to shoot him, is unlikely to fade away, even though a dash-cam video has finally been released by the police. There is still no evidence that Keith Scott had a gun. Something changed last week. A door opened. The Black Lives Matter movement is essential to humanity’s evolution, and not just in the USA. “No justice, no peace” is not a threat or a mere slogan. It is science. Where there is injustice, there is imbalance. And where there is imbalance, there can never be stability – for anyone.
The name Charlotte has the numerical makeup of 3 9 3. And not only do all the letters in Charlotte add up to 3, but are derived from the number 39 – the number of this week.
North Carolina is the 12th State of the Union. 1+2=3.
Statehood was gained on November 21, 1789 (11+3+7=2+1=3). So North Carolina was born on the 3 Destiny Path – and on the 21st of the month (3).
KEITH LAMONT SCOTT was born on February 3, 1973.
At 2:22 pm on the day he died, Keith Lamont Scott left a message for his mother. When prompted to leave his name, he said “Lamont”, (not Keith). All the numbers in the name Lamont add up to 3.
7 is the dominant number in his birth name – which brings us to the significance of the number 7 at this time in the journey. 7 is the number of DIGNITY. It is also the number of intelligence, learning, intuition, and analysis. 7 uncovers secrets and lies.
And 7 has been thrust into the limelight in recent weeks by #7 player, Colin Kaepernick, of the San Francisco 49ers, who has started a nationwide movement of “taking a knee” instead of standing for the national anthem, to protest police brutality against the black community, nationwide. 3 is the number of entertainment, which includes sports. 3 is the number of the stage – the platform. 3 is where you get your message out!
It was on August 26, 2016 that Colin Kaepernick first gained attention by sitting out the national anthem. That was a 7 day in the world. (8+8+9=2+5=7).
He was born on the 3 Destiny Path (November 3, 1987 = 11+3+7=2+1=3), and the letters in his birth name convert to 9 3 3. He was born in the 30th state of Wisconsin.
(Photo by Jahi Chikwendiu/The Washington Post via Getty Images)
On the 1st and 2nd days of Week 39, President Obama oversaw the opening of the Smithsonian Museum of African American History and Culture in Washington. It was a grand but bitter sweet celebration. It took more than 100 years after it was first proposed to actually get the museum built. This testament to the “journey of a people” covers all sides of the story, from the sheer horror of slavery to the great successes and contributions of African Americans over the years – this all happening amid the grief and anger going on 300 miles away in Charlotte.
It is important to keep the good news and the bad news in perspective as we move further away from the 1000s and more deeply into the 2000s. Until we learn what the 1000s had to teach, we will continue to live in two different cycles of time simultaneously.
The American story is only one example. This is happening all over the world. 3 is the number of PEOPLE – and people have the power to change the world, emotionally, intellectually, and physically. But we are being held back – controlled – by a system that manipulates our emotions. We are held hostage by our heartstrings. Emotion is our feminine energy – which is why women’s rights and gender rights are such central issues of these times.
The entire system is based on race – because that’s what it is – a race – for power over others. It can only be changed from within – and beneficial change IS taking place even though it is difficult to see most of the time.
Of course, change will not happen overnight. How heart-breaking it is that the cease-fire in Syria did not hold and that Aleppo was then bombed harder than ever. The refugee crisis worsens. The Middle East continues to be the most torn and damaged area in the fabric of human life. And yet great change is happening there too as people are moved, mentally and emotionally, by a deeper understanding of their own value. The transparency of 2 is opening everything up. Every day, the picture gets a little clearer and we see more of how the system works, how it’s being run, and who is running it. Humanity is feeling the inevitable shock that coming out of denial evokes.
We do not have to go down the fascist path again. Not if we are more aware, less afraid, and more comfortable in our own skins. To live our lives judging others and being judged is not living. It is stagnating – dying.
As we enter a ten week cycle on September 30 in which all the week numbers begin with 4, our understanding of what we are really dealing with – as a species – and as individuals – can only expand. 4 is the number of RULES, LAW, ORDER, SYSTEM, ORGANIZATION, DETAILS, LIMITATION, HARD WORK, DETERMINATION, and BREAKTHROUGH.
The last day of Week 39 is Thursday, September 29 (9+11+9=29=11/2), and is another major point of change in our journey through the cycles of time. Here we have two 9s, two 11s, and two 2s. It’s rather like the energy of September 22, but it is not the same.
Anything can happen in this spiraling 9 energy. It often feels as if we are on the brink of disaster one moment, and the brink of breakthrough the next. But, according to these numbers, we will make much more progress if we are prepared to cooperate with others and be helpful – and KIND – just for the sake of it. That’s a lot to ask in such a greedy world. But it will carry us forward.
The only way for our hearts to heal is to allow more love to flow through them.
Emotional healing is the next vital step in the human journey – and that means learning to express what we are feeling, fully and honestly, without hurting ourselves or others. The function of a 9 year (2+0+1+6=9) is to bring old matters to a conclusion so that they can move where they need to be – behind us. 9 strengthens our power of empathy and caring and enables us to LET GO of the pain we are holding. Without forgiveness, there is no progress, just the same old rut repeating itself. People are exhausted by this and are seeking real change that is based on LOVE — not hate, contest and never-ending war. In order to heal and go forward, we must first go back to the ROOT cause and free ourselves from it. Let it go. This means forgiving. And when 3 and 9 combine, forgiveness is the principle theme.
As we evolve from the masculine 1000s to the feminine 2000s, we are experiencing a change of frequency in which the old male-driven system (1) is breaking down under the incoming power of 2’s feminine vibration which is slowly bringing equality, fairness, justice, and a much needed BALANCE into the world. But the old is resisting the new with a voracity that would rather destroy everything than have to share the abundance of Mother Earth with “others”.
The old tactic is to keep the feminine under control, and Mother Earth is the ultimate feminine vibration in physical form.
She is simply to be ‘used’ and capitalized on. This relentless ongoing attack on Mother Nature to extract her resources (abundance) forms the basis of misogyny (the pathological hatred of women), and gives rise to wars that never end.
In this overly-competitive system, some people think of themselves as the ‘winners’, and everyone else as losers. The very thought of losing is unthinkable and terrifying to them, but the feeling of terror must be denied no matter what. Of course, they cannot win this futile fight because time is the framework of evolution, and time is forever moving forward – in millennial proportions. But it’s becoming apparent that the damage they can do on the way out can be globally catastrophic.
In an evolving world, nothing can stay the same indefinitely. But power-hungry people like Donald Trump are still following the ways of the 1000s, using the tactic of DENIAL to delay this vital transition.
The 8th month of August emphasizes our own personal power. 8 exposes how those seeking power make themselves appear more powerful than they actually are – by disempowering others. They do this by homing in to people’s denials, things they fear other people knowing about. But when denial breaks down, as it must do as we evolve, we must take responsibility for what we have denied and bring it to full consciousness as quickly as possible. There is still a dangerous tendency to blame others for the problems on Earth, without seeing how we ourselves are contributing.
It is impossible to look honestly at today’s reality without having an emotional response. Emotion is feminine energy. To maintain control, the system subdues and manipulates the power of our feelings because that IS our own personal power. Our ability to FEEL is the WILL of life. It is what propels us in the direction we want to take. And the reason it is so hard to believe that we actually have Free Will is because the system only has acceptance for happy or so-called ‘positive’ feelings, which is only half the emotional range.
DENIAL MUST DENY
The Republican Party, which Donald Trump chose as his platform, is now having to confront its own denials which allowed Trump to slide in there so easily to begin with. When you openly deny scientific facts; when you deny basic human rights to certain sections of the population, while hailing another section as “superior”; when you deny women the right to govern their own bodies; when you deny equal pay for equal work – or a livable wage, you have set yourself up for people like Trump to rise – and take over.
There is no ‘master race’ on Earth. The belief in racial supremacy is primitive and repulsive. It was through these channels of denial that the master denier Donald Trump, emerged as a popular contender for the most powerful position on Earth. And yet he knows nothing about how the world works. How could he? He is in denial of reality itself!
Denial is a disease we all suffer from. This is why Trump’s rise is inevitable and necessary. If human beings did not deny reality, we would have already accepted our astonishing diversity and we would be evolved and enlightened beings. The world would be a very different place. But the system we are trapped in requires us to deny our emotions – deny how we REALLY feel inside – as we strive to conform to what we are told is “normal and natural” behavior. This too is denial of reality. There is nothing normal or natural about the industrial system of war and misery that we are evolving from. This system defies nature.
Yes, Donald Trump lies constantly … but lying is only one part of denial’s range. Denial is humanity’s most serious disease because it is the basis of self-destruction. Self sabotage is the result of continued denial of reality, so we have much to learn from the example that Donald Trump is reflecting.
Our need to be constantly ‘entertained’, and our addiction to ‘popular culture’, particularly TV, has also enabled him to rise to this power-position. “Reality TV” has been his forte for many years. That is where he learned the finer aspects of mass-manipulation through the stirring-up of people’s emotions, especially those emotions that are buried in denial, such as hate, rage, fear of inadequacy, fear of being wrong, fear of loss.
Denial acts as a malevolent firewall, the mission of which is to extract truth from consciousness, and prevent truth from reaching consciousness in the first place. In Donald Trump, we are seeing the extent of humanity’s denials being reflected back to us from the world stage. But denial denies everything, including its own existence. And this gives him another edge:
THE POWER OF DISBELIEF
I could stand in the middle of Fifth Avenue and shoot somebody, and I wouldn’t lose any voters, OK? It’s, like, incredible.”~DONALD TRUMP (Jan. 23, 2016)
People are asking, in stunned disbelief, how Trump is able to get away with all the lies, hate, fear mongering, and bigotry – and why some of the very people he attacked are now lining up to “serve” him. It is obvious that he is a master at manipulating emotions. But he himself is not an emotional man. It is unlikely that he ‘feels’ much at all, other than his own presence. His own ego – a ‘sense of self’ so out of proportion that he believes he is the most important and magnificent man on Earth. He ‘senses’ that everyone is hiding something. We all have denials of our own, no matter how cleverly we deny them.
He takes full advantage of the confusion he creates by throwing out suggestions, innuendos, accusations, and creating layer after layer of lies. No one could possibly get away with this for very long, but he is doing so because what he does is always BEYOND BELIEF. No one knows how to deal with the COLOSSAL LIE because anyone who tries is immediately confronted with their own denials. Fear of being exposed keeps most people too ‘frozen’ to be effective against such an unfeeling force.
This is what Adolf Hitler wrote about the ‘big lie’ in his book, Mein Kampf:
“The principle was that in the big lie there is always a certain force of credibility; because the broad masses of a nation are always more easily corrupted in the deeper strata of their emotional nature than consciously or voluntarily; and thus in the primitive simplicity of their minds they more readily fall victim to the big lie than the small lie, since they themselves often tell small lies in little matters but would be ashamed to resort to large-scale falsehoods. It would never come into their heads to fabricate colossal untruths, and they would not believe that others could have the impudence to distort the truth so infamously. Even though the facts which prove this to be so may be brought clearly to their minds, they will still doubt and waver and will continue to think that there may be some other explanation. For the grossly impudent lie always leaves traces behind it, even after it has been nailed down, a fact which is known to all expert liars in this world and to all who conspire together in the art of lying”.
This appears to be the strategy of Donald Trump, too. The “small minded masses” cannot conceive of someone telling such enormous and outrageous lies. But as we move further into the transparency of the 2000s, we are more able to ‘see through’ the lies, which is why Donald Trump is (at last) starting to loose his grasp.
But do not be lulled into a false sense of security about this. He has triggered the uprising of a misogynistic and racist following, who will still be there long after Trump falls. One of the reasons denial is so hard to take is that you then have to deal with the reality you were hiding – the secrets you were keeping from yourself.
As he continues to overestimate the stupidity of the masses, his strategy is backfiring and his own stupidity is on full display. But there are always those who stand behind the bully. Not only do they believe that the bully will keep them safe, but he also legitimizes their own bullying behavior.
“… there’s a deep, instinctual cruelty in Trump — he finds people’s weak spots, their insecurities, and he exposes them in front of crowds.” ~Ezra Klein
Many psychiatrists have now attested to the fact that Trump meets every description of Narcissistic Personality Disorder – which we used to call egomania – an obsessive preoccupation with one’s self. (1 is the number of SELF.) He acts on his own uncontrolled impulses and is possessed by delusions of grandeur and superiority. The egomaniac cannot empathize with others.
In her Book “Why Is It Always About You?”, Sandy Hotchkiss describes “the seven deadly sins of narcissism” as follows, (and every one of them is quite visible in Donald Trump):
1: Shamelessness. Shame is the feeling that lurks beneath all unhealthy narcissism, and the inability to process shame in healthy ways.
2: Magical thinking. Narcissists see themselves as perfect, using distortion and illusion known as magical thinking. They also use projection to dump shame onto others.
3: Arrogance. A narcissist who is feeling deflated may re-inflate by diminishing, debasing, or degrading somebody else.
4: Envy. A narcissist may secure a sense of superiority in the face of another person’s ability by using contempt to minimize the other person.
5: Entitlement. Narcissists hold unreasonable expectations of particularly favorable treatment and automatic compliance because they consider themselves special. Failure to comply is considered an attack on their superiority, and the perpetrator is considered an “awkward” or “difficult” person. Defiance of their will is a narcissistic injury that can trigger narcissistic rage.
6: Exploitation can take many forms but always involves the exploitation of others without regard for their feelings or interests. Often the other person is in a subservient position where resistance would be difficult or even impossible. Sometimes the subservience is not so much real as assumed.
7: Bad boundaries. Narcissists do not recognize that they have boundaries and that others are separate and are not extensions of themselves. Others either exist to meet their needs or may as well not exist at all. Those who provide “narcissistic supply” to the narcissist are treated as if they are part of the narcissist and are expected to live up to those expectations. In the mind of a narcissist, there is no boundary between self and other.
On this basis, it is doubtful that he would willingly drop out of the race, even though his campaign is floundering badly. He would have to be forced out, or he would have to invent another ‘big lie’. But whatever happens, we must not lose this opportunity to learn more about the debilitating force of denial, both our own and other people’s.
I am not just running against Crooked Hillary Clinton, I am running against the very dishonest and totally biased media – but I will win! ~Donald Trump (August 6, 2016)
Denial shuts down the imagination and diminishes awareness. Whatever realities we refuse to recognize is a measure of our ignorance. That is what the dumbing down process is – the closing of our minds through emotional manipulation. Trump denies his own dishonesty through deflection – throwing it at other people: the dishonest press, crooked Hillary, lyin’ Ted, Pocahontas, etc., while praising anyone who praises him.
We are evolving beyond the easily manipulated INFORMATION AGE into the AGE OF TRUTH – and the ‘truth deniers’ are rising against this in brutal fashion. They will do anything to take life back to how it used to be when their “authority” went unchallenged. In the case of Trump, that would be the 1980s and 90s.
EMOTION IS OUR HONESTY
“Honesty is such a lonely word, Everyone is so untrue, Honesty is hardly ever heard, And mostly what I need from you. ~Billy Joel (52nd Street, 1978)
Billy Joel’s classic song, “Honesty”, is about lack of shame – which is guilt in denial. And denied guilt is what makes our world so dishonest, brutal, and totally out of balance.
Denial is also the most misunderstood disease. This is why MENTAL HEALTH is now a serious topic of conversation at all levels, covering not only Donald Trump’s sanity, but also the spate of people whose backlog of denied emotions is now bursting out and killing other people – all over the world.
On the basis of “everything starts within”, all hatred is self hatred. When you do not accept what you are honestly feeling, you are denying it the path it needs to take in order to heal, and so the hate just sits there, within the body, and festers – until it makes you physically ill, or something in your outer life triggers it – and it rushes to the surface. When emotions burst out like that, they can be very dangerous. And this is the energy Trump is using as fuel. Denied emotion. Denied reality. Denied guilt.
The fact is that we are all responsible for our own emotions because they are an inseparable part of who we are as individuals. There is never a need to harm yourself, or others, in the process of emotional expression.
A MOMENT OF TRUTH
The USA has seen itself as “#1” for so long that we can learn many lessons about the 1 energy from what she is experiencing now. 1 is the number of SELF. The number of ego. The number of leadership. The number of change.
2 is the number of principle, sincerity, and the ability to persuade without force. 2 is also the number of accountability. As terrifying as the thought of a Donald Trump presidency may be, (and it is looking more unlikely by the day), his emergence as a strong presidential contender is both inevitable and rich in karmic lessons which we all have to learn at this precise time in the human journey.
As a species, no matter where we live in the world, we have reached a tipping point here in this 9 year of endings and completion, (2+0+1+6=9), regarding the dumbing down process, and we have to continue figuring things out for ourselves. To do so effectively, each of us must find our point of balance between masculine mind, feminine emotion, and biological body. Those three parts of ourselves are shattered and scattered by a system which, to a larger extent than we may want to admit, is doing our thinking for us, by controlling our emotions.
But when those three parts of ourselves align within the individual, they align with other individuals who are also healing and evolving from the old system. Out of that balance emerges the fourth dimension in the form of WHOLE human beings – unique individuals who are spiritually, emotionally, and physically connected. Thus the reality of WE ARE 1.
1 is the number of ego – and we have been so misinformed about the ego that it’s very easy to blame it for everything. Ego is your sense of who you are, as an individual. Ego is not the culprit. Ego is the gauge. It moves one way when one’s sense of superiority oversteps the bounds of balance (inflated ego) – and the other way when self-hatred gets the better of you (deflated ego). Finding this inner balance is an essential part of our evolution.
Meanwhile, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right – on we go – marching to the same old beat of the established, politics-as-usual, drum. But as we evolve, we are learning to dance to the beat of our own drum which, of course, comes from our own individual hearts. That’s where our LOVE resides. It is only our denials that prevent us from loving more fully.
Remember: humanity is not losing its mind. Our minds are being stretched and expanded by our recognition of reality. The vibrations emanating from our feelings are cracking the walls of denial and are pulling our minds OPEN. And so, we are evolving emotionally and intellectually at the same time.
Every emotion has its place in life, even hate. And “place” is very much the point here. Extremes are the furthermost edges of life, which is where hate belongs. The more humanity seeks individual and collective balance, the more the extremes will fight back. But, extreme energy is so immersed in irrational fear, hate and rage that it cannot reason – or be ‘reasoned with’.
Extremes have been penetrating the main evolving body of humanity far too deeply, and almost crushed any hope for Free Will in the first decade of the new millennium. But they cannot take complete control because the 2 energy of the 2000s has brought us to the right time – the right cycle – for the Will of humanity – our emotional feminine energy – to begin the evolutionary process of freeing itself.
The extremes, left, right, top and bottom, want so much to be right about everything that they have rendered themselves unable to learn anything new. Their reasoning consists of mindless repetition of the same old antiquated beliefs. This is not the rise of the extremes but, rather, a violent reaction to their fear of being irrelevant. This irrational form of fear is uniting with hatred and rage, all of which is spewing outwardly against those they feel most threatened by. No matter how clever they believe themselves to be, they are lashing out mindlessly which is what makes them so dangerous. The extremes are the manifestation of hatred and rage, each of which has a right to exist, because everything in life has its furthest point.
The extremes must be kept in their natural position – way out there – and kept apart until opposites find a way to coexist. And that’s the role that the main body of humanity (you and me) are meant to be playing at this precarious stage of the journey. We have to find a way to exist freely among others with whom we do not agree. The extremes are afraid of being washed into irrelevance by a new majority – a new reality – the conscious acceptance of diversity – which is the conscious acceptance of differences.
Their understanding is amazingly limited. Most of them don’t believe in ‘evolution’ because their limited belief system prevents understanding of it. We are on the evolutionary fast track right now, but we also need to recognize that evolution is GRADUAL DEVELOPMENT – the result of progress made over time. Everything in life, even an atmosphere, is created. Evolution and creation are different functions of the same process – as are so many other things that people are currently fighting over.
No one knows how large the extreme backlash will be, or how long it will last, but we do know that extremes will always be there, and will evolve proportionately in the passage of time. They believe they are in a constant state of war, and they are, forever trying to prove themselves to be ‘right’. But that war can only occur if the rest of us take the bait. Since the beginning of the new millennium, we have been traveling the evolutionary ‘2’, ‘we are’ journey of the 2000s in which nature seeks balance in diversity by pushing the extremes back to the edges, where they belong. People who are drawn into the extremes will fight back.
As we move further into the 2000s, and no matter how vehemently the extremes, right, left, top or bottom, try to control the journey, we must remember that 2 is the number of PEACE not war, COOPERATION not competition, HARMONY not discord, CONNECTION not isolation, PARTNERSHIP not selfishness, ACCEPTANCE not denial, SENSITIVITY not numbness, INTELLIGENCE not dumbness, INTUITION not mind control, UNDERSTANDING not misunderstanding, EQUALITY not superiority, LOVE not hate.
When our love of truth outweighs our fear of it, openness and cooperation will activate the power of friendship between human beings.
There are bound to be some very rough experiences in the process of balancing ourselves, individually and collectively. If we pay attention to the details (a very important aspect of the 2 energy) we will see, or at least sense, that the center itself has moved. It has moved further to the left. But we cannot go to extremes in that direction either. Balance can only come from equality, and equality can only come from the ACCEPTANCE of diversity… you and me, brother, sister… we are all in this together… PEACE.
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