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MAY 25 2018

may 25 2018May 25 2018 brings unexpected flashes of light that penetrate the darkness and reveal what’s going on behind the scenes or beneath the surface. There is an emphasis on communication, action, reaction, opinion, learning, the opening of the mind and heart, secrets, lies, power, bullying, and the games people play.

YEAR = 2+0+1+8=11

MONTH = May = 5

MAY 2018 = 5+11=16/7

DAY = 25th = 7

DATE = 5+7+11=2+3=5

WEEK = 21 = 3

A change of course and atmosphere begins on Friday, May 25 2018. It seems to reach a preliminary climax on June 2nd or 3rd, but it actually expands for many months. With so much disinformation and sheer hatred being thrown at the population, our hearts, minds, and physical bodies are under enormous stress. When our inborn ability to express ourselves is compromised, we have no Free Will because the Will operates and advances through a balance of emotional and intellectual expression. Outward expression. We all have a voice – and therefore we all have a say in how we live. There is no one on Earth qualified enough to dictate this to us.

There is SO much going on here, including an unavoidable surge of anger and outrage, and the relief that comes when pent up emotions are finally released. Just remember that emotions are not weapons. They are your honest feelings, and in order to turn them into appropriate response and  action, you really do have to feel them as they move through and out of your body.

The development of our emotional power is not about screaming and yelling or being depressed. It’s about feeling the impact of a situation strongly enough to want to do something about it – and then BEING part of the solution. We must FEEL what is happening in order to change it.

Free Will is the future. With Free Will, we create our own realities by being who we really are, and learning as we go.  Everyone has a Will (feminine energy). But without peaceful intent, the Will is not free.

PEACE!


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Week 20, 2018

Week 20Week 20 runs from Monday, May 14 to Sunday, May 20.

People are not protesting political differences. People are protesting systemic injustice, cruelty, murder, incompetence, negligence, and the capture of the human Will. Our current position in the cycles of time is one in which the Will is rising to free itself – and we cannot know our true potential as human beings until we achieve this. When the feminine Will becomes equal to the masculine Mind, and they operate together, in harmony, who knows what can be achieved in this inner balance.

2 represents equality, partnership, cooperation, connection, details, and caring. We are awash in 2 energy in Week 20 – as flashes of 11 and 22 shed light on all those denials and distortions of the truth. We are moving further away from the 1000s and deeper into the 2000s, towards the end of the decade of the 10s – towards 2020 and the decade of the 20s.

It is not the nature of 2 to dominate, but 2 is nonetheless in the most dominant position as it takes its natural place in time. But we are being subjected to the dangerous denials of those who are terrified of losing their position in this game we call the human “RACE”.  They throw their denied fear at the world – and it hits us as terror.

In Week 20, we are at an important turning point. For the next 10 weeks, all the Week numbers begin with 2. No matter how fast things are moving in the outer world, 2 is trying to slow us down internally to give us a clearer sense of what is going on, and how we are ALL connected to current events – and each other.

The race is so complex in the Middle East that it seems to be spiraling in ways we have not seen before. As soon as Donald Trump pulled out of the Iran Nuclear Agreement in Week 19, a spontaneous escalation of bombing, suffering, and death occurred in the region. In these early days of the 2000s, we are dealing with the consequences of actions taken in the 1900s, and the overpowering growth of the industrial system which depends on both OIL and CHEAP LABOR – slave labor in many cases. The jockeying for position is breathtaking to observe.

DAYS ARE NUMBERS – NUMBERS HAVE POWER

Week 20 begins on May 14 – the 70th anniversary of Israel’s Declaration Of Independence in 1948.

This year on May 14 the USA makes its provocative embassy relocation from Tel Aviv to Jerusalem.

The following day, May 15, is the “Day Of The Catastrophe” or Nakba Day. The day on which the real physical occupation of Palestine began, ousting 700,000 Palestinians from their homes.

May 15 is also the first day of Ramadan – the 9th month of the Islamic calendar – a strictly observed holy month of prayer and fasting.

2018 is an 11 Year

May 15, 2018 is a 22/4 Day

1948 was a 22/4 Year

11:11 = 22

2 cannot exist without two 1s (1+1=2)

11 = connection. Therefore, 2020 = 11:11

The Master Numbers 11 and 22 are prominent as we approach 2020, and because all the master numbers, from 11 to 99, are multiples of 11, all nine of them are active in 2018.

Through its power of CONNECTION, 11 illuminates what we’re dealing with and forms a bigger, more precise picture. It shines its light on what we most need to see. But it also produces defense mechanisms for those who don’t want to be seen, which include creating distraction, blurring perception, muddying waters, reversing blame, the devious art of denial, and sheer brute force. While 11 signifies connection and unity, it also makes opposition to these qualities inevitable.

1 = SELF and 2 = SELVES…
1 = EACH and 2 = OTHER…

22 = large groups of people – the masses – and because it is a generally caring energy, 22 focuses on the conditions in which all of us find ourselves. But when the ego is over-inflated, caring is limited to the self, and others suffer as a result.

22 is the number of the Master Architect and Builder – and – the great destroyer that rips things to pieces. 22 represents large-scale concepts. For better or worse, 22 represents GREATNESS. With loving intent, 22 creates change by building something new which is designed to render the old irrelevant. But when the motivation is ego-based and selfish, the results are destructive and chaotic.

In the next 10 Weeks, the ways of the past will inevitably double-down and create chaos everywhere. But as humanity continues to free its own Will and evolve, it will be easier to see the potential of the future. It is vital that we do not normalize this ‘hostile takeover’ of the world.

Donald Trump was born on the 22/4 Destiny Path (6+14+1946 = 6+14+2=22/4), and the USA is in a 22/4 National Year in 2018. (7+4+11=22/4). May in a 22/4 Year is a 27/9 Month – the number of endings, conclusions, drama, deep emotions, and the opportunity to acquire genuine confidence, regenerate, reorganize, and rebuild.

People are trapped in history, and history is trapped in them. ~James Baldwin

Because the dying system itself is one big race to be #1 – racism can no longer be hidden or ignored. It is everywhere, and it affects everyone.

When racial discrimination become national policy, we have apartheid in our midst. Apartheid means “separateness”. Segregation. The police are often the worst offenders because their function is to uphold policy. In an authoritarian system, the police do not protect and serve the people. They protect and serve the system. These assaults and murders are distinct acts of terrorism. Crimes against humanity. And such tactics belong in the segment of time we are evolving FROM, and must never be ‘normalized’.

“One love, one heart, let’s get together and feel all right..” ~Bob Marley, One Love

Old concepts are changing drastically now, as the hypocrisy of white privilege is seen more clearly. White people can no longer hide behind the mask of superiority that the system imprinted on them. As some complain that “not all” white people are like this, the fact is that all white people have white privilege – put in place to keep poor whites in line by instilling the belief that even the poorest white is superior to any black. White people, including myself, need to be humbled and inspired by this – not crippled by guilt or made defiant by denied guilt – just humbly aware of our place in a diverse, fair, balanced, evolving world. Humility does not mean being any less than you are. It means accepting yourself exactly as you are. Self Acceptance is the greatest lesson that 1 has to teach at this time, and it applies to ALL of humanity.

The cruel act of separation (divide and conquer), is part of many immigration tactics around the world, including the separation of refugee children from their parents, announced as policy in the USA just last week. Separation tactics were used in Britain, as part of the Windrush atrocity.

1 = separation
2 = 1+1 = unity

If we look at 11 from a different angle, it is the very symbol of EQUALITY. Turn 11 on its side, and there it is. 

 The Will is made of feminine energy, (emotion). That’s the part of us that is evolving now. But the development of our emotional power is not about crying, yelling, or being depressed. It’s about feeling the impact of a situation strongly enough to want to do something about it – and then BEING part of the solution. We must FEEL what is happening in order to change it. This is how we WILL things into being.

War is not the answer. But it is the tactic of masculine energy that refuses to evolve into its higher potential. Unevolved 1 focuses only on the SELF and feels superior to others. It has to win, it has to be better, bigger, faster, smarter – it has to be best. It has to win at all costs. And when it feels itself slipping, it bullies its way back to the ‘top’. This small-mindedness creates the concepts of MALE SUPERIORITY, WHITE SUPREMACY – and the RACE to be #1. Unevolved 1 cannot move beyond the extremes of inflated or deflated EGO.

On the other hand, evolved 1 desires to learn new things, to lead its own life, and to accept that OTHERS have the same rights. Evolved 1 brings BALANCE to the ego. This is authenticity and genuine confidence (not a false outer appearance of confidence which cannot be maintained in 2’s transparency). 1 is the nucleus of all the OTHER numbers, and its purpose is to generate life, not hold it back.

When we take freedom and abundance for granted, we lose the balancing power that gratitude brings and we move into the tangle of greed, which is compounded by denied guilt. Not only is greed the inability to feel satisfied, it is also the inability to feel grateful. And taking the gifts of life for granted brings many problems. Greed renders us so afraid of loss that it closes our hearts to others, even those we love.

This transition between 1 and 2 is complex and difficult. 2 does not compete. 2 cares, cooperates, and accommodates. 2 is sensitive, intuitive, has patience, notices the details – and makes us aware of how 1 thing leads to another.

Week 20 ends on the 20th, which should be interesting.


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Week 18, 2018

Week 18WEEK 18 is a 9 Week (1+8=9). It runs from Monday, April 30 to Sunday, May 6.

1 = THE INDIVIDUAL, ego, self, beginnings.

8 = POWER, position, money.

9 = ENDINGS, drama, karma, deep emotions.

When 18/9 is out of balance, there is a tendency to go to extremes in pursuit of a goal. People stop caring about anything that does not pertain to what they are aiming for, and get caught up in selfishness, greed, contest, and irrational behavior. Here in Week 18 of this 11/2 Year (2+0+1+8=11=2), the EMPOWERMENT and DISEMPOWERMENT of INDIVIDUALS is strongly emphasized.

Imbalanced 18/9 denies the relevance of anything that stands in its way. Even the most obvious truths are denied. Imbalanced 18/9 narrows its focus to materiality, money, status, and power, to shield itself from guilt. It is important to remember that guilt is not an emotion. Guilt is a judgment we make against ourselves. And there is nothing more dangerous than denied guilt.

Guilt is inevitable in 18/9’s vibration because 9 represents compassion, caring, giving, healing, sympathy, empathy, and awareness. But it is difficult to live up to 9’s potential when 1 and 8’s denials prevent them from CARING about outcomes. Unbalanced 18/9 cuts off its nose to spite its face.

BALANCED 18/9

BALANCED 18/9 incorporates vision, personal power, potential, and resources – and works diligently with an idea until it comes to life. It sees this system of greed and hate for what it is  – one big RACE to be #1. Balanced 18/9 dismantles our racist programming and helps us see what is possible when we work together. Every individual is 1. We are all 1.

9 takes us backwards – to learn from the past.

1 brings us forward and 8 gives us the power of correct understanding.

Balanced 18/9 enables us to feel satisfied… (the opposite of greed). New ideas and ideals can then create the beginnings of a new system where balance is maintained through fairness, equality, justice, and truth. Yes, we are a long way from such a reality, but this vibration within 2018’s 11/2 energy of CONNECTION, can deepen our desire for it.  And desire brings movement…


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Week 17, 2018

week 17Week 17 runs from Monday, April 23, to Sunday the 29th.

1 (action) + 7 (intelligence) = 8 (power). It sounds simple, but at this stage of the human journey, there is a great complexity involved. 8 focuses on POWER in all its forms, including the power of DESIRE.

8 represents the Material Plane, which we often confuse with ‘materiality’ and greed. The Material Plane is Mother Nature herself, our main source of feminine energy, which greed is constantly attacking and throwing out of balance.

Everything on Earth originates in nature. Whatever we DESIRE, Mother Nature provides.

DESIRE is one of the strongest vibrations we have. We cannot exist without it because desire is the initial movement of life. The desire to BE. The Will to LIVE.  However, the  fact that human beings can desire horrific and despicable things doesn’t alter the fact that desire is an essential part of life. It all depends on whether our overall intent is loving – or not.

We are evolving from an antiquated system of male supremacy, white supremacy, and wealth supremacy, which relies on DENIAL OF REALITY for its existence. This system of competition and contest is where the horrors and atrocities of racism originate – and all forms of prejudice. We are not the ‘human RACE’. We are human beings.

In Week 17 of this illuminating 11/2 year, denial is much harder to maintain. No one is immune here. Our personal and collective awareness is expanding. And the more conscious we become, the more we recognize the predicament we are in!

In a system that is driven by contest and war, it is only a matter of time before the system goes to war with itself. And it’s only a matter of time before a system driven by destruction destroys itself.

The road out of denial is fraught with danger and brutality. But here in the feminine 2000s, our position is also filled with opportunity, potential, creativity, and the wonders we can achieve when we express ourselves from the heart – openly and freely. Peaceful intent takes us onto a path of realism and honesty, and the DESIRE to transform what we already have into something more caring, imaginative, intelligent, fair, balanced, loving, and joyful.

Greed is desire that is so out-of-control that it desires to control the desires of others. What craziness we live in! We are programmed to believe that desire is the problem, while being bombarded with advertising and enticements which increase our desire – for material things. It is our desire for freedom, justice, peace, and harmony that this system cannot tolerate.

1 is the INDIVIDUAL. 

7 is the MIND. 

1 is outgoing.

7 takes you inward.

1 exudes confidence and fearlessness.  

7 needs to know exactly what it’s dealing with.

1 is doing.  

7 is learning.

In Week 17, we experience both the chaos caused by lack of awareness – and the bigger picture that attention to detail creates. 17/8 highlights efficient planning, true understanding of existing information, and an intuitive ability to correct its own imbalances. But when the imbalance goes unchecked, 17/8 exposes extreme self-interest, arrogance, greed, jealousy, impatience with detail, and denial of the facts.

WEEK 17 BRINGS PROGRESS – THROUGH CONNECTION.

The events of Week 17 are connected in various ways to the decade of the 1980s. The decade of money and power, bullying, hostile takeovers, insider trading, and the  belief that money rules, might is right, and greed is good.

The main reward of 8 is the feeling of SATISFACTION that comes when you truly and thoroughly appreciate what you already have; and when you know you have enough. Greed is the inability to feel satisfied and therefore never happy. Greed is the belief that there is no such thing as enough, thus a constant feeling of lack.

As we evolve into our true selves, we see the shallowness of those outdated tactics. 17/8 shows us that we are so much more than the old system allows us to be. Fascism exists to prevent us from realizing our true worth, our true power, and our free Will. It must not be given a chance to take hold!

As we gain the power of self-acceptance, the controlling forces are scrambling to extinguish the rising WILL of humanity. As we move further into the transparency of the 2000s, the denials, lies, deflections and maneuvers are utterly astonishing. Therefore, on the road to 2020, we really must BE “the change we want to see in the world”.


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WEEK 39 – The Power Of Communication

Week 39 runs from September 24 to 30. It is the 39th week of a 10/1 year (2+0+1+7=10=1). Week 39 is also the final week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers began with 3.

3+9=1+2=3

3 represents outer appearance, communication, creativity, invention, social matters, media, social media, sports, and all forms of art and entertainment.

3 is also the number of JOY, and part of its function is to point out the misery that holds joy and happiness back. 3 helps us recover from the pain of the past. 3 cheers us up and makes us smile. It is the energy of humor, laughter, fun, and the lighter side of life, which is expanded by sharing it with others. 3 provides optimism, and represents friendship and friendliness.

But 3 can also be harmful when used without consideration for other people’s feelings and circumstances – or when jealousy prevents sharing – and caring. Every number has its shadow.

There is so much suffering and tragedy in the world right now, and we cannot afford to ignore it (ignorance) if we are to recognize the evolutionary potential it contains.

On the first day of Week 39, Pope Francis tweeted: “Joy multiplies when you share it!” The timing here is excellent because 3 does indeed have the ability to multiply and spread, expand, and increase. 3 is the number of words, and is also the power that ‘spreads’ the word.

3 keeps us informed with facts – or misinformed when it is used to spread rumor, gossip, hearsay, and propaganda. And that brings us back to the confusion and misery that is penetrating the world right now.

1 = the self.

2 = other selves.

3 = communication.

COMMUNICATION is a natural occurrence in life which cannot be ‘owned’. Communication is the most vital component of Consciousness. Awareness expands by communicating various understandings, both received and outwardly expressed. To attempt to control people’s basic function of thinking and feeling for themselves is unacceptable in a world that is struggling to free itself from this level of oppression. We are reminded to stay aware of the massive attempts to control the internet and other means of open communication. We evolve by expressing outwardly what we are feeling inwardly.

President Trump is in a 3 personal year in 2017. How and what he is communicating is a source of great concern throughout the world. And as he continues to tweet about the impertinence of black athletes who are protesting police brutality – he is saying nothing about the 3.5 million American citizens of PUERTO RICO who are suffering catastrophic conditions after being ravaged by Hurricane Maria last week. No electricity or drinking water. Food and medicine are running out. A major dam is badly damaged, adding even more misery and fear to the situation. And because there is no communication, it is extremely difficult to warn the 70,000 people in its path.

The U.S. VIRGIN ISLANDS were also badly hit. And the U.S. Territory of GUAM was recently under a nuclear attack alert. 3 is spotlighting American territories as the 1000s (ego, action, domination, and domain) evolve into the 2000s (sharing, caring, cooperation, and equality).

Numerology shows us, as we move further into 2, the issue of colonization, occupation, and authoritarianism is growing clearer and louder. And the question of “ownership” – human beings extracting the WILL of other human beings – is really starting to resonate and take shape.

3’s focus on entertainment, the stage, platform, and message, brings the spotlight back – full circle – to NFL quarterback Colin Kaepernick who I first wrote about in Week 39 of 2016, exactly one year ago. That’s when he chose to sit (and later kneel) for the national anthem, instead of standing, to protest a horrific spate of police brutality against black people. His actions have helped spread awareness of the systemic racism that has always been prevalent in the USA. And now his actions are spreading throughout the world itself. Not just sports, and not just the USA. The systemic roots of racism go far into the past, and wide across the globe. It is everywhere! How can RACISM not saturate the world when we insist on calling ourselves the HUMAN RACE, instead of the HUMAN BEINGS that we are?

Protesting racism and injustice is not “political” on the part of the protesters, as it was the cold world of ‘politics’ that manufactured these racial structures in the first place. As actor/activist Jesse Williams pointed out this week, the National Anthem – and military flyovers – were not always part of American sports. They were brought in to promote military recruitment among young fans – and nationalism among all fans.

And the NFL has long been criticized for its seeming indifference to player injuries, its misogynistic atmosphere, and inaction over domestic violence. Sport, after all, is about COMPETING, POSITIONING, BEING #1, and WINNING – a product of the ‘man’s world’ created by the 1 energy of the 1000’s. But now that we are in the feminine 2000’s, the focus is shifting to UNITY, COOPERATION, FAIRNESS, and PEACE. The purpose of feminine 2 is not to take over and rule, but to provide the balance that brings fairness and equality into the picture. And as we evolve into these new understandings, new realities form in the outside world. As we heal ourselves, we heal the world.

Something is happening in the world of SPORTS and ENTERTAINMENT that is likely to change their very foundations. New ideas and approaches are starting to form as reality dawns.

Colin Kaepernick’s numerology is very interesting. His team number was 7 – the number of spirituality, wisdom and dignity. He was also born in the 7 year of 1987. (1+9+8+7=2+5=7)

…but his life number is 3. (What he started a year ago has certainly SPREAD):

He was born on November 3, 1987, on the 3 Destiny Path (11+3+7= 2+1=3).

His Birthday Number is 3. (Born on the 3rd).

His Birth Name, Colin Rand Kaepernick, breaks down to:

Motivation (vowels) = 9 (which is 3 x 3)

Inner Self (consonants) = 3

Expression (full name) = 3

He was even born in Wisconsin – the 30th state.

3 represents the spotlight, population, popular culture, and popularity – the very basis of the entertainment industry – and politics. 3 is the number of words and images … and the IMAGE we wish to portray to the world.

The macho world of sports finds itself in an unfamiliar spotlight that focuses on how it controls (owns) its players. This is spreading throughout the industry, bringing into question the issue of ‘branding’ – the marketing of a product or person – the portrayal of a persona. This may seem like a prudent business activity, but branding is also a cruel and painful procedure that is used on animals – and slaves – to determine ownership. As the transparency of the 2000s brings us deeper into openness and authenticity, if you create an image that you cannot live up to, you become enslaved by your own hype and cannot live in your own natural way. 3 is the number of happiness, and YOU CANNOT BE HAPPY IF YOU CANNOT BE YOUR TRUE SELF.

“It is only to an individual that a soul is given.” ~Albert Einstein

Being your true self is a principle lesson of 1. We cannot evolve into 2, and we cannot be whole human beings, without this basic freedom. Free Will is the result of total self acceptance and spontaneity. 1 is the number of uniqueness. 2 helps us to accept our own – and other people’s – individuality.

2 also helps us evolve from the antiquated belief that the only solution to conflict is WAR. 2 is the number of peace through diplomacy and fairness.

Week 39  =  3+9=1+2=3

123 is a natural progression. It reflects step-by-step evolutionary movement and the continuance of life. And that’s where numerology takes us this week. 123 shows us the progressive nature of our actions and how one step leads to another.

Based on its July 4 Birthday, The USA is in a 3 Year / 3 Month in 2017, (7+4+1=1+2=3).

The entire expression energy of the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA is also 1+2=3.

United = 359254=2+8=1+0=1

States = 121251=1+2=3

Of = 66 = 1+2=3

America = 1459931=3+2=5

1+3+3+5 = 1+2=3

The numerology of Week 39 is occurring in the last week of this 10/10 month of September. Double 10 connects directly to the 20’s and brings not only inner progress, but outer evidence of that progress. However, 1 is the number of self (ego) and 10 can inflate the ego enormously. 10/10 suggests a clash of inflated egos.

Be aware of when the subject is being changed. 3 also represents distraction, which is often used as a political weapon. The 2 energy of transparency helps us to ‘see through’ these tactics. But when life itself is being portrayed as a ‘reality show’, we have to be careful not to get so caught up in the drama, that we lose the plot. Notice that the closer we get to the truth about Russia’s involvement in American politics, the rougher these ‘distractions’ become, and the closer we are dragged to some kind of edge or extreme.

3 has a tendency to scatter our attention with its constantly changing events. We must learn to focus on the bigger picture. Only then can we see how all the details connect. And that is a function of the 4 energy. On October 1st (Week 40), we enter a 10 week span in which all the week numbers begin with 4 – the number of order, system, THE system, work, how things work, detail, restriction, limitation, and the feeling of being boxed in. But as painstaking as 4 can be, it is also the number of results and accomplishment through effort and determination.

And all this on Day 1 of Week 39. What on Earth will the rest of the week bring?

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WEEK 38 – The Power Of People

WEEK 38 is the 9th week in a 10 week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 3. We often have the most to learn as a cycle comes to an end – and there is a LOT to learn about 3 in the next two weeks. This week’s combination of 3 and 8 sheds light on what we most need to see and understand (whatever that turns out to be).

38 gives us 11, the number of illumination and inspiration. Both 3 and 8 are the principle numbers of creativity and making things happen – and 11 has intuitive and inventive qualities that are uniquely its own.

3 represents PEOPLE, communication, expression, creativity, friends, joy, entertainment, sport, media, social-media, social interaction, words, images, optimism, drama, humor, color, sound, appearance, illusion, shallowness, hearsay, gossip, and envy.

8 is the number of POWER in all its forms, including economic, political, and military matters. 8 is an enforcing energy, which is often used by bullies and tyrants to make themselves feel powerful. 8 is utilized to maintain control over the material world, which is an unnatural use of this energy, the true purpose of which is to protect nature. 8 is the number of abundance, resources, and resourcefulness. Human beings are not separate from nature. Our very existence is part of the natural process.

8 is the number of prosperity. It incorporates existing resources to increase function and value. All too often, the business world  incorporates existing resources to simply increase profit. Week 38 sheds light on the natural environment and the devastating effect of this unchecked industrial system.

When 3 and 8 meet, communications are loud and insistent, but not always logical. People go to great lengths to get a point across, whether there is a valid point to be made or not.

Like never before, we are seeing the terrible suffering caused by people imposing their power over other people. This has always been the case, but the extent of the cruelty has become more blatant. Yes, empathy and love are spreading among humanity, but the sheer hatred out there is more widespread than ever. This is why we must be more aware of the hate – ill feeling – that we ourselves are holding inside but are denying.

Hate is not an emotion, but the result of emotions that have become infected by indifference and lack of love. The extremes of hate are emerging all over the world in the form of nationalism (nazi-ism) and authoritarianism – and we all hold some hatred inside. We might not call it hatred, but that’s what it is when we say,  I can’t stand that”, or “I detest this person“. Emotions are felt in varying degrees, and hate follows that pattern too.

The evolutionary process of emotional healing applies to all of us and is the only means of relieving ourselves of old sadness, grief, unresolved dispute and anger, lingering fears, and the inability to move out of our comfort zones and venture more deeply into life. This week’s 3 8 11 vibration can help us to IMAGINE alternatives.

88 years ago, on 26 October, 1929, a 3 day in the world (8+1+3=1+2=3), in an interview with The Saturday Evening Post, Albert Einstein said:

“I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited, whereas imagination encircles the world.”

While knowledge is essential, imagination enables us to go beyond what we already know, so that new knowledge can form. The POWER of PEOPLE also consists of the ability to learn new things. Being able to visualize POTENTIAL is vital to our evolution. 3 provides the OPTIMISM that can carry us through difficult, mind-bending, and heart-breaking times like these. 8 provides self-empowerment, essential information, and unpretentious confidence.

The inner condition of humanity is projected into the outer world. The world stage is a reflection of ourselves. 3 is the number of the arts – and inner communication (feelings and thoughts), is where art – and imagination – begin.

Our emotions are messages we send to ourselves. But because we are so unfamiliar with the interaction of emotion with the mind and biological body, this energy is easily manipulated by outside forces. In the chillingly competitive race to influence the masses, we are controlled by our emotions, a process that the system refers to as the ‘battle for hearts and minds’.

Emotion is the WILL of life. The nature of the WILL is to be FREE. From the highest joy to the depths of despair – the entire emotional range is a measure of how free – or un-free – we are. Free Will is the next evolutionary step in the human journey, which is why the current system is doing everything it can to keep the feminine down, numb our feelings, and dumb down our minds. Emotion is our honesty, and as we evolve, we are learning to be honest with ourselves. Free Will begins with the freedom to express outwardly what we feel inwardly. This is what it means to live from the ‘inside out’. Expression is what propels us.

In the transparency of the 2000s, we are able to see the driving force behind this capitalistic system – which is based on winning and losing. No wonder so many believe that life is just a ‘game’.

The white male claims superiority by eliminating competition. But isn’t competition what capitalism is all about? No. Capitalism wants to destroy the competition and reign supreme – which is why the issues of white supremacy – and male supremacy – are so prevalent. The self-destructive class system is falling apart under the weight of its own imbalance, hypocrisy, and denials.

It is often said, and usually with good intent, that “there is only one race – the human race”, but this is a misunderstanding. There is no “race” at all. A race is a contest, a competition, which keeps us divided and constantly striving to outdo each other. We are NOT the human “race”. Each ONE of us is a unique individual HUMAN BEING. Each of us is 1. And together we are 1. It is imperative that we learn this fundamental lesson of the 1 energy as we make our way further into the 2000s. If not, a race war (which is what ALL wars are) could be instigated just to keep the system – the human ‘race’ – going.

An important characteristic of 3 is that it helps information to spread. This is why 3 is known as the number of gossip, hearsay, and rumor. 3 also helps us to put our knowledge, thoughts, and feelings, into words that we ourselves can understand – which then spreads to others – for better or worse. 11 will bring to light a lot of hypocrisy and dishonesty this week, but we can expect to be enlightened and inspired, too. As we evolve emotionally and intellectually, we express ourselves from the heart which then speaks to the hearts of others.

3 can be very distracting – as reflected in the entertainment industry, the news, the internet, and the creative world in general. But when we allow ourselves to focus in 3, we can create amazing things which apply to all aspects of life, not just the arts. You may want to create a business, a solid relationship, a situation, a home, or even an atmosphere. Or a book, a painting, or anything you feel aligned with and dedicated to. There is a creative way and a destructive way in all the decisions we make.

8 also amplifies the power of 3 by providing opportunity. 8 is a metaphysical magnet – the material world’s great attracter. 8 is a feminine number – the number of abundance, just as Mother Earth herself provides absolutely everything we have. 11 is the number of LIGHT – illumination – and regardless of where we live, we are likely to see some serious light being shed where we were previously kept in the dark.

September’s 9 energy is amplifying everything right now, boosted by the double-10 energy that comes from the 9th month of a 10/1 year. 9 (the number of endings and conclusions) takes us back to the past so we can learn what we failed to learn back then, while 1 brings us forward in direct proportion to our ability to learn. A massive increase of consciousness is forming as a result, along with the frustration of what seems like such SLOW progress. Frustration is a mix of fear and anger, and is quite natural under these circumstances.

Our biological bodies are the instrument through which the emotional range (magnetism) expresses itself. Feelings are the sensations created when emotion meets body. The mind (electricity) then interprets what the emotions are conveying (depending on how open the mind is to receiving the physical feelings).

The emotional range is our inner radar. Don’t let the need for ‘certainty’ shut it down. Remember that awareness of reality is our best safety net.

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LEAVING 2016 (week 50)

Calendar week 50 runs from December 9th to 15th. It is a 5 Week in the world. This week’s unpredictable 5 3 9 combination acts as a catalyst for a major change of direction. The abruptness of unforeseen events can throw us off-guard or give a false appearance, so this is no time to ignore what’s happening in our world. Awareness of reality is our greatest safety net.

This is a 5 WEEK: the sudden, unexpected, unusual, and diverse.

3 MONTH: appearance, performance, and all forms of communication.

9 YEAR: the end of an era – drama – deep emotions – increased awareness.

After the grinding of gears we experienced in the last 10 weeks when all the Week Numbers began with restrictive 4, we now have three weeks ahead of us in which the Week Numbers begin with 5 – the number of freedom, movement, sudden development, gender and sex, physical presence, diversity, and anything that is ‘different’. Impulsive moves can create havoc, so we need to think carefully before rushing forward.

5 brings change, and a big change occurred on Friday, December 9, the very first day of Week 50, when the CIA announced that it has growing evidence (along with 16 other US intelligence agencies), that Russia interfered with the U.S. presidential election, in favor of Donald Trump. How this plays out in the days and weeks ahead, is impossible to guess – and this level of uncertainty is a 5 characteristic – on a major scale. This affects not only the United States, but many other democracies around the world which Russia may want to influence.

Center 5Because 5 sits at the very center of the numeric spectrum, events can shift without warning in any direction, which is why CHOICE is such a major aspect. The question “where do we go from here?” looms large. Knowing what our options are is vital.

The choices being made at the government level affect our lives deeply – and we really do need to better understand the intent behind them.

Not only are we learning from previous experience, but also from new experience in present time. There is nothing ‘normal’ about current conditions. 5 exposes our habits, addictions, and programmed beliefs, and breaks down deceptive structures and walls where truth is hidden. 5 often gives us an erratic, fast-moving, and chaotic dose of reality. Things can happen very quickly in the 5 energy – here today – gone tomorrow.

Caution is needed in our personal lives, and in the world at large, because 3, 5 and 9 are accident-prone vibrations, especially when our attention is distracted and scattered.

When 5 and 9 combine, the karmic 14 energy is formed, and the potential for mistakes and mis-steps increases. 1 = forward movement while 4 = restriction, and we can easily get ‘lost’ when we are unfocused or indifferent to what is happening around us. On the other hand, when we learn from mistakes instead of repeating them, karmic 14/5 can deliver fast and meaningful progress.

5 is where EVERYTHING MEETS – and there are bound to be clashes. However, when we take things slowly enough to observe the obvious details, and deeply enough to unearth the hidden details, one opportunity leads to another.

When 3 and 5 combine, the resulting 8 energy enables inner desire to manifest on the physical plane. This is the vibration of conception and pregnancy. The 3/5 combination can bring new life into a situation – or into the world. This is a time of waiting and expectancy – and while this can indicate much joy and excitement – there is also much fear about a re-birth of fascism.

8 is the number of power on the material plane – and the great battle for power (which has always existed at the top of the class system) has lost any semblance of ‘trickling down’ on the masses. The fall-out from the great fight at the top is gushing down now and affecting everyone. There is an old African saying “When elephants fight, it is the grass that suffers”. And the ‘grass’ is suffering terribly – the people – the animals – and all of the natural world. Remember that the consequence of power depends on whose hands it is in.

As Donald Trump continues to put together a government of bankers, generals, oil men, and hardliners, who clearly oppose the purpose of their assigned departments, we must ask why Russia put so much effort into helping him, and why he is choosing these particular people, many of whom are deeply involved in Russian commerce. And as feminine energy (free will) rises, the more it is likely to be attacked. The anti-woman makeup of Trump’s appointees is quite chilling. 3 key choices have been accused of sexual or physical abuse against women, as has Trump himself.

Many who profited the most from the old system of the male-driven 1000s either do not realize that the system is collapsing under the weight of its own unfairness and top-heaviness, or they do realize it, and are having a last ditch attempt to revive those ‘good old days’. But time moves forward regardless. The balance-seeking energy of the feminine 2000s will eventually render this battle over, and put it in its proper place, in the past. Meanwhile, fascism must be vehemently resisted.

Once we accept the reality of a situation, 5 can help reduce our fears through its gift of resourcefulness, and its ‘can-do’ sense of adventure. 5 teaches us how to find our way forward when we cannot tell which way forward is. 5 can help us sort through and weigh up the FACTS and ensure that the mistakes of history are not repeated. Notice the effort to obscure the meaning of the words ‘fact’ and ‘truth’, and manipulate people into believing the ridiculous notion that “facts don’t matter.” This has always been a tactic of this dishonest system, but now it is more blatant.

A much bigger picture is forming which goes way beyond party politics, and focuses on nation against nation, and the alliances between nations and corporations that are now forming. Gigantic corporate mergers are in the works which will evoke corporate dominance – and disempower the population. The proposed merger between ATT and Time Warner could destroy any privacy we currently have, but that is not the only issue. It could also make it impossible for millions of people to access the internet at all, simply by making their services unaffordable. After all, it is the internet that is currently providing the transparency through which we are able to gain awareness of how the system works.

Fascism is the most heartless extreme which always tightens its grip when capitalism is on the downswing. Fear of loss then sends the deadly disease of GREED into overdrive, and ‘austerity measures’ are put into play. This robs the population of fundamental needs -basic human rights – so that the ‘weakest’ cannot survive at all.

Fascism must be resisted with all our might (and we have more power than we seem to realize), but it is not just a matter of protesting, marching, suing, and whatever other means are available. If fascism does take hold, open resistance will have to go underground. That situation does not yet exist – but this is not ‘politics as usual’. It is an attempt to totally control all the people, and all of life, indefinitely.

December is a DOUBLE 3 MONTH. The first 3 comes from the month itself (1+2=3), and the second 3 is the result of adding 2016 to it. (3+2+0+1+6=1+2=3). 3 represents people and population, happiness, sunshine, friends, joy, and the lighter side of life. The reverse side of 3 = misery, gloom, hopelessness, enemies, bitterness, and the depths of despair.

3 is also the number of OPTIMISM, which is a powerful force when mixed with realism. Humanity has so much to discover and look forward to, but we have to create it ourselves. 3 is the number of CREATIVITY. We have to ‘BE the change we want’. And that is something we must keep in our hearts, no matter how things unfold in the days, weeks, months, and years ahead.

3 is the number of COMMUNICATION – but the deceptive word-play and outright lies with which we are currently dealing is bringing confusion to a new level. How do we wade through this muck? Remember that everything starts within. Know who you are. Know how you feel. Know what is truly in your heart. BE that person. Care about others. And be prepared to learn and evolve as you go. Have faith in yourself. Have faith in life.

What we are going through now cannot be avoided in the course of our evolution. We can never go back to how things were. If we learn from both our mistakes and successes, what is good will stay and what is not will fall away. We can only go forward. The drag we are feeling is the result of trying to hold on to the past and move forward at the same time. We can only let go of the past by learning what it has to teach.

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LEAVING 2016 (week 49)

This is calendar Week 49. What an exhausting year 2016 has been – with 4 more weeks to go!  In this spiraling 9 Year of drama and trauma – and this wobbling Leap Year of insecurity and disbelief – our emotions have been so deeply unconscious that we had to be shocked into seeing the reality of our world, our lives, our leaders, and our selves. But denial is hard to escape from because denial’s nature is to deny its own existence. Denial of reality is life’s real ‘darkness’, and has always been our biggest barrier to evolvement.

At a time in the human journey when we are evolving emotionally, our feelings are ferociously under attack, which is why so many people feel drained and exhausted. We are being spun. At the same time, fascism, which deviously feeds off the genuine concerns of citizens, continues to rise, everywhere. One of the most important lessons we can learn in week 49 is that people are not easily controlled when they are aware of the methods used to control them.

4 is the number of FACT and DETAIL, and here we are in the final week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers began with 4 – the number of order, system, restriction, obstruction, delay, hard work, dedication, our sense of identity, and breakthrough.

4 has taught us a lot about the 4th Estate – otherwise known as the press. Journalism acquired this title because their principle role is to report the truth and help keep governments and corporations honest – and should be looked upon (unofficially) as the 4th branch of government. That is how essential the press is meant to be. But of course, this requires dedication to the truth – which cannot coexist with concerns about “ratings”, being the ‘first’ to report, or a journalist’s personal ‘image”.

Week 49 is a karmic 13/4 week which holds important lessons about carelessness when attention to detail is essential – about insisting on doing things “your way” – and about identifying yourself by the work you do, or the persona you reflect, rather than the person you are.

4 seeks out the illogical and incorrect and replaces it with practicality and accuracy. This energy thrives on detail, formula, routine, organization, and the recognition of patterns. However, if learning is not the intention, 4 can also bulldoze its way over anything that crosses its path in order to prove itself right – and superior.

Week 49 brings plenty of obstruction, but also the means and determination to break through barriers. Don’t be distracted by trivial or irrelevant matters. This is an opportunity to escape from denial and move with more ease into the light of reality, even if we do not like what we see there. We cannot change what we refuse to look at.

4 means getting organized and constructing a firm foundation from which to work. Solid information sources and organization are essential to maintaining freedom in the months and years ahead, despite any obstructions and distractions that are thrown in our path.

4 is the number of practicality, maturity, determination, effort, and the kind of enthusiasm that can only be maintained by realism – and approaching goals with both firmness and flexibility. 4 can make us very stubborn at times, but the 9 energy of 2016 can help us LET GO of the need to be ‘right’ all the time and actually learn something new. 4 is the number of common sense and logic.

Situations may arise in which the number 13 is brought forward in relevant ways, such as the 13th Amendment, which was ratified 151 years ago on December 6, (a 9 day in the world) and which corresponds directly to the surge of white supremacy which has arisen in the USA – and throughout the world). The whole question of RACE is reaching a critical stage – as the cracks in this dying system reveal the horrific imbalance that exists between human beings.

We are not the human ‘RACE’.  The human race is a system, not a species.

We are humanity – humankind – and we have not even begun to understand our purpose and potential because the system depends on our not knowing it. In this system we are simply units of work.

But we are not here in creation to provide labor to some industry or other. We are here to create – not destroy. What’s happening now threatens to subdue the creative pulse with a destructive one – which is self destruction. No imagination. No resourcefulness. Small mindedness. Closed mindedness. Minds focused so narrowly on greed or hate that the mind shrinks and mindlessness sets in.

4 represents the FACTS OF THE MATTER. But this term is all too often used to communicate opinion. A surge of ant-intellectualism is sweeping through the world and is being communicated very noticeably. 3 is the number of COMMUNICATION, and December is a DOUBLE 3 MONTH (1+2=3+9=1+2=3).

Anti-intellectualism – part of the dumbing-down process – reached new levels this week when Trump spokesperson, Scottie Nell Hughes, communicated to Diane Rehm of NPR that there is “no such thing as facts any more”.

No such thing as knowledge? No difference between fact and opinion? Between fact and fiction? She went on to cast doubt on the existence of truth itself – and implied that we cannot actually ‘know’ anything for sure.

COMMUNICATION is transmission. It is how we think and learn – and it is under attack by the remnants of an old unsustainable way of life which runs on fear, greed, and hate.

In a month when communication is the principle theme, it is important to know that this age-old tactic of extreme nihilism has always been used in nazi and fascist propaganda. Skepticism at this dangerous level is the denial of any objective basis for truth, and renders communication almost impossible. 3 is perhaps the most magical number. It is the number of happiness, after all. But it can also be the shallowest. Shallowness is lack of depth, curiosity, feeling, intellect, effort.

Part of 3’s magic is the power of OPTIMISM, which is another word for HOPE. That is what carries through bad times. Without it, we sink into the depths of despair. HOPE is the last thing to go! So hold on to it. It is the belief that we can learn how to change what needs to change, and that we have it in us to turn things around.

This karmic 13/4 Week began on the 337th day of this Leap year (3+3+7=13/4), so here is another double vibration. KARMA is the learning of what we most need to know in order to move forward. Karma teaches the laws of cause-and-effect. If you do “this” – this will happen. If you do “that” – that will happen … and these are deeply karmic times.

The 13/4 vibration of Week 49 can help us gain more understanding of the role we have played in allowing certain things to happen by ignoring the ‘how’ and ‘why’. We don’t go deeply enough into the facts. But the path we are on right now is unfamiliar and potentially perilous. We don’t know where it’s leading – so we need to focus, look beneath mere surface appearances, and pay attention to the details.

Mass communication is a way of getting inside everyone’s head at the same time. This is why the proposed merger between the communications giants AT&T and Time Warner is such an important issue. If it goes through, it would give them the unprecedented power to control everything we hear, see, and do, online.

One of the emotions so many people are feeling at this time (but may not have identified as such) is the fear of being trapped with no way out. We all experience this in our own way because we are individuals, and our circumstances and backgrounds are different. Understandably, we avoid this fear at all costs, because it feels SO bad. So we compromise. We make decisions that we believe will ensure we never have to feel this feeling – and we end up feeling it anyway because that is what denied emotions do. Fear is not the problem. Being unable to face our fears is the problem – and the more we refuse to face our fears, the more we attract conditions that force us to do so. No one wants to live in fear. That would be like living in constant hell. Therefore, we must learn how to properly process this natural emotion, the purpose of which is to keep us safe.

Talking of communication and learning experiences, President Elect Trump made a serious error this week by communicating with the president of Taiwan, apparently with no knowledge of the treaty between the United States and China. Another aspect of nihilism is the rejection of established laws and institutions – which may sound attractive to some. But in a world which so desperately needs diplomacy, not provocation, this is extremely reckless. This is how wars are started. We are in the 2000s, and 2 is the number of peace through diplomacy.

And talking of treaties, Monday, December 5 marks the eviction deadline for the embattled but determined water protectors at Standing Rock, North Dakota. Since April, they have been protesting the planned pipeline of oil company, Dakota Access, across Native American land and waterways. Just one oil spill would contaminate the water supply and decimate sacred religious and spiritual sites. 2,000 American veterans are expected to arrive in North Dakota by Monday to protect and stand with them.

The emphasis on LAND and WATER is extremely important here, not only because we need water to survive as a species, but also because emotion is FLUID and is symbolized by water. Emotion is feminine energy, emotion is under attack, and you can’t get more feminine than Mother Nature – the giver of both land and water.

UPDATE Dec 4: The Obama Administration will not grant the necessary permit for the Dakota Access Pipeline. This most favorable result, after months of deeply emotional protest and great hardship, reflects the human WILL (the feminine principle) at work. Most especially the will of the people right there on the ground, but also the will of millions of people in the US and around the world who supported them. Of course, this is probably not the end of the story. That pipeline has to go somewhere…

Note too, that the independent and foreign press covered this major event in great detail, while the US mainstream media it gave minimal attention.

The entire world is at the mercy of people who do not understand the true value of the ecosystem because they measure value in terms of currency, and overlook the greater reality. They control all the food, water, air, seed, and soil. The point here is that knowledge is power, and they lack knowledge. They will eventually fail.

This week, one of the world’s greatest scientific minds, Stephen Hawking, wrote an article about Brexit – and the election of Donald Trump. Here is an excerpt:

“…we are at the most dangerous moment in the development of humanity. We now have the technology to destroy the planet on which we live, but have not yet developed the ability to escape it. Perhaps in a few hundred years, we will have established human colonies amid the stars, but right now we only have one planet, and we need to work together to protect it.

To do that, we need to break down, not build up, barriers within and between nations. If we are to stand a chance of doing that, the world’s leaders need to acknowledge that they have failed and are failing the many.

With resources increasingly concentrated in the hands of a few, we are going to have to learn to share far more than at present.”

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THE WILL RESISTS (Week 47)

ALARM continues to ring out frantically as Donald Trump prepares to make his mark on the world. It is increasingly clear that the heartlessness of fascism is upon us again, and that this time around, our capacity for war and destruction is greater than it’s ever been.

So many different issues are in jeopardy, including our fragile environment, existing peace agreements, basic human rights, the rounding up of 3 million people for deportation, women’s rights, and the ‘normalization’ of white supremacy groups such as the KKK.

Even the most optimistic people sense that the future does not look hopeful. However, as this terrifying reality continues to sink in, humanity is experiencing a powerful emotional response – and this is a healthy thing.

Everywhere we look, the Will of the many is controlled by the few. Oppression and cruelty have reached such lows around the world that humanity’s WILL has been shaken to the point where it is starting to realize – finally – it must RESIST its own destruction.

Your Will is the part of you that FEELS. It is the part of you that instinctively resists any efforts to harm you and yours. Your instincts, senses, and urges, are part of the Will’s profound structure. The survival instinct is on full alert. Resistance starts within – with the power of your feelings.

If you do not know how to identify your WILL, you are likely to feel it very strongly now. Week 47 is an 11 Week in this 11th Month of this 9 Year, and whenever 9 and 11 combine, there is always an emphasis on the Will.

There is something else going on in this week’s 11 11 and 9 11 mixture, that may help us understand what is happening on a larger scale. 11 represents ILLUMINATION and INSPIRATION – and as we move towards the end of this 9 year of endings, the lights of reality are more switched-on than ever. The 2 energy of the 2000s represents TRANSPARENCY and OPENNESS.

In this light, we can see people as they really are. And we can be seen for who WE are too. People are being themselves. Even when people are putting on an act, the act can be seen. And it’s happening to everyone.

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unknownThe fact that Trump chose Breitbart’s Steve Bannon as his Chief Strategist and Senior Counselor, is frightening, but what he said in an interview at Trump Tower this week with Hollywood Reporter, showed a side of him that he could not help but show. He was being himself. Bannon said: “Darkness is good. Dick Cheney, Darth Vader, Satan. That’s power. It only helps us when they get it wrong. When they’re blind to who we are and what we’re doing.”

In the transparency of 2, we can see people as they are – and what they are doing – almost like a cartoon ‘lightning-strike’ which, for a brief moment, reveals the person’s true identity. But this is not a matter of judging others. It’s a matter of clarity and being more aware. Besides, we are more able to see the good in people too, and grasp the fact that NO ONE is “perfect”.

We cannot move forward – evolve – until the WILL of the people MOVES to save itself, and resists this latest fascist force with every ounce of its power. WILL POWER. However, we can only do that by understanding the true nature of the Will, and educating ourselves with (instead of distracting ourselves from) the DETAILS of what we are dealing with in the outer world.

It is important to understand that will-power is not our ability to “think positively” or ‘will’ things into being with the power of our minds. Will-power is our ability to feel – honestly – and will things into being with the power of our desire. But we have been conditioned to believe that desire is somehow ‘wrong’. This really depends on whether the desire has any love in it. But desire in itself is vibration, movement, feeling, life.

This week’s 11 11 energy gives us the master number 22. (2+2=4)

Week 47 adds up to the karmic number 13. (1+3=4)

So we have 4 that is derived from the Master Number 22, and 4 that is derived from the Karmic Number 13 – in the 7th week of a 10 week cycle in which all the Week numbers begin with 4.

That’s a lot of 4 energy – the number of order and system, success through hard work, attention to detail, restriction, obstruction, identifying problems, seeking solutions, dedication, effort, and breakthrough.

Naturally, the feeling that anything could happen at any moment will continue for a long time to come. And things will happen – we know this. Alternating sensations of apprehension and enthusiasm are common in this energy, and are often experienced simultaneously. 2016 continues to be a time of shock and surprise because it is a 9 Year – the number of conclusion and deep emotions. 9 is the number of tolerance – which denotes how much pressure we are able to endure. Tolerance is therefore an important form of resistance.

We are meant to be feeling on this level, at this precise time because we are developing our emotional power and our ability to feel and sense our way through difficult and unusual situations. And each of us has an ability to assist, protect, facilitate, and raise awareness in others. Week 47 brings an influx of insight and information which can help us find effective ways to resist the current threats.

In the process, we are gaining a deeper understanding of guilt so that we can release ourselves from it. The system runs on guilt, blame, and shame – all of which are forms of judgment. Remember that guilt is NOT an emotion. Guilt slows evolution down because it stops emotion (feminine energy) from expressing itself as it needs to. Expression is what propels us forward. This is why FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION must be protected with all our might.

Guilt prevents the ever-expanding openness that Free Will is meant to be. Don’t mistake guilt for love.  Guilt judges harshly and seeks punishment. Love simply loves and seeks healing.

 


 

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THE MORE THINGS CHANGE (week 46)

We are all evolving into something we have yet to become, but because we are afraid of our own potential – afraid of our own power – we tend to resist this change, consciously and subconsciously. This helps us justify our desire to run back to times when we felt more sure of ourselves. It is often tempting to retreat and  go backwards rather than actually change.

We will evolve anyway because we are moving through TIME, which is the numeric framework on which all movement occurs. Time is a far more vital and multi-dimensional force than most people realize. In the course of time, we are learning the difference between what needs to be feared because it can do great harm, and what does not need to be feared because it has no basis for alarm.

“A ship in the harbor is safe, but that is not what ships are built for.” ~John A. Shedd, “Salt from My Attic”, 1928.

Fear will always hold us back if we do not understand its power and purpose in the vast emotional range. So we have to find the courage to FACE our fears: to move through them, and learn as we go, instead of pushing them into denial and opting for what appears to be the “safest” (but often weakest) way out.

The more we deny fear when it arises, the more we attract situations that will force us to face our fears. We are not meant to be “fearless”. As evolving beings, we are meant to learn how to process fear in a way that provides intelligence, not paralysis. What we are experiencing now is providing valuable lessons in this regard.

Week 46 began on Friday, 11 11 2016, and because 2016 is a 9 Year, the 11 11 phenomenon will be with us for the entire month. (See link at end of page to my short piece on 11 11 2016).

Week 47 (next week) begins on November 18th which is an 11 day – in an 11 week – in this 11th month. This gives us 11 11 11 – and the master number 33. It will be interesting to see what happens in the established financial and corporate world throughout November, and particularly on November 18 – (and November 21, which also holds triple-11 energy). But that’s next week back to the present…..

Week 46 is a “10/1” week (new beginnings), and as this 9 year of endings merges with the 10/1 energy of the decade, and the incoming 10/1 energy of 2017, we find ourselves at the beginning of an enormous unpredictable turning point – personally, nationally, and  globally.

This week’s 10 10 10 energy brings forward #30 – which represents the power of COMMUNICATION, the stage, the airways and internet, the arts, entertainment, illusions, and outer appearances. 3 provides the platform to get the message across. Our perception of what is being communicated is extremely important now.

3 is also the number of HAPPINESS and OPTIMISM, and this is a good time to recognize and appreciate what you already have. Be aware of how you yourself are communicating and try not to get caught up in gossip and rumor. 3 also encourages you to check the facts instead of taking what you are told for granted.

Thursday, November 17, 2016 (11+8+9=28=10=1) adds another component of 10, and we have 10 10 10 10 = 40. This reminds us that we are currently traveling a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of both restriction and breakthrough, effort and laziness, order and chaos, detail and vagueness, and our very sense of identity as individuals, nations, and cultures. 4 helps us to ORGANIZE, and inspires the qualities of dedication, staying power, and efficiency.

10 is such a powerful number as we continue to evolve from the 1000s to the 2000s. The 10 energy takes us to NEW LEVELS, and there is no doubt that a new level of urgency prevails since the election of Donald Trump. This very visible descent into fascism must not be trivialized and “normalized”. Its foundations have been laid – it IS happening – and we do have to accept that fact. Already, the new American administration is being embraced by fascist organizations in Europe and around the world.

Fascism is also a form of terror, which is why so many people are terrified of what may lay ahead. Denying that you are afraid will weaken you because you will have to block out large areas of reality from your consciousness. Accepting that your various fears exist, and being determined to move through them anyway will strengthen you and also help you to keep yourself safe. That is how we will evolve emotionally. Emotion is feminine energy, which, first and foremost, is what is under attack here.

“I pray he surrounds himself with decent people.”  ~Richard Branson

As I write this, the Trump administration just announced that he will immediately undo the Dodd-Frank financial regulations which were put in place after the 2008 banking crisis and signed into law by President Obama. With a Republican Congress cheering him on, there is little to stop him succeeding with this. The last time the republicans held all branches of government was in 1928 – followed the very next year by the Wall Street Crash of 1929 – and then the Great Depression which lasted for 10 years.

The Crash of ’29 occurred on October 29, 1929. This was in Week 44 (the most balanced form of 8), the number of finance, incorporation, and power in the material world)… it is also the presidential number of Barack Obama.

29 adds up to 11 – and there are two 29s in this date. This 11 11 event affected the whole world, and was instrumental in the rise of fascism in Germany. As foreign investors withdrew their interests there, millions were thrown out of work, and several major banks collapsed. Hitler was able to use the despair of the people to gain support for the nazi (nationalist) party by promising to repeal various laws, boost the economy, and provide more jobs. The rise of nationalism led to World War 2 (nation against nation), at a time when Germany was already under much criticism for its treatment of prisoners-of-war from World War 1. At the same time, the crash in the USA enabled the Fascist Party, founded by Benito Mussolini, to tighten its grip on Italy.

The crash of ’29 actually began on October 24, 1929 (1+6+3) which was a 10/1 day in the world. This is a piece of history we can truly learn from in this 10/1 week and 10/1 decade. It is not enough to look at what is happening today and think that we are informed. Many Americans have no idea what fascism actually is because they have never experienced it. Furthermore, the meaning of the word “fascist” has been devalued over the years as people increasingly used it to describe anyone with opposing political views.

Fascism is not mere political ideology. Fascism, nationalism, authoritarianism, nazi-ism, call it what you will, is total control of the people by government, which itself is controlled by the interests of the few, not the many, and is always headed by a bully, dictator, ‘strongman’. We are experiencing the ‘winner-takes-all’ corporatization of government, cloaked by vague promises of “freedom” and “wonderful times ahead”, along with a flood of conspiracy theories to keep the population emotionally ‘charged’ against opposition – it is “divide and conquer” in the extreme.

“We must stand up defiantly to any dark or divisive acts, and look out for the most vulnerable among us.” ~George Takei

The old system is cracking down hard on the human WILL which is made of emotional energy – the feminine principles of life – which all men and women possess, just as all men and women possess masculine energy – spirit – light. But when light does not have any love in it, the world has a crisis on its hands.

11This is why 11 is such an important number. The number of illumination. The two 1’s hold the potential of connection, acceptance, and peace. They also hold the potential of two opposing sides constantly resisting each other. A closer look at 11 reveals what is in the space between those two 1s – the gap that divides humanity and pits 1 against 1, individual against individual, past against future, right against left – IMPASSE.

The space reserved for middle ground is filled instead with the suppressed suffering of generations – and indifference to that suffering, all of which is here again in the PRESENT. The concept of the ‘master race’ – white supremacy – has raised its ugly head once more. Eventually peace is restored because the alternative is self-destruction. But war never ends. There are no winners. It will happen again and again – until we learn to do things differently.

We cannot know exactly how this will play itself out, or what interventions may occur, if any. As the old ways of the fast-paced electrical masculine 1000s race against the slowness of the magnetic feminine 2000s, it is impossible to keep up with it all. But it is that very slowness in 2 which gives us the depth of vision needed to start building new foundations that are not merely repeats of the past but are based on love and equality, rather than hate, and the abuse of power.

If you are angry, express your anger outwardly. Don’t hold onto it and let it morph into rage. But do remember that your emotions are not weapons. There is no reason to hurt yourself or anyone else in the process of emotional healing. Your feelings are your Will, and are your best means of understanding your reality – in-depth – and not merely at the surface level.

Because the situation is so urgent, we have to find a way to process our emotions as fully as possible – and plan for the future at the same time. In fact, our feminine feelings and our masculine minds MUST work together now in order to be effective. THAT is what it means to be whole. THAT is the potential we are so afraid of.

It is not enough to say, “ok go ahead and grieve but be quick about it”. That will not help to bring new ideas into the mind but, rather perpetuate the old mindset which brought us to this massive turning point. We cannot ‘come together’ to accept fascism. We have to ‘come together’ within ourselves first – the coming together of mind and emotion. Inner connection. Self acceptance.

To do this, we must understand more of how the feminine emotions work within the biological body, and how the masculine mind opposes emotion because it only wants to think – and not have its thoughts interrupted by feelings. But without the input that the feelings offer, the mind cannot learn anything new and cannot come up with anything original (repeated history).

Fascism will be resisted. It always is. But knowing the true nature of what we are up against is paramount. We can learn a lot from people who have resisted this energy in other countries, but because times have changed, we also have to learn as we go. We must give ourselves the time and space to STUDY the situation more fully if we are to approach it ‘differently’ and effectively.

We are still in the 9 Year of 2016 – which takes the shape of a spiral. Just like being on a spiral staircase, we cannot see what is around the corner. The election of Donald Trump caught the world by surprise and the shockwaves are vibrating strongly. However, this is also triggering 2’s evolutionary qualities of intuition and receptiveness, and a desire for new and deeper understanding.

We move ever-forward in the course of time, and we cannot allow ourselves to be pulled back to a time that no longer exists. But we do need to give ourselves time and space in which to think and feel for ourselves. November is a 2 month (11+9=2+0=2) – the number of patience, cooperation, detail, slowness, perception, kindness, nurture, sense, sensitivity, the senses, intuition, and behind the scenes activity.

We can change outer realities all we want, but if nothing moves inside, the old situation will keep coming back. The more things change, the more they stay the same.”

That’s what all this 10 energy is about – real and meaningful change – innovation – originality – the next level – NEW beginnings.

It all begins within.

Ring the bells that still can ring,  forget your perfect offering, there is a crack in everything, that’s how the light gets in. ~Leonard Cohen. September 21, 1934 – November 10, 2016

 



 

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11 11 in 2016 adds up to 31 (11+11+9), and 31 adds up to 4.

We are also in a 10 week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4. And a man who was born on the 4 Destiny Path has just become President Elect of the United States.

This is scaring a lot of people throughout the world – as it should. There is no doubt that difficult times lay ahead. 4 is restrictive energy which can hold us back and box us in until its lessons are learned. The natural emotions of fear and frustration arise as a result. There is a very serious tone to this vibration.

4 is the number of system, work, how things work, and all things work-related, including jobs and the ‘cost of living’. 4 thrives on effort, determination, precision, and efficiency. 4 also signifies the vital INNER work which will bring peace into this world. Until our masculine minds make peace with our feminine feelings, outer repression will only grow. Everything starts within and generates outwardly. 4 is also the number of breakthrough.

4’s karmic vibration, 13, is associated with overwork, carelessness with essential details, laziness, and ill-preparedness, which we often mistake for being “unlucky”. There are major lessons for us all to learn from karmic 13. And because 11 ILLUMINATES and INSPIRES, it helps us to focus on – or at least search for – what we most need to see and understand.

11+11 gives us 4’s Master vibration, 22. The 22/4 vibration focuses on the conditions in which large groups of people live, and in the right hands, 22 brings measurable improvement – to the many rather than the few. In the wrong hands, however, 22/4 brings chaos to the many, (and the few as well).

We need to look at this date in its entirety because the information it contains does change each year. Without this understanding, we can slip through the cracks of this ‘road of opportunity’ without truly understanding what the opportunity was. 11 11 2016 is ‘big picture’ energy, and provides essential context and depth – if we open ourselves to it.

Awareness is our greatest safety net.


 

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ENDINGS WITHIN ENDINGS (week 45)

Not only is this  Week 45 of 2016, it is also the week in which the United States chooses its 45th president.

4+5 = 9, and Week 45 is the final 9 Week in this turbulent 9 Year of 2016.

9 is the number of drama and deep emotions. The number of spirals and endings. And this week, we get spirals within spirals, and endings within endings.

“The most authentic endings are the ones which are already revolving towards another beginning.”~Sam Shepard, (born in Week 45, November 5, 1943)

The last time we experienced Week 45 in a 9 year, (which, like 2016, was also a leap year), was in 1980, when Ronald Reagan became the 40th president of the USA. This established the decade of the 80s as a high-energy era in which so many safeguards and regulations were repealed – the banks were given even more power – and greed and materialism were ‘normalized’.

“I been laid off from work, my rent is due  //  My kids all need brand new shoes  //  So I went to the bank to see what they could do  //  They said son – looks like bad luck got a hold on you….  //  Money’s too tight to mention..”  ~Written by The Valentine Brothers in 1982 and recorded by Simply Red in 1985.

8 is the number of POWER in the material world, and it was during the 1980s that the whole concept of ‘haves’ and ‘have nots’ entered mainstream consciousness as “a fact of life”, rather than the great imbalance that it was, and still is. But time has moved forward, and we are now in the decade of the masculine 10s in the millennium of the feminine 2000s – and another major shift is imminent.

4 = system, order, work, how things work, precision, detail, and the LOGICAL MIND.

5 = change, freedom, resourcefulness, adventure, sex, and the PHYSICAL BODY.

9 = conclusions, drama, the end of an era, letting go, and DEEP FEELINGS.

Week 45 runs from November 4th – 10th, and is the 6th week of a 10 week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of both restriction and breakthrough.

The USA is in a 2 National Year and a 4 month. Both 2 and 4 thrive on ACCURATE DETAIL, and have a way of making us look at ourselves, and each other, more honestly. And because the entire world is affected by this election, and many other countries are going through their own Clinton/Trump-like situations, we are all going through the evolutionary process of facing our own reflections and interpreting reality – realistically.

HINDSIGHT IS 20/20

The human journey is reaching a crescendo, not only because Week 45 is the last 9 Week in this 9 Year, but also because 2016 is the last 9 Year before the great numeric turning point of 2020. The 10/1 energy of the current decade gives us alternating glimpses (visions) of what could be if we continue in the same old disproportionate way – or – make a vital shift towards equality, fairness, justice, and BALANCE.

People are trapped in history, and history is trapped in them. ~James Baldwin

We do not look deeply enough into the details of our present reality. We do not use THE PAST as the learning experience it is meant to be. So, although we can see the end result, we remain unaware of what led to it. Without this understanding, history has no choice but to repeat itself.

HexahedronLife moves forever forward, and when we do not move with it, we become compressed, stuck, and helpless. 4 is symbolized by the box or square, and the feeling of being ‘boxed in’ and spun around has been prevalent during this long 10 week cycle.

All the ‘positive thinking’ in the world cannot find solutions to problems we deny having. Consequently, denial of reality is the biggest problem we face on Earth today. Resistance to change is also denial. The system of the male driven 1000s is battling the feminine 2000s with every ounce of its remaining power. The war on women is real and dangerous.

And yet, feminine energy (which all men and women possess) is rising regardless. Feminine energy is our ability to feel, empathize, relate, and express ourselves honestly. The honesty that comes with the 2 energy is driving a spear of reality into our current system, which runs on dishonesty. Consequently, blatant lies can no longer go unnoticed. Humanity’s awareness is increasing rapidly as our emotional energy insists on truth.

The circumstances of this DOUBLE 9 WEEK remind us that the age of patriarchy and male dominance is in a downward spiral as time continues its journey into the 2000s. 9 enables us to let go of the past so that we can move forward – and the only way to let go of the past is to FORGIVE. This may turn out to be the hardest lesson of all because to forgive repression while it is still going on, without entering into the classic “Stockholm Syndrome“, seems all but impossible. And yet, the fact remains that forgiveness is the very definition of letting go.

Meanwhile, we are traveling a section of the human journey in which the ‘old school’ are desperately trying to alter our perception of reality. The impunity with which blatant lies are being spewed into the collective psyche is truly staggering. They obviously believe wholeheartedly that the ‘masses’ are stupid and will believe anything you say if you just keep repeating it.

911119EMERGENCE OR EMERGENCY?

Although 11/11 (November 11) does not occur until the first day of Week 46 (a 10 week in this 10 decade), the first occurrence of 11/11 this month comes on November 9, which is an 11 day in this 11th month. (11+9+9=29=11).

November 9th is formatted as 11/9 in the USA, but for the rest of the world, it is 9 November, or 9/11.

Historically, 9/11 and 11/9 have enormous significance, including the onset of World War 2, the fall of the Berlin Wall and with it, communism, and of course, the 9/11 attacks which destroyed the biggest symbol of 11 in the world – the Twin Towers in New York, (just a few examples).

Keep in mind that 11+11 adds up to 22. The USA is in a 22/4 day on November 9 – the day after the election. The master Number 11 illuminates reality so that we can see what we’re dealing with, and at the same time provides the connection between the 1000s and the 2000s. What appears to be the simplest of equations, 1+1=2, is actually a complex and vital set of numbers – which provides basic understanding. 22 focuses on the conditions in which large groups of people are experiencing life.

Our true INTENT – what is in our hearts – will drive this massive change, and the choice is what it has always been – between LOVE and HATE.

 


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OPPOSITES ATTRACT (week 44)

Week 44 of this 9 year produces a strong 5/3 atmosphere which focuses on creativity and ‘new life’. The combination of 5 and 3 is the ultimate pregnancy vibration because 5 denotes sex and the physical body, and 3 represents the child. Both 44 and 53 = 8, the number of manifestation, making this a time to be as creative as you can be, not only in matters of the arts, but in all areas in which IMAGINATION is needed to change what you already have into what you want.

Although both 4 and 8 are numbers of attainment, their approaches are quite different. 4 brings results through hard work, determination, and great attention to detail. 8 brings results through attraction, desire, and feelings of worthiness and even entitlement (“I deserve to succeed”).

This week, as both approaches work in balance, you may find the very formula you are looking for to make something special happen, either immediately or in the near future. This is a week of conception! A week in which IDEAS can come to life! This is a week in which to lay a firm foundation for future results.

44/8 enables great levels of concentration and determination which can be used to accomplish almost anything you put your heart and mind into. 44 just ‘gets on with the work’ and does not have time for airs and graces, self- consciousness, or fear of what others may think of your efforts. (A similar energy occurs in Week 48 which runs from November 25 to December 1 – so you have time in which to discover what those changes entail).

It is said that ‘necessity is the mother of invention’ – and we must develop the courage to let our ideas flow beyond our usual ‘cut-off point’, and WILL them into being with the power of our desire. THAT is Free Will. We have been programmed to believe that desire is somehow wrong, but that is not true. It is desire that keeps life alive, starting with the survival instinct. It is the intent behind the desire that brings ‘right’ and ‘wrong’ into it.

This week, the detail-oriented 44 energy, which thrives on logic and the laws of cause and effect, demonstrates that if we do not recognize what the past has to teach, history will simply repeat itself until its lessons are learned. There are so many different issues involved in the world that it is impossible to recognize them all. But no matter where we live, unresolved historic issues are now emerging in present time – and in our own lives. The combination of 9 and 44 prevents forward movement until matters of the past are SETTLED. True settlement means that the realities of all concerned are put in perspective, given acceptance, and concluded fairly. True settlement means that those involved genuinely accept what is agreed upon, so that peace can arise out of the discord.

Unfortunately, the word “settlement” has become warped in the effort to WIN rather than cooperate. Notice how indigenous people – natives – are clearly in view now because fairness was never part of their ‘settlement’. Notice how the “contracts” of capitalism are ironclad, while “treaties” for the wellbeing of people who suffered OCCUPATION are ignored and dismantled.

American history often conjures up images of the “wild, wild, west.” But Hollywood turned those very real colonial days of “cowboys and Indians” into mere entertainment, with the cowboys (white Europeans) as the ‘good guys’, and the Indians as inferior ‘savages’ and ‘red skins’. Now, reflections of what we thought were times-gone-by are re-appearing in the present, but in quite a different light.

cvzjct5wyaaly4lLook at the history of the corporate takeover of Standing Rock, North Dakota in 2016, and the massacre at Wounded Knee in South Dakota in 1890. Both are 9 Years, which indicates that nothing was learned from the Wounded Knee atrocity which took place 126 years ago, (1+2+6=9).

9 takes us back so that we can learn what we were unable to learn.

The protective protests of Standing Rock cover many issues, including the human rights of Native Americans, the impact of OIL on climate change and the environment, the collaboration of oil/mining companies with the police, and the corporate control of WATER. Back in Week 39 (North Dakota is the 39th State) pepper spray and dogs were used as weapons by private security companies against those taking a stand to PROTECT their land, water, sacred grounds, and their very dignity.

Like the air we breathe, water is essential to all life and is not something to be ‘owned”. But the CEO of Nestle, Peter Brabeck, believes this to be an “extreme” point of view. He has stated, quite famously, that water is the same as any other ‘food product’ and must therefore have a market value. This is extreme denial of reality!

The focus on water is deeply connected to the rise of feminine energy across the globe because feminine energy is emotional energy, which is fluid. Emotion is intrinsically associated with water and the respiratory system within the body. It is through the power of the feminine moon – LUNA – that the oceanic tides find their rhythm, as well as the cyclical movement of a woman’s menstrual cycle. WATER, like blood, is the flow of LIFE. But water is being poisoned, and blood is being shed, for industrial profit and domination.

The poisoning of the water supply in FLINT, Michigan, is another prime example. Water shortages in the Middle East and Africa are adding to the refugee problem as people are forced to move to areas where water is less scarce.

Both North and South Dakota turn 127 years old this week – week 44 – on November 2. Both Dakotas are in the 4 Year in 2016, producing another set of two 4s. Perhaps this will bring a climax of events. Or perhaps all this 44 energy will bring a much needed intervention by the 44th President of the USA, Barack Obama.

This is an urgent situation. This week, Amnesty International USA sent human rights observers to monitor the North Dakota protests.

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Also this week, 141 unarmed Native American protesters at Standing Rock, were maced, assaulted, and arrested for trying to protect the land and water-supply that was bestowed to them by TREATY with the US government. The connection here between mining and oil industries – and a militarized police force – is undeniable.

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ON THE SAME DAY, a group of armed white men, headed by brothers Amman and Ryan Bundy, who earlier this year, seized a public wildlife refuge in Oregon, were cleared of all charges, including ‘firearms charges and conspiracy to impede federal workers’. The situation involved unpaid grazing fees for their cattle on government land, and their story played out day after day on national TV last January and February. Their astonishing acquittal has been attributed to the incompetence and over-confidence of the prosecutors, but one must wonder how any legal team could be SO remiss. White privilege works in mysterious ways.

The Bureau of Land Management(BLM) was involved, which at the time caused some confusion because the Black Lives Matter movement (also BLM) was simultaneously making news of its own with protests against police brutality, and a police presence in black neighborhoods which is becoming more and more militarized. BLM also adds up to 9.

Blatant racism runs through the Bundy case, too. It was Amman and Ryan’s father, Cliven Bundy who, after his own ‘land rights’ standoff in 2014, made this highly racial statement which, at the time, seemed completely out of context. In retrospect, it is all connected.

“I want to tell you one more thing I know about the Negro… in front of that government house the door was usually open and the older people and the kids – and there is always at least a half a dozen people sitting on the porch – they didn’t have nothing to do. They didn’t have nothing for their kids to do. They didn’t have nothing for their young girls to do. And because they were basically on government subsidy, so now what do they do? They abort their young children, they put their young men in jail, because they never learned how to pick cotton. And I’ve often wondered, are they better off as slaves, picking cotton and having a family life and doing things, or are they better off under government subsidy? They didn’t get no more freedom. They got less freedom.”

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There is even a symbolic connection this week between the massacre at Wounded Knee and the recent practice of ‘taking a knee’, instead of standing for the national anthem at sports events to protest police brutality against black people in America. We kneel in prayer. We also kneel before our oppressors. In this case, athletes kneel to take a stand.

 

presstvBlack Lives Matter  is no longer a solely American movement. Its principles have also taken root in the UK, Australia, Canada, and other nations around the world — along with other movements to recognize and protect the rights of indigenous people. Australia is also looking inward now at the treatment of aboriginal people there. Canada has it’s own indigenous situation going on as a hydro-electrical corporation intends to build on sacred Indian ground.

There is an enormous attempt right now to force those under occupation to comply with the system that overpowered them, and remove whatever ‘rights’ they had. Colonialism is fighting to remain relevant in a world that is evolving into FREE WILL. Position is what gives structure to the class system – which is why titles are so important to it. The ultimate position is #1 – the number we are evolving from = as we continue our journey into the 2000s. 2 is the number of EQUALITY.

All this is happening at a time when human consciousness is expanding beyond the old illusions of reality and tactics of deceit. It was Nazi Propaganda Minister, Joseph Goebbels, who wrote:

“Always accuse the other side of that which you are guilty….”

…and this almost unbelievable tactic is being played out – invading and draining our senses – every day – by power-hungry individuals around the world.

Meanwhile, with the American election just a week away (week 45), the announcement by FBI director James Comey that he is ‘reopening’ the investigation into Hillary Clinton’s emails – without giving any details whatsoever – threw the mainstream media into a speculative frenzy. The timing of this announcement is extremely dubious since the activation of early voting means that the election is already underway. Such vagueness in this week’s 44 energy suggests it will not hold up. 4 thrives on the study of specifics. Perhaps one of the reasons the Wikileaks ‘revelations’ have had little impact is that since September 30, we have been traveling through a ten week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 4. DETAIL is paramount to 4.

slide1There is always an upsurge of tension when master numbers are present – and ALL the master numbers are represented this week, and throughout November. No one is immune to the nervous tension that master numbers generate, and we must remember this when things get rough or confusing.

As we move closer to the turning point of 2020, every effort will be made to knock us backwards, so that feminine 2 does not get a chance to take root. It may even seem that everything that has been blocked is surging forward at the same time… but TIME is the moving framework on which life evolves, and its power and meaning extend way beyond the clocks and calendars around which we currently ‘design’ our lives. Time has far more depth and dimension than we realize, although the study of numbers does bring some understanding if we are prepared to go deep enough.

slide1In the 2000s, we will learn that 2 is a gentle, peaceful, and slow-moving feminine energy which activates our sensitivity and feelings. But if you try to push against it or speed it up, it pushes back hard and slows you down even more! 2 is the number of PATIENCE AND RIGHT TIMING.

2 provides added depth and the wider view that comes with patient attention to detail. 2 brings INCREASED INTELLIGENCE – which is why the surge of anti-intellectualism is so strong right now. 2 brings caring and fairness which are essential aspects of humanity’s survival.

We ALL have a role to play. 44 is the most balanced form of 8, and 8 is the number of POWER in the material world, including the personal power that each of us holds as individuals – power that we have never been able to utilize fully in this system of control. But the purpose of power is not to overpower or control the population. Its purpose is to empower and enlighten the people so that energy can run smoothly without one energy overpowering another. The freeing of the human will is happening, and there is much reason to be optimistic about it provided we understand the timing involved. (Again, 2 is the number of patience and right timing).

8 governs economic matters, the procedures of the corporate world, and what we call the ‘establishment’. It is possible that a major change in these areas could occur in this 44/8 energy – but because so much secrecy is involved in such matters, we may not know about it for some time to come. This does not have to be a traumatic event (although it could be). When 44 is active, situations often arise which are beneficial to the people.

4 is the number of ORDER, SYSTEM, and DESIGN, and 44 shines its light directly on the order of preference (prejudice) in which this “class” system operates. All Master Numbers are made up of multiples of 11, the number of illumination, enlightenment, inspiration, and transformation from within. 2016 is a 9 year – and November is the 11th month. Therefore the urgency of the 9/11 vibration is working here, too. Both 9/11 and 11/9 have a tendency to produce REVERSAL.

Not only is 11 the most balanced form of 2 – it is the ONLY way that 2 can form.

Humanity is moving so fast, that we cannot see how one thing is connected to another. The pressure that comes from speeding things up against 2’s deliberately slow current can make you physically, emotionally, or mentally ill. So whenever you feel intolerable pressure, you are probably pushing too hard or are allowing yourself to be pushed beyond your endurance level. You may have a lot going on in your life, but you will deal with it more efficiently (and enjoyably) if you do it at a slower pace and observe the details and nuances as you go. 2 gives us the ability to RECOGNIZE, RELATE, and ASSOCIATE (connect the dots).

There are wonderful things happening in our world against this cruel and violent backdrop, and it is important to recognize the balance that is forming between the pain and unfairness of the past, and the potential of the future, without denying our true feelings about either. For all the dire circumstances and atrocities, progress is being made in all areas of life by people who are dedicated to transforming our world into a more loving, fair, unbiased, and livable place. Even on the streets of Aleppo, and other areas that have been torn to shreds by war, there are beautiful precious people there who try each day to make a positive difference. Even under conditions that most of us could not even begin to imagine, people try to balance their despair with hope. Even where Free Will is most deprived, the Will pushes forward nonetheless – the will to LIVE. But so much Will energy remains to be freed in terms of human trafficking (slavery), and so many other crimes against humanity.

Denial of reality is what gives the power-hungry the power to continue their control.  Denial of reality is the biggest obstacle that Free Will faces. Awareness of reality has always been our most effective safety net – which is why we are always kept so distracted. Once we stop denying the truth of our situation, as precarious as it may be, we take back the power that was extracted from us, leaving the ‘controllers’ weakened and less able to manipulate. But it is not just people who need to regain their will. The whole planet has been rendered will-less, including the animals who are under constant relentless and heartless attack. Mother nature is feminine energy in material form – and she must be protected. She is our home and our sustenance.

This does not mean that you have to get involved in protests or engage in radical action. Free Will means not having to do anything you don’t want to do. All you have to do is express your feelings about what’s happening – to yourself – or to someone you trust. The capture of the Will is the capture of the very thing that drives us forward – our ability to express outwardly what we are feeling inside.

On a personal level, this is an ideal week for establishing something important by giving it foundation and form. Laying down roots. Helping something to take shape. Looking for ongoing and long lasting results, rather than a quick fix. 44/8 is fundamental life-changing energy, the results of which often surpass the original vision.

arpanetFor instance, the INTERNET dates back to October 29th in week 44 of 1969: It was called ARPANET back then, and was the first-ever computer-to-computer link. While the internet of today certainly has its drawbacks, it has helped form the transparency that is so essential to understanding our world – and ourselves.

In the other extreme, it was in Week 44 in 1911, on 1 November, (1 11 1911), that the first combat aerial bombing mission took place in Libya during the Italian/Turkish war. Several small bombs were dropped on that day, and the tactic was obviously successful. The practice has escalated to the most terrifying levels. But only by making peace within ourselves between our masculine and our feminine within the love that’s in our hearts can we ever stop the wars in the outer world. Emotional healing – the freeing of the will – is a huge responsibility for us all.

44/8 represents STRANGERS and the MEETING OF OPPOSITES. In order to keep this aggressive system in place, people are set against each other. Having enemies (and often for the most ridiculous reasons) ensures that wars are endless. This is why war – and post-war rebuilding – are the most profitable industries of all. Divide and conquer is an evil tactic – and it works. But as we move forward towards 2020, our increasing awareness gives us a much better chance to change things than we have ever had before.

NEXT WEEK: Week 45 is the last 9 week in this 9 year – the week in which the 45th President of the USA will be elected.


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SOUL SEARCH (week 43)

Week 43 is a 7 Week. It runs from October 21 to 27. This is the 4th week in a 10 week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of both obstruction and breakthrough.

7 is the deeply spiritual number of contemplation, intuition, learning, and self-examination. 7 is the mirror that reflects ourselves back to us, and plays a vital part in our individual and collective evolution.

When 7 is derived from 43, its natural ‘need to know’ is enhanced by 4’s strong need for detail, and 3’s need to communicate.

This is a week of soul searching and delving more deeply into who we really are inside – in order to understand more clearly how the system has shaped us – and who we have it in us to become. This is a week in which to feel and appreciate our greater potential in these serious evolutionary times.

7 is the number of FAITH, and although this can refer to religious or spiritual beliefs, it also highlights ‘what we believe’ in all areas of our lives. 7 also refers to belief in yourself. This, in turn, is connected to pride and shame – and we need to understand these emotional energies more deeply. The perception of “self” is behind the enormous superiority complex which has arisen throughout the world, and which is based on egos that are over-inflated – or deflated. We have much to learn about the vital role that ego plays when it has an accurate appreciation of itself.

7 also represents fear, dread, panic, and paranoia, along with secrets, lies, scandal, and downfall. This week’s 4/3/7 vibrations, each in their own way, have a tendency to criticize, spread rumor, and generally find fault. If we find ourselves facing a situation where it is impossible to know what to believe, this could be the trigger that pushes us inward to search for what we truly feel.

NOTE: Wednesday, October 26 is the 300th day of this Leap Year, and nothing is ever quite as it seems when 3 is so concentrated. This energy amplifies communication and sets a scene. We must be careful not to react impulsively. 3 contains the power of all the arts, including illusion. At the same time, the spiraling 9 energy of 2016 is bringing events to their inevitable conclusions. Life is an ongoing story, and we have to determine, from moment to moment, whether we are reading fact or fiction – which is not always an easy task!

This is a week in which to notice what our beliefs and priorities actually are, and weigh them up against what we are hearing. 3 exposes the dangers of hearsay, gossip, and over-simplification. 4 sorts and identifies the details and puts them in order. 3 communicates data from the feelings to the mind. 7 analyzes it all and produces a theory – which is why 7 is so strongly connected to science, research, and wisdom. And yet, in the words of physicist, Max Planck:

“Science cannot solve the ultimate mystery of nature. And that is because, in the last analysis, we ourselves are part of nature and therefore part of the mystery that we are trying to solve.”

And so, although scientific knowledge is essential to our survival and our ability to understand and thrive, we must constantly go within to learn more about who and what we are. 7 studies and analyzes the details and exposes not only the inaccuracies, but also important truths that have been kept hidden. It was physicist, Nikola Tesla who said:

“The day science begins to study non-physical phenomena, it will make more progress in one decade than in all the previous centuries of its existence.”

There is always a ‘strangeness’ in the air when 7 is active. Weird and wonderful – or weird and frightening. Situations arise which are perplexing and hard to explain. This is the energy of the ‘unknown’, all things alien and foreign. 7 is the number of MYSTERY.

7 is also the ultimate conspiracy theory energy, and we must remember that ‘conspiracy’ and ‘conspiracy theory’ are not the same thing. Conspiracy theory often claims to offer proof of wrong-doing, but is almost always speculative and filled with hidden agendas. A lie is easier to swallow when sandwiched between layers of truth.

7 represents the INTELLECT, but we are currently traveling through an era in which anti-intellectualism (the dumbing-down process) has taken hold to a large degree. We are in the process of finding balance between our masculine minds (electricity) and our feminine feelings (magnetism).

We must remember that to allow our emotions to control us is as one-sided as living only in the mind, or only in the physical. BALANCE is needed between those 3 parts of ourselves, (mind/emotion/body) and this can only be achieved by the 4th dimension – the heart – the 4th chakra – balance itself.

The 3, 4, and 7 personal forecasts can be very helpful to us this 43 / 7 week.

Slide4Let your heart soften where it has been hurt and hardened. Don’t be pushed into moving at an unnatural pace. In this cycle, Free Will means being able to operate in a way that feels appropriate to the situation, and slowly enough to notice the details that will help you make sense of it all. By focusing on what really matters at this time,  you will gain insight that can improve many areas of your life.

Slide3Do not take anything for granted. Look for truth in opposing points of view. Appearances can be deceiving, so independently check the facts and take a more self-reliant stance in general. If you are confronted with facts you would rather not hear, or a reality you would rather not accept, do not create unnecessary problems for yourself by spinning the truth and denying the obvious. There is a fine line between ‘positive thinking’ and denial.

Slide7 As you dig deeper for answers, you are seeing things in a new light which can increase your power. However, accepting reality could be a test of your self-respect: a test of whether you are willing to receive, with dignity, the gift of wisdom – or, for the sake of pride or convenience, you will choose to remain ‘safely’ in the dark. Be prepared to change your mind about something of which you were once so sure.

NEXT WEEK, as we travel through this 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4, we arrive at WEEK 44 – a master number which gives BALANCE to the number 8 (the number of POWER in the material world).

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POINT OF EXIT (week 42)

Week 42 runs from October 14 to 20. This is a 6 week in the world, the number of love, responsibility, and balance. Both 4 and 2 gather information through patient attention to detail. This enables us  to see a  bigger picture and gain a much fuller awareness.

The truth-seeking combination of 42 sparks new ideas and visions of future possibility. 42 adds up to 6 – the number of reinvention, and despite the often terrifying spiral we are traveling in 2016, and from which we really cannot escape, we are also in the process of reinventing ourselves.

6 makes us responsible for our own decisions, and helps us find balance in common-ground. 6 represents all MATTERS OF THE HEART and is strongly associated with love, marriage, children, family, devotion, education, entertainment, health, healing, justice, and peace.

This energy can also be judgmental, ‘superior’, territorial, and ruthless towards opposition. And yet, even in this extreme position, 6 provides the experience from which to find BALANCE. The physical heart is where everything MEETS within our own bodies, as well as in the wider world.

9 is the number of endings, outcomes and eventualities, while 10 reminds us that an ending is often the start of something new, and that life does indeed go on. We are propelled forward in the course of time, but are held back by our inability to learn as we go. And so, here we are, in the 10th month of this 9 year, where so many different things are coming to a head at the same time.

That’s the spiral effect that the 9 energy emits. When 9 is active, we either change what needs to be changed, or we have to start all over again – until the lesson is learned. We are certainly at a major turning point in the human journey, and the principle choices include:

love or hate

hope or despair

caring or cruelty

stability or chaos

confidence or fear

And notice how we are having to experience hate in order to fully appreciate love; how we must experience despair in order to understand the power of hope; how we have to be caring to counteract cruelty; how the terrors of chaos help us seek true and lasting stability; and how courage develops out of fear.

This week, spiraling 6 joins spiraling 9 to help us recognize what we need to learn. We are holding on to the past because we are afraid of what the future may bring – forgetting that we create the future as we go, but never reach it. Our only way forward is in present time, which is why we must learn from the past so that it can move to its natural place behind us – and stop dragging us backwards.

9 IS A POINT OF EXIT, and we are likely to find that there is a LOT for us to let go and leave behind this week – willingly.

Emotion is our response to experience – our inner truth – our honesty. To evolve emotionally does not mean resisting our feelings. It means being able to feel everything we are feeling more easily and acceptingly. Only then can we truly understand what the experience actually is. Emotion is feminine energy, and the chaos surrounding us now is bringing our feelings to life. We are evolving both emotionally and mentally as a result.

Much of what is happening on Earth right now is the shock produced by leaving denial and facing reality. When the numbers shift at thousand year increments, the change of frequency is so immense that we are forced to look at what we have avoided and what has been hidden from us. This increase of awareness helps us find our footing in present time, which in turn builds evolutionary bridges between the past and present. This enables us to transform what we have, rather than have to start all over again – from nothing.

The decade of the 10s is a cycle of systemic change – and introduces a whole different way of doing things. One of the major lessons we are currently learning from 1 is that if we are to make any progress at all, humanity has to love itself as a species – to unite in a spirit of caring, inclusion, and peace… which is what 2 symbolizes. This does not take the joy and excitement out of life – it takes the utter misery and drudgery out of life. What the world needs now really is love sweet love.

There is never a time at which love does not love unconditionally. Love is love, no matter how we channel it in and out of us. Love is the central theme of this week, and with all that is going on in the world, and in our own lives, we must try to take some time to simply BE, to breathe, and to find balance and peace within.

People everywhere are demanding change where there is atrocity, injustice, inequality, unfairness, and bigotry – all of which describe IMBALANCE. 6 is the number of BALANCE and EXTREMES – and there are likely to be vivid reflections of both this week. 6 provides us with reflective insight. What we see started somewhere else. Every story has a beginning – followed by the steps it took from there.

6 represents FAMILY, and we are likely to feel this strongly this week, both personally and on the world stage. We must never lose sight of the fact that we are all part of one big family called humanity.

As we leave the 1000s, 1 teaches us about the SELF, and right now we are on the very rocky road towards SELF ACCEPTANCE. We cannot have or even understand the concepts of unity and equality until we know who we are as individuals. Perhaps the events of this week will bring us a little closer to that understanding.

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THE POWER OF 10 (week 41)

Week 41 –  October 2016 is a major turning point in the human journey because it is here in the 10th month of this 9 year that we start to feel the vibrant 10 energy of 2017. (2+0+1+7=10/1).

 These two 10s connect to the 10 energy of the current decade. So we are in a numeric surge of 10 10 10 energy throughout October, intertwined with the spiraling movement of this 9 year.

On Monday October 10, we are in 10 10 10 10 energy. 10 is the number of fundamental change.

10 x 3 = 30 = 3

10 x 4 = 40 = 4

3 represents the vital power of communication between people and populations. 3 is the number of entertainment, presentation, illusion, gossip, judgment, hearsay, and shallowness – and the exchange of information and ideas. Nothing is quite what it seems in the 3 energy because 3 represents all the arts, and the art of illusion is one of its principle gifts.

And because 3 is the number of communication, the role of the media is under tremendous scrutiny – and it needs to be.

No matter what happens to Donald Trump in the days and weeks ahead, the Trump problem does not go away. There are already threats of violence from neo-nazis, ku klux klan, and other hate groups that support him, and the mainstream press has helped normalize their hate. Not only has the venom been unleashed, it was showcased! And yet, ironically, even paradoxically, perhaps it needed to be this way so that we can finally distinguish important information (news) from entertainment.

The following is an excerpt from my 2011 article “Numerology and EXTREMES” which fits the current situation well:

“Every emotion has its place in life, even hate. And “place” is very much the point here. Extremes are the furthermost edges of life, which is where hate belongs. The more humanity seeks individual and collective balance, the more the extremes fight back. But extreme energy is so immersed in irrational fear, hate, and rage that it cannot reason or be ‘reasoned with’.

…. they cannot take complete control because the 2 energy of the 2000s has brought us to the right time – the right cycle – for the Will of humanity – our emotional feminine energy – to begin the evolutionary process of freeing itself.

The extremes, left, right, top and bottom, want so much to be right about everything that they have rendered themselves unable to learn anything new.

This is not the rise of the extremes but a violent reaction to their fear of being irrelevant. This irrational fear is uniting with hatred and rage, all of which is spewing out against those they feel most threatened by. No matter how clever they believe themselves to be, they are lashing out mindlessly which is what makes them so dangerous.

The extremes are the manifestation of hatred and rage, each of which has a right to exist, because everything in life has its furthest point….”

10 10 10 10 = 40 = 4. This is the energy of Monday, October 10, 2016. This in turn corresponds to this 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4. We now have a major opportunity to become more aware of the limiting patterns we maintain through habitual routines and choices. There is no better time than this to CHANGE whatever does not serve our best interests. And there is no better time to become more aware of who we really are deep inside.

The United States faces much more than a political crisis. It is a matter of personal and collective IDENTITY.  4 identifies, sorts and classifies. 4 is the number of foundation, order, system, reasoning and logic. These crises of identity are also happening in The UK, Portugal, Greece, the Middle East, Ethiopia, Australia, China, and all over the world, as we grapple with the question of who we are as a people, as well as individuals. As a species, we are in the process of evolving beyond national and political identity – and the whole concept of political parties is laying bare the corruption of leadership. 1 is the number of leadership – and 10 is 1 amplified.

10 represents real movement, change and progress – the NEXT STEP. We have taken the same basic 9 steps repeatedly through multiple generations. The system is so ingrained with repetition that we don’t even recognize the repeated history in which we partake, and assume that this is just the way life IS. But the way things are now is not how life is supposed to be for ever.

We live in a system that allows a few individuals to determine the fate of all humanity. We are in the process of accepting that this is totally unacceptable.

The more we allow ourselves to feel, the more we are able to revive the human Will, which is the feminine energy that all human beings possess, male and female alike, which has been numbed and silenced through the repression of emotion. As we move further into the 2000s (2 is the number of sensitivity), we are more able to ‘sense’ reality – not the ‘virtual reality’ that the system has painted for us. 1 reflects our precious individuality and 2 reflects the need for unity among individuals.

This multiple-10 vibration provides opportunities to discover the new potential that arises out of new circumstances. It seems like a very slow process, but the first thing we learn from 2 is that PATIENCE is a great power in itself which we must develop and apply as needed: patience with detail, with the process of learning life’s lessons, with ourselves and each other, and with the pace of our progress.

There are only 3 years left before we leave the decade of the 10s and enter the magnetic, emotional, and deeply intuitive 2 vibrations of 2020. To make this transition without destroying ourselves – we must learn what 1 has to teach, and find its connection to what we are simultaneously learning from 2 – the number of unity, cooperation, and caring.

1 = origins, the seed, masculine energy, electricity, territory, ideas, game-playing, competing, winning and losing, leadership, ego, vanity, confidence, independence, invention, innovation, the spirit, the SELF.

In order for the self to evolve and be whole, it must first accept itself just as it is. Self-acceptance is therefore essential. Only then can 2’s nurturing energy help us see BEYOND ourselves and accept others, too. It is our disconnection with SELF that creates the horrors of racism and hate, kept in place by a system that runs on guilt, blame, and shame, all of which are forms of judgment.

1 teaches us that we must love ourselves in order to know the depth at which we can love others. Self love is self respect. And week 41 in this 1 Month/9 Year turns SELF RESPECT and DIGNITY into major issues. We cannot truly respect ourselves or maintain authentic dignity while we ignore and disrespect the dignity of others who are suffering.

WAR IS HELL  ~General William Sherman.

War is hell on Earth – by humanity – against humanity. We are the only species on the planet that is at war with its SELF. And because all change starts within, we cannot claim there is nothing that we as individuals can do about it. If we want a more peaceful world, we must BE more peaceful.

4 is the number of form, matter, dimensions, measurement, classification, law, order, and system. By nature, 4 is judgmental – and while it is active there will be guilt and blame flying everywhere – until breakthrough (understanding) is reached.

As we face our own violence as a species, it is obvious that nothing is more needed now than a desire to understand and love oneself. 2 is the number of relation and relativity, so if we do not understand and accept ourselves, how can we understand and accept anyone else? But this is something we must feel deep within – something we must desire.

We are programmed on a spiritual level to believe that desire is ‘wrong’, but the truth is that desire is the vibration that sets our direction and carries us forward. What matters is the INTENT behind the desire and whether or not it is peaceful. Desire creates the future – and lack of desire enables others to create the future for us. And because we are programmed to believe that success is measured in monetary terms, loving intentions are often overshadowed by the singular desire to accumulate wealth.

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see…  ~John Lennon, Strawberry Fields

The system in which we are trapped comes from ancient misunderstandings about power on Earth. Our inability to learn from experience has kept us stuck in a violent circle – the karmic wheel – which reflects our inability to get past ZERO.

The word “IS” has great significance at this time. It was Bill Clinton who famously said back in 1998 at his impeachment hearing, “It depends upon what the meaning of the word ‘is’ is”. 1998 was a 9 year, and so much of what’s happening now reflects the decade of the 90s.

Reality is what IS. Not the illusion presented by this ever repeating system. But when a system has established itself, it is difficult to recognize it, let alone change it. The numeric value of IS is 91 which is precisely where we are right now – in the final quarter of a 9 Year, spiraling rapidly toward the 1 Year of 2017. When 1 and 9 merge, we become conscious of many things that were previously unclear.

S is also the 19th letter of the alphabet, and the karmic 19/1 energy is perhaps the principle lesson to be learned as we evolve. 19 adds up to 10, and 1+0 brings us to a whole new level of 1 – the number of new beginnings and change. 19 is the holding pattern that contains everything we did not learn – and everything we need to know – in order to move forward. 19 exposes hypocrisy and atrocity, so that healing can occur. (See link to article about karmic 19/1 at end of page).

Then there is that form of IS that calls itself “islamic state” – but it is not Islamic – and it is not a state. It exists, but its correct place is not in present time – as is the case with all terrorist organizations which spawn inevitably from our system of never-ending war.

Much of the energy that must leave the Earth as we evolve is fighting brutally to retain possession and position – not only in the Arab world, but EVERYWHERE! This is not a matter of politics. The old party system is falling apart all over the world. It is a matter of shaping the future. That is why the past comes back to us in a 9 Year – to help us learn what the past has to teach.

This brings us into the present, which is where we create what WILL be. And that is the part of us that is freeing itself and evolving – the human WILL. Our emotional circuitry. Our feelings and senses. This is why there is so much emphasis on both the power and the degradation of women. But it is not only women who are under assault. Men have emotions too of course, but have been programmed to subdue their feelings to an even larger extent or be perceived as ‘weak’ and ‘womanish’. Feminine emotion is equal to the masculine mind. Different, but equal. Unity within will bring unity to the outside world.

ignorance allied with power is the most ferocious enemy justice can have. ‪  ~James Baldwin

The Donald Trump phenomenon is not a distraction. It is an important reflection of reality on Earth. As the human journey shifts from masculine 1 to feminine 2, one of the most obvious lessons that 1 has to teach is that hatred and mistreatment of women IS violence against the WILL of humanity. This is where racism and all injustices on earth START because sex is where everything starts. It is how we are born. Sexual/gender imbalance is the principle effect preventing forward movement.

Balance is equality.

Balance is fairness.

Balance is justice.

Balance is peace.

Week 41 is a 5 Week – the number of SEX, GENDER, and the PHYSICAL BODY. On October 14th, (1+4=5), Trump faces a federal charge of child rape, (now postponed until December 16) the details of which have been available for many weeks, but have been held back by the mainstream press. Perhaps they are afraid of being sued. Perhaps they simply don’t know how to deal with it. There are also allegations of human trafficking and sex slavery, and how telling it is that the women making these allegations were largely ignored by the media – until the ‘pussy-tape’ surfaced.

And then there is Trump’s connection to Vladimir Putin who had a pussy scandal of his own 4 years ago in 2012 (a 5 year) when the female punk-rock group “Pussy Riot” protested Putin’s totalitarianism and served time in prison for it. Even the name Pussy Riot is a reflection of the upsurge of feminine energy and the Will of humanity which needs truth, healing, and unity in order to survive.

culattcwcaaueffThis 5 week also brings back into view the CENTRAL PARK 5 – the 4 black and 1 Latino teenagers – children – who were wrongfully imprisoned for many years for the brutal attack and rape of Trisha Meili, known then as the ‘Central Park Jogger’. Her terrifying experience occurred on April 19, 1989…. a 5 day, in a 9 year, a 4 month, on the karmic 19th. (All of those numbers correspond to the numbers we are experiencing this week and this month).

Trump took out a full page ad in the New York Daily News calling for the return of the death penalty for these innocent boys. And even after their innocence was proven, he would not back down, arguing that they were ‘no angels’. One of these young men, Yusef Salaam, asked in a recent interview that if Trump still believes they are guilty, would he as president come after them again? What a terrifying thought. Thankfully, The Central Park 5 are now playing an important role in Trump’s downfall, and there is justice in that!

Here in this 1 month (beginnings) in this 9 Year (endings), we are experiencing the beginning of an end. But we cannot assume that we know what this may entail. There are so many different aspects involved and we are not accustomed to this level of complexity.

Slide1Week 41 is a 5 week which could bring sudden shifts in many different areas. 5 is the number of VARIETY.  When 5 is active, things tend to slip back and forth because 5 sits at the very center of the numeric spectrum and has a see-saw effect, depending on the weight or gravity of the situation – and our reaction to it.

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How do you feel? Creative Numerology

HOW DO YOU FEEL? (week 40)

4 represents both chaos and order. They are interchangeable. Order can slip into chaos. And chaos can be organized. Week 40 marks the beginning of a 10 week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 4.

4 = achievement through hard work, limitation, law, delay, obstruction, detail, identity, precision, effort, industry, strategy, construction, science, economics, practicality, the square, the box, the color green, the 4th estate, the 4th chakra, the heart, courage, struggle, and breakthrough.

4 is the number of ‘system’ – as in method and approach. It also means ‘the system’ – the class system – which divides us into sides, teams, countries, colors, religions, ages, genders, winners and losers. The class system keeps us racing against time, and each other, through the inhumane and cleverly disguised laws of divide and conquer.

We are told: “you can’t change the system”, and this false claim makes us feel that we are trapped with no way out. But this nauseating feeling of having ‘no choice’ is actually opening the space within us for intuition (feeling) and logic (mind) to join forces and produce clarity, inner balance, and outer results. 4 breaks through our resistance to truth and forces us to face reality. However, the awakening it produces is often a rude one. 4 doesn’t sugar-coat.

Matters in need of forgiveness return to us when 4 is active. We then feel the heaviness of all the ‘ill feelings’ we’ve been carrying, and the only way to set them free is to allow them to express themselves. And we have to find a way to do this without aiming those emotions at others.

40 unearths hypocrisy. So ‘the pot calling the kettle black’ could reach new levels now. It is impossible to lie, especially on a large scale, in the transparency of the 2000s. 4 exposes obsessions and stubbornness – not just on the world stage where it is most noticeable, but in our own lives too, especially when we insist on doing things ‘our way’ with no acceptance for new information, or other people’s needs or views. When 4 is active, fixed belief encounters fixed belief, horns lock, heels dig in, and ‘common ground’ is squeezed out.

2 is the number of UNITY, and in the  course of time, humanity will be able to free itself by uniting. There is strength in numbers. But humanity is so splintered and divided right now that there is no way to connect. The principle lesson of 1 is that we are 1 – as individuals – and – as a collective. The belief that some people are superior to others shuts the connectors down. 2 is the product of two 1s accepting each other. This gives us the greatest connector of all – 11 – the number of illumination, enlightenment, and inspiration. 11 connects 1 to 2 because 1 + 1 = 2.

“Let me tell you what modern day oppressors are doing, unintentionally I am sure. Oppression is causing the oppressed to unify in new ways.” ~Shaun King

In the current atmosphere of hate, division, fascism, and the absurd idea that male is superior to female, and white is superior to everything, it is difficult to see how things can change. But it is all in the timing. TIMES CHANGE! And we are in the process of an enormous change on Earth in these early days of the 2000s. We all have a role to play, starting with simply wanting, desiring, leaning towards, and encouraging a more peaceful and loving existence here on Earth.

But this is going to take effort and determination. Wishful thinking is not going to change anything. We cannot wish away the fact that the horror of fascism is emerging yet again. This is why there are so many parallels to Hitler’s nazi Germany and Mussolini’s fascist Italy. Yes, we are THERE again – at the point where history could so easily repeat itself.

The frustration so many of us are feeling is made up of part fear, part anger, and part desire for real change. Emotional energy is creative energy – and the emotional combination of frustration is often the mother of invention.

Week 40 2016

Aleppo members of the White Helmets,” are first responders at the scenes of airstrikes. theintercept.com

Some are not so lucky. There is no way out for the people of Aleppo, Gaza, Yemen, and so many other places around the world that are in the heartless clutches of war. Those who do escape are met with hostility wherever they find themselves. The refugee situation worsens as our wars pound on and on. Even so, we see tremendous courage and enterprise in those places. People trying to function and take care of each other, despite the horrors. They carry on – because they have the WILL to live.

It is the human WILL that is evolving now. The Will is our feminine energy – our emotions – our ability to express what we feel. So when we encounter people (and not just men) who want to keep women and other “minorities” subdued and controlled, we encounter the main opposition to humanity’s evolution.

Getting organized provides the order and system necessary to operate effectively. Organization provides a firm foundation on which to build. And if we look at what is happening globally, we see that PEOPLE are becoming more organized than ever by moving forward while simultaneously learning from past experience.

It is encouraging to see such an increase in all ethnicities, including white, standing firm with the Black Lives Matter movement in the USA and around the world. The brutality and injustice aimed at our fellow human beings has to stop. We are not the human ‘race’. We are human BE-ings. And we need to BE free.

8-cell-simple4 is symbolized by the ‘square’, and the numbers we are traveling through now are being ‘squared’, (multiplied by themselves) and greatly intensified. Emotional energy is symbolized by the feminine number 2, which is the square root of 4. And 4 brings us to the ‘root’ of the matter.

The cause of your current dilemma goes back longer than you may want to venture, and deeper than surface appearances. Use this 40 / 4 energy to recognize the details involved and forgive whenever possible. Letting go of old hurts and grievances, fears and obsessions, is a major part of the healing process. Letting go of the past is how we move into the present, and the present is where we create the future. 9 takes you back, 4 shows you the facts, and the 1 energy of October provides a step forward, if you can just let go of what you’re holding on to.

Greed doesn’t care about the damage it causes as it bulldozes its way through life. The ‘ruling class’ live by a code of entitlement and privilege and are committed to keeping the masses down – as a matter of responsibility! Their way of life must be preserved. But those who have these delusions of superiority cannot sustain their misconceptions because the very idea of class-based superiority has no place in the 2000s. 2 is the number of equality, fairness, caring and sensitivity. One of the principles of 2 is that success comes through SHARING. For many, this will not be an easy lesson.

Of course, there is nothing wrong with wealth in this abundant world. But when all the wealth is syphoned to the top, the imbalance can bring the entire financial system down – as it almost did in 2008.

In a world in which the majority is made up of “minorities”, those who believe in the illusion of white/male superiority are feeling that they are the ones being oppressed. The ‘angry white male’ has been a strong factor since the 1990s, and we are currently dealing with unresolved matters of the 90’s in this 9 year. This is reflected in the presence of Hillary Clinton who was America’s First Lady during the 90s, and the 42nd President, Bill Clinton. Also highly visible in the 90s was Donald Trump, whose own exploits from that era are now coming back to haunt him. Meanwhile life-and-death policies, including environmental matters, are given such little coverage by a the media. In this 10 week period in which 4 plays such a vital role, journalism – the 4th Estate – may finally learn that its function is to inform, not sensationalize or entertain.

It was in the 1990s that the ‘normality’ of being white was challenged by the fact that ‘minorities’ were gaining ground in this futile ‘race’ we call life. Without justice, fairness, and balance, the diversity of life cannot hold itself together, and everything collapses. No Justice, No Peace. We are all evolving in our own way and at our own pace – even those who are putting up the most resistance to it.

Karmic 16 is also a big factor for the next 10 weeks because 4 is its square root and is intensified further by the presence of 16 in the year 2016.

16 is 7’s karmic vibration (1+6=7). It emphasizes secrets, lies, conspiracy, scandal, and the classic ‘fall from grace’. 7 represents wisdom and deep intuition – and wants nothing but the truth. 7 enables us to plan our way ahead with knowledge and the art of orchestration. This fits beautifully with 4’s propensity for detail and organization. But when these aspects are used in devious ways, when they are used to plot against others, great harm is unleashed upon many aspects of life, the result of which is decried, and whoever caused it is held accountable.

We are seeing stark reflections of what happens to people when all that matters to them revolves around greed and self-aggrandizement. The mind becomes so narrow that awareness of anything but the SELF and what the self desires eclipses the broader intelligence. This is why big business must not be allowed to rule the world. This does not suggest that corporations should not exist, only that they should not rule.

Corporations and governments know that de-funding the population is a means of control, (austerity), but people without money to spend means ‘no customers’ (recession). So why impose restrictions that would limit the spending capacity of the populace? Because greed has reached such a narrow point that it no longer understands the logic of balance and wants to control everything, including the very people whose energy – and money – keeps the system going. The class system is the foundation of slavery. And the people who run it are also enslaved – to greed – which will be their downfall.

The more we are able to feel, the more we evolve into FREE WILL. But as things stand now, we are so deeply programmed by the system that the concept of Free Will is still quite foreign to us. Of course it is – we are programmed to distrust and dislike many of our feelings – and all things ‘foreign’. But this programming is unraveling as we move from 1 (the loneliest number) to 2 – the number of relationship.

4 is the number of IDENTITY and, until we know who we are and why we are here, we cannot know where we stand, what we want, or where we are headed. The ongoing frenzy of greed, war, destruction, political mayhem, and environmental disasters are reflections of the turmoil going on within each one of us – even if we believe we are calm and in control of our lives.

In the 4 energy, anger is frequently and easily triggered. Anger that is not allowed to move, (including the anger we hold inside because guilt tells us that anger is ‘wrong’), eventually turns to rage – or illness. Rage develops when anger is silenced. Rage does not allow anything to be worked out or settled, whereas some kind of solution or settlement could have occurred through anger. Rage wants revenge and control. Rage exudes hatred because all it knows how to do is blame and shame.

We have to let go of the guilt and blame that prevents forgiveness. We can only do this by expressing and accepting the emotions which guilt and blame have conditioned us to believe are ‘bad’, ‘unloving’, ‘negative’ and ‘weak’, and work instead at changing the conditions that triggered them.

4 is the number of the Heart, which is where courage comes from  (coeur is the French word for heart.) The Heart is the 4th Chakra and is likely to play an important role in the next 10 weeks. The human heart really must heal now because it is torn and broken in too many places, and this is what is causing so much heartlessness on Earth.

We are told: “follow your heart”. But what does this mean? Well, 4 is the number of the heart and also the number of priority. Therefore, following your heart means knowing what your true priorities are and arranging your life around them.

With each beautiful or horrible moment, each kind or unloving person and each blessed or difficult experience you encounter, ask your Self this question: What Would Love Do?  Melanie Miner,


 

 

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WEEK 39

BACK TO THE FURURE (week 39)

Week 39 is the final week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 3 – the number of words, images, sounds, enjoyment, and all forms of communication. 3 also represents people, population, popularity, appearances, the arts, entertainment, sport, performance, the stage, social matters, social media, and the internet. First, however, let’s look at how Week 38 ended.

slide1September 22, 2016 was a momentous day in many respects. It was the Autumn Equinox: a day when day and night – light and dark – were of equal duration. A day of evenness and balance. It was also a day on which the numbers involved formed an unusual pattern.

This stunning array of numbers signifies a precise shift in time that is having a deep effect on our emotions and the way we perceive what is happening. People are less afraid to be afraid, more aware of what our fears are communicating to us, and more determined to do something about it.

September 22 was not just another wake-up call, but an actual waking of hearts and minds everywhere, despite the terrible conditions under which people are living, and the brutal effort to keep us misinformed.

22 emphasizes large-scale events that influence the lives of the many (not just the few). Major accomplishments can be made when this energy is used intelligently and compassionately. But in the wrong hands, 22 brings ongoing confusion and havoc. And while confusion and havoc will not go away any time soon, September 22 brought a much needed infusion of perspective, depth, and clarity – through our growing ability to feel, sense, and intuit. Just remember that we will inevitably experience alternating bouts of chaos and clarity as we shift from one depth of consciousness to another.

The double 9 energy of September 2016 continues to take us backwards – into our personal and collective history – so that we can LET GO of the past an move forward. If old memories keep popping into your mind – fleeting or lasting – things you haven’t thought of in years – remember that 9 takes us back to what is stopping us from moving forward, and reveals old feelings that we denied or did not express as fully as they needed to be expressed. 9 brings acceptance, forgiveness, letting go, completion, and healing. It wipes the old slate clean, which provides the space for new possibilities to form. 9 takes us back to the future!

When we cannot heal from past events, we then have to carry all that pain, anger, fear, and grief around with us in the present, often unaware of what is weighing us down and holding us back.

Tuesday, September 27, 2016, brings us into 999 energy for the 3rd time this month – a perfect day for broken hearts to heal.  3 x 3 x 3 = 27, and the combination of 2 and 7 brings heart and mind TOGETHER in the spirit of cooperation, and a willingness to learn from each other. Today, the power of 27 is doubled, and we can all gain strength from this.

The hearts and minds of people everywhere are becoming more open and receptive now, and more determined to live and learn. The enormous emphasis on 3 and 9 this week is likely to bring the power of communication to a crescendo on many levels. 3 is strong enough on its own right now, but 9 is the result of 3 x 3. The square root.

“Creativity is not confined to artistic pursuits. Each situation we encounter has the potential for a creative – or destructive – outcome.” ~from my book Life Cycles – September in the 3 year)

3 is the number of friends and friendliness. Be careful of gossip, hearsay, and the misuse of words. There are major lessons to learn in all of 3s aspects this week, including creativity.

160324062935-hillary-clinton-donald-trump-exlarge-169Communication this week can reach new highs – and new lows. And with the first US presidential debate between Hillary Clinton and Donald Trump on Monday, September 26, who knows which way it will go. It’s an 8 day in the world. A 1 day in the USA.

8 is power.  1 is leadership.  3 is the stage.

Charlotte, North Carolina

To condemn the uprising in Charlotte would be to condemn a man for thrashing when someone is trying to drown him.   ~Rev. William Barber

When an event affects us on an emotional level, its impact sends out clusters of numbers which expose a specific theme, revealing how various aspects are connected. In this instance, 3 and 9 are the dominant vibrations. When Michael Brown was killed in Ferguson Missouri, in 2014, the dominant number was 6 – the number of justice, family, and neighborhood. When the Twin Towers were destroyed on September 11, 2001, there were so many instances of 11 flying around that it was almost impossible to keep up with them. Every major event (every event actually) creates its own distinct numeric pattern.

Something changed in the collective American psyche last week with two more needless police killings of black men. In the case of Terence Crutcher in Tulsa, Oklahoma, the police officer was charged with manslaughter.  But the horrific killing of Keith Lamont Scott, as his wife begged the police not to shoot him, is unlikely to fade away, even though a dash-cam video has finally been released by the police. There is still no evidence that Keith Scott had a gun. Something changed last week. A door opened. The Black Lives Matter movement is essential to humanity’s evolution, and not just in the USA. “No justice, no peace” is not a threat or a mere slogan. It is science. Where there is injustice, there is imbalance. And where there is imbalance, there can never be stability – for anyone.

slide1The name Charlotte has the numerical makeup of 3 9 3. And not only do all the letters in Charlotte add up to 3, but are derived from the number 39 – the number of this week.

North Carolina is the 12th State of the Union. 1+2=3.

Statehood was gained on November 21, 1789 (11+3+7=2+1=3). So North Carolina was born on the 3 Destiny Path – and on the 21st of the month (3).

slide1KEITH LAMONT SCOTT was born on February 3, 1973.

At 2:22 pm on the day he died, Keith Lamont Scott left a message for his mother. When prompted to leave his name, he said “Lamont”, (not Keith). All the numbers in the name Lamont add up to 3.

7 is the dominant number in his birth name – which brings us to the significance of the number 7 at this time in the journey. 7 is the number of DIGNITY. It is also the number of intelligence, learning, intuition, and analysis. 7 uncovers secrets and lies.

time-magazine-colin-kaepernick-640x480And 7 has been thrust into the limelight in recent weeks by #7 player, Colin Kaepernick, of the San Francisco 49ers, who has started a nationwide movement of “taking a knee” instead of standing for the national anthem, to protest police brutality against the black community, nationwide. 3 is the number of entertainment, which includes sports. 3 is the number of the stage – the platform. 3 is where you get your message out!

It was on August 26, 2016 that Colin Kaepernick first gained attention by sitting out the national anthem. That was a 7 day in the world. (8+8+9=2+5=7).

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He was born on the 3 Destiny Path (November 3, 1987 = 11+3+7=2+1=3), and the letters in his birth name convert to 9 3 3. He was born in the 30th state of Wisconsin.

WASHINGTON, DC AUGUST 9: The first direct morning sun paints the Washington Monument a shade of red as it skims the top of the Smithsonian Institute''s National Museum of African American History and Culture - NMAAHC - on Tuesday, August 9, 2016, in Washington, DC. The new museum is scheduled to open to the public September 24 of this year. When viewed from particular angles, the two structures fit together like puzzle pieces. (Photo by Jahi Chikwendiu/The Washington Post via Getty Images)

(Photo by Jahi Chikwendiu/The Washington Post via Getty Images)

On the 1st and 2nd days of Week 39, President Obama oversaw the opening of the Smithsonian Museum of African American History and Culture in Washington. It was a grand but bitter sweet celebration. It took more than 100 years after it was first proposed to actually get the museum built. This testament to the “journey of a people” covers all sides of the story, from the sheer horror of slavery to the great successes and contributions of African Americans over the years – this all happening amid the grief and anger going on 300 miles away in Charlotte.

It is important to keep the good news and the bad news in perspective as we move further away from the 1000s and more deeply into the 2000s. Until we learn what the 1000s had to teach, we will continue to live in two different cycles of time simultaneously.

The American story is only one example. This is happening all over the world. 3 is the number of PEOPLE – and people have the power to change the world, emotionally, intellectually, and physically. But we are being held back – controlled – by a system that manipulates our emotions. We are held hostage by our heartstrings. Emotion is our feminine energy – which is why women’s rights and gender rights are such central issues of these times.

The entire system is based on race – because that’s what it is – a race – for power over others. It can only be changed from within – and beneficial change IS taking place even though it is difficult to see most of the time.

Of course, change will not happen overnight. How heart-breaking it is that the cease-fire in Syria did not hold and that Aleppo was then bombed harder than ever. The refugee crisis worsens. The Middle East continues to be the most torn and damaged area in the fabric of human life. And yet great change is happening there too as people are moved, mentally and emotionally, by a deeper understanding of their own value. The transparency of 2 is opening everything up. Every day, the picture gets a little clearer and we see more of how the system works, how it’s being run, and who is running it. Humanity is feeling the inevitable shock that coming out of denial evokes.

We do not have to go down the fascist path again. Not if we are more aware, less afraid, and more comfortable in our own skins. To live our lives judging others and being judged is not living. It is stagnating – dying.

As we enter a ten week cycle on September 30 in which all the week numbers begin with 4, our understanding of what we are really dealing with – as a species – and as individuals – can only expand. 4 is the number of RULES, LAW, ORDER, SYSTEM, ORGANIZATION, DETAILS, LIMITATION, HARD WORK, DETERMINATION, and BREAKTHROUGH.

The last day of Week 39 is Thursday, September 29 (9+11+9=29=11/2), and is another major point of change in our journey through the cycles of time. Here we have two 9s, two 11s, and two 2s. It’s rather like the energy of September 22, but it is not the same.

Anything can happen in this spiraling 9 energy. It often feels as if we are on the brink of disaster one moment, and the brink of breakthrough the next. But, according to these numbers, we will make much more progress if we are prepared to cooperate with others and be helpful – and KIND – just for the sake of it. That’s a lot to ask in such a greedy world. But it will carry us forward.

The only way for our hearts to heal is to allow more love to flow through them.

Emotional healing is the next vital step in the human journey – and that means learning to express what we are feeling, fully and honestly, without hurting ourselves or others. The function of a 9 year (2+0+1+6=9) is to bring old matters to a conclusion so that they can move where they need to be – behind us. 9 strengthens our power of empathy and caring and enables us to LET GO of the pain we are holding. Without forgiveness, there is no progress, just the same old rut repeating itself. People are exhausted by this  and are seeking real change that is based on LOVE — not hate, contest and never-ending war. In order to heal and go forward, we must first go back to the ROOT cause and free ourselves from it. Let it go. This means forgiving. And when 3 and 9 combine, forgiveness is the principle theme.


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Truth or Consequences

TRUTH OR CONSEQUENCES (week 38)

Week 38 runs from September 16 to 22. It is an 11/2 Week, and is the 9th of 10 weeks in which all the week numbers begin with 3 – which is the number of COMMUNICATION. This places a heavy emphasis on media, journalism, news, truth, and how the communications ‘industry’ can hold back our potential to evolve.

A system that is based on secrecy cannot function if people are aware of how it works. And as we move further into the 2000s, we see the bigger picture and how it is all connected.

Variations of 38 emphasize the following numbers:

1:   SELF – EGO – COMPETITION – ACTION – FIRST STEP – MALE.

2:   SENSITIVITY – CONNECTION – UNITY – PERSUASION – FEMALE.

3:   WORDS – EXPRESSION – CREATIVITY – PRESENTATION – CHILD.

8:   POWER – MERGING FORCES – FORCE – MATERIALITY – DESIRE.

9:   2+0+1+6 – ENDINGS – EMOTION – GIVING – AWARENESS – SEPTEMBER.

10:   INVENTION – NEW LEVEL – NEXT STEP – CURRENT DECADE.

11:   3+8 – ILLUMINATION – INSPIRATION – OPENNESS – HEIGHTENED SENSES.

There is nothing predictable about our current spiral-shaped course. We cannot see around these corners and have no idea what to expect next. And because 9 is at double power throughout September, (triple on the 9th, 18th and 27th), this 9th month of this 9 year can feel like we are spinning out of control. In reality, we are spinning out of denial, which is a necessary but uncomfortable trip.

With so much suffering, hate, and destruction occurring in the world, this 10 week journey through creative 3 gives you an opportunity to open your imagination and find your own creative energy within. Creative urges are surfacing now so that we can communicate our inner feelings into our outer situation, for the purpose of improving the quality of our lives. We must learn to soothe not escalate; clarify not complicate; heal not harm.

Any situation can have a creative or destructive outcome, and the most creative approach at this time is to be aware of the choices we make, and whether we are making them out of habitual thinking, or whether we’ve given the matter any thought at all.

Progress can be made this week by being ultra-honest with ourselves about how we really feel inside. Try not to label your feelings as ‘positive’ and negative’. The point is to know that they are indeed your feelings and listen to the messages they send to your mind. All feeling is negative energy – magnetism – even those we label “positive”.

EMOTION IS YIN TO THE MIND’S YANG –  each as necessary and sacred as the other. When we can make this connection within our biological bodies, we gain self awareness, self acceptance, self love, and INNER BALANCE.

“Neo: What truth?

Morpheus: That you are a slave, Neo. Like everyone else you were born into bondage. Into a prison that you cannot taste or see or touch. A prison for your mind.”   ~The Matrix

Whatever happens this week, and no matter where in the world you happen to be, notice the true power of WORDS in action, and how communication has been weaponized in this battle to capture the hearts and minds of the population. To capture is to hold against one’s WILL. In the 2000s, humanity is in the process of rescuing and freeing its own WILL.

We are now dealing with the fascist tactic of THE BIG LIE – lies so big and so shameless that people simply cannot believe anyone could possibly tell such gigantic lies and, therefore, they must be true. It was “the Big Lie”, and the disbelief of the population, that brought Hitler to power in an 11 year span between 1934 and 1945. An estimated 50 TO 85 MILLION PEOPLE were killed in World War 2 – the deadliest of all our wars so far.

“I know not with what weapons World War 3 will be fought, but World War 4 will be fought with sticks and stones.” ~Albert Einstein

In this year’s 9 vibration, with less than 3 years before the decade of the 10s comes to an end and we reach 2020, here we are at the top of the karmic wheel again – as it prepares for yet another ride through the same old mistakes and unlearned lessons. We cannot allow history to repeat itself. We simply cannot.

There is nothing wrong with being afraid provided we learn to identify what needs to be feared and what does not. Fear does not always stop us from progressing. Fear can also spur us on. That is because fear and courage are opposite ends of the same emotional string which measures, interprets, and expresses our sense of security as we make our way through life.

Fear can also indicate that we are finally ready to accept the truth and take the action we need to take. And we often find that fear is not necessary at all. It is also useful to remember that fear is what’s been waking us up to reality. All emotions have a constructive purpose if we will allow ourselves to feel and sense what they have to teach.

No one wants to live in fear. To live in constant fear is to live in hell. But, in itself, fear is not the problem. Being unable to face our fears is the problem – and the more we refuse to face our fears, the more we attract conditions that force us to do so.

2 is the number of empathy, and in order to be aware of reality, we must also be aware of those whose situations are so dire, so hopeless, that they really do live in fear all the time. That’s what war is. On going, unrelenting terror. The refugee situation is as great now as was the displacement of people during World War 2 – this time the result of OUR wars in the Middle East and Africa which were fought mainly for oil and other resources.

38/11/2 carries high sensitivity, and September’s 999 environment is likely to produce many different levels of fear. But if we know this and try to allow for it – this week’s illuminating energy can transform our feelings into accurate and enlightening intuition, the vibrations of which will shake open and expand our minds with new understanding. Acceptance of reality, being real, seeing things as they really are – is how we evolve. It is also how we find valid solutions to current problems.

2 is the number of sincerity. 2 is also the number of persuasion instead of force. So when people try to persuade in a forceful way, the transparency of 2 allows us to see through the deceit and feel and sense the hypocrisy for ourselves. Sensitive 2 is a gentle and slow-moving energy, but if you try to push against it or speed it up, it pushes back hard, and slows you down even more! 2 is the number of RIGHT TIMING and PATIENCE. 2 is also the number of UNITY, COOPERATION, PARTNERSHIP, CARING, DETAIL, and THE BIGGER PICTURE.

Of course, 1 will always be the 1st number. That’s where everything starts. As a species, we have started to move beyond the ‘I AM’ energy of 1, and are discovering the connections and depth that the ‘WE ARE’ 2 energy provides. 1+1=2, and putting 1 and 1 together is the basic mechanism of expanding awareness.

Our fears in the present are pushing emotional denials from the past back into consciousness – and that is why so many people are feeling disoriented, dizzy, and anxious. Facing reality is not a function of the mind alone. Only by feeling how our various realities make us feel can we accurately understand what is happening. The programming instilled by the old system is breaking down, and what we believed was true in the past may not be true now. We can choose the intelligence that comes from accepting reality or the ignorance that comes from ignoring it.

Oh what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive. ~ Sir Walter Scott

The battle to preserve the old system is getting all the more fierce and threatening, but also more inept. This is the energy of the “winner” who is terrified at the very thought of somehow “losing”.

“What do you have to lose?” Donald Trump asked of Black Americans as he addressed an all white audience, a couple of weeks ago. “Everything!” came back an emphatic collective reply. Matters of race and diversity are foremost in the American election, which is only a few weeks away, because as the WILL of the people frees itself and heals in the nurturing environment of 2, UNITY is formed, not only between the people of a specific “race”, but between people of different “races” who realize that our differences (diversity) are our strength and depth and richness – not something to divide us.

And that’s what’s happening here, the age-old tactic of DIVIDE and CONQUER.

It was the stirring up people’s emotions by pitting group against group, religion against religion, nation against nation, that triggered both World Wars.

It is so important to understand that we are not the human “race”. The human race is a system, not a species – a system of competition and greed, founded on delusions of superiority (inflated ego). 1 is the number of ego. And as 2 rises in the course of time, some of the biggest egos on the face of the Earth are also rising, to claim superiority over others. All of this is essential to know if we are to pull away from the clutches of fascism.

We are human beings. Our species is humanity. And we are just one species among many on this living breathing Earth.

Emotional healing and development of our feminine energy is a vital and ongoing step in our evolutionary journey. We cannot even imagine our potential as human beings if our masculine minds and feminine emotions were to unite, cooperate, and work together in harmony. Such is the nature of the 2 energy – the most powerful number of our times. It is this movement – this evolution – that the old powers are desperate to prevent. We have never been allowed to BE who we really are.

t-magazine-logoThis week, on September 18, the NEW YORK TIMES turns 165 YEARS OLD. The New York Times is in 999 energy right now – at the top of the Karmic wheel – deciding what its next step should be. Much of the media have shown themselves to be helpless against fascism’s rise because they are corporations which, when combined with government, are Benito Mussolini’s very definition of fascism. Many individuals in this field do not understand the energy they are dealing with. Or, because they too are only human, their own denials enable the lies and deceit to roll right over them. It is not the job of the press to bring any political contender down. It is their job to investigate and analyze people and situations – not for entertainment, but to accurately inform the population. That is the fundamental purpose of the press.

If you tell the truth it becomes part of your past. But if you lie it becomes part of your future. ~Unknown

In this age of openness and transparency, it will eventually become less desirable to lie and cheat. Lies have a way of coming back to haunt you because they are denials of truth, and it is only through the acceptance of reality that we can move forward in the 2000s.

What we have now is a false reality which cannot stay manifest in the fields of honesty that are growing and expanding in the 2 energy. How long it takes us to move out of this deadly rut we are in is, again, a matter of the choices we make. As it is often said, “the lesson continues until it is learned…”


 

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TRUMP and the ART OF DENIAL

TRUMP IN THE MILLENNIAL SHIFT

As we evolve from the masculine 1000s to the feminine 2000s, we are experiencing a change of frequency in which the old male-driven system (1) is breaking down under the incoming power of 2’s feminine vibration which is slowly bringing equality, fairness, justice, and a much needed BALANCE into the world. But the old is resisting the new with a voracity that would rather destroy everything than have to share the abundance of Mother Earth with “others”.

The old tactic is to keep the feminine under control, and Mother Earth is the ultimate feminine vibration in physical form.

She is simply to be ‘used’ and capitalized on. This relentless ongoing attack on Mother Nature to extract her resources (abundance) forms the basis of misogyny (the pathological hatred of women), and gives rise to wars that never end.

In this overly-competitive system, some people think of themselves as the ‘winners’, and everyone else as losers. The very thought of losing is unthinkable and terrifying to them, but the feeling of terror must be denied no matter what. Of course, they cannot win this futile fight because time is the framework of evolution, and time is forever moving forward – in millennial proportions. But it’s becoming apparent that the damage they can do on the way out can be globally catastrophic.

In an evolving world, nothing can stay the same indefinitely. But power-hungry people like Donald Trump are still following the ways of the 1000s, using the tactic of DENIAL to delay this vital transition.

The 8th month of August emphasizes our own personal power. 8 exposes how those seeking power make themselves appear more powerful than they actually are – by disempowering others. They do this by homing in to people’s denials, things they fear other people knowing about. But when denial breaks down, as it must do as we evolve, we must take responsibility for what we have denied and bring it to full consciousness as quickly as possible. There is still a dangerous tendency to blame others for the problems on Earth, without seeing how we ourselves are contributing.

It is impossible to look honestly at today’s reality without having an emotional response. Emotion is feminine energy. To maintain control, the system subdues and manipulates the power of our feelings because that IS our own personal power. Our ability to FEEL is the WILL of life. It is what propels us in the direction we want to take. And the reason it is so hard to believe that we actually have Free Will is because the system only has acceptance for happy or so-called ‘positive’ feelings, which is only half the emotional range.

DENIAL MUST DENY

The Republican Party, which Donald Trump chose as his platform, is now having to confront its own denials which allowed Trump to slide in there so easily to begin with. When you openly deny scientific facts; when you deny basic human rights to certain sections of the population, while hailing another section as “superior”; when you deny women the right to govern their own bodies; when you deny equal pay for equal work – or a livable wage, you have set yourself up for people like Trump to rise – and take over.

There is no ‘master race’ on Earth. The belief in racial supremacy is primitive and repulsive. It was through these channels of denial that the master denier Donald Trump, emerged as a popular contender for the most powerful position on Earth. And yet he knows nothing about how the world works. How could he? He is in denial of reality itself!

Denial is a disease we all suffer from. This is why Trump’s rise is inevitable and necessary. If human beings did not deny reality, we would have already accepted our astonishing diversity and we would be evolved and enlightened beings. The world would be a very different place. But the system we are trapped in requires us to deny our emotions – deny how we REALLY feel inside – as we strive to conform to what we are told is “normal and natural” behavior. This too is denial of reality. There is nothing normal or natural about the industrial system of war and misery that we are evolving from. This system defies nature.

Yes, Donald Trump lies constantly … but lying is only one part of denial’s range. Denial is humanity’s most serious disease because it is the basis of self-destruction. Self sabotage is the result of continued denial of reality, so we have much to learn from the example that Donald Trump is reflecting.

Our need to be constantly ‘entertained’, and our addiction to ‘popular culture’, particularly TV, has also enabled him to rise to this power-position. “Reality TV” has been his forte for many years. That is where he learned the finer aspects of mass-manipulation through the stirring-up of people’s emotions, especially those emotions that are buried in denial, such as hate, rage, fear of inadequacy, fear of being wrong, fear of loss.

Denial acts as a malevolent firewall, the mission of which is to extract truth from consciousness, and prevent truth from reaching consciousness in the first place. In Donald Trump, we are seeing the extent of humanity’s denials being reflected back to us from the world stage. But denial denies everything, including its own existence. And this gives him another edge:

THE POWER OF DISBELIEF

I could stand in the middle of Fifth Avenue and shoot somebody, and I wouldn’t lose any voters, OK? It’s, like, incredible.”  ~DONALD TRUMP (Jan. 23, 2016)

People are asking, in stunned disbelief, how Trump is able to get away with all the lies, hate, fear mongering, and bigotry – and why some of the very people he attacked are now lining up to “serve” him. It is obvious that he is a master at manipulating emotions. But he himself is not an emotional man. It is unlikely that he ‘feels’ much at all, other than his own presence. His own ego – a ‘sense of self’ so out of proportion that he believes he is the most important and magnificent man on Earth. He ‘senses’ that everyone is hiding something. We all have denials of our own, no matter how cleverly we deny them.

He takes full advantage of the confusion he creates by throwing out suggestions, innuendos, accusations, and creating layer after layer of lies. No one could possibly get away with this for very long, but he is doing so because what he does is always BEYOND BELIEF. No one knows how to deal with the COLOSSAL LIE because anyone who tries is immediately confronted with their own denials. Fear of being exposed keeps most people too ‘frozen’ to be effective against such an unfeeling force.

This is what Adolf Hitler wrote about the ‘big lie’ in his book, Mein Kampf:

“The principle was that in the big lie there is always a certain force of credibility; because the broad masses of a nation are always more easily corrupted in the deeper strata of their emotional nature than consciously or voluntarily; and thus in the primitive simplicity of their minds they more readily fall victim to the big lie than the small lie, since they themselves often tell small lies in little matters but would be ashamed to resort to large-scale falsehoods. It would never come into their heads to fabricate colossal untruths, and they would not believe that others could have the impudence to distort the truth so infamously. Even though the facts which prove this to be so may be brought clearly to their minds, they will still doubt and waver and will continue to think that there may be some other explanation. For the grossly impudent lie always leaves traces behind it, even after it has been nailed down, a fact which is known to all expert liars in this world and to all who conspire together in the art of lying”.

This appears to be the strategy of Donald Trump, too. The “small minded masses” cannot conceive of someone telling such enormous and outrageous lies. But as we move further into the transparency of the 2000s, we are more able to ‘see through’ the lies, which is why Donald Trump is (at last) starting to loose his grasp.

But do not be lulled into a false sense of security about this. He has triggered the uprising of a misogynistic and racist following, who will still be there long after Trump falls. One of the reasons denial is so hard to take is that you then have to deal with the reality you were hiding – the secrets you were keeping from yourself.

As he continues to overestimate the stupidity of the masses, his strategy is backfiring and his own stupidity is on full display. But there are always those who stand behind the bully. Not only do they believe that the bully will keep them safe, but he also legitimizes their own bullying behavior.

HUMANITY’S INSANITY

“… there’s a deep, instinctual cruelty in Trump — he finds people’s weak spots, their insecurities, and he exposes them in front of crowds.” ~Ezra Klein

Many psychiatrists have now attested to the fact that Trump meets every description of Narcissistic Personality Disorder – which we used to call egomania – an obsessive preoccupation with one’s self. (1 is the number of SELF.) He acts on his own uncontrolled impulses and is possessed by delusions of grandeur and superiority. The egomaniac cannot empathize with others.

In her Book “Why Is It Always About You?”, Sandy Hotchkiss describes “the seven deadly sins of narcissism” as follows, (and every one of them is quite visible in Donald Trump):

1: Shamelessness. Shame is the feeling that lurks beneath all unhealthy narcissism, and the inability to process shame in healthy ways.

2: Magical thinking. Narcissists see themselves as perfect, using distortion and illusion known as magical thinking. They also use projection to dump shame onto others.

3: Arrogance. A narcissist who is feeling deflated may re-inflate by diminishing, debasing, or degrading somebody else.

4: Envy. A narcissist may secure a sense of superiority in the face of another person’s ability by using contempt to minimize the other person.

5: Entitlement. Narcissists hold unreasonable expectations of particularly favorable treatment and automatic compliance because they consider themselves special. Failure to comply is considered an attack on their superiority, and the perpetrator is considered an “awkward” or “difficult” person. Defiance of their will is a narcissistic injury that can trigger narcissistic rage.

6: Exploitation can take many forms but always involves the exploitation of others without regard for their feelings or interests. Often the other person is in a subservient position where resistance would be difficult or even impossible. Sometimes the subservience is not so much real as assumed.

7: Bad boundaries. Narcissists do not recognize that they have boundaries and that others are separate and are not extensions of themselves. Others either exist to meet their needs or may as well not exist at all. Those who provide “narcissistic supply” to the narcissist are treated as if they are part of the narcissist and are expected to live up to those expectations. In the mind of a narcissist, there is no boundary between self and other.

Trump and the Art Of DenialOn this basis, it is doubtful that he would willingly drop out of the race, even though his campaign is floundering badly. He would have to be forced out, or he would have to invent another ‘big lie’. But whatever happens, we must not lose this opportunity to learn more about the debilitating force of denial, both our own and other people’s.

I am not just running against Crooked Hillary Clinton, I am running against the very dishonest and totally biased media – but I will win!   ~Donald Trump (August 6, 2016)

Denial shuts down the imagination and diminishes awareness. Whatever realities we refuse to recognize is a measure of our ignorance. That is what the dumbing down process is – the closing of our minds through emotional manipulation. Trump denies his own dishonesty through deflection – throwing it at other people: the dishonest press, crooked Hillary, lyin’ Ted, Pocahontas, etc., while praising anyone who praises him.

We are evolving beyond the easily manipulated INFORMATION AGE into the AGE OF TRUTH – and the ‘truth deniers’ are rising against this in brutal fashion. They will do anything to take life back to how it used to be when their “authority” went unchallenged. In the case of Trump, that would be the 1980s and 90s.

EMOTION IS OUR HONESTY

“Honesty is such a lonely word, Everyone is so untrue, Honesty is hardly ever heard, And mostly what I need from you. ~Billy Joel (52nd Street, 1978)

Billy Joel’s classic song, “Honesty”, is about lack of shame – which is guilt in denial. And denied guilt is what makes our world so dishonest, brutal, and totally out of balance.

Denial is also the most misunderstood disease. This is why MENTAL HEALTH is now a serious topic of conversation at all levels, covering not only Donald Trump’s sanity, but also the spate of people whose backlog of denied emotions is now bursting out and killing other people – all over the world.

On the basis of “everything starts within”, all hatred is self hatred. When you do not accept what you are honestly feeling, you are denying it the path it needs to take in order to heal, and so the hate just sits there, within the body, and festers – until it makes you physically ill, or something in your outer life triggers it – and it rushes to the surface. When emotions burst out like that, they can be very dangerous. And this is the energy Trump is using as fuel. Denied emotion. Denied reality. Denied guilt.

The fact is that we are all responsible for our own emotions because they are an inseparable part of who we are as individuals. There is never a need to harm yourself, or others, in the process of emotional expression.

A MOMENT OF TRUTH

The USA has seen itself as “#1” for so long that we can learn many lessons about the  1 energy from what she is experiencing now. 1 is the number of SELF. The number of ego. The number of leadership. The number of change.

2 is the number of principle, sincerity, and the ability to persuade without force. 2 is also the number of accountability. As terrifying as the thought of a Donald Trump presidency may be, (and it is looking more unlikely by the day), his emergence as a strong presidential contender is both inevitable and rich in karmic lessons which we all have to learn at this precise time in the human journey.

As a species, no matter where we live in the world, we have reached a tipping point here in this 9 year of endings and completion, (2+0+1+6=9), regarding the dumbing down process, and we have to continue figuring things out for ourselves. To do so effectively, each of us must find our point of balance between masculine mind, feminine emotion, and biological body. Those three parts of ourselves are shattered and scattered by a system which, to a larger extent than we may want to admit, is doing our thinking for us, by controlling our emotions.

But when those three parts of ourselves align within the individual, they align with other individuals who are also healing and evolving from the old system. Out of that balance emerges the fourth dimension in the form of WHOLE human beings – unique individuals who are spiritually, emotionally, and physically connected. Thus the reality of WE ARE 1.

1 is the number of ego – and we have been so misinformed about the ego that it’s very easy to blame it for everything. Ego is your sense of who you are, as an individual. Ego is not the culprit. Ego is the gauge. It moves one way when one’s sense of superiority oversteps the bounds of balance (inflated ego) – and the other way when self-hatred gets the better of you (deflated ego). Finding this inner balance is an essential part of our evolution.

Meanwhile, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right – on we go – marching to the same old beat of the established, politics-as-usual, drum. But as we evolve, we are learning to dance to the beat of our own drum which, of course, comes from our own individual hearts. That’s where our LOVE resides. It is only our denials that prevent us from loving more fully.

Remember: humanity is not losing its mind. Our minds are being stretched and expanded by our recognition of reality. The vibrations emanating from our feelings are cracking the walls of denial and are pulling our minds OPEN. And so, we are evolving emotionally and intellectually at the same time.


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