# MONTHLY FORECAST – JUNE 2020

MONTHLY FORECAST

WHAT IS YOUR YEAR NUMBER FOR 2020?

2020 is a 4 Year in the world, (2+0+2+0=2+2=4). To calculate your number for 2020, simply add 4 to your month and day of birth. (Do NOT include your year of birth in this calculation).

Example birthday: September 24:

Month = 9

Day = 2+4 = 6

Year = 2+0+2+0=2+2= 4

9 + 6 + 4 = 19, and 1+9=10, and 1+0=1 (keep adding until you reach a single digit). So, in this example, the Year Number is 1.

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### MONTHLY FORECASTS – JUNE 2020

NOTE 1: While the monthly readings below pertain to your own personal life in June 2020, they do so against a very active backdrop of 1 energy .  The 6th month of a 4 Year is a 10/1 month in the world. 6+4=10=1, signifying CHANGE, A NEW LEVEL, THE NEXT PHASE, NEW BEGINNINGS, INDEPENDENCE, INDIVIDUALS, INNOVATION, ORIGINS, THE ROOT OF THE PROBLEM, ACTION, IDEAS, MASCULINE ENERGY, and ELECTRICITY.  JUNE 2020 is likely to bring a major global shift of direction…

NOTE 2: No matter which year you happen to be in personally, the world is in a 4 year in 2020.(2+0+2+0=4). Therefore, much insight can be gained by reading the 4 Forecast, as well as your own. The 1 and 6 Forecasts are affecting us deeply, too.

NOTE 3: For even more insight into how the numbers are affecting you each week, be sure to read your

This Monthly Forecast describes how the 6th month of JUNE interacts with your 1 YEAR (1+6=7).

To learn is to change. Our destiny is to learn and  keep learning as long as we live. ~George Leonard

Slow down. There are very few guiding lights in your life right now, other than your gut feelings. Life is urging you to let go of a variety of old beliefs and attitudes so that your new beginnings can actually begin. Until you do this, and accept your present reality for what it is, the tiresome game of ‘wait-and-see’ will continue.

It is perfectly natural for you to feel unsure of what lies ahead. Don’t rush, jump to conclusions, or criticize. Be quiet. Be alone. Be honest. You are on the brink of a major turning point and you will be able to maneuver this change of direction more easily if you will just allow yourself to feel your inevitable fear of change which is being suppressed by guilt.

Guilt doesn’t want you to know that you’re feeling fear. Guilt doesn’t even want you to know you’re feeling guilt. When guilt is denied like this, it reverses itself into blame which is then unwittingly projected onto someone else.

Undo any judgments you have made against yourself and others. This will bring you into the present, which is the only position that allows you to see how things have changed over time, and how to move forward from here.

Yes, this is a test of your faith in yourself, so do not give up on your hopes and dreams. But do be prepared to adjust them to suit changing realities. Be determined to learn what must be learned in order to take care of your needs and desires. Don’t worry about being alone. You need solitude and rest this month – and you need to listen to your own thoughts instead of other people’s ‘opinions’. It is time to stop being your own worst enemy and become your best friend instead.

Do not try to put on a show or manipulate. This month provides an element of transparency in which others can see what you are refusing to see – or show.

You are capable of leading your own independent life, and no matter who is involved, you are the only one you can depend on for success and fulfillment. Once you accept this fact you will be able to share your life with others in a state of ease.

If you feel pessimistic, intolerant, or unable to think straight, try to recognize those deeply buried emotions that you are refusing to admit and release. Admitting an emotion means letting it IN to your consciousness. Healing an emotion means feeling it, accepting it, and releasing it OUT of your body – expressing it – from the inside out.

Others are not holding you back. It is your dependence on their acceptance, approval, or assistance that is causing the problem. When you get to the root of what you are truly feeling, there will be many moments of raised awareness and inspiration, and many questions will be answered as your natural energy levels are restored.

Accept the past just as it was, the recent past included. It doesn’t matter if you don’t have all the answers. Just have faith in the future – and in your ability to achieve what you were beginning to think was impossible.

You will be presenting yourself and your ideas to the world next month, so use June to make sure that you – and your ideas – are presentable. Life is slowing you down now so that you can gather information and study and analyze the facts, before you make your case to others.

Be sure your plans don’t depend too heavily on other people or outside factors. Take full responsibility for yourself. Use your natural talents and assets. Don’t fool yourself about this. Whatever you are good at, whatever you enjoy, whatever you have an avid interest in, whatever you love – therein lies your talent – your calling. Listen! It is calling to you now.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how the 6th month of JUNE interacts with your 2 YEAR (2+6=8)

It is far better to let those concerned know what is on your mind than waste precious time playing hide and seek with other people’s feelings, while they do the same with yours.  ~Sally Brompton

Enough is enough! A certain situation has become self-defeating and can no longer be allowed to drift aimlessly along. Let others be who and what they are. It is time for you to regain your dignity and start realizing your own worth again. Then you will be more able to appreciate the worth of others whose good qualities, in most cases, really do outweigh their flaws.

Pay attention to detail. June emphasizes your personal power and enhances your ability to make things happen and get things done. Despite interruptions and distractions, a jolt of inspiration could turn out to be a real boost to your confidence. Don’t exhaust yourself by taking on too much or aiming too high at a time when only smaller goals are attainable. Yet, as small as they seem, they are nonetheless vital stepping stones to your long-term aspirations – and they need to be treated as goals in themselves.

Focus on your reputation, finances, contacts, and other resources. By providing a service to others, you can open lucrative doors for yourself. You may have to share someone else’s problems this month, but you’ll also have a chance to share in another person’s gain. Listen. Someone else’s experience may help you better understand your own situation.

Restore your optimism by releasing the suppressed feelings you have been carrying inside for so long. Instead of being beaten by past and current circumstances, accept yourself as you are now, and sense the brightness of your future. Notice and appreciate those areas in which your life has become more comfortable, pleasant, and real.

One thing is certain: unless you learn to prosper independently and take care of your own needs, there will always be someone else to whom you must answer. No one owes you a living – or anything – and this is a time to appreciate the support you do have by showing others that it is worth their while to support you. You, in turn, may find yourself supporting someone else who really does need and deserve help.

Patience and diplomacy are the keys to your success this year, and you will lose valuable allies if you take an aggressive approach. Stay alert. Protect your assets. The path you are on right now is brimming with opportunity and hidden connections, but you will still have to use persuasion, not force, to make the most of them.

Resisting the power that other people exert over you is not a matter of severing ties, running away, or using aggression, but of changing the way you react to others. What may seem like a conflict of interests is actually a reminder that others have something valid or valuable to offer.  Or perhaps life is reminding you that unless you take care of yourself first, you will be unable to take care of anyone else.

Tread carefully. Consider other people’s feelings, rights, and circumstances. You may not have a leading role right now, but you do have a lot to contribute. Compliment and encourage others. Think things out before you act. Do one thing at a time. June provides a new sense of timing, ambition, and direction.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how the 6th month of JUNE interacts with your 3 YEAR (3+6=9).

There seems to be a door on the way to remarkable success that can be passed through only by those willing to persevere beyond the point where the majority stop and turn back. ~Earl Nightingale

June concludes another phase of your life which will be defined by whatever comes to an end. An emotional situation must be put in its proper perspective as you make a change that you may have been avoiding. This is a cycle of tremendous growth if you can let go of things, attitudes, issues, habits, or even people that you have outgrown.

You may not actually take your next step until next month or later in the year, but an ending you make now, in your heart, can set you in a new and more rewarding direction. Face the facts and clear some space in your life for new opportunities to come in.

A change must occur in the way you see and express yourself. Accept the past as it was so that it does not have a chance to contaminate the positive new reality that is forming in the present. Notice how you allow others to influence your decisions. Be aware of your fear of what others think of you.

A current problem may be based on your feelings towards a particular person – a parent, the beliefs of a parent, even a parent who is deceased; a spouse, lover, friend, relative, associate, boss, or some other figure who influences your thoughts and feelings more profoundly than is good for you. The truth is that no one is holding you back. It is your response to someone or something else that is preventing you from moving forward. When you are too concerned about other people’s opinions of you, guilt is involved, and it seems that in this cycle of ‘letting go’, guilt may be what you most need to let go of!

Just because someone else cannot take your needs seriously does not mean that they are not serious needs. If you have difficulty defining your present needs, they are those very basic and simple things which make you happy and for which you are now longing.

June brings an emotional situation to the forefront and may test your ability to remain optimistic. The purpose here is a cleansing and healing one with your future happiness and wellbeing in mind.

This is a transforming month, full of fabulous highs and sobering lows in which issues of the past return so that you can end misunderstandings. June is a cycle of giving, endings, and deep emotions. If you feel that you are sacrificing in order to give, then you are not giving because you want to, but because guilt is telling you that you should. Accept that guilt is dictating to you here and that giving, purely for the joy it brings, is one of the most satisfying feelings there is. No matter what you intend to give, it cannot happen until you let go of something.

Assess for yourself those things that have no constructive or loving purpose in your life; that have clearly prevented happiness – and let them go. Perhaps it is a feeling which needs to be released. Pride perhaps? Fear? Anger? The need to control? Let it OUT, and you will feel the exciting vibration of your new potential.

Forgive yourself – and others – and your optimism and belief in yourself will return. Whether you realize it or not, others are taking you seriously and are a little in awe of who you are, what you have accomplished, and what you can accomplish.

Sometimes, endings can feel like the weight of the world being lifted from your shoulders, so that balance, inner-peace and a greater sense of self-worth can be experienced. These are the feelings that arise when emotional matters of the past have been accepted and healed. They enable us to deal more realistically with the stresses and strains of our times – and they shine a light on our next step forward.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how the 6th month of JUNE interacts with your 4 YEAR (4+6=1+0=1).

You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. ~Buckminster Fuller

You have arrived at the 4 year’s exciting “fields of possibility” and it’s time to stand tall and start taking a chance or two. It is also time to plant a seed, which if rooted in the right place and at the right time, will start to flourish in August. This is going to take focus, honesty, confidence, and hard work! Stay totally aware of your reality and you will land safely on your feet, in friendly territory.

However, a detrimental influence, which could be one of your own attitudes or habits, must be eliminated. This no-nonsense month urges you to take yourself and your abilities seriously. Self-acceptance and an independent approach are necessary. Delays and obstacles are indications of how dependent you are on outside factors, especially your need for the approval of others.

Obviously, you must approve of yourself first, but in order to do that, you must genuinely believe in what you are doing. 4 represents the BUILDER, and you must therefore understand the true nature of what you are trying to build, otherwise you cannot be sure that what you are creating is something you actually want.

Be aware of the ripples that emanate from any movement you make. Don’t just brush those flaws or problems under the rug. You need to clean up your act, rather than hide the dirt!

You now have the power to change a frustrating situation by changing your view of it and your position within it. Embrace this month’s dynamic energies and realize just how much you love yourself – and your life; how much you are loved by others, and how much you love and appreciate them.

This cycle heightens your perception of who you actually are – your sense of identity – and the importance you place on your reputation. One of the reasons you are comparing yourself to others this month and are seeing yourself in a new light, is because life is urging you to recognize and cherish those characteristics that make you unique.

This cycle can take you from the person you are now to the person you have it in you to be. Therefore, you will have to let the “old you” go, so that the “new you” can emerge more comfortably. You can only do this by having complete acceptance for who you were, and by realizing that regrets are unnecessary.

As new understandings occur within, many aspects of your outer reality will also start to change. Others are aware of the growth you are experiencing, but if you do experience someone else’s negativity, take a stand and speak up for yourself. In most cases, however, by focusing on what youhave to do, the complaints or attitudes of others will have little influence.

Recognize where you are repeating the same old unproductive patterns. There is likely to be at least one instance of hypocrisy this month. Be aware of this inconsistency. Stop judging others simply because they are different. It is your own “differentness” that you must now accept with love.

Break from the old and limiting and welcome the new and exciting. Believe in yourself and start something NEW. Do something you have never done before. Be flexible. Learn to adapt and bend your uniqueness to your circumstances. Be yourself, but do not alienate yourself from the people you need by ill-timed or inappropriate actions, or by insisting that you are right, and they are wrong. Be willing to learn new things.

You may wish you had more encouragement or help with the workload, the details, your plans, your dreams, or even your basic needs. But you are left to fend for yourself. Although you certainly need others for love and support, it is important not to depend on them for the results you seek. If someone lets you down this month, or if you do not get the support you expected, it is all part of June’s theme of independence, self reliance, and change.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how the 6th month of JUNE interacts with your 5 YEAR (5+6=11/2).

No one wins a conflict unless both feel understood and enlightened about the theme or nature of the other. ~Arnold Mindell

Sense your way through this cycle by cooperating peacefully with current conditions, and with those people to whom you are connected. Many aspects of your past are catching up with you now, offering you a wonderful chance to soothe and heal old anger, sadness, and fear that you’ve been carrying around with you for far too long. This is also an opportunity to let go of any guilt or feelings of unworthiness that arose out of past events.

Allow old memories to emerge. Outwardly express the feelings they trigger. There is no need to be ashamed of or traumatized by the past, or afraid that the future will be a repeat of it. However, if your focus is overly self-serving, you may create a humbling situation. This is 5’s way of showing you that you cannot go any further in the direction you’ve been traveling. It all changes now – if you let it.

The 5 Year is one of change and freedom, but first your unexpressed feelings need attention. To heal them, you have to feel them! Once you do, you will realize just how free and open you are becoming. Be sure to remind yourself, frequently, that Free Will IS ever-expanding openness. So many details are coming into the open this month!

June provides you with a heightened awareness of reality. It emphasizes your options, helps you to make intuitively-based decisions, and understand the roles that everyone is playing. The circumstances of June can renew your faith in yourself and help you to deal with an issue which, only a short time ago, you would have been afraid to face, or perhaps gave up on. As loose ends continue to be tied up, you will feel your personal power returning.

Meanwhile, blend in, take a moderate approach, and do not try to manipulate or force anything. Even if you become the center of attention, keep in mind that June is a time of WAITING.

Your understanding of personal or professional relationship is being put to the test. Recognize where you have allowed the beliefs or behavior of others to hold you back or push you in directions you didn’t want to go. You cannot change others. They are who they are, and their experience of life is different from yours. But you can change yourself – simply by BEING yourself.

Patience, sensitivity, reliability, and modesty are needed while you figure out what changes you will need to make in the near future, including changes to the way you communicate. Appreciate the input of others. Cooperate. Appreciate. It won’t be long before you need some willing cooperation yourself.

Remember: much is going on behind the scenes which will soon improve your situation. Be patient. Listen attentively. Pay attention to detail. Respect your own and other people’s feelings. This rather humbling month of distraction and intrusion is improving your overall timing and is providing vital clues to the direction you will soon be taking. Remember that nothing can be intimidated, coerced, or attacked within June’s magnetic field without it reacting to you in the same way.

June’s change of focus allows an exchange of information to take place which can help free you from the past, and at the same time, show you glimpses of a much brighter future.

Accept that mistakes have been made regarding your understanding of ego, patience, relationship, teamwork, cooperation, and how you deal with the everyday realities of life, which may include a very important responsibility. Be sure not to repeat these mistakes now. When this experience is gained, you will feel the stress of recent and past events leave your life. Your consciousness will expand, and you will sense the true connection between you and someone else whose reality you are only just beginning to comprehend.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how the 6th month of JUNE interacts with your 6 YEAR (6+6=1+2=3).

The opposite of courage in our society is not cowardice – it’s conformity. ~Earl Nightingale

June’s complex energies enable you to communicate effectively in response to what could be an extreme situation. But this cycle is so light and “scattered” that you may have a problem noticing that such a situation exists until you find yourself in the middle of it.

You must develop a deeper appreciation for your own personal needs if you are to stop feeling like a victim of circumstances. While some circumstances are indeed beyond your control, June brings opportunities to recognize and appreciate the happiness that already exists in your life and use this energy to turn a close relationship into a loving friendship. First, you may have to release some heavy feelings of resentment or hopelessness under which your natural optimism is buried.

Whether it feels this way or not, you are now in a cycle of creativity, joy, love, laughter, social interaction, communication, and natural beauty. These are the gifts which can sharpen your view of reality and make this a successful month. There is no need to force a smile or keep up a phony appearance of happiness. Just allow yourself to feel whatever happiness is within you, and it will be genuine.

If guilt tells you it is wrong to feel happiness when others cannot, remember that guilt’s nature is to deceive and deflect. Remember, too, that others cannot recover from their problems if guilt is telling them that they are responsible for your unhappy mood. This way guilt wins by bringing everyone down. Let others draw from your optimism and cheerfulness – as and when they need to and, indeed, if they choose to.

Some of June’s vibrations focus on physical attraction. Others emphasize emotional magnetism. This combination has distinct problem-solving and healing properties. One way or another, physical and emotional healing is what this month is about.

The past has gone, and yet it is still affecting your life and may now be draining your energies in a hard-to-define way. Regrets are unnecessary. In fact, you would do well to think of the past as wisdom – a pool of experience from which you can draw answers to a current problem. It is time to create a new experience by learning from the old, and then letting yourself move into present time.

Be friendly and encouraging, but do not be deceived by mere surface appearances. Be affectionate and helpful. Try to focus on what really matters. Communicate honestly with friends and family. Don’t assume that everyone will or should agree with you, or each other, and don’t jeopardize your safety or wellbeing by involving yourself in issues that have nothing to do with you. Remember your priorities, and do not give support to anything you don’t believe in.

In this reflective cycle, if you see yourself in people you do not like, perhaps you are seeing the extent to which you dislike yourself. In this highly creative and innovative cycle, you may now have to contend with a destructive element – someone who is far from creative, far from cordial, and far from happy. If so, communicate in a way that does not overwhelm, scare, offend, shock, or bore. Don’t try to control or dominate. Happiness can only come from within and can only have a positive effect on others when it is genuine.

You will be amazed at the solutions that come to you by relating your circumstances to nature’s eternal cycles of ebb and flow, day and night, beauty and beast, life and death. Human life is only part of the big picture. A broader understanding of this will show you that your current circumstances have a deeply healing and loving purpose.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how the 6th month of JUNE interacts with your 7 YEAR (7+6=1+3=4).

Everyone sees one or two things in his life that make him doubt his normality, doubt his sanity, doubt his very existence. For a moment the orderly universe is disarranged, and the fabric of belief is ripped. But the moment passes. ~Robert Sheckley

If you sense that you are boxed in and that one problem only seems to compound the next, do not deny how this is making you feel. Instead of hiding your present reality, allow someone else into your private world. They may not hold the solution but sharing your dilemma can give you a new perspective.

Feelings of restriction, loneliness and vulnerability may arise, along with delays, detours, cancellations, and tedious details. Approach such matters with the determination to do what needs to be done. Stop beating yourself up over a past event or ‘mistake’. It was a road you had to travel to get where you want to be.

June may bring you to what you believe are your emotional, mental, or physical limits. The answer is to accept your situation exactly as it is. Only then can you expand your belief in yourself. Your present limits are being caused by an inner fight you are having with reality – including the reality of what you are feeling. Your willing acceptance of what ’is’ will push those limits away from you. Although they will still be there, (we all have limits), they will no longer place such extreme pressure on you. Then you will see where your next step lays.

By organizing, sorting, analyzing, and prioritizing, you will be clearing a path which will make a particular goal much easier to reach. Hard work now will pay off later. However, be aware that the hard work and clutter involved may be more mental and emotional than physical or material. Life is trying to help you build a solid base for your future. However, even the best laid plans may need to be changed to suit changing realities.

This month’s events are also pointing out that your plans must be put into action systematically, one step at a time. Face the facts you have been avoiding. Sort it all out, detail by detail. Be aware of how your own stubbornness may have contributed to the problem. When you have squarely faced the facts about yourself and certain others in your life, you will experience a strong and comforting sense of accomplishment.

The restrictive nature of June in the 7 Year, can create a tendency to overanalyze, which means that you already have the answer but are refusing to accept it. Concentrate on a realistic outcome. Visualize and feel the results you want. Be aware of how your thoughts, beliefs, or actions may be compounding the problem. Are you denying your true feelings? Are you using or losing your Free Will?

7 can make you think the worst of a situation – the purpose of which is to help you build faith in yourself, and in life. Without faith, we cannot see beyond our so-called problems and, from this point of view, there is no hope. On top of this, June places obstacles on your path, the purpose of which is to bring you to what you believe are your limits, and to help you realize that you are not as limited as you thought. June offers breakthrough – not breakdown – and the precious insight of what it will take to build the reality you want.

So, between thinking the worst, being confronted with obstacles, stretching yourself beyond your limits, exerting effort to build a new reality, and being unsure of what you want to build in the first place, you can see why June in the 7 year seems tough … until you understand its healing purpose. Then you can regain your confidence, understand your options, decide to take things easier; and stop struggling against a situation over which you have no control. You have learned a lot from the past, but now you must have faith in the future!

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This Monthly Forecast describes how the 6th month of JUNE interacts with your 8 YEAR (8+6=1+4=5).

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. ~Carl Sandburg

This busy cycle responds directly to your innermost feelings. What you are thinking is not the issue. What you are feeling will influence this month’s events, and it is important to know the difference between emotion and thought – and to experience your feelings without words of any kind. Feelings are felt – and positive thinking without honest feeling is mere self-deception.

Diversify! If you confine your activities to one area you may start to feel restricted and lose the potential for advancement that June offers. Where routine has become a bore, do only what has to be done and, if possible, do it differently.

This cycle urges constant movement and changing environments, otherwise anxiety about ‘lack of movement’ can throw you off course. This is a time for excitement, resourcefulness, and a rush of adrenalin – and perhaps a vacation or break from the familiar. Travel, or some kind of connection to another culture or reality, is indicated. It is certainly time for a change.

If a situation arises in which you feel awkward or out of your depth, stay very aware. This fast paced and unpredictable cycle emphasizes freedom, the sudden, the unexpected and the use and abuse of power. It can bring you face to face with people, places, and things that are different, strange, exotic, unusual or challenging. Because things happen quickly or erratically in this cycle, you could become reckless or accident-prone if you are not focused. You could get lost in someone else’s reality – or caught up in situations you would normally avoid.

So, pay attention and, as you look at all the chaos and deception in the world, you may need to reaffirm that YOU are responsible for your own wellbeing. It will be difficult to take care of anyone else, or move ahead securely, until you truly feel that way.

Many of June’s vibrations are concerned with the physical, material, financial and sexual aspects of life and you may need to develop a deeper appreciation for your own physical body. You will then see yourself in a new light – as the beauty of your own personal power – your own Free Will – starts to shine through the surface of your outer skin.

Just remember that not everyone is able to share your point of view and, perhaps, never will. You would be wise to focus on those who are already friendly to your beliefs and needs and are on the same wave-length.

Don’t overindulge in “pleasures” which may seem enjoyable but are actually forms of dependency – including excesses of food, alcohol, street and prescription drugs, gambling, extravagance, TV, computer, and other areas that have become strong habits. Excesses of any kind can create unexpected problems this month. You need a clear head. Consider the degree to which any form of addiction depletes one’s personal power.

A chance encounter or simple conversation can provide the encouragement you need. Perhaps the only thing that needs to change is the self-doubt which arose last month. Again, 8 urges you to appreciate what you already have and use it to get what you want. Something in your life must change now. You may want to hold on to – or run back to – an old situation just because you are accustomed to it. But, now, life is urging you to develop more courage, accept your changing reality, let go of what is not working, and move confidently into new territory.

One of the main gifts of June is to profit from previous mistakes. Recognize and admit to a mistake, understand its consequences, and stop repeating it. Then it will no longer be a mistake. It will be experience. Are you about to make that same old mistake again? Take a different approach this time.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how the 6th month of JUNE interacts with your 9 YEAR (9+6=1+5=6).

The one thing we can never get enough of is love, and the one thing we never give enough of is love. ~Henry Miller

A selfless and realistic attitude is needed as you face certain facts about LOVE. June emphasizes the home, responsibility, spouse, lover, children, parents, parenting, pets, relatives, health, friends, and other matters of the heart.

Your deepest feelings are rising. Strong emotional movement is inevitable. Once you honestly express the feelings you have been holding in, you will realize just how much love is buried beneath them and how holding them in can make you feel sick. You may believe that the condition of your physical body affects the way you feel but, in reality, it is the way you feel that affects your physical health – and something is certainly going on with your body this month. Take care of it! If you hold your unexpressed feelings in any longer, their magnetism will attract whatever situation will trigger you into expressing them.

Be careful not to go to extremes in trying to defend your position or principles. June offers a chance for a new and loving beginning in an important relationship. Love must be free. Love that is “held on to” or controlled is not free. Love can only be felt, given, and received in a continuous free-flowing exchange.

Guilt doesn’t want you to admit that you may actually hate someone you claim to love, because guilt does not want you to feel your true feelings. Guilt wants to keep fear, anger, and hatred firmly in place by making you deny that you are feeling these things. However, working through your true feelings is going to make June a very warm and loving month, despite the apparent contradictions involved.

Mental concept – and brief experience – is as far as humanity has been able to develop unconditional love so far. No one on Earth is presently capable of loving everyone and everything. To start with, not everyone or everything can or wants to receive the love you have to give, and it is impossible to love those who horrify and disgust you without denying your feelings of horror and disgust.

Try to accept that everyone is evolving at their own speed, which may be very different to yours. Wanting others to be as you want them to be rather than who they are, is in fact placing conditions.

With so much emphasis on home and family, you may be wondering where “home” really is for you. Childhood memories may emerge: an old neighborhood, siblings, parents, children, old friends. or other matters that are close to your heart.

We are all searching for our ‘right place’ in life. For some, this may involve a geographical move. For others, it means pursuing something they feel passionate about. Consequently, even those who love each other deeply may not share the same ideals or desires. An acceptance of each other’s individuality will reduce the confusion and conflict within an important relationship. (Read each other’s yearly, monthly, weekly, and daily numerology. Read their destiny path numbers, too.) This will help you better understand that your right place in life must be felt on the inside first, and this applies to everyone.

You will also realize that until total acceptance for yourself and what you are trying to achieve takes place within YOU, it is impossible for anyone else to fully accept you either. Genuine love and closeness can only remain within a group if each individual is free to be who they are, learn what they need to learn, and go where they need to be, otherwise, familiarity really does breed contempt. Be patient though. Old habits die hard!

In a month when responsibility is also a key issue, you may realize that by trying to control another or allowing someone else to control you; by assuming that you are responsible for everything or not responsible for anything; by focusing too much on one area of your life and neglecting other aspects, neither peace nor love can exist within your relationships. A balance must be found which makes room for everything you love.

This is the ideal time to DO whatever you have been putting off at home or work, and to clear any kind of backlog that is cluttering your life.  There can be much relief here.

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How telling it is that we now live at a time when we individuals must keep our physical distance from each other. As we remain ‘trapped in time’, between the 1000s and the 2000s, we cannot understand OTHERS, until we understand our SELVES.  What we did not learn from that thousand-year journey, we are scrambling to learn now – at this pivotal point of 2020.

This is a monumental year in the human journey, and the disruption in time that a Leap Year creates is going to be very obvious as 2020 unfolds.

This describes the complex and transforming energies of this pivotal year in the human journey,

# MONTHLY FORECAST – MAY 2020

MONTHLY FORECAST – CREATIVE NUMEROLOGY

WHAT IS YOUR YEAR NUMBER FOR 2020?

2020 is a 4 Year in the world, (2+0+2+0=2+2=4). To calculate your number for 2020, simply add 4 to your month and day of birth. (Do NOT include your year of birth in this calculation).

Example birthday: September 24:

Month = 9

Day = 2+4 = 6

Year = 2+0+2+0=2+2= 4

9 + 6 + 4 = 19, and 1+9=10, and 1+0=1 (keep adding until you reach a single digit). So, in this example, the Year Number is 1.

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For even more insight into how the numbers are affecting you personally, be sure to read your

### MONTHLY FORECASTS – MAY 2020

NOTE: While these readings pertain to your own life in May 2020, they do so against a very active backdrop of 9 energy .  The 5th month of a 4 Year is a 9 month in the world. 5+4=9 – the number of ENDINGS, CONCLUSIONS,  DRAMA, TRAUMA, DEEP EMOTIONS, GENEROSITY, GENERATIONS AND REGENERATION, WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND, and LETTING GO IN ORDER TO MOVE FORWARD, MAY 2020 is a pivotal month in a pivotal year… new article coming soon…

This Monthly Forecast describes how your 1 Year interacts with the 5th month of MAY (1+5=6).

The study of change is the study of survival.  ~Edward T. Hall

May emphasizes balance and extremes, relationships, relatives, domestic matters, location, health and healing, responsibility, justice, forgiveness, and peace. It is important to base your decisions on your true feelings. However, because you may be feeling extremely protective towards yourself and loved ones, you must also be careful not to jump to conclusions or prejudge anything.

Events may force you to focus on home or family matters, on those you love, or those to whom you are closely connected. If you have depended on someone or something too heavily, you will now realize that nothing and no one can be taken for granted in the 1 Year. And, because so much emotion is involved in this cycle, an extreme or uncomfortable situation could emerge, even though it may not be entirely unexpected.

Accept that everyone is living and evolving at their own pace and don’t try to manipulate or take control. Don’t take on responsibilities that are not yours. You may think you are responsible for someone else’s problem or that they are responsible for yours. You may believe it is your responsibility to keep everyone happy. You may think you have no responsibilities at all. You may even find yourself being held responsible for something. This may be difficult to understand right now but your responsibility is clear: you must take care of yourself first, otherwise you will wear yourself out and be unable to take care of anyone or anything else.

While others are caught up in their own changes, you may find yourself with a new problem to solve or a deeply emotional dilemma to deal with. Assess where you truly fit in to the situation. Appreciate the feelings and needs of all concerned. Do what you can to help, but encourage others to find their own solutions, and remember that independence is this year’s theme.

A know-it-all, self-righteous, or judgmental attitude, is a sure sign that you are denying some powerful feelings, such as fear, grief, and anger. Until the lessons of love and responsibility are learned, this leg of the journey may jolt you from one extreme to another.

Focus on your home. Or, are you wondering where your real home actually is? As an old reality ends and a new one starts to form, renew your faith in yourself and in life. No matter how restless you feel, you are in the right place, and this is the right time, to gain the experience you need.

Begin or expand a project that is dear to your heart. Stop judging yourself from the perspective of who you used to be, and bring yourself to a new level of commitment. You will always be what you judge yourself to be, and until you change a particular way you see yourself – and what you are capable of – true satisfaction may never be reached. Then you will have to deal with the frustration of not knowing why.

You have reached the outer edges of a brand-new beginning in your life. Will you walk confidently into it? Will you now take a greater responsibility for your own well-being and happiness? Will you accept this new path of love, balance, and connection?

If you find yourself traveling unfamiliar roads during May, this is an indication that you really are ready to take a different, exciting, and more responsible road out there in the world, and that no matter how hard it is to let go of the past, once you do, a new and better tomorrow will be able to form. This month, a new understanding about love can result in a loving new beginning or fresh start.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how your 2 Year interacts with the 5th month of MAY (2+5=7).

Courage does not always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, “I will try again tomorrow”. ~Mary Anne Radmacher

Having to face your own reality last month has probably left you eager to make some positive changes, but you still may not be able to see the best approach. Don’t rush. New understandings must be reached, and specific adjustments must be made before you can gain the stability you desire.

Slow down. Navigating your way through May’s ‘strange’ vibrations will require an open and alert mind. There is no outside light to guide you. In fact, the only light that can illuminate your current reality exists within – and this is also the only light that can help you revive your sense of dignity. Keep a low profile and go about your daily affairs slowly and quietly. Cooperate and help where you can and ask for cooperation where needed.

Remember how the year started off and take a detailed look at where you stand now. Notice how you are connected to everyone and everything around you, and how you have handled certain people and situations. If your approach has yielded favorable results, continue in that way. If not, there may be some part of your reality that you are not seeing or relating to. Be honest with yourself. Only then can you relax from this stress, and gently move yourself into a kinder and easier segment of your journey.

To begin with, you don’t have to spend every waking moment reeling from a recent event or clash, or worried about what the next problem may be. Unexpressed emotions are causing this strain. Feel them – express them outwardly – let them go. Then you will understand what needs to be done next. And, while you’re waiting for more understanding to come in, make manageable and achievable plans which match the direction you want to take.

Don’t be afraid of strange dreams or sudden flashes of intuition. Compare them to your current situation. This month’s emotional awakening is trying to stir a sleeping (or battered) ambition. Feedback from others can trigger what needs to be felt here. Stay alert and remember that any problem you encounter can be turned around to your advantage.

In this peculiar and perhaps surreal month – a cycle of secrets – you are learning about the power that comes with the acceptance of reality, and the deadlock brought about by denial.

Be tactful. Be careful with whom you associate – and be very aware of the games people play in order to ‘get ahead’. You cannot afford to waste your time or resources. Don’t lower your standards.

The answers you seek can be found in the details, so pay great attention to aspects that you would usually ignore. Listen attentively, not only to what others are saying, but also to your own inner responses. Widen your outlook and try to be more flexible and relaxed.

Be aware of both your strengths and your weaknesses. The lessons here are those of self-acceptance and gaining a balanced appreciation of your own worth, (self-love). Of course, you may have to feel your way out of some disappointment (sadness), frustration (anger), or confusion (fear) to learn them. You may also find yourself facing a moral dilemma of some kind as you struggle to understand the meaning of freedom.

May’s energies can, at first, trigger feelings of being inadequate, vulnerable, or unprepared. You may believe you should be doing more to help yourself or someone else. Relax. Just do what you can. Guilt always tells you that you should be doing better than you are, but from the understanding that your best really IS good enough, your ability to relate to and cooperate with others will expand. Then you will experience a quiet confidence that feels warm, nurturing, and genuinely loving.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how your 3 Year interacts with the 5th month of MAY (3+5=8).

What we vividly imagine, ardently desire, and enthusiastically act upon, must inevitably come to pass.  ~Cezanne

It’s time to snap out of it, wake up, and make some positive waves. The power of communication is featured this month, along with friendliness, popularity, and giving others what they want in order to attain what you want. A potent energy has entered your world, urging you to implement last month’s plans or ideas even if, in part, they seem undoable. “Where there is a Will there is a way!” A decision must be made and carried out.

You may be afraid to do something that you are perfectly able to do, and it is time to face that fear head on. As abstract as it may seem, your biggest and most debilitating fear is likely to be that of taking full responsibility for your own life. You can release this fear. You can succeed.

Feel the positive energy surrounding you, including an improvement in the way others are able to relate to your side of the story, your ideas, talents, or potential. Even if you are not getting this kind of attention from others right now, don’t worry. This could be a sign that these are not the people with whom you are meant to be dealing on a long-term basis, or that they themselves are being distracted by other issues. No matter what, believe in your ability to succeed, and understand that you do not need the approval of other people to live as you want to live.

In general, if you need something, ask for it. No matter how difficult a task appears to be, keep at it. Don’t give up. And don’t focus on the rewards alone, as this will reduce your focus on what you need to do in order for the rewards to follow.

It is important that you believe that your life has taken a turn for the better, no matter how turbulent the waters may seem. This month’s combination of energies represents a big step forward into a future which you are designing by the strength of your desire, belief, and action.

You have more ability to make things happen this month than you have had in a long time. If you have to rely on a friend or relative to assist you, be grateful, kind, and willing to learn new things. Don’t let anyone or anything undermine your confidence. The magnetism of your determination and clear-headedness will draw opportunity to you.

There may be an improvement in your finances, business affairs, or relationships, or an opportunity to enable these improvements to occur later. This level of growth often requires a courageous leap of faith – a radical shift beyond the previously imaginable. So jump in and become passionately involved. Do not limit yourself. Just do what needs to be done. The dress rehearsal of the past four years is over. This, my dear, is the real thing!

Now, each step you take towards a goal is a goal in itself. If you feel stuck, remove yourself from the situation for a while and focus on something unrelated. This diversion will relieve your stress, rejuvenate your senses, and give you the incentive to get back in the game.

But what if things are not going well? What if you have lost instead of gained? What if you feel disappointed, empty, or unable to see anything positive in your situation? What if there is no hope in sight? If you look closely at everything that has transpired in the last two years, you will realize that this cycle is showing you an aspect of your own power that you have not used before. Now is the time to start using it.

Keep going until you get it right! Yes, effort and determination are needed. But what a wonderful gift it is to finally know what you want, and what you have to do to get it.

One way or another, the events of this month will reward you richly. The time for speculating is over. The time for doing is here. It may take longer to reach your destination than you imagined, but still, the journey has begun.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how your 4 Year interacts with the 5th month of MAY (4+5=9).

Those who don’t remember the lessons of the past are condemned to repeat them.  ~George Santayana

Endings, completions, tolerance, generosity, accepting reality, and letting go of the past, are the themes of May. The time has come to free yourself of the weight of your unexpressed feelings, because that is what is making you feel so confined. Let it all out, safely and privately – and then feel yourself moving forward again.

Issues from the past may be preventing you from focusing on the positive potential of your present situation. You may feel angry towards someone else, but if you get deep into this feeling, you will realize that you are angry with yourself for a multitude of reasons which guilt keeps pointing out. Only you can end whatever you are subconsciously blaming yourself (or someone else) for. Once you do, you will be able to move comfortably ahead.

Finishing something you have been putting off will open more space in your life. Wherever there is space, there is potential for new opportunity. You really do need to simplify.

There may be some delay, frustration, or loss this month, or perhaps you are still feeling the effects of a previous loss. If someone or something has left you, or seems to be leaving you, understand that you do not own this person or situation. Look for the cause of the separation and allow the wheels of freedom to turn as they need to. This does not mean giving a free reign to those who need assistance or guidance, such as children, but the energy of this month does suggest that a more accepting or understanding attitude will serve the best interests of all concerned.

Be generous. This includes giving your time and effort; giving of yourself in a particular field or service; giving a sympathetic ear or supportive shoulder – or giving practical assistance or advice. Let go of resentment or insecurity and openly encourage or assist someone else. In another instance, you may need to stand up for yourself, get back in the driver’s seat, and take control of your life as much as circumstances allow – without trying to control others.

Take the time to observe how you and certain people affect each other. Stand still and look at your reality, and how it is connected to theirs. Stop fighting the fact that you are who and where you are. This cycle is restrictive, but it provides a valuable lesson in seeing all sides of the story – not just the side you prefer, or the side you are afraid of.

Open your imagination and let those new ideas in – the ideas you have been shutting out of your conscious mind because you don’t know how to make them happen within the confines of your current circumstances. Look at the bigger picture instead of getting lost in the nit-picking details. How can you expect to create a new reality for yourself when you are merely lurking in its shadows, unable to stand out and dazzle the world with your true colors? Discard those old ways which never did work for you. Enough is enough. Out of endings, new beginnings rise.

Climb down from that roller coaster of disappointment. You will soon realize that a particular fear was unfounded. Stop torturing yourself with a situation you can do absolutely nothing about! There is still a long way to go on your 4 journey, but if you are willing to accept that the present, regardless of its details, provides the only entry into the future, then you are over the worst of it now. Remember that the 4 road leads to breakthrough, not breakdown.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how your 5 Year interacts with the 5th month of MAY (5+5=1+0=1).

“If you don’t go after what you want, you will never have it. If you don’t ask, the answer is always no. If you don’t step forward, you are always in the same place.” ~ Nora Roberts

This is the 5th month of your 5 Year. If something you have taken for granted reverses itself, face this reality squarely and notice that there is more than one way to proceed. You do have a choice. It may be difficult to take a route you have never taken before, but no matter how alien these untraveled roads seem, you can be sure that one of them will lead to the result you want. Take comfort from the fact that if it were not for this upheaval or change of focus, you could find yourself going around in the same old worn-out circles – yet again.

With courage and a sense of adventure, this is a month of dynamic forward movement, new ideas and people, enthusiasm, independence, and sudden development. Someone else’s situation may be reflecting important information to you – or showing you the outcome of not exerting your personal power in the world.

The climb you wish to make must start with a single step. All you need is the courage to make a particular move that you were unable to make before. You may even find yourself being supported in an unexpected way, by someone who has been drawn to your talent, originality, your belief in yourself, or simply to the beauty of your spirit.

Yet, despite all the encouragement that this month offers, you may feel vulnerable, abandoned, or stuck. This is because May’s  5  5  10  1  vibrations require you to stand alone in your new circumstances and experience the power of your individuality and independence. You are in new territory in which you must focus on you, your life, your desires and ambitions, and your ability to be yourself and lead your own life.

A significant change has taken place, and yet your life has not changed enough for you to feel totally comfortable. Give yourself time to adjust to an unexpected shift, and although it is necessary to focus on you, remember that others have their own agendas, priorities, needs, and problems, too.

Be sure that the attention you are receiving is not solely for the purpose of improving someone else’s situation while your own needs remain neglected. Be aware of the games people play. Be realistic.

BEGIN something – a new activity, friendship, relationship, business, or project – or start a new phase of an existing experience. Relax with who you are. Make a change that will remove you from those who don’t appreciate you, and place you where what you have to offer is actually being sought.

Recognize when you are behaving self-destructively and try to offset this tendency with a more constructive use of your time, energy, and resources. What you are trying to achieve is important – but other people’s goals and needs are important to them, too. The more at ease you feel around others, the more comfortable they will feel around you, and the more progress can be made.

Recognize past mistakes regarding your expectations of other people, and your sense of self-importance. Your reality has changed direction and it is very important to know where you stand – and to remain flexible. This is a chance to positively transform your life, your relationships, and your view of the world.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how your 6 Year interacts with the 5th month of MAY (6+5=11/2).

Peace can never be achieved by force. It can only be achieved by understanding.  ~Albert Einstein

This month emphasizes relationships, cooperation, peace, love, compassion, details, CONNECTION, and being honest with yourself. Above all, be patient. The art of problem-solving is one of 6’s principle themes, and this month, life may send you a sensitive situation to practice on. Use gentle persuasion and tact. Make suggestions, not demands.

Force and aggression will work against you. But miracles can happen if you are patient enough to wait for them, and aware enough to see the different options available. Take it all in your stride – with the intent of understanding, deeply and compassionately, what is going on.

If you try to force your plans ahead, you may push them into the wrong place and time. By diverting your attention to another person or circumstance, a new experience will arise from which you will gain valuable information. A new intelligence will form which can help restore some much-needed harmony to an important relationship or situation.

If you find yourself saying, “I don’t have time for this”, take a deep breath and just take the time. The world will not fall apart if you stop what you’re doing to sort this out. In fact, something important could fall apart if you don’t. Many details are involved, including some that you are avoiding. Let go of all that stress and go slowly and peacefully instead. Be diplomatic and courteous. The people with whom you must interact this month are all potential partners in some way.

Others may need your attention, patience, and understanding. Don’t judge or condemn. You now have an opportunity to solve a problem which affects you and possibly others. You are well aware of a past mistake and you know that there is too much to lose by repeating it even one more time.

By fully accepting your present reality, as nerve-racking as it may be, you will finally know what adjustments need to be made. Actually making those adjustments is how you will reinvent yourself and achieve an overall improvement in the way you live your life. The erratic pace of May’s sensitive  6  5  11  2  vibrations is helping you to build authentic COURAGE.

You may have to examine your own tactics and motivations to realize just how subtly you may have been controlling others – or have allowed your repressed feelings to control your own behavior. You may even find yourself being held accountable for past actions. If so, accept it. Don’t fight it. Life is merely pointing out a mistake so that you don’t have to suffer its consequences again.

Fear and anger must be recognized within you and given outer expression. Take responsibility for the role that you have played in a particular matter, and instead of allowing blame and guilt to rule, look for common ground on which to build.

Love must be free in order to be love, so relax with that fact and seek healing instead of deeper conflict. Consider the needs and feelings of all concerned. Insecurity breeds obsession, and this can jeopardize all your relationships. Don’t try to force someone into a position that is merely convenient for you, or allow yourself to be used for someone else’s ulterior motives. This is extreme behavior, and the only thing it creates is WAR. This is a month in which you are learning about PEACE, which of course, starts within.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how your 7 Year interacts with the 5th month of MAY (7+5=1+2=3).

Real knowledge is to know the extent of one’s ignorance. ~Confucius

This month emphasizes the joys of life. However, its vibration is so light and carefree that you may fail to notice it or take it seriously. Now, in this serious 7 Year, it is time to understand how and why your pursuit of personal fulfillment holds the answer to your present circumstances.

There is also an emphasis on innocence, creativity, communication, social interaction, art, and beauty. Imagine how life would be without these joyful elements. It would not be worth living. Try to feel, accept, and embrace May’s exuberant vibration. It will help you define personal happiness and show you how willing others can be to help if you approach them in a friendly way.

The weight you are carrying is made up of all those ideas, facts, and emotions that you are currently unable to process or express – compounded by guilt, which tells you that you should already know the answers to your questions. This can result in an uncomfortable tension in your shoulders as if you have been carrying something alien on your back and are now trying to shake it off.

Remember that guilt doesn’t care if you find the answers or not. It only wants you to feel guilty – a heaviness you can no longer afford to hold.

Be aware of the flaws, imperfections, or superficiality in some of the activities, people, and things you thought could or should make you happy. 7 dulls the gloss, glamour, and trivial aspects of life, so that you can see reality instead. There could be some concern in matters of friendship, creativity, social standing, your (or someone else’s) physical appearance, or the way in which you and others are expressing yourselves.

The change you desire may require you to learn new skills, behavior, or procedure. Being comfortable and self-assured in foreign or even hostile surroundings is part of what you need to learn in order to groom yourself for the opportunity that the months ahead offer.

Friends and family are an important part of May, so don’t become too withdrawn or reclusive. The elements of social connections and secrets come together in a strange way this month. 7 promotes openness, but its opposite reflection is that of plotting, scheming, or hiding the truth. Be aware of the motivations of others – without becoming paranoid. Or, is it you yourself who is subconsciously plotting to bring yourself down?

Accept the situation, just as it is, and focus on finding a realistic solution. By creating an optimistic atmosphere, the solution will be easier to accept by all concerned. This is a cycle of self-expression, but do not use it to trivialize, criticize, spread gossip or rumor, or promote only one side of the story. Thoughtlessly expressed words can create havoc in May’s  7  5  12  3  communicative vibrations. There is no need to hurt others – or yourself – just because you are dissatisfied. Communicate creatively, not destructively.

And remember that May in the 7 Year is about planning rather than doing. Be very patient. Give yourself time – the whole month if necessary – for new ideas and structures to form in your mind.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how your 8 Year interacts with the 5th month of MAY (8+5=1+3=4).

Design is not just what it looks like and feels like. Design is how it works. ~Steve Jobs

May brings you into a down-to-earth karmic cycle which highlights the work that must be done to fulfill a goal – and the inevitable obstacles in your way. This cycle emphasizes your sense of identity – the way you see yourself, and the way you believe others see you.

As you sort out your beliefs about you and your reputation, you may experience limitations, delays, postponements, mental blocks, and other complications. If so, consider all the details as they arise. Only then can you analyze the situation and get organized. Make a commitment to get through this obstacle course, and then feel yourself grow!

You will be amazed at what you can achieve with patience, effort, efficiency, and belief in yourself. This means that you must feel your fear. You may not like how it feels, but this is nothing compared to the feeling of dissatisfaction – self hatred – you will experience if you do not face and feel your fear, head-on, and take advantage of this month’s opportunity to advance. The key to dealing successfully with fear is to know what should be feared and what should not.

Appreciate what you already have, including your ideas, resources, talent, passion, and imagination. Appreciating them means loving them, using them constructively, expanding them, and increasing their value. Appreciate, too, the people around you whose individuality and problems are very real. They may be only too happy to cooperate if they know that you truly believe in yourself.

Persevere, chip away at, and break through restrictive situations. In the process of laying this all-important groundwork, you will encounter what you thought were your limits, only to realize that your expanded belief in yourself has pushed your limits to a place where they no longer pressure you. You are READY to take this vital next step.

We often limit ourselves through outdated thinking or because we feel we must do things in a certain way. Some obstacles may seem immovable, such as age, responsibility, limitations of the physical body, finances, or the condition of your personal or working environments. By accepting the reality of your life in all its detail, you may find that certain “obstacles” serve a constructive purpose.

An opportunity may arise for you to heal your physical body or to make changes to other areas of your life with which you thought you would always be “stuck”. These represent some of the wonderful but less obvious rewards of the 8 Year.

Get plenty of rest this month because your current circumstances can deplete your physical energy. Acknowledge that you have a fear of change and feel what your fear is telling you. When your passion becomes stronger than your fear, it is a sign that the power of your Will is finally breaking free. When you become passionately involved with the pressures of getting a goal off the ground, you will be able to look back over the past five months and pleasantly startle yourself with how far you have come.

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This Monthly Forecast describes how your 9 Year interacts with the 5th month of MAY (9+5=1+4=5).

One’s knowledge cannot go beyond one’s experience.  ~John Locke

May’s karmic 14/5 energy reveals old judgments that have been imprinted on you throughout your life. The more clearly you understand (feel) the inaccuracy or irrelevance of your old programming, and how it is restricting your progress today, the more easily you will be able to steer yourself in a direction that is right for you. Old programming does not let you see the present situation for what it is. It prevents meaningful change by insisting that what once seemed ‘normal’ for a particular situation still is – or what you believed to be the truth may not be true at all.

Part of you, (your mind), is demanding to know why all this change is necessary, and that you should ‘pull yourself together’, snap out of it, and get back to ‘normal’. But before you do shrug off that other part of you (emotion) as it tries to tell you what it needs in order to heal, be sure to notice how the past has made the present inevitable, and that your craving to get back to ‘normal’ is actually a wish to get back to the past – which is full of the same old mistakes, habits, and ‘programming’ that led you to your present circumstances. It all comes to a head this month. That’s why issues you thought were over are now back in your life!

Guilt and blame have no place in this cycle. Admit that mistakes have been made, but don’t judge yourself or others for having made them. Simply realize that, now, the only option left is that of real and meaningful CHANGE. Allow your mistakes – your mis-steps – to evolve into experience.

Be aware of your surroundings or you could become accident-prone, reckless, or unable to keep up with changing situations.

There is an emphasis on your physical body this month. Take care of it and realize how vital a part of you it is. You may want to block out – deny – your present reality with excesses of alcohol, food, drugs, sex, gambling, or some other means of avoiding the emotions involved. In May, your physical condition is an indicator of just how much memory you are suppressing, and how much buried emotion you are holding in.

You may feel lonely standing there at this crossroads – this major decision point – with no idea where any of these roads will lead. But you are not alone. Millions of people, all over the world,  are also standing at their crossroads. But it is you alone who must make the choice of either moving forward into a reality of your own design – or returning to ‘normal’ and stagnating in an unacceptable situation.

This month emphasizes FREEDOM, and you must now free yourself from normal routines and activities, or at least approach them in a different way. In many cases, ‘normal’ is just another word for average.

Notice how normal conventional thinking has almost killed Free Will on this planet. Allow yourself to think differently. Make peace with yourself. Everything starts with the self, and if there is no peace within, there can be no peace in your outer reality either.

This cycle responds to your expectations; not what you think you expect, but on a deeper level, what you feel is going to happen. When sudden or unexpected things occur this month, they are likely to be things that you did expect deep down but were unwilling to bring into consciousness and shrugged them off instead. Or, you may be thinking very positively about change – but nothing changes. This shows that deep down you did not expect anything to change – and that mere ‘positive thinking’ is always outweighed by denied feelings.

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BE SURE TO READ MY LATEST ARTICLES ABOUT 2020How telling it is that we now live at a time when we individuals must keep our physical distance from each other. As we remain ‘trapped in time’, between the 1000s and the 2000s, we cannot understand OTHERS, until we understand our SELVES.  What we did not learn from that thousand-year journey, we are scrambling to learn now – at this pivotal point of 2020.

2020 (Part 2) THE LEAP YEAR WOBBLE. This is a monumental year in the human journey, and the disruption in time that a Leap Year creates is going to be very obvious as 2020 unfolds.

It describes the complex and transforming energies of this pivotal year in the human journey,

# WEEK 49 – on the road to 2020

WEEK 49 runs from Tuesday, December 3, to Monday, December 9. It is a karmic 13/4 Week, and the final week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers began with 4. There is a heightened degree of seriousness about this week. Fact vs fiction! Don’t get carried away. Keep your feet on the ground. This is practical and realistic energy.

4 represents restriction, sorting things out, putting things in order, obstruction, delay, hard work, dedication, determination, and breakthrough. Attention to detail is essential in this vibration. 4 is the number of mechanism and shows us how whatever we are dealing with works – how it moves – and what the end result is likely to be if it keeps moving in the same direction.

4 is the number of SYSTEM, and we are now likely to see more clearly just how the system works – and how it isn’t working.

“I’m just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round,
I really love to watch them roll,
No longer riding on the merry-go-round,
I just had to let it go.”

~ John Lennon, Watching the Wheels

“Watching The Wheels” is a song about ‘the system’. John Lennon was murdered 39 years ago in New York City, in Week 49, on December 8, 1980. His song, “Imagine” is also about the system. The title seems to be a prophetic ‘instruction’ for these times, because until our ability to imagine alternatives evolves, all we can conjure up is more of the same.

This year, WEEK 49 is a karmic 13/4 week in a 6 month.

December = 1+2=3

2+0+1+9=1+2=3

3+3=6

The restriction (or breakthrough) that brings is likely to involve children, family, domestic, and economic matters, the stability of institutions, and challenges to established law. The 9 in 49 brings something to an end. 9 brings drama and deep emotions. Something or someone may reach their limits this week – or perhaps a feeling that this really is the “final straw” will sweep over the population. But of course, it won’t be the final straw. The damage has been done, some of which is irreversible. 4 is the number of WORK, and we have our work cut out for us as far as shaping the future is concerned. However, it’s ‘holiday time’ again, and people are distracted.

13/4 draws attention to safety in working environments, pay structure, equal opportunity, and work ethics, including the devastating impact of industry on the natural world. And this is likely to accelerate all the way through 2020 – which is a 4 Year. And because 2, the number of unity and joint effort, is so prevalent in the new millennium, unions, worker’s rights, and economic fairness are likely to be major issues.

Denial of reality will be very obvious this week, and yet, as more exposures are made, denial will continue to deny, regardless of evidence, and what we see with our own eyes and hear with our own ears. That’s what denial does. It denies everything. It even denies it is denying. Denial of reality is the root-cause of most of our problems on Earth today, and in matters of politics, it is becoming standard procedure.

We must not become numb to the lies. A major aspect of our evolution is to be able to recognize these gaslighting tactics and not let them muddle our senses. That level of trickery is what we are evolving from. 2 is the number of transparency. 2 is also the number of perception and the senses. This week’s karmic 13/4 energy is likely to bring us ‘down-to-Earth’, perhaps with a thud, as we get closer to the much bigger secrets that are terrifying so many blackmailable people in powerful positions around the world. And if that is the case, it means that they have no power at all. Someone else is pulling their strings.

We cannot change what we refuse to look at. And without accurate understanding, we hold ourselves back and box ourselves in. And we cannot change anything if we keep things the same. This two-party system that dominates so many countries in the world keeps us marching to the same old tune:  left/right/left/right/left/right. The March of the Same Old Same Old; competing approaches to the same tired old system of capitalism.

13/4 exposes the dangers of being inflexible and uncompromising. It wakes us up to the sheer lack of inspiration brought about by not having a specific GOAL to aim for. 4 needs a goal to work towards in order to maintain its vital sense of PURPOSE. 4 has to have a REASON to work, otherwise it starts to make hard work out of easy tasks.

WEEK 49 brings obstruction, or exposes it, and it also provides the determination to break through barriers. 4 brings success through unremitting effort and hard work. And 9 enables us to complete what we start. Don’t be distracted by anything trivial or irrelevant. Things are happening in the world – and in our own lives – which we simply cannot afford to ignore (deny).

Karma is not punishment for past and present misdeeds. Karma is the learning of what we have been unable to learn, and what we most need to learn in these harsh unprecedented times. Karma is the natural law of “cause and effect” – and this is a WEEK of Karmic Balance.

Your personal weekly forecast repeats as a daily forecast on FRIDAY, DECEMBER 6. This repetition occurs when the month and day add up to 9(1+2+6=9). On these ‘double dose’ days, (triple-9 when you include the 9 in Week 49), circumstances, memories, and emotions intensify. 9 represents endings, conclusions, and letting go of the past in order to move into present time – which is where we really do need to be – because the present is where the future is created.

And remember that no matter which year you happen to be in personally, the world is in a 3 Year in 2019 (2+0+1+9=2=3). Much insight can be gained by reading the 12, and 3 forecasts as well as your own. The 4 and 9 Forecasts are likely to affect us all, too, this week.

# WEEK 48 – on the road to 2020

WEEK 48 is a 3 Week (4+8=1+2=3). It runs from Tuesday, November 26 to Monday, December 2nd. Both 4 and 8 represent achievement and manifestation. They both recognize opportunity and strive to ATTAIN what they want – but from very different approaches.

4 succeeds through hard work, routine, order, system, formula, patient attention to detail, logic, efficiency, and the precise execution of well-laid plans. 8 succeeds through attraction, strong desire, the merging of resources, and sensing the deeper potential in existing information. 8 succeeds through incorporating what it already has to get what it wants – and delegates the details to 4.

WEEK 48 is the 9th week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 4. This energy can help you to manifest something really worthwhile by expressing outwardly what you feel inside. As emotions continue to rise throughout the world, we can see the positive results that can come from anger, for instance, (the most judged against of all the emotions). And even those who believe  that fear is the problem can surely see that certain fears are what’s waking everybody up!

All emotions are multi-layered and complex – and we must learn much more about this vital part of us – our feminine energy – as we move forward in time.

“The class which has the power to rob on a large scale also has the power to control the government and legalize their robbery.”  ~Eugene V. Debs (1855 –1926).

In the current system, the two perspectives of 4 and 8 are used to drive a deliberate wedge between ordinary people (4) and the self-proclaimed ‘ruling class’ (8). Between workers (4) and bosses (8). Between limitation (4) and privilege (8). But notice how desperately power is clinging to power by whatever means it can conjure up. The system is breaking.

4 and 8 give people an effective and sometimes stunning VOICE – if we choose to use it. Of course, we are all people – even those who think they are superior to others. 4+8 = 3, and 3 = communication, social interaction, social media, and population. And here we are, in the final weeks of an eventful 3 Year (2+0+1+9=1+2=3), where the voices of the many are starting to stand out and be heard.

Despite their vibrational differences, 4 and 8 have a unique relationship. They belong together. The most balanced form of 8 is 44. Both 4 and 8 can make BIG things happen – when they work together. And this week, they are working together!

* 4 organizes the details to find order in the chaos.

* 8 visualizes the higher and wider  potentials.

* As 4 and 8 exchange information from their various viewpoints, a bigger picture forms, from which all kinds of other pictures form. Nothing spreads information and atmosphere as effectively as the 4/8 combination.

* 4 and 8 give each other optimism and confidence because they appreciate each other’s natural function.

4+8=12, and 12 symbolizes where we stand in the evolutionary journey  – stuck between the submerging ways of the past (the masculine 1000s), and the emerging ways of the present (the feminine 2000s). But the feminine does not want to control the masculine. The feminine wants FAIRNESS and EQUALITY. Feminine 2 brings BALANCE into life.

1+2=3, and 3 creates patterns and platforms. 3 = CONTINUATION. 3 enables things to spread – such as happiness, love, information, and understanding. But every number has its shadow side which emits a very different energy. 3 has not so much a shadow side, but a SHALLOW side, which also enables things to spread, such as rumor, gossip, hearsay, lies, spite, threats, bullying, blackmail, and other social viruses.

The shallow side of 3 turns serious matters into mere ‘entertainment’: politics, news, the suffering of others, and the avoidance of reality itself. 3 represents friendship, but the shallow side of 3 is where enemies reside. And because this old system maintains its power by keeping everyone divided, we have little understanding of the true meaning of diversity (which we can’t really know at this time because we have never experienced the true extent of how spectacularly diverse life actually is).

But we do know that diversity is CONTRAST, without which we would be unable to tell one thing from another! Contrast is an essential sensory thing. Diversity is the richness that enables the great tapestry of life to keep going, expand, and evolve. Diversity gives life its color, texture, and other vibrational tones. Without differences, there is no chemistry, and without chemistry, there is no choice, no potential and therefore no future.

The system uses the power of communication to program our minds – by manipulating our emotions. This is why the freeing of the human WILL is so imperative to our evolution. The WILL is our ability to feel and sense. THAT is the part of us that is most under attack! And because emotional energy is feminine energy, women have always been kept down.

And yet – it is women who are rising up most noticeably, most effectively, and most courageously right now.

WEEK 48 provides us with ideas, creative urges, and the WILL to carry on. The WILL is rising all over the world despite the violent efforts of governments and corporations to keep it trapped in the shallows. But we are in different times now. The old ways are holding on with full force, but because their time (the 1000s) has gone, their effectiveness is diminishing. Their force is still formidable and deadly, but they WILL fail in the end simply because present time does not support their archaic tactics. The more deeply we move into the 2000s, the more power they lose. And the closer we get to the first balance point of the new millennium: the year 2020 – and the decade of the 20s – the more we develop the courage to speak the truth in our hearts – which undoes the programming of our minds.

However, the practical side of 4 and the survival mode of 8 remind us that life on Earth is going to get a lot worse before it gets better, but the power of  ‘accurate understanding’ that comes from both 4 and 8, gives us a reason to keep going through thick and thin. WEEK 48 provides the INCENTIVE of knowing that we can make the changes we need to make. We are far more capable than we have ever been allowed to realize.

On FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 29, the 11/11 energy converts to 22. Add the 3 Year of 2019 and you have 2+5=7.

7 is the number of learning, awareness, wisdom and meticulous planning. However, the shadow side of turns planning into plotting and wisdom into foolishness. Secrets come to light when 7 is active, but people can go to unthinkable lengths to hide the truth. NOVEMBER 29 is the 333rd day of the year, so it is likely to carry an important lesson about the 3 energy, as we approach the final month of this 3 Year. And of course, being the 12th month, December itself is teeming with 3 energy (1+2=3).

3 represents people, words, images, the arts, creativity, the stage, how things are ‘staged’, happiness, beauty, optimism, and COMMUNICATION. It’s not just about humans exchanging information with each other. Or even how human beings interact. The body is communicating within itself all the time. The natural world communicates in the most miraculous ways.  But this depth of purpose is diminished to the degree that if serious matters do not have ‘entertainment value’, (if they cannot hold our attention for long enough to understand them), we tend to dismiss them as ‘boring’.

3 is the vibe in which we are most easily distracted – and most easily swayed by other people’s opinions. The shallow end of 3 is where harsh judgment, trickery, deception, ignorance, blackmail, negligence, revenge, and the wicked ‘games people play’ are found. There is no forgiveness at the shallow end of 3, so until we move into deeper waters by our own Free Will, take in more detail, and broaden our view of reality, we remain stuck between the old millennium and the new one.

Used creatively, intelligently, and with peaceful intent, 48 helps us to counter destructiveness with creativeness, lies with truthfulness, and hate with love. 4 and 8 bring reward for effort and dedication – and 3 brings the joy that comes from doing something exceptionally well.

# WEEK 47 – on the road to 2020

Calendar Week 47 runs from Tuesday, November 19th to Monday, November 25th. This is an 11 week – in the 11th month of the year, making this an 11/11 week.

11+11= 22. This is directly connected to the double-2 energy of 2020.  The events of this week, both personal and worldly, provide an unusual opportunity to better understand what we’re dealing with.

Sparks will fly and shocks will be felt – not only because November 2019 is a karmic 14/5 month, in which life-changing things happen suddenly and unexpectedly, but also because all 9 Master Numbers (multiples of 11) are active this week.

Master Numbers are TRANSFORMERS. They convert the energy of two like-numbers into their total, creating a more powerful and versatile current. The two 1s in 11, give perfect balance to 2 – the number of CONNECTION – and important CONNECTIONS will be made this week – all over the world.

Other numbers have extraordinary potentials too. For instance, 10 brings growth, forward movement, and evolution, and takes us to the ‘next level’. We are in the final weeks of the decade of the 10s – a 10-year span in which our experience of life is teaching us about the masculine number 1, so that we can move away from the male-driven 1000s and more deeply and safely into the equality and balance of the feminine 2000s.

10 takes us to the next step.  20 is the next step. (2020 – and the decade of the 20s). Sensitive 2 makes us feel our emotions deeply. And only by knowing exactly what we’re feeling can we sense what the ‘next step’ consists of.

We have the most to learn from a cycle as it comes to an end – because the ending contains what still needs to be learned. Right now, 10 is a driving force – making us face reality – making us learn what we couldn’t learn before, through whatever our current experience happens to be.

The karmic numbers are also active now – the TEEN numbers – which are largely what the decade of the 10s is made of. The 19 in 2019 takes us back to the 1900s, and the 19th Century before that. The Industrial Age.

Many of the situations unfolding on Earth today, political, territorial, social, and environmental, can be traced back to those days, especially 1910 and 1919. It’s worth looking up. ALL of today’s problems are directly connected to unresolved matters of the past. To learn from the past and stop repeating it, we must go back to where we lost contact with reality and regain consciousness there. To heal the effect, we must find its cause.

4, 7, 11, and 2 are all detail-oriented numbers. 2 notices the details. 4 sorts them and puts them in the right order. 7 analyzes them. And 11 brings clarity by shining its light on the whole thing. But we have to want the truth. We have to desire it in order to attract it, instead of merely distracting ourselves from it. This understanding can help us TRANSFORM current reality into something better, instead of the system collapsing completely with no remaining structure to work with.

In this dishonest world, we are learning to be honest. Starting with ourselves. Emotion is our honesty, and the fact that we have been programmed to suppress our feelings has resulted in this cold and feelingless system from which we must evolve. Humanity’s dying heart needs a shot of masculine electricity to revive it, and the pull of feminine magnetism (gravity) to keep it grounded. Therefore, this may involve some kind of shock.

As multiple truths dawn on us this week, it seems that everything is happening at the same time. But as this convergence of master and karmic energy clashes, it also lights up our position and shows us the extent of our many dilemmas. This week is likely to bring an unavoidable facing of reality – a jolt of realization – and an emotional response which can open our minds as to how best to get through it.

Friday, November 22 (11/22), produces 33, and because it comes from 2 Master Numbers, it is highly energized. 33/6 = responsibility, love, equality, keeping the balance, maintaining fairness, human rights, animal rights, healing, educating, and the discovery of new creative forms. But because 6 represents extremes as well as balance, it also sways to authoritarianism, bigotry, and destructive forms. We the people are so much more powerful than we know, but the old system is going to extreme lengths to prevent us from realizing this.

6 is the number of the HOME and FAMILY, and while so many people are dealing with deeply emotional family and relationship matters, 33 reminds us that Mother Earth is also our home. But she is now pushing back angrily against the abuse humanity has imposed on her since the dawn of the Industrial Age – and this is a fight we cannot win.

We cannot supersede Mother Nature, because we are just one part of her. She will survive without us. We cannot survive without her. She provides the resources for us to live abundantly and peacefully. But our self-destructive system must capitalize on absolutely everything – and if a resource doesn’t have a money-making purpose, it is considered unessential and disposable – and this includes “human resources” – human beings.

1 is the number of BEGINNINGS. If we don’t know how something began, we will not know how to prevent it from happening again. We have to learn from our mistakes and discover different ways of doing things. This week, we may become aware of a stubbornness we didn’t know we had – and the trap of getting so set in our ways (monotony), that positive change seems like utter chaos. We really do have to change the way we live.

1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL. That’s what you are – 1 individual – among a world-full of other individuals. But we are programmed to mistrust and hate anything “OTHER”. Ah, the sheer effectiveness of “divide and conquer”!

Humanity is a magnificent collection of unique individuals whose very differences give meaning to the term “WE ARE 1”. It is our differences (diversity) that make up the richness of our potential, and our ability to work together (chemistry). We are not all meant to be the same. But we are meant to be the individual we are inside.

Labeling us is how capitalism and the class system work. It always sways toward authoritarianism, because it is based on position and title. This is where the concepts of superiority and supremacy come from, and the false lable of the self-proclaimed “RULING CLASS”. Capitalism breaks the Will of the people into unrecognizable fragments so that it can never gain the momentum with which to free itself.

Free Will means being able to express outwardly what we are feeling inwardly. That’s what propels us forward. We know that the WILL is rising now because of the massive outpouring of emotion that is occurring all over the world. And feminine energy is leading the way through natural empathy and emotional intelligence.

Week 47 is the 8th week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 4 – the number of WORK and HOW THINGS WORK. 4 is the number of SYSTEM – and we’re looking at it now – the system – and how it works. The system is breaking under the weight of its self-inflicted imbalance, and we are experiencing the sheer mania – ego mania – in those who cannot accept that they are not superior after all – and never were.

The world is awash in protests, uprisings, coups, impeachments, and continued atrocities. The direction humanity takes depends not only on how hard we push in any particular direction, but also how seriously and methodically we go about it. 7 teaches us that great patience and meticulous planning are needed to make evolutionary change.

As the Age of Truth starts to form out of our desire for truth, we are being bombarded with lies. We are evolving towards FREE WILL, but are being sucked into the coldness and cruelty of fascism. In the words of Bill Moyers, just last week:

“A society, a democracy, can die of too many lies. And we’re getting close to that terminal moment, unless we reverse the obsession with lies that are being fed around the country.

And of course, the ‘country’ isn’t just the USA. It’s every country.

And on the subject of liars, here is what James Baldwin had to say about it:

“A liar always knows he is lying and that’s why liars travel in packs: in order to be reassured that the judgement day will never come for them. They need each other for the well-being, the health, the perpetuation of the lie.”

And on the BIG LIE itself: Nazi propagandist, Josef Goebbels said:

“If you repeat a lie often enough, people will believe it, and you will even come to believe it yourself.”

The 3 energy of 2019 is creative and joyous by nature, but we are experiencing destruction and misery instead. The other side of 3 is a murky place indeed – where children are stolen and kept in cages, people are killed because of their color or culture, and entire populations are occupied, punished, or ‘vanished’, and those in need are considered worthless. The other side of 3 is where innuendo, lies, and conspiracy-theories shape people’s minds, and where blackmail and extortion are ‘policy’.

When we mistake entertainment for real life – life inevitably becomes a “reality-TV” show. We’ll see what happens. Tune in for the next installment. This one is feuding with that one. Look at the ratings! Believe what we tell you and don’t trust your own senses or your own intelligence.

“up is down”,

“war is peace”.

“In a time of deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act.”

~ George Orwell, “1984”

We have been imprinted with the belief that when we are in pain, we must subdue our true feelings and simply “get over it.”  But denying the feelings and memories involved is not how you get over it. To get over it, (heal from it) we have to go through it. If we do not respond to experience, we cannot learn anything from it – and there is something valuable to learn from every experience. Ultimately, and surprisingly, HEALING is the main objective of this momentous week. It starts with understanding what needs to be healed.

# WEEK 45 – on the road to 2020

WEEK 45 runs from Tuesday, NOVEMBER 5 to Monday NOVEMBER 11.  This is the 6th week of a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of restrictions, obstacles, correction, stubbornness, effort, and breakthrough.

WEEK 45 is always a volatile cycle in which the tracks are switched, and we find ourselves on a different route – destination unknown. There is much uncertainty when 45 is active, but there is also a strong resolve that keeps us steady and engaged – waiting for a cue – or a clue.

4 = restriction. 5 = freedom. 4+5 = 9, the number of endings and completions, high drama, deep emotions, the end of an era, and the end of this old, unsustainable, greed-ridden system. 45 reveals the muck that stands between us and our own evolution which involves aspects of the past that we don’t want to deal with. 45 reveals hidden details and shows us the extent of things – how far, wide, and deep they go.

3 years ago, in the 45th week of 2016, Donald Trump became the 45th President of the United States. Double-45!  Since then, his presence has consistently dominated life on Earth and has brought misery to many people, usually those who are in the most need of help. His Life Path Number is 4, which, in its raw unevolved form, needs to overpower and control. With impeachment looming large, we begin the week feeling the apprehension (uncertainty) of what Week 45 (and the 45th president) may bring. There is often an element of surprise or shock in the 45 vibration.

Being born on the 14th, Donald Trump also has the 5 Karmic Debt which involves sex, drugs, addiction, recklessness, celebrity, title, and position. 14/5 is about freedom – and the loathsome practice of grabbing more freedom for oneself – by stealing the freedom of others. 14/5 involves learning from mistakes and not repeating them. But of course, to learn from a mistake, you must first acknowledge that a mistake was made, which Mr. Trump cannot do. 14/5 means learning from experience.

The United States itself also has the 14/5 Karmic Debt which comes from its July 4, 1776 “birthday”. 7+4+3=14/5. Yes, countries have their own karma. This means that U.S. citizens, as a people, must learn what 14/5 has to teach before they can reach their vast evolutionary potential – in a world where the potential of all human beings is evolving in equal proportions.

Humanity is learning about equality, fairness, empathy, and LOVE. Cooperation not competition. Pulling ourselves together, instead of ripping each other apart.  The lessons of 14/5 are learned by aligning the ego of 1, the logic of 4, and the spontaneity of 5, so that freedom can flow in all directions, without people always trying to out-do or trump each other. Live and let live.

Feelings of superiority based on “race”, religion, gender, age, or even the school you went to,  are illusions which cannot stand the test of transparency and openness. White privilege, male privilege, or wealth privilege do not denote intelligence or capability, but are self-proclaimed entitlements that have no reason to exist. And because the whole concept of white ‘supremacy’ is totally irrational, we are likely to see the extent of this madness – and just how far, wide, and deep it goes.

Don’t let yourself become numb to this. Don’t let them bombard you with inhumanity that you just tune it out. Don’t give up on the dream of living in a humane world, where people in need are cherished and lifted up rather than turned away. They want you to give in. Don’t.  ~ Elad Nehorai

Another thing that has no reason to exist is DENIAL – the refusal to admit the truth or reality of something, even when what is being denied is UNDENIABLE. Things we see with our own eyes and hear with our own ears. Things we feel with our own experience. Denial attacks our senses – our feminine energy – our ability to sense and intuit. Denial has always been a principle TACTIC of this system. After all, what is a lie if not denial of the truth? Look at it. Hear it. The constant deny, deflect, deny, deflect. Observe the absurdity of it. The insanity of it.

45 can produce the paralysis of disbelief, (shock) which builds within us until the stress of denial can no longer be contained, and the WILL – our true feelings – and truth itself – eventually come pouring out. So, some hearts and minds are likely to change quite drastically now.

People everywhere continue to rise up in greater numbers and with more understanding and determination than ever before. The Arab Spring, the Occupy Movement, and all the other valiant uprisings at the start of the decade of the 10s, made an enormous impact – but now, as the 10s give way to the 20s in just a few weeks, we realize that those attempts to free the will of humanity were only the beginning. 10 is bringing us to the next step.

3 = PEOPLE and POPULATION, and 2019 is a 3 Year. The POPULATION is regrouping, resisting, regenerating, and rising again – and again – to FREE our individual and collective WILL. 3 is the number of EXPRESSION. To express outwardly what we feel inwardly is what propels us through life.  But the suppression of language pushes our feelings down and stops us from being who we are and who we have it in us to be. Without the natural power of words, sounds, and images, and the bodily sensations that our feelings produce, we are powerless. When language is under control, even the slightest criticism becomes an accusation of betrayal, or a crime against the state or dictator.

This week’s double-45 energy produces 90, which is the power of 9 times 10. The end of an era is very much in progress. The system is breaking down, and there is nothing predictable about this chaotic interim phase. We must be prepared for the fact that the old regimes will do anything to hold on to power, not just because they fear losing power, but because they will also be held responsible. 45 emphasizes the need for accountability.

This 9 Week is occurring in the 11th month which makes this a 9/11 Week. 9 takes us backwards so we can learn from the past, while 11 sheds its light on specific areas in need of adjustment and healing. 9/11 and 11/9 are meaningful dates which, historically, have brought massive reversals and changes of direction. When 9 is so prominent, we experience dramatic endings and evolutionary spirals – which makes it all the more difficult to gauge where it’s all leading.

Not only does MONDAY, NOVEMBER 11 give us pure 11:11 energy, but it’s also the 315th day of the year which adds another 9 – so that 9/11 mirrors itself.

9+11+11+9

= 40

And this connects us to the incoming vibration of 2020. (20+20=40), which is just a few weeks away. This revealing connect-the-dots energy leads to hidden details and vital discoveries. 11+11 brings us to 22 – or 2020 – which is where transparency penetrates denial, and the waking of the human WILL reaches a new level.

On THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 7, your own personal weekly forecast repeats as a daily forecast. This occurs when the month and day add up to 9. (11+7=1+8=9). Circumstances, memories, and intense feelings reach a peak. 9 represents commotion, emotion, and ‘letting go’ in order to move forward. And of course, 45/9 amplifies this already-amplified energy. NOVEMBER 7 is a 3 day in the world (11+7+3=21=3) which connects us to the 3 energy of the 21st century and reminds us that creative and optimistic 3 will be prominent in our lives for 80 more years. Read your own weekly forecast for WEEK 45 HERE.

Meanwhile, the roar of humanity’s desire for freedom and fairness is building. Notice how music is playing such a vital role in the freeing of the WILL. Music has the power to motivate and inspire, which is why it is used in so many ceremonies and rituals. Music has the power to MOVE us, inside and out. Amazing music was coming out of the streets of Lebanon, Iraq, Pakistan, and many other places around the world. Here, a Chilean orchestra, on the street in Santiago performs a stunning rendition of “El pueblo unido, jamás será vencido!”  (“The people united will never be defeated”). The song was written in 1973, just before the violent coup by dictator Augusto Pinochet.

# WEEK 44 – on the road to 2020

WEEK 44 runs from Tuesday OCTOBER 29 to Monday NOVEMBER 4. This is the 5th week of a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of limitation, obstacles, delay, correction, effort, dedication, and breakthrough. We need to learn as much as possible about the 4 energy because 2020 is a 4 YEAR.

Master Number 44 is the most balanced form of 8 – the number of POWER IN THE MATERIAL WORLD. 44 represents achievement through hard work, attention to detail, and the potential for large-scale, life-changing discoveries.

“History is not a procession of illustrious people. It’s about what happens to a people. Millions of anonymous people is what history is about.”  ~James Baldwin

2019 is a 3 year, (2+0+1+9=1+2=3), the overriding theme of which is the power of COMMUNICATION. It is showing us how easily and systematically this natural energy is used to manipulate people, and indeed, how easily manipulated we have always been. Words, sounds, and images are the principle resource of a system that can only survive by controlling the minds and hearts of the population. 3 provides the stage upon which people’s stories are played out every single day – and how we judge people and their situations by the way their stories are presented.

3 is the number of ART in all its forms – and, just like art, the world stage reflects who we are and what we are doing, as individuals, groups, and as a species.

3 is the number of illusion and the staging of events, which can be quite spectacular from a creative standpoint. But when such arts are used to deceive and program people’s minds with lies and inaccuracies, it takes away our WILL, and with it, our potential as human beings.

3 is the number of spite, gossip, hearsay, and blackmail. Everything will eventually come out in the ever-increasing openness of the 2000s.

3 is also the number of optimism – which is HOPE!

The WILL of the people has been rising slowly but steadily since we entered the 2000s almost 21 years ago.  2 is feminine energy. The WILL is also feminine energy.  2 activates the WILL. And 2 provides the transparency which enables us to SEE THROUGH the deceptions.

The PEOPLE of Hong Kong, Chile, Egypt, Lebanon, Puerto Rico, Britain, Ecuador, Spain, Iraq, and to a smaller extent, the US, Germany, Austria, France, New Zealand, and other places around the world, are rising up to free their personal and collective WILL. Teenagers are rising up to face the daunting environmental challenges of our times. Young people everywhere are rising in defense of THEIR future – because they ARE the future!

People are rising up against inequality at all levels, because inequality is causing the great IMBALANCE that is damaging our planet to such an extent that she is fighting back – and that’s a battle we can never win!

With just a few weeks left in the decade of the innovative 10s, the effects of WEEK 44 will be profound. As we move towards BALANCE, the extent of the damage caused from being out of alignment with ourselves – and with the planet – is clear.

Humanity has always shaped the future. What we did in the past brought us to the present which is where the future is created. This is GENERATIONAL POWER, which is a strong aspect of 44/8. But our imaginations have been kept so limited that we have been repeating the same old stories since the beginning of time, and very little has changed. We measure the past (which we call history), by the wars we have fought – against ourselves!  It’s time to evolve past that. We are ONE, but we are not all the same. One size does not fit all. Life is an ocean of differentness, variety, DIVERSITY. I’ll say it again: the human RACE is not our species. The human RACE is the system we are trapped in. We are humanity – and our true potential is yet to be discovered.

8 gives us a return on whatever we have invested, making this a very karmic week indeed. Karma draws to us the experiences that teach us what we most need to learn in order to evolve. The same magnetism can attract desirable experiences, too. While the high drama of the world continues, how we deal with the dramas in our own lives are just as important. We have choices. 44 thrives on a strong sense of purpose and gives us high levels of concentration and determination which can be used to gather information, reach more accurate understandings, and accomplish what we dedicate our hearts and minds to. 4 is a serious number. And these are serious times.

“I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.” ~Albert Einstein

When 4’s logic is incorporated into 8’s imagination, new and evolutionary solutions are discovered. Let your imagination open. Don’t be afraid of your own ideas, but be prepared to work at them, modify, hone, shape, and nurture them, until they emerge as real and worthwhile CHANGE.

Notice how current events in the world are linked to the 1980s. Decade energy is powerful – and 8 is the number of POWER itself. But in our limited understanding back then, the power of 8 was used to divide humanity even further and became the decade of:

“haves and have-nots.”

Money is God.

“Greed is good.”

Hail the bully.

Materialism.

Status symbols.

The power of position and title.

Entitlement.

Life is a game.

Winning is everything.

“Money too tight to mention.”

WEEK 44 is likely to contain many reminders of the 80s and can have quite an impact on those who were born into the extraordinary but much misunderstood 8 energy. For a more detailed description of 8, there is a link at the bottom of this page to my article, “THE POWER OF 8”.

From November 1st to 4th, November’s 11 vibration joins this week’s 44 energy, bringing Master Number 55 into play. 5+5=10. As we move into the final 2 months of the decade of the 10s, we reach a new and elevated level which may be even more confusing than recent events  – because 5 brings unexpected development. 5 sits at the center of the numeric spectrum – where everything MEETS.

55 produces ideas that are often before their time. But right now, when 10 is such a vital aspect of this leg of the journey, perhaps it signifies ideas whose time have finally come!

44 and 55 give MOVEMENT to the stagnation and bring conclusive 99 into being. 99 contains ALL the other numbers and is likely to bring something significant to an END.

This concentrated 9 vibration brings us into next week’s 45 energy on November 5th. WEEK 45 is a 9 Week – and if its 45, then it’s all things Trump (as if it isn’t always all things Trump.) Well, as he so often says, “We’ll see what happens!”

Unresolved matters of the 1000s are coming to a head. This transition from 1 to 2 takes us from subconscious to conscious, from denial to awareness, from imbalance to equality. 2020 is a major turning point, but because life on Earth cannot survive the current imbalance, we are faced with creating a sustainable future – or having no future at all. It’s that serious – but it is also seriously solvable in the light of this week’s practical, innovative, and conclusive numbers.

The stench of corruption is heavily perfumed and cleverly hidden, but those cloaks are rapidly disappearing in the transparency of the 2000s.  2 brings ever-increasing openness – unlike the secrecy of the 1000s which kept the old system afloat. The old system is ending. So, we have to find a different way to live our lives.

Realism is the key. Current events are forcing us out of our own denials, and we are more able to see, sense, and feel what is real and what is contrived. Denial of reality is a dangerous mental illness which tends to worm its way into some of the most powerful positions on Earth. 1 is the number of the SELF – the EGO. And egomania (narcissism) is very real – and deadly.

We will all come out of denial eventually because the transparency of feminine 2 is sweeping it away. Meanwhile, people cling to the ‘old ways’ out of fear of anything new or ‘different’, and the terror of losing position or privilege. On this evolving journey, everything starts within. And the only way through this extreme segment is to be completely honest with ourselves.

44/8 highlights mistakes that were made in situations that required great attention to detail. If this applies to you, let go of any guilt and blame around this and learn from it instead. 4 makes corrections, and sometimes we just have to ‘stand corrected’ – making us wiser today than we were yesterday! And accepting that we cannot possibly know all the answers creates an opening for answers to come in.

44 highlights areas of our lives between which we feel “split” or stretched too thin. This can help us streamline our activities so that success in one area is possible, rather than no success in any area. But because 8 is the number of both greed and satisfaction, we must learn when enough is enough. This is the ideal time to face and do something about our addictions and distractions (we all have them).

As we evolve, ideas we have staunchly held onto give way to new understandings, open the mind, and increase consciousness. Evolution is ongoing breakthrough.

THE POWER OF 8

# WEEK 42 2019 – on the road to 2020

WEEK 42 is a 6 Week (4+2=6), which runs from Tuesday, October 15 to Monday, October 21. This is the 3rd week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 4, the number of challenges and difficulties, and finding ways to overcome them, or get through them.

6 represents justice and judicial matters, equality, education, healing, institutions, responsibility, home, family, balance and extremes, kindness and cruelty, war and peace.  When 6 is derived from 4 and 2, matters of racism, rivalry, and misplaced privilege arise.

“NO JUSTICE, NO PEACE” is basic physics – a natural law. Justice is fairness. Fairness is balance. Balance is peace. However, 6 is often abused in order to “justify” oppressive rules and regulations for others, while taking no responsibility for one’s own actions. Police brutality, mass incarceration, occupation, and all forms of bullying, fall under 6‘s umbrella of extremes. I had never considered this before, but it seems that genocide would be included here, too. And cops killing black people as they sit in the ‘safety’ of their own homes. It is all so heartbreaking.

produces nurturing, caring, responsible, parental energy, and the desire to love, protect, and support. But it also produces the brutal narcissistic tyrant, and the need to control, judge, and punish.

And there they are – the “strongmen” of the world who are so afraid of losing power that they would rather destroy the planet than have to share it. They are at war with each other and the alliances they form are flimsy. It has been said that “when elephants fight, the grass suffers”. Well, people are the grass. The animals are the grass – the natural world herself is the grass – and the suffering is immense.

Competition was the nature of the masculine 1000s, but in the feminine 2000s, we see the insanity of striving to be #1. The age of contest and war is what we are evolving from2 seeks equality, peace, and balance – not control. Cooperation – not competition.

WEEK 42 is an important BALANCE POINT in the human journey. And both 4 and 2 require patient attention to detail.

Last week’s riveting  10  10  10  10  vibrations opened the collective mind to some harsh realities. We are now moving through an array of after-waves that are transformational and result-producing.

THE POWER OF INTENT will determine the overall results, so we have to ask ourselves what our intentions actually are. In the end, only EMPATHY and LOVE can subdue the hate, and heal the suffering.

3 is the number of communication, and in this 3 Year of words, images, imagination, and optimism – and this karmic 13/4 month of restriction, realism, effort, determination, and breakthrough, WEEK 42 can help us to understand complex issues – which is why attention to detail is so important. In the transparency of this week’s  3  10  13  4  2  vibrations, we can expect multi-diversions from what is happening – more obscuring of the facts – more denial of reality – and more insanity.

This week emphasizes the plight of people and populations that are vulnerable and oppressed. 3 represents communication and enables EXPRESSION. And as the numbers express themselves so vividly this week, people are expressing themselves more honestly and more powerfully in response. It is time to speak up. It is time for lies to meet truth. This is how honesty will penetrate this dishonest world.

To stay awake and aware, try to REMEMBER what you are feeling, sensing, and learning. The reason people cannot remember things that happened a week ago, or yesterday, is lack of emotional involvement. In these evolutionary vibrations, it is impossible to remember something if you have no strong emotional reason to remember it.

And then, despite the gravity and urgency of what’s going on in the world, boredom drains our consciousness and shrinks the mind. This is no time to cut off from our feelings. When we are unwilling to feel what’s happening, it is often because we’re afraid to feel on such a profound level, afraid that if we let ourselves feel our true feelings, we might never recover from the experience. And so, we unconsciously send our feelings into denial. But emotions will continue to be triggered as the decade of the 10s comes to an end. 10 is the number that brings us to the NEXT LEVEL, whether we want to go there or not. We have the most to learn from this 10-year-long cycle of 10 energy, as it draws to a close in the next 10 weeks.

The old system – and its empires – are collapsing. War is inevitable because war is the nature of this self-destructive, competitive system. In business, people talk about “destroying the competition”, and then claim that competition is what makes us so great. No. If the goal of this competitive system is to destroy the competition, the system itself is one of self-destruction. That is what’s happening now. They’re bringing themselves down, and much of the planet with them.

Even the word ‘trump’ is symbolic here. To beat. Be better than. To out-do. To edge out. Be worth more. Be more imposing than. Be best. Be #1. Win at all costs.

We cannot go back to how things were, because THAT is what led to what we have today. Everything happening in the present is the result of what happened in the past, including the ultimate tinderbox that the Middle East has become – and the roles that the USA and UK have played in terms of Israel, the Arab states, and the insane quest for OIL that the Industrial Age brought about in the previous century. (We don’t need oil any more).

And the future will be the result of what we do in the present.

Of course, it goes back much further than 100 years. It goes back 100 years x 10. An entire millennium – the very beginning of the 1000s – the religious wars – the crusades. What’s happening in the Middle East now appears to be the climax of an entire thousand year cycle which centered around the ‘Holy Land’, religious rivalry, and ‘holy wars’. And now the main contention of a thousand year cycle is coming to a head. There is no way to know how this will go, but it does seem more intense than previous Middle East wars, and because it is taking place in a 3 Year, it could spread faster and further afield than before. I certainly hope not. But I also hope that we are seeing the true depth and gravity of what we are facing. The collapse of a global system is something none of us has experienced before. And this is why the development of FREE WILL is so vital to our survival. This starts with FREE EXPRESSION. Expressing outwardly what we are feeling inwardly, propels us forward.

In the meantime, there are many amazing, brave, and super-aware people out there who are working diligently to preserve parts of the system that we need to survive, and in their own specific ways, create a better future in all areas of life. But because they do not get much attention, ‘gloom and doom’ appears to be all that is happening. Not everyone is able to be an activist, but everyone can act by supporting, in whatever way is possible, those we believe are doing the right thing, and by resisting all attempts to enslave the Will of humanity (feminine energy). This will take courage as the ‘old guard’ continues to tear the world apart in their battle to ‘win it all’. They will not win.

The road ahead will not be easy to navigate, but our senses and intuitive powers, which are vital components of FREE WILL, are evolving to help us on our way. The 1 energy of LEADERSHIP, INDEPENDENCE, and UNIQUENESS, is teaching us how to LEAD our own lives while 2 teaches us about the glorious diversity of life. We are 1 – but we are NOT all the same. 2 teaches us to CARE about other people and work together instead of against each other.

# WEEK 40 2019 – on the road to 2020

WEEK 40 runs from October 1st to 7th. This is a 4 WEEK in a karmic 13/4 MONTH, in a 3 YEAR.  October 1st was the 274th day of the year, which produced another karmic 13/4. This karma implies that we have a lot to digest, a lot to learn, and a lot to change, and put right.

4 corrects inaccuracy. 4 is the number of limitation and breakthrough, chaos and order, work – and how things work – procedure and system – including the old imbalanced male-driven system from which we are evolving.

Hold on world! As we move towards 2020 and the decade of the 20s, we are on a unique, unpredictable, and often frightening ride. However, it’s going to be very helpful to understand the nature of the numbers that are in play during this evolutionary chaos.

WEEK 40 marks the beginning of a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of structure, method, and practicality. There is a seriousness about 4 which can make us feel boxed in – but also increases our desire to break free.  4 helps us to plan, organize, exert great effort, and achieve results. 4 reminds us that where there’s a WILL, there’s a way, and that it is the WILL of humanity that is evolving now.

WEEK 40 brings a very different atmosphere into the world. This serious energy enables us to look honestly at what we most need to see – and in the increasing transparency of the 2000s, we can clearly see how cruelly insane – criminally insane – this dying system actually is – and always was. WEEK 40 brings us face to face with that reality.

We are looking at the madness of a time gone by but cannot seem to get angry enough to pull ourselves out of it. This is because we are programmed to believe that anger is wrong – a weakness – and dangerous. And yes, it is all of those things if we do not understand its vital purpose, and how to process it. Anger arises most often when 4 is concentrated, and positive change is often the result of anger that is expressed in the right way.

4 = focus and determination, and when people are focused and determined, the shadows lift, the great wall of denial crumbles, and truth comes pouring through the cracks. To DENY is to refuse to admit. Denial of reality, which is what the old system is based on, is being exposed in the openness of these times.

Emotional denial is the holding back, or cutting off, from our honest response to experience. To deny our true feelings (feminine energy) is to deny our true reality, and so we proceed in a state of dishonesty, pretense, fantasy, make-believe, and LIES.

At some point, all the emotions we are holding in will have to come out, and we need to be prepared for that. It could be a gradual process, or it could be a huge spontaneous global event. There is no way of knowing ahead of time. What we do know is that the closer we get to the truth, the more irrational and dangerous the old system becomes.

Humanity is on the BRINK of its own evolution. So, BRINKMANSHIP is likely to reach new heights as the old ways struggle with the fact that they are not invincible after all. As the system shifts, shakes, and in many cases, falls down around us in the weeks and months ahead, our feelings and senses are bound to be triggered wildly. Simultaneously, our understanding of Mother Nature must also intensify since she is feminine energy itself.

Karmic 13/4 is extensive in October.

MONTH = 10

YEAR = (2+0+1+9=1+2=3

10+3=13

1+3=4

CENTURY = 2+1=3

10+3=13

1+3=4

WEEK 40 affects matters of identity, detail, realism, and transformation. 13/4 points out where we refuse to make an effort – to apply ourselves to what needs to be done to achieve specific results. It makes us notice our natural talents which we take for granted, use badly, or do not use at all. It points out our laziness – or our tendency to work so hard that we have no time for the joys of life.

13/4 shows us just how much time we waste looking for ways to ‘kill time’. But once we realize how we seek distraction from reality, what seems like a harsh and unforgiving energy can help us to organize our PRIORITIES and get important things done.

For the next 10 weeks, 4 highlights the obstacles in our path and helps us learn how to deal with them, practically and efficiently. 4’s presence in our lives as we hurtle towards the 22/4 energy of 2020 can help us reach a new level of consciousness with which to transform present reality into something that will support life, not destroy it.

Here are some wise words from someone who was deeply influenced by 13/4; one of the most successful (and richest) painters who ever lived, Pablo Picasso:

“I am always doing what I cannot do, in order that I may learn how to do it.”.

As we move ever closer to 2020 and the DECADE OF THE 20s, we are caught up in a whirlwind of numbers which are forcing us to leave the old ways of the 1000s behind, and move into present reality. The cycles of time repeat themselves until consciousness lets go of denial. As the saying goes: “the lesson repeats until it is learned”.

No one is coming to save us. 1 is the number of the individual, and it is up to the efforts of all individuals to rescue our own WILL. But before we can leave the 1000s behind, we must first learn about THE POWER OF 1 and what 1 has to teach. 1 is the number of the individual, and collectively we are indeed 1. The problem is that we are afraid of our own individual power. We don’t even let ourselves imagine how powerful we could be, because we don’t know how to break free of this SELF-DESTRUCTIVE system that we are programmed to DEPEND on. 1 is the number of the SELF.

As we travel through the last three months of the decade of the 10s, not only are we traveling through a treacherous corridor of unlearned lessons, but also the very energy – 10 – which brings everything to the NEXT LEVEL.

This particular leg of the journey started in 2010 when we entered the decade of the 10s. The numeric spectrum runs from 1 to 9. All other numbers after that can be reduced to a single digit. 10 brings us back to 1 (1+0=1), where we start again, but on a whole new level, having learned new things from the previous cycle. And because there is often the most to learn at the end of a cycle, we all  have some rapid learning and changing to do as we approach the 20s.

All the KARMIC LESSONS begin with 1 – which is the nucleus of all other numbers. Therefore, karmic energy involves nuclear energy – and the fusion (combination and chemistry) of the various numbers. Two 1s combined (11) have an even greater connection to nuclear matters, and we will probably understand this more profoundly in November, the 11th month. Keep in mind that the sum of 11:11 is 22, which can also be interpreted as 2020.

ALL the TEEN NUMBERS are KARMIC NUMBERS: 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, and 19, which means that they have specific lessons to teach, many of which we learned (or didn’t learn) during our own teenage years. But because all the teen numbers have manifested in this decade as 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, and 2019, it is todays teenagers who are presenting the lessons to the rest of us while they learn their own lessons about life – knowing that THEY are the future.

Young adults have always been underestimated as the system shaped them to serve the system. But this generation of teens is different because so many of them seem to understand their role in shaping the future, and are taking that responsibility seriously. ALL of today’s teens were born in the 2000s.

This is  why Greta Thunberg and an army of teenagers and young people all over the world have started to penetrate mass consciousness. They are emotionally awake and honestly expressive. Being born in the 2000s, they did not go through the dumbing and numbing machine like most of us did. They can FEEL and SENSE, understand complex matters and what those situations most need.

Today’s young people are in a position to teach us things that we could not have learned in the 1000s because the vibrational differences between the 1000s and the 2000s did not allow this learning to occur UNTIL NOW. Do they know everything? Of course not. And many are just as messed up as previous generations. One of the most important lessons of the teens is that no one has all the answers and that each generation must learn as they go. Mistakes are inevitable, and the consequences of our mistakes often carry a high price. But the key is to LEARN from them and not continue the destructive patterns.

As teens, we saw the mistakes made by the adults in our lives, and we are meant to learn from other people’s mistakes, too. Some of these mistakes were massive – like allowing ourselves to descend into hate and fascism, again and again, generation after generation.

There are so many things swirling  around at the  same time right now that it’s hard to focus on any one aspect. But stretching our ability to focus on more than one thing at a time – to SEE THE LARGER PICTURE – is precisely how we must evolve. To see the big picture and the many details it contains, stretches our consciousness and increases our awareness.

And once the LEAP YEAR kicks in on February 29, 2020 (2  11  22), things will really start to wobble – as they did in 2008, 2012, and 2016, but this time we must learn from experience even faster than before.  Yes, “HINDSIGHT IS 2020”.

# WEEK 37, 2019 – A SURGE OF 10

WEEK 37 is a week of movement, action, change, obviousness, analysis, consequence, and all manner of communications. This is one step in a series of vital steps as we move towards the turning point of 2020.

WEEK 37 is a 10/1 week (3+7=10=1) which runs from Tuesday, September 10th to Monday the 16th.

Combined with the 9th month of the year, the karmic 19/1 vibration emerges – the number from which we have the most to learn as we continue to transition from the 1000s to the 2000s. This is reinforced by the 19 in 2019. And 19 brings us back to 10 (1+9=10).

The next 15 weeks ‘on the road to 2020 and the decade of the 20s’, will certainly be an enormous learning experience for us all, in our personal lives – and collectively as a species. Humanity is on an arduous evolutionary journey. And we know it’s going to get worse before it gets better. However, as June Jordan wrote in 1978, in her poem about the bravery of South African women and children: “We are the one’s we have been waiting for”.  And this is very much the theme of this highly important week.

WEEK 37 begins on September 10, which is the 253rd day of the year – from which another 10 emerges. 10 represents forward movement, innovation, and fundamental change.  10 is the next step. But whether this new phase is beneficial – or detrimental – depends on how open we are to what it has to teach regarding the power of the individual, the power of individuals who are united in a cause, and the power of persistence.

This is a week in which to experience the sense of accomplishment that occurs when you do what you have to do, in  the right way, and at the right time. So, DON’T GIVE UP! And don’t put things off that really need to be done.

Don’t let yourself become numb to this. Don’t let them bombard you with inhumanity that you just tune it out. Don’t give up on the dream of living in a humane world, where people in need are cherished and lifted up rather than turned away. They want you to give in. Don’t.  ~ Elad Nehorai   https://twitter.com/PopChassid

is the number of SELF, and is the number of OTHERS. is the number of self-care. is the number of caring about others. We must learn to do both. And yet you cannot reliably care for others if you do not take care of yourself first. 1 is the first number. Simple kindness, however, is easily given, and usually costs nothing. The 9 energy of September represents generosity and giving. There are many ways to give. Getting THIS right is a major part of the balance we must achieve in order to evolve.

1 shows us the dangers of egos that are out of control – precariously swinging between over-inflation AND deflation – those who think they have all the power – and those who think they have none. AND – those who think they have all the power, only to discover they do not, and are prepared to go to maniacal lengths to maintain their ‘position’!

Egomania is massive SELFISHNESS (of which white supremacy plays a major role at this time). Egomania / extreme narcissism is creating the destruction of two massive empires, the UNITED States, and the UNITED Kingdom, each of which is anything but united. After all, “divide and conquer” is how they retained control all along. But that can’t work in the openness and transparency of the 2000s. We can SEE what’s happening. We can sense it.

One of the most visible 10s right now is the headquarters of the British Government, 10 DOWNING STREET, where the British establishment has been thrown into chaos. Boris Johnson was born on the 19th (1+9=10). And, finally, the media is discovering the behavioral and political similarities between Boris Johnson and Donald Trump, which I’ve been seeing since October 2016 when Donald Trump started referring to Brexit – while obviously knowing nothing about it.  Not only was this the 10th month, but 2016 was a 9 Year. 1+0+9=10. And 1+0 = 1, the number of origins – the starting point of any situation.

Other numerological connections between these two men include being born in New York, 18 years apart (two full numerological cycles of 9):

BJ: June 19, 1964

DT: June 14, 1946

1+9=10

6+4=10

4+6=10

BJ is 55 years old. 5+5=10

DT is 73 years old. 7+3=10

WEEK 37 may have a decisive effect on both men .

Meanwhile, 3 and appear to be opposites in many ways. is lighthearted, creative, and communicative. is serious, analytical, and intellectual. But in terms of karma, both tend to criticize and blame. Both have a flamboyant side which sensationalizes and exaggerates. Put and together, and the truth can be hard to figure out while masculine mind and feminine emotion fight with each other.

Another 10 pattern can be seen by combining the day-numbers for this week. The 10th, 11th, 12th, 13th, 14th, 15th, and 16th = 91, which gives us another 10.

10 really is trying to show us something this week.

10 brings us to the point where the ‘old ways’ lose their relevance and give way to the new. 10 also represents the digital age, computerization, the  binary code, and our tendency for ‘binary thinking’, which gives us only two choices – or no choice at all. This is reflected in the 2-party political systems all over the world which limit us to the simplistic and inadequate alternatives of left or right, and has us marching to the same old political ‘left-right-left-right’ tune – the march of repeated history (karma). On it goes, the same old thing, generation after generation. Business as usual, no change, constant war.

And remember that there is a very big connection to the 10 energy yet to come – the entire month of October! This will be a Month in the world which is likely to bring restriction, judgment, and a vital correction of some kind.

Meanwhile, distractions are occurring everywhere to divert us from aspects of the old system that are collapsing, or from plans that can only succeed in secrecy. No one can be sure where – or how – we will land when this process of transformation completes itself. This is why it’s so important, on a personal level, to understand the significance of our actions – or inaction. As we sow, so we reap, in this cause-and-effect world.

Be sure to read your own PERSONAL WEEKLY FORECAST for WEEK 37. And be sure to read the and Forecasts as well as your own. The and Forecasts are also extremely potent this week.

# MIDPOINT 2019 – the second half of the year

MIDPOINT 2019 occurs at 12 a.m. on TUESDAY JULY 2. And so begins the SECOND HALF of this chaotic 3 Global Year (2+0+1+9=1+2=3).

Many of the norms of the past are changing beyond recognition and have gone past the point where they can be revived. It is not a matter of getting things back to the way they were, because many of those old ways are the cause of our current problems.

It is our DESIRE for a more loving and sustainable way of life that is forcing humanity to evolve. Desire drives us. Therefore, being specific about what we desire is essential. If we don’t CARE, the world will become even more uncaring.

We start the second half of 2019 in a 1 MONTH (July = 7.  2019 = 3.  7+3=1+0=1), and we will make progress to the same degree that the lessons of the first half were learned. Consider what you have experienced so far this year, and what that experience has taught you. July is the 7th month of the year (the number of learning – and secrets), and 1 is the number of action and speed. So, expect the pace to quicken now.

The MIDPOINT of July 2 also brings a total eclipse of the sun over Argentina and Chile, at a time when South America, Central America, The United States of America, Canada, and the Caribbean Islands, are in a state of historical and evolutional flux. The combined history of the American continent is converging as an effect of the past. And this is connected to the karmic attachments that exist on all the other continents, too. Everything on Earth is connected – and not just the people. The 1 energy of July reminds us that WE ARE 1 WORLD, being held together by the feminine energy of MOTHER NATURE herself. The world does not ‘belong’ to us.

2019 brings us to the end of the decade of the 10s – which is also the decade of the teens. The teen numbers are karmic numbers – and these are indeed karmic times in which we have major lessons to learn, including the fact that ‘what goes around, comes around’. We get back from life what we put into it. Cause and effect.

July 2019 is a 10/1 Month (7+3=10/1).

The 19 in 2019 also adds up to 10.

10 takes us to the NEXT STAGE – provided we learn what 1, the number of SELF, has to teach. This includes many misunderstandings about the power and purpose of EGO (our sense of SELF) and what happens when the ego is over or under inflated.

1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL. We cannot have a balanced sense of self while part of us is held captive. That part of us is our WILL (our feminine energy) which only we, as individuals, can rescue. The Will of the People keeps the system going, but it is taken from us, against our Will, and against our best interests – and many people are still oblivious to the fact that we even have a Will.

3 is the number of PEOPLE and POPULATION – particularly FAMILIES.

1 is the father.

2 is the mother.

3 is the child.

Such is the sequence of CREATIVITY.

And when you put 1, 2, and 3 together, you have 6 – the number of family, community, stability, healing, teaching, justice, responsibility, balance, and LOVE.

However, 6 is also the number of extremes, patriarchy, control, force, and cruelty.

This self-destructive system has no future. It abuses children because children ARE the future. 3 is the number of the CHILD. And 2019 is a 3 Year.

Any system that methodically abuses people, rips families and communities apart, imprisons children, and concentrates perceived enemies in camps and ghettos, can be easily compared to NAZI GERMANY and its belief that Germans were the “master race”, and that Jews, gypsies, homosexuals, and other minorities, were a scourge on the nation. Or compared to APARTHEID – a system of racial division in South Africa.  Apartheid, in Afrikaans, means ‘APARTNESS’. This too was based on the notion of racial superiority – white supremacy.

The PARTITION OF INDIA (by Britain) split the country in two – into INDIA and PAKISTAN – both of which are now in constant conflict with each other – and both have nuclear weapons.

In CHINA, huge numbers of Uighur people and other ethnic minorities are being held in prison camps, against their Will, to undergo what China calls “transformation through education.”

Splitting countries in two and turning them against each other – DIVIDE AND CONQUER – is a despicable, archaic tactic that has no place in present time.

We are NOT the human ‘race’. We are humanity. We call ourselves the human race because that’s what the system has named us. The system is the race – one enormous contest which separates us by color, gender, affluence, and other ‘classes’. We are always at war, and on the brink of war. Me against you – us against them.

The system tells us that there is a ‘ruling class’. What does that even mean in this day and age? The idea of ‘divine right’ has resulted in some of the most heartless, greedy, unintelligent, and perverted people holding positions of great power. We are in a different age now (the 2000s), and those old ways cannot work in 2’s  balanced and cooperative energy. But the power of the ‘old school’ is still formidable and on a mission to win at all costs. Great damage can occur in its death throes.

We must evolve emotionally because it is through our emotions that the system controls us. We have to LOOK at what we are evolving from and allow ourselves to FEEL the emotions it triggers. Our feelings need to complete themselves in order to FLOW through and out of the body. But because we still have so much to learn about emotional energy, this process can take a long time, especially when the mind denies the feeling because it hates having to feel it.

We must learn to feel as spontaneously as possible, without harming ourselves or others. Then, as the mind gains a deeper understanding of the emotional-healing process, we will be more able to recognize new potentials, and new ideas. The merging of mind and emotion – in a state of equality – will produce BIG IDEAS that will create new norms and priorities.

We cannot be WHOLE human beings if parts of us are unconscious. But the more we allow ourselves to feel, the more intelligence we gain. The vibrations of our feelings shake our minds open, and the mind then gives our feelings the consciousness that the system has denied them.

To evolve out of this vast pocket of hate – we have to recognize the hate within ourselves and understand that hate is not an emotion, but a disease of the emotions that occurs when we shut down our feelings. As you face your personal problems, dilemmas, conundrums,  and “catch-22s”, hate is bound to arise as your true feelings start to penetrate the numbness that emotional denial created.

Even if you cannot see how forgiveness is possible at this stage, try to make it your basic intent, because without forgiveness no progress can be made. Forgiveness means letting go (expressing outwardly) the feelings you are holding on to inwardly. Forgiveness enables us to LET GO of the past and move into present time. We are capable of this. Thankfully, 2 provides the enormous power of PATIENCE as we try to figure out what all this means to us, personally.

These “strong-men” – these cruel, dominating men – and women – have risen to the top of this collapsing male-driven system – because THEY are its downfall. The nature of the system is self-destruction – and cannot help but bring itself down under the weight of its own greed and ignorance.  Focusing on the positive while ignoring the negative has cost us dearly. If you siphon all the wealth to the top, the walls cannot hold, and the whole thing comes tumbling down.

Metaphysically, 1 represents the atom, because 1 is the nucleus of all the other numbers. And 11 symbolizes the splitting of the atom, the creation of 2, and then 3, and then 4 and so on.  But these people have no time for any science or fact that undermines their need for dominance.

MAJOR adjustments and reforms are needed to an enormous degree. In order to evolve, we must learn to transform what we’ve got into what we want. We can do this. In the 2000s and especially in the upcoming decade of the 20s, the time is right for this.

Great effort will be required, but by doing what we have to do to make something HAPPEN, we are learning how to make a desire come true (out of necessity at this stage). Making a desire come true is not the same as making a dream come true. If it’s ‘just a dream’, the odds are stacked against you. A desire already has INTENT and built-in potential. But first, you have to recognize what needs to change – and know what the alternatives are. Emotional vibrations open the imagination. Emotional energy is CREATIVE energy. 3 is the number of CREATIVITY, and this focus stretches way beyond the 3 Year of 2019. The 21st Century is a 100-year cycle of 3!

Just imagine what human beings can achieve creatively by the year 2099 – and the extraordinary feats that could manifest in the 22nd Century, (22 is the Master Number that facilitates massive accomplishment).

In the meantime though, our only way forward is to learn from experience – and not in an abstract sense. We really do have to make a choice – because choice is the basis of Free Will. Not just a choice of which brand to buy, which job to take, or how to vote, but which direction you want your life to go. Do you want to follow the hate? Or do you want to be where there is at least loving intent and the Will to find a better way?

We all have electrical masculine energy (mind) and magnetic feminine energy (emotions) running through our biological bodies. It is the feminine that is being kept down by the masculine – and this original aggression is causing the dangerous imbalance that we’re all experiencing now – and have always experienced throughout time. Misogyny is the deliberate act of keeping women in a subservient position so that male dominance can continue. However, in the 2000s, dominance in any area cannot prevail.

2 brings BALANCE into life, and life into balance. 2 is the number of equality. That’s why 11 has been a major factor in the world since the 1980s.  1+1=2. Turn 11 on its side, and you have the ‘equals’ sign. Note that August 2019 is an 11/2 month in the world. (8+3=11/2).

2 teaches us that the mind is NOT superior to the emotions. And men are not superior to women. In our journey forward, we are tasked with finding this balance – inwardly to begin with, and then in the outer world. This will become even more obvious in the 4 energy of 2020.

“1, 2, 3, 4!

Wake up and live, y’all,
Wake up and live!
Wake up and live now!
Wake up and live!

Life is one big road with a lot of signs
So when you riding through the ruts
Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy!

~Bob Marley, “Wake Up and Live”.

It’s not just a matter of getting rid of Donald Trump. It is a matter of transforming the system that enabled the likes of Donald Trump to wield such power in the first place. The world is very sick, and he and others like him, are symptoms of the past that have risen to the surface. To defeat this energy, anyone who goes up against him must be without any denials of their own, because he FEEDS on denial. The art of the deal was never his forte. The art of denial is where his power comes from. We cannot find the balance we need to evolve if we are denying reality.

The nature of denial is to deny, and here we are still debating whether CLIMATE CHANGE is real or not. We are still debating whether RACISM is a problem! We are still debating whether MEN and WOMEN have equal rights. Denial prevents reality from reaching consciousness – and we have to recognize our own denials as well as those of other people.

The people who defeat Donald Trump and the other ego-maniacs around the world, will be driven by an authentic desire to help those in need, and help everyone to help themselves. They want to preserve what is good about our world. They will be the ones who hold the least baggage – or can shed their baggage easily. They will be able to see and sense what’s happening to the extent that he or she have very few personal denials to deal with, which enables the ego to balance itself. They will be open, honest, and detail oriented. If they’re covering something up, that will be their downfall. (Not only covering up past or present wrongs, but also covering up their true feelings or past actions in order to gain popularity).

3 is the number of popularity, population, expression, happiness, and celebrity. 3 represents artists, performers, and the arts themselves. Politics in this system is indeed a performance art, but it goes deeper than that. In the transparency of the 2000s, the massive extent of what goes on behind the scenes is imaging itself back to us through 3’s reflective nature. 3 is the sparkly happy number of entertainment, the platform, and the artists who dazzle us with their magic. 3 focuses on both the entertainers and those being entertained because 3 is the energy of ENTICEMENT AND DRAW – which itself is an art that comes from combining 1’s electricity and need for action – and 2’s magnetism and sensitivity. Again, such is the sequence of CREATIVITY (1+2=3).

3 represents both shallowness and depth. At the shallow end we have gossip, rumor, and non-stop-yakety-yak. In shallow 3, pretense is a way of life, and  the judgments are trite but very harsh. 3 also represents jealousy, blackmail, kidnapping, trafficking, the staging of events and situations, deception, sensationalism, pettiness, hypocrisy, spite, cruelty, delusions of grandeur, being unwilling to accept reality, and all the other insanities of narcissism and the extremes of ego (both inflated and deflated).

But at the deep end of 3’s pool of energy is the astounding and greatly underestimated  power of COMMUNICATION, and the intelligence to use it in a way that informs, heals, soothes, inspires, and motivates. As we continue to evolve into the openness, honesty, and transparency of 2, our use of words and images is likely to increase its potency. 3 is the number of SELF-EXPRESSION. So, be who you are, and EXPRESS YOURSELF accordingly.

As we evolve, ideas we have staunchly held onto give way to new understandings which open the mind and increase our consciousness. Evolution is ongoing breakthrough!

TO BE CONTINUED….

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# WEEK 22 – on the road to 2020

Week 22 runs from May 28th to June 3rd.  2 represents feelings, sensitivity, and awareness of “other” realities – making this an extremely sensitive week in which our individual and collective SENSE OF IDENTITY is emphasized. 22 is an important number on the road to 2020, and the decade of the 20s.  And this is the third week in a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 2.

As we move further away from the masculine 1000s and go deeper in to the feminine 2000s, we cannot predict the future because we are creating the future as we go – with every decision we make and every action we take. As confusing as current conditions on Earth may be, the prevailing numbers can help us recognize what we are dealing with – and what must change.

22 is the most balanced form of 4 – the number of obstruction and delay. 4 points out the limitations we create for ourselves when we are careless in situations that require attention to detail. 4 exposes our inexperience and provides opportunities to learn – if we have the WILL to do so. Humanity is in the process of freeing its own Will so that we can know what our true potential as human beings actually is.

4 is the number of ORDER, which is often a matter of upholding and enforcing the LAW. But without equality, there can be no JUSTICE. Therefore, the so-called order is out of balance and is actually a form of disorder. And so we have a paradoxical situation – a “CATCH-22”.  (Joseph Heller’s novel “Catch-22” is a prime example of how art reflects reality.)

Life is filled with Catch-22s. For example:

• We have to have money in order to make money.
• In the entertainment business, you cannot work without an agent, but you cannot get an agent if you have not worked.
• A Catch-22 can refer to any situation that is unreasonable and senseless, particularly where a law stands in the way of the obvious solution. As 2020 approaches, such ‘laws’ are being put in place by authoritarian governments – laws that prohibit solutions but legitimize the authoritarian, which makes law itself irrelevant.

While the old system continues its descent into fascism, hatred, and political, social, and environmental mayhem, there are people everywhere who are working hard, in many different areas of life, to form a new and more sustainable system, to undo these absurd laws, and to maintain some form of stability on Earth. 4 helps us to achieve results through SERIOUSNESS, HARD WORK, and DEDICATION.

22 focuses on the CONDITION of the masses. “Condition” can refer to the circumstances in which we find ourselves. It can refer to whether someone or something is in ‘good or ‘bad’ shape.  It can refer to the rules and regulations we live by. It can refer to our unwillingness to give without getting something in return. Conditioning can also refer to the way our minds and hearts are controlled and programmed.

22 is the MASTER BUILDER  – and the MASTER DESTROYER. This week, 22 meets the 11 energy that comes from outgoing May and incoming June – the 5th and 6th months.  (5+6=11/2).

11/2 represents ILLUMINATION / ENLIGHTENMENT – and CONCEALMENT / SHADOW.

This brings 33 into play  – the MASTER COMMUNICATOR / TEACHER – and the MASTER MANIPULATOR / DENIER OF TRUTH.

These are the contradictory vibrations we are currently traveling in our journey through the cycles of time. It is the nature of the human Will to be free, so we can experience life in our own way – and discover what it really means to thrive here on Mother Earth without the absurd RACE to BE #1. The entire system is, by nature, racial, because the system is one big RACE – to nowhere.

1 is the number of SELF – and our sense of SELF is measured through the EGO. We do not have to look far to see just how out-of-control certain egos have become, by their sense of SELF-IMPORTANCE and ENTITLEMENT.

1 is the number of LEADERSHIP. But we are not meant to be ‘led’ by others. We are here to learn how to lead our own individual lives – in a way that enables others to do the same, and assist those who are having difficulties. Peace comes through acceptance of each other. The problem is that the individual has yet to accept its SELF. Without that, accepting others is impossible, and tolerance is as far as we get on the road to freeing the human WILL.

The breakdown of tolerance is reflected in the breaking of truces and treaties and the resurfacing of old unresolved aggressions. For the sake of our survival as a species, we must understand that SELF-ACCEPTANCE is the next evolutionary step in the human journey – and that GUILT and BLAME contribute to our self-destruction. Nothing can change until we learn how to forgive and let go.

2 represents PERCEPTION, and the two 2s in 22 show us how easily we believe things that are simply not true – or how the facts are obscured so we don’t know what’s real and what’s not. Being able to  control  our perception of reality – our senses  –  is a vital component in the industrial system. But 2 also brings TRANSPARENCY, and the further we move into the 2000s, the more we are able to SEE THROUGH the deception and recognize the tactics being used. 2 takes us behind the scenes and under the surface and exposes the sinister powers of denial, lies, and propaganda.

Every feeling, emotion, instinct, and urge you have is flowing with information. Your emotions are your sensory system – your inner radar – with which to accurately feel and sense your way through life. Your emotions are your WILL. But this industrial/financial/military/religious system prevents us from using our feminine power – our full emotional range. There cannot be equality in a system of inequality – but such a system cannot exist if the WILL of the people is FREE.

And then there is the “Big Lie’ theory in which the lie is SO big and unbelievable that we start to believe that there must be some truth in it. And there usually is. What makes this mind-control tactic so effective is that the ‘big lie’ is often sandwiched between layers of truth, the mixture of which obscures our perception of reality, by twisting our emotions.

It is not unusual for the BIG IDEA to be converted into the BIG LIE, and we must be constantly aware of these vindictive nazi tactics – products of misused 11, 22, and 33 energy – and the weapons of despots and dictators who abuse,  torture, and kill without consequence. Master Numbers are POWER NUMBERS, and when such power ends up in greedy, feelingless, narcissistic hands, there is always chaos, pain, and misery – on a massive scale.

Not only are we in a 3 Year in 2019 (2+0+1+9=1+2=3), we are also in a 3 Century (2+1=3).  3 represents THE POWER OF COMMUNICATION. But 3 also distracts – which reduces our attention span and scatters the details that would otherwise bring clarity. But the truth is in those details. Ignoring them traps us at the shallow end of life where it is impossible to grasp the true DEPTH of a situation. This is how people are so easily manipulated and tricked by the liars and deniers. Our lack of focus enables others to create illusions by manipulating the way the details are presented.

If we think we can evolve into a higher frequency by ignoring what we are evolving from, we lose the vital lessons that make evolution possible. 3 is reflecting to us right now – from the world stage – precisely what we must leave behind in order to move forward. This degree of ‘letting go’ can be frightening when there is nothing to replace what we are leaving behind, and knowing that it is up to us to fill the void.

22 is the number of MASTER ACCOMPLISHMENT – based on big ideas and dedicated effort. It is showing us this week that we are SO much more than pawns in a system that keeps us dependent on it.

As our feminine energy responds honestly to the waves created by all this movement and change, jolts of emotion are forcing our masculine minds OPEN – forcing us to look at the realities we MUST change in order to survive. And then, as both men and women gain inner balance between mind and emotion, within our biological bodies, we bring balance into life – and life into balance.

My next article will be about the 6th month of JUNE, 2019 – a Global Month in this Global Year. 9 is the number of ENDINGS and LETTING GO. Naturally, there will be more upheaval. But it is our emotional response that will set the course. In June, we are traveling the   3 6  9  vibration of repetition and continuance.

2019 (Part 1) – WILL POWER

NOTE: I will write 2019 (Part 2) after we have experienced Weeks 20 to 22. It is likely that the transition from Week 19 to Week 20 will give us a glimpse of what we need to know about the transition from 2019 to 2020.

READ WEEK 19 – UNLEARNED LESSONS – HERE

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# WEEK 19 – on the road to 2020 – UNLEARNED LESSONS

WEEK 19 runs from Tuesday, May 7 to Monday, May 13. It contains the evolutionary lessons of karmic 19, which are intensified by the 19 in 2019 (1+9=10=1). Both 19 and 10 are variations of 1, and what humanity is experiencing now are the consequences of what we did not learn from our journey through the millennium of the 1000s.

19 is a karmic holding pattern that contains everything we need to know in order to evolve into a new and more peaceful existence. Between 1 and 9 are all the other numbers and what they have to teach. 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9.  1 generates all the other numbers.

But will we learn? Will we be able to avert another descent into the horrors of fascism? We can if we decide to make that our priority. This will take a very strong Will. Therefore, the Will of humanity must evolve into something more capable than it’s ever been. Resistance, after all, is a matter of WILL.

The results of action we took in the 1900s are now playing out in the 2000s, and it is likely that Week 19 and Week 20 will hold some vital clues as to what we most need to learn – and do – as we move from 2019 to 2020, and the decade of the 10s becomes the decade of the 20s.

One of these actions was the creation of Israel, 71 years ago on 14 May, 1948 – the first day of Week 20. The ensuing exodus and annexation of the Palestinian people has been at the root of war and suffering in the Middle East and around the world ever since. More on that next week – and the buildup of U.S. military might in the region, aimed at Iran. After the horrors of the Iraq War in which we were lied to about so many things, including the big lie about ‘weapons of mass destruction”, there is much skepticism about yet another Middle East war.

So here we are in Week 19 facing a multitude of personal and collective unlearned lessons. We are evolving in many ways, but most noticeably, we are evolving emotionally and are realizing how powerful our feminine energy is, rather than how weakening we have been led to believe it is. The Will is our feminine energy – our emotions and senses.

When misinformation grasps the mind, rational thought cannot form, and the dumbing down process is firmly in place. We have been programmed to believe that fear is the problem when, in reality, our rejection of what fear has to teach has created many of the problems we now face. We must gain a deeper understanding of this natural and necessary emotion and all its layers, circuits, triggers, and forms of expression. It is not enough to speak of fear as if it has only one frequency, meaning, or purpose. Fear of WHAT? We need to be specific.

2019 is a 3 Year in the world. 3 represents all forms of communication, and the numbers are communicating very loudly.

This is the 5th month of this 3 year, making May an 8 Month in the world – the number of POWER on the material plane. The combination of 3 and 8 is one of the most creative vibrations in the numeric spectrum – not exclusively in an artistic way – but exceedingly productive when it comes to RESULTS. However, to create is not always a desirable course of action. People also create distractions, disturbances, toxic atmospheres, and havoc. This is the energy in which ideas and plans MATERIALIZE. And 5 (May itself) brings sudden and unexpected development and reveals the extent of our unpreparedness.

Thankfully, the potential for real and meaningful progress is present, too. It is a matter of whether the leaders (1 is the number of leadership) have the Will, imagination, and knowledge to diffuse rather than inflame this volatile current we’re traveling.

The timing is clear. 1+9=10, and 10 is the number of innovation and the implementation of NEW and groundbreaking ideas. The atmosphere is likely to change drastically in 2020, but it is not clear what those changes entail.

1 is the number of SELF – and the EGO is one’s sense of self. With some of the most inflated egos dominating the world right now, 19 shows us the consequences of out-of-balance EGO – a highly toxic and dangerous personality disorder – also known as egomania or narcissism. This involves a “long-term pattern of abnormal behavior, characterized by exaggerated feelings of self-importance, excessive need for admiration, and a lack of empathy.”  The narcissist is arrogant, self-admiring, self-absorbed, self-obsessed, self-righteous, controlling, cruel, and dictatorial. Narcissists and their helpers are running the world and controlling all life upon it – and as we evolve from 1 to 2, this cannot remain to be the case.

It is not a matter of destroying or subduing the ego, but to obtain BALANCE between an over-inflated ego and a deflated one. The ego is a natural part of us without which we cannot be whole. And becoming one whole human being is what our personal evolution is about. 1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL. 2 is the number of OTHER INDIVIDUALS.

2 gives us the DEPTH that comes from looking patiently at DETAIL in order to see the bigger picture. 2 provides us with empathy, a balanced sense of self-worth, and the power that comes from working together rather than competing. 2 differentiates between fact and fiction, but the closer we get to those facts (and accountability), the more irrational and dangerous the narcissist becomes.

Week 19 is the final week in a 7-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers are karmic TEEN numbers. (13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, reaching a peak here in Week 19). The  karmic numbers provide fundamental information, examples, and lessons, which can help us evolve in the flow of life. Karma is the learning of what we most need to know – and when we don’t learn what it has to teach, the lessons repeat until we do. Karma often feels like punishment, when in fact it is vital experience. It is what enables us to learn as we go.

This is why our teenage years can be confusing and  painful. And this is why today’s teenagers (all of whom were born in the 2000s) have such an important role to play in changing the world for the better. (This is likely to be even more pronounced in children born between 2010 and 2019 – the teen years themselves). We must never forget that young people ARE the future – right before our eyes!

We must also realize that the karmic numbers reveal our own immaturity and lack of experience, no matter how old we are.

Week 19 is reflecting more clearly now the terrifying rise of global authoritarianism around the world, based on the insane fantasy of male supremacy and white supremacy. POWER in the wrong hands has no ability or incentive to check itself.

2019 is a 3 Year – the number of creativity and destruction, friends and enemies, and all forms of communication – that which inspires, informs, and entertains – and – that which lies, threatens, and manipulates.

Awareness of reality is expanding here in the transparency of the 2000s. The battle to subdue and control the human Will is growing more drastic and dangerous by the minute, and yet the Will is evolving anyway. It is a matter of timing (time is numbers), and 2 gives us a deeper and wider view of our potential as individuals, groups, cultures, and as a species.

Evolving is not a matter of getting swept up on some magical wave of transformation. It MUST be a matter of Free Will because Free Will is what we are evolving TO.

Although the Will is feminine in nature, it is not exclusively about women. We ALL possess feminine energy – the ability to FEEL, SENSE, and INTUIT. We ALL possess masculine energy, too – the ability to THINK, ACT, and LEAD. But those natural abilities must find peace with each other within the biological body, if there is ever to be peace in the outer world. Feminine energy must rise to free itself – and masculine energy must help it to do so.

2 represents partnership, equality, and cooperation. We are in the 2000s. The time is right. 2020 is an important turning point. Which way, I wonder, will we choose to go?

Karmic 19 exposes humanity’s LACK OF POWER which is triggering emotions that have been suppressed for years, lifetimes, and generations. Terror is the most heightened form of fear. Terror-ism terrorizes people in order to control – turning our own fear into a weapon to use against us. Emotion is our WILL.  And when we can take no more, the emotion of anger rises up to free the Will, to heal our damaged feelings, and bring balance into the world. Anger is a great agent of change. There is nothing wrong with anger. But the only way for peace to occur is through peaceful INTENT – otherwise this hellish system of never-ending war – never ends.

Violence against violence expands the violence. Hate against hate increases the hate. We have never truly learned this lesson.

1 is the number of ACTION – and as life unfolds at breakneck speed, we must learn to align our sense of time with the slowness and deeper awareness of the 2000s. 2 is a sensitive feminine vibration which truly CARES about all of life. If we don’t care, we are careless. If we are careless, we make big mistakes. Details MATTER.

The 9 in 19 is symbolized by the SPIRAL, and just like being on a spiral staircase, we cannot see what’s around the corner. So, the logical thing to do is try to slow things down and see how all those details connect together. A major part of our evolution entails learning how to think and feel at the same time without our masculine minds shutting down the Will whenever our feminine emotions feel uncomfortable. This is difficult to achieve while we are so distracted by the wall of lies and deceit that is designed to prevent us from thinking and feeling coherently.

“It’s 2019. Can we all now please stop saying “climate change” and instead call it what it is: climate breakdown, climate crisis, climate emergency, ecological breakdown, ecological crisis, and ecological emergency?”  ~16-year-old Swedish Climate Activist Greta Thunberg‏

Be sure to read your personal WEEKLY FORECAST for Week beginning May 7 HERE

2019 (Part 1) – WILL POWER

NOTE: I will write 2019 (Part 2) after we have experienced Weeks 20 to 22. It is likely that the transition from Week 19 to Week 20 will give us a glimpse of what we need to know about the transition from 2019 to 2020.

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# A TEST OF THE TEENS

Unforeseen situations are unfolding as we make our way through a 7-week cycle in which all the WEEK Numbers are TEEN numbers. We are now in WEEK 14 – the number of sudden and unexpected development. We are also dealing with our own – and other people’s INEXPERIENCE. 14 holds us back until we stop repeating our mistakes. 1+4=5, and 5 helps us to gain the EXPERIENCE we lack.

TEEN numbers are KARMIC numbers, and this is some of the strongest karmic energy we have ever experienced, because it’s not just the Week Numbers we’re dealing with. The numbers 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, and 19, are also the YEAR NUMBERS we’ve been traveling in the decade of the 10s, ending with 2019. Karma comes from ignoring the laws of cause and effect, and its lessons can be harsh.

A new phase is beginning in which endings and beginnings are happening simultaneously. As we express and release our true feelings (including our pain, anger, and fear), new realities arise, the nature of which depends on whether our overall intent is loving – or not.

10 is the RESULT of what we learned from previous experience. The potential for innovative solutions and lasting change, is enormous. We are ALL moving through this evolutionary energy (even those whose goal is to drag us backwards). There is so much to learn from 10 right now, because 10 represents the ‘next step’. We’ve been standing on it for almost 10 years now. Even the 19 in 2019 = 10.

1+2+3+4+5+6+7+8+9+10 = 55, and 55 brings us back to 10 = 1+0=1

The Master Number 55 is the most balanced form of 10. It brings ‘unusual’ energy into the world which, in part comes from the dynamism of today’s teenagers, all of whom were born in the 2000s, and are demanding change on all levels, because THEY are the future and without change NOW, there is no future.

5 is the number of resourcefulness, and 55 gives us the ability to SENSE what a situation most needs, AND find a way to bring it into being. 55/10/1 creates huge shifts of consciousness and enables you to break through old barriers into something unique, original, functional, and lasting. 55‘s expansiveness enables you to fit in comfortably wherever you find yourself – a citizen of the world. It enables you to understand the principles of equality and why this is the key to fairness and peace on Earth. 55 is a fertile and openly sexual vibration which gives birth to unusual children – and concepts. However, all Master Numbers have their extreme side, and with 55, it often entails gross negligence and irresponsibility.

2019 is a turning point of enormous scale. But the vicious fight to prevent humanity’s progress continues as well. So, there is much chaos ahead. Just remember that time moves forward, and that DENIAL of old and current emotion keeps us trapped in the past. DENIAL of the truth is denial of reality – which is the most dangerous aspect of our times.

THE POWER OF 1

There is reason to be optimistic for the future. But what we have to experience to get to that point is up to each 1 of us. Every 1 has their own specific role to play. To change the outer world, we must first change ourselves inside – by being our true selvesThat’s what the decade of the 10s has been all about. We are ALL in the process of becoming who we truly ARE inside. Everything starts within. We create our outer reality on the inside first. We are bigger inside than out.

1 is the number of beginnings, how and when something started, originality, and ORIGINS! How surreal it seemed this week when 3 times, Donald Trump mispronounced the word ‘origins’ and said ‘oranges’ instead. It is also surreal to know that he was recently referred to as “INDIVIDUAL 1“, when 1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL, the SELF, and EGO.

We must learn to heal the ego, not destroy it, because ego is the gauge by which we know who we are. You can only find balance in the ego by being your authentic unpretentious SELF. The most inflated egos on Earth are most visible right now, showing their propensity to swing from over-inflation and sheer ego-mania, to the depths of deflation and ineptitude.

We have been conditioned to believe that 1 individual cannot make a difference. But seeing this ‘big lie’ for what it is, is the 1st step to using THE POWER OF 1 to our advantage – as a species, in groups, and as individuals.

Masculine mind (1), detached from feminine emotions, (2), and gave acceptance only to those feelings that made it feel happy or ‘comfortable’. Emotion plays many roles besides being our honest response to experience. Emotion also acts as an inner navigator that helps us feel and sense our way along, instead of relying on others to dictate our course. Emotion is the basis of intuition, which the mind takes undue credit for.

With so much of the emotional range pushed into denial, we cannot be honest with ourselves, or others. That is how we became trapped in a system that runs on denial and dishonesty. And yet, in the openness of 2, those exiled feelings (which we are told not to feel) are pushing outwardly – and humanity is feeling on a much deeper and more authentic level.

Don’t be afraid to be afraid. Fear is what’s waking people up. But fear of fear keeps the terror in place. The key is to go deeper into the details in order to better understand what needs to be feared and what does not.

At the same time, we are being TESTED by the teens, not just the numbers, but the teen people, too. This is a test of our endurance and willpower; our dedication and loving intent; and our ability to move with the evolving rhythm of time — or allow denial of reality to hold ourselves – and a sustainable future – back.

2019 (Part 1) – WILL POWER

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# SUNDAY, MARCH 24, 2019

On SUNDAY, MARCH 24, 2019 your weekly forecast repeats as a daily forecast. This ‘double dose’ occurs when the day and month add up to 9. (3+2+4=9). On these dates, circumstances and feelings intensify or reach a peak. This is the energy of endings and completion and it’s a good day to finish things and tie up loose ends. So be sure to re-read your weekly forecast on Sunday. But there is a lot more to this date than meets the eye…

This is the 6th day (6=2×3)

of Calendar Week 12 (1+2=3),

2+0+1+9=1+2=3.

March 24, 2019 = 3+6+3=1+2=3.

This is a QUADRUPLE-3 DAY. 3+3+3+3=1+2=3. And yes, the FOUR 3s add up to 12, which produces another 3. So, it’s a QUINTUPLE-3 DAY. And to fractalize this date even further, FIVE 3s = 15, which gives us 6, the number of justice, education, healing, balance – and extremes. March in the 3 Year is a 6 Month (3+3=6).

And today’s “TUPLE” nature spreads even further. When you consider that we are also highly influenced by the 3 energy of the 21st century, we find ourselves in SEXTUPLE-3.

3 3 3 3 3 3

And going back to the 9 energy that occurs from the date March 24 (3+6=9), even more 3 energy bursts out of this because 3 is the square root of 9 (3×3=9).

No matter which year you happen to be in personally, the world is in a 3 Year in 2019. Therefore, much insight can be gained by reading the 3 forecast as well as your own. The 6 and 9 forecasts are also very strong this week, and the 369 sequence represents patterns, habits, survival, continuance, and creative expansion.

3 is the number of THE CHILD. Therefore 3 is the number of THE FUTURE – and the plight – and power – of children all over the world needs our full attention now.

3 covers a lot of ground.

3 is the number of DISTRACTION, so the overriding message here is “PAY ATTENTION”. 3 represents COMMUNICATION in all its forms. 3 is the number of HAPPINESS, LIGHT-HEARTEDNESS, THE JOY OF LIVING, BEAUTY, ACTING, THE STAGE (including the world stage), THE ARTS (including the sinister, truth-killing arts of DENIAL and the BIG LIE), GOSSIP, HEARSAY, BLACKMAIL, ILLUSION, IMMATURITY, ALL THAT GLITTERS, FRIENDS AND ENEMIES, OUTER APPEARANCES, and the life-giving ability of SELF-EXPRESSION.

Our ability to express outwardly what we feel inside is FREE WILL. This is what propels us forward. Without FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION we have no Will of our own and are under someone else’s control. The expression of hate is not Free Will, but rather the expression of ILL FEELINGS that need healing – the spewing of toxic energy. What’s happening in the world is not a ‘battle of Wills’ because those creating the mayhem lost their wills to hate and greed a long time ago. It is a matter of unloving intent trying to destroy the Will.

So, SUNDAY, MARCH 24, 2019, is a very special day in all our lives in which our overall awareness can expand significantly. It is a day to truly FACE REALITY and allow yourself to FEEL IT fully.

Remember: your doubles as a daily forecast on Sunday, March 24th. Be sure to read the 3, 6, and 9 forecasts, as well as your own.

2019 (Part 1) – WILL POWER

2019 (Part 2) – coming soon….

# 2019 (Part 1) ~ WILL POWER

The numeric setup for 2019 is one of the most complex and unpredictable I have ever seen. Therefore, this article will come in two parts. This article is not a prediction. It is a description – of the energies we are moving through as we approach 2020 and the decade of the 20s.

2 is magnetic energy – and the pace of life on Earth is likely to grow even more intense as the 22 energy of 2020 continues to draw us to it. The Will of the people all over the world is rising up to  free itself, while old governmental and industrial entities fight hard to maintain their control over the people, and over Mother Earth and her resources.

The transparency of the feminine 2000s is opening everything up so that we can SEE what’s happening. And here we are – at this precise time in the human journey – having to make a vital choice:

(1) we can fall back into the primitive tactics and patterns that brought us to where we are – and perish.

(2) we can move with the times – and evolve.

2019 is a 3 Year in the world (2+0+1+9=3), and 3’s creative vibrations can help us understand HOW to create a better way to exist.

As the male-driven 1000s collide with the feminine 2000s, we are living in two different segments of time simultaneously. This emotional turbulence has increased human awareness significantly. The ‘old powers’ must concede that its time is up and move to its right place – in the past. However, as Frederick Douglass put it,  “Power concedes nothing without a demand” — and the demands of the world’s ‘strongmen’ and dictators are likely to be harsh indeed. Buckle up!

There is an important need for government – but not the corrupt and feelingless entities that currently control everything. An evolved government must be able to hold everything in balance so that the people are free to discover our true potential as a species. It must be based on compassion, wellbeing, and justice.

We are not here to be enslaved to some industry or other. Industry has its place in life, but industry is not life itself. Multi-national companies are not loyal to their country of origin. They are loyal to their bottom-line and are too engrossed in competition to have concern for the people – or the animals – or the environment. In the 2000s, the focus must change from competition to cooperation.

The natural power of people has been cruelly subdued. The scope of the old system is so limited that we are born as ‘units of labor’, some of which are more valuable to the system than others. The class system runs on a false sense of superiority, which supports the false premise of male dominance, white supremacy, and all forms of prejudice.

Hold fast to dreams. For if dreams die, life is a broken-winged bird that cannot fly. ~Langston Hughes

3 emphasizes the power of communication, entertainment, the arts, outer appearances, illusion, beauty, friends and friendliness, happiness, optimism, making the best of what you’ve got, continuity, survival, and the ability to thrive. We are about to discover a lot about ourselves, and what we are capable of.

3 is showing us the extent to which COMMUNICATION is used to control us. Communication is not an industry. It is an essential lifeforce, like food, water, and the air we breathe.

It is difficult to remain optimistic as the system continues to collapse, but without hope, we have nothing to hold onto when the going gets tough. And we all know it’s going to get tougher before it gets better. What will happen, will happen, including disasters and atrocities which will shake us and wake us. There will also be major breakthroughs in areas that contribute to the freeing of the Will. 3 can make us very critical though, and new ideas should be approached with an open mind and patience with detail.

The natural world can benefit from this, too. When the Will is genuinely free, empathy and kindness are its nature. The Will is made of feminine energy – emotions, feelings, urges, impulses, and LOVE. This does not mean that life will change from a patriarchy to a matriarchy. On the contrary, feminine energy seeks BALANCE, not control. This is why EQUALITY, at all levels, is so vital now.

Nothing is quite as it seems when the 3 energy is as concentrated as it is in 2019 – made more powerful by the 3 energy of the 21st century (2+1=3).  3 is the number of illusion. This is not new to us. We have been living in illusionary vibrations all along, and we thought it was reality. But the further we move into the realism and transparency of the 2000s, this hideous ‘reality show’ can be seen for what it is – and much more will be uncovered as the year unfolds.

3 is the number of people, population, and all things ‘popular’, including music and the arts. The old system depends on illusion and deception, not only to hide its cruelty – but primarily to maintain control of the people’s true potential – our natural power to create what we desire – and BECOME who we really are inside. We must learn to do this without harming ourselves or others – and without destroying the living, breathing, conscious, feeling, physical world, that enables our existence in physical form.

Mother Earth provides EVERYTHING we need, if only we could learn how to use her natural resources in a sustaining, not depleting, way. There is nothing more urgent in the world today than the effects of Climate Change – which the system has created but denies.

The 3 energy of 2019 is so close to the turning point of 2020, that it’s opening us up to new creative experiences, even if we believe we are already creative – or believe we don’t have a creative bone in our body. We have to get INVENTIVE. Humanity’s evolution is very much a case of REINVENTING ourselves – by BEING ourselves – and not what the old system tells us we should be.

The pull towards authoritarianism which is gripping the world is not a take-over of the system. It IS the system, at its worst. The entire system has to be transformed. We cannot change anything until we know what needs changing. Even if you are already deeply aware, the vibrations of 2019 will take you even deeper. 3 represents PETTINESS and SHALLOWNESS on the one hand, and INTELLIGENCE and DEPTH on the other.

“We are the ones we have been waiting for.”~ Alice Walker

No one is coming to rescue us – because the part of humanity that is evolving IS the human Will. As we move from the masculine 1000s to the feminine 2000s, we are learning the lessons of 1 and 2 simultaneously and, by simple inclusion, we are also learning about 3.

2019 is the most intricate 3 Year we have experienced to date, because it is the final year of the decade of the 10s. And 10 brings fundamental change. The chaos of life on Earth at this time is the result of a great inner imbalance in our electromagnetic nature. To achieve balance, masculine electricity and feminine magnetism must retain their different potentials, in a state of EQUALITY.

The rut we have fallen into is depicted by karmic 19, which means that the 19 in 2019 is particularly relevant. 1+9 = 10. (I will be writing about karmic 19 in a separate article).

It is often at the very end of a long-term cycle that we have the most to learn from it, so now, in the 10th year of this 10 Decade, there is much to learn about the most basic number – 1 – the first number, the nucleus of all the other numbers, the number of the atom, beginnings, origins, and originality. Therefore, matters of nuclear power, nuclear weapons, and nuclear waste, are cause for great concern in the current global atmosphere.

If we are to move into the 2000s without destroying ourselves, we must understand WHY our journey through the 1000s has resulted in such turmoil. To begin with, the cruelty and unfairness of that system broke our hearts, broke our Will, and broke all its promises of a better world. And yet our Hearts and Wills are healing – which shows how powerful human beings actually are.

There are only 9 numbers in existence. Every number beyond 9 is a variation of the original 9 – even the Master Numbers. The natural path for 10 brings things to the ‘next level’, where we start again at 1 (1+0=1) – with the advantage of knowledge accumulated from all the other numbers.

10 is also the basis of the binary code on which our computerized lives are based. However, this code is so simple that we have started to think in binary terms. The more ‘user friendly’ technology becomes, the less we have to think at all. Binary thinking is based on a limited understanding of 1 and 2, i.e. that we only have 2 choices in any situation:

One extreme or the other.

This or that.

On or off.

For or against.

Us or them.

Black or white.

Love or hate.

My way or the highway.

Binary thinking reduces our choice to only two theoretical opposites. This leaves no room for detail, discovery, or expansion by combining ideas. Binary thinking simplifies everything to the extent that words no longer hold their true meaning.

Binary thinking focuses only on what is present. It cannot perceive what ‘could be’. Binary thinking lets us believe we are being creative when, in fact, we are trying to create situations in which everything happens ‘as expected’, unaware that this is stagnation. Our computers are only as advanced as what is programmed into them – by human beings!

3 represents communication, and the combination of numbers at play this year send strong warnings about the importance of language and how words are used to deceive and manipulate — and how truthful words can be twisted and misrepresented. 3 is the number of the arts and the stage – and how artfully things can be staged.

1 is the starting point. 1 is the ‘seed’, masculine energy, the individual, the SELF. It teaches us that we must love ourselves in order to know the depth at which we can love others. Self love is self respect. A common term today is SELF CARE, which suggests that we have actually learned something about 1, the number of SELF, and 2, the number of CARING. Caring is an essential power that we all need to develop if we are to change this uncaring world.

And because 10 contains the lessons of all the numbers preceding it, learning from previous experience is a central part of the 10 vibration. Right now, it is strengthening humanity’s ability to save itself from a total loss of Will. It is helping us to resist the horrors of fascism and stand strong in this tug of war between the past and present. Time moves forward.

There is also much to learn from the ZERO in 10.

0 is sometimes a number – but always an essential numeric function that enables numbers to move, expand, and retract. Without 0, there is no growth, no movement, and no life. 0 is the opening through which all life emerges and flows. We all passed through such an opening when we were born.

Although 0 has no number value by itself, it impacts and develops the basic 9 numbers, depending on where it is placed. For example, if you add 0 to 18, you have 108 – or 180. But if 0 precedes the number – as in 018 – ‘nothing’ happens – and you still have 18. Yes, 0 also means ‘nothing’.

After the basic 9 numbers, 10 takes us back to 1. (1+0=1), but at a new and evolved level.  0 is pure potential. Numbers are the framework of time, and 0 ensures that time does not run out.

There are two 0s in 2020 – which could turn out to be a crescendo that lasts all the way through to 2022. It also seems that the phenomenal 11:11 vibration is evolving into its higher form now, which is 22 – corresponding to the two 2s in 2020.

Only the WILL of the people can bring about the evolution of the people. We start by being honest with ourselves about what we are feeling. Our feelings ARE the Will. And the natural function of a feeling is to express itself outwardly. We must learn to do this without causing harm.

As our senses and feelings continue to wake, there is an increased effort to understand our emotions – instead of blindly shutting them down before they can complete themselves. As a result, human awareness is expanding in all directions. And yet, there is always so much more to learn. As evolving beings, the learning does not end.

Once you accept that something simply cannot continue as it is and make a commitment to change it, you develop your freedom to think, feel, and decide, everything for yourself. This gives consciousness to your imagination which, in turn, generates new ideas and solutions.

Humanity is evolving, but we are still figuring out where we want to go and how to get there. We must be patient with our progress, and very patient when it comes to detail and determining the truth. 1 reminds us that “action speaks louder than words”, and 2 teaches us about the power of PATIENCE and the importance of DETAIL.

Art is a lie that makes us realize the truth.  ~Pablo Picasso

3 is the number of communication – the fountain from which all creativity flows. But it is in very destructive hands right now. Communication is being used to distort, deceive, and distract the population by manipulating our desire to be entertained. Entertainment is a wonderful thing and can be very healing as we make our way through this chaos. Life would be dismal without it. But our obsession with other people’s stories – instead of creating our own – has morphed into something sinister and dangerous. “Reality TV” has come to life in the real world. Life is scripted, choreographed, staged. The fiction of Orwell turned out to be fact. “Up is down. War is peace”.

This is mind control on a global level. There are likely to be even greater attempts this year to stifle our ability to express ourselves openly.

Those at the top of the old system can feel themselves sinking into the past and are becoming more desperate by the day. So, they grab onto whatever they can find to keep them afloat, relevant, and in control. But they are not in control. They are utterly OUT of control – and do not have the mental capacity to understand the gravity of the lessons they refuse to learn.

It’s important to stay aware of the communications we take into our hearts and minds, as well as what we communicate outwardly. Words matter. Accuracy matters. Truth matters. Honesty matters. 3 is a light, happy, creative energy, and these are indeed vital parts of its character. But 3 is also a river of ever-flowing communication – shallow at the edges and deep in the middle. No doubt we’ll be weaving in and out of 3’s shallows and depths a lot this year.

“Divide and Conquer.” ~ Julius Caesar

3 is the number of friendship and friendliness. It is also the number of enemies and animosity. We are already seeing the reemergence of old hostilities between nuclear-armed India and nuclear-armed Pakistan – which were once one country before Britain used the tactic of divide and conquer. There is also much concern about the consequences of Brexit as far as Ireland and Northern Ireland are concerned. They too used to be one country until divided in the same way – by the same empire. The Israeli occupation of Palestine has become more blatant and deadly than ever. And around the world, the old wars rage or smolder on. The divide and conquer era of EMPIRE is winding down – and yet here we are again as the old political system continues to divide the population with the same old arguments. The suffering is often too intense to comprehend. Humanity is ONE species – and the only species that is at war with itself. THAT is what we must evolve beyond. Some truly inventive thinking is needed here.

“You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.  ~Buckminster Fuller.

We are transitioning from the masculine 1000s to the feminine 2000s = 1+ 2= 3

And we are in a Year  (2+0+1+9=1+2=3) which also forms the 1 2 3 progression.

1 2 3 reflects step-by-step evolutionary movement and the continuance of life. That’s where our numerology takes us in 2019. 1 2 3 shows us the progressive nature of our actions and how one step leads to another. And amid all that depraved and deadly distraction, people EVERYWHERE are actively helping to bring balance into life, in the most effective and sustainable ways. 1  2  3 represents flow – direction – the basic steps.

Of course, if we try to take a new path and stay on the old path at the same time, all we can achieve is standstill. is the number of the pioneer who leads the way by venturing into the unknown to discover what’s there. opens the way for others. is the number of others. provides depth, volume, and the powers of patience and cooperation. And gives us the ability to communicate what and discover. But the sequence does not end there.

1 + 2 + 3 = 6.

6 represents responsibility, problem-solving, relationships, home and family, teaching, healing, justice, fairness, balance, and doing what’s right simply because it’s right.

FOR EXAMPLE: the state of OREGON (the 33rd State) experienced a significant rise in homelessness because of huge rent increases. 33 is the most balanced form of (3+3=6). Oregon is the first U.S. state to pass a very strict rent control law. This is the obvious first step in combatting homelessness. Tackling a problem at its root – not its outer symptoms – expands our awareness and leads to lasting solutions. Both friendly and healing want to make things better.

Oregon has applied an actual REMEDY to one of humanity’s cruelest problems – having nowhere to live. Let’s hope a strategy is also reached to house the millions of displaced people around the world who are seeking refuge. Mother Earth is our home, and humanity is our family.

Our ability to express outwardly what we are feeling inside will propel us out of the karmic rut our species has fallen into. As we evolve, we are feeling the turbulence of electric 1 and magnetic 2 merging.  It is a JOLT to the psyche as we find ourselves “gapping”, here in the cruel gap between one millennium and the next.

1: father

2: mother

3: child

As 1, 2, and converge this year, unexpressed feelings of the past are being pulled into the present, and many people are realizing just how much they hate the people they say they love. Or how they misjudged people they thought they hated.

We have to bridge many gaps as we evolve, including the GENERATION GAP. Hate is not a natural emotion. It is a sick emotion. An Ill feeling. Hate needs to be healed, not hated. Some very ill feelings exist between parents and their teen/adult children, even though they may love each other dearly. Guilt and blame prevent healing. The gaps between us contain all the ill feelings we have held in over the years – and now they are coming out.

Young people all over the world are becoming more engaged in politics, some of whom have been elected to powerful positions. And there are some contentious gaps between them and their older counterparts. While it is true that experience comes with age, it is also true that youth is the future. We cannot change a thing by continuing on the same path. But there is healing to be done here. As I read recently in the NYT: “The older generations need the younger ones to reconnect them with their idealism. But the younger generations need the older ones to turn that idealism into more than pretty words.”

And then there is the GENDER GAP, which affects us all in one way or another. This gave rise to the “me too” movement, and affects marriages, partnerships, and other close relationships at home and work. 1 2 3 exposes the childish and often spiteful games that adults play against each other – and are indications of immaturity and the need to ‘grow up’.

Hating hate adds to the hate. And yet, hate should not be denied. Ill feelings must be accepted for what they are before they can be healed. It is loving intent that prevents us from using hate to harm ourselves or others.

Without forgiveness, we remain stuck in the past. Forgiveness does not mean that you have to suddenly embrace someone who harmed you. It means accepting the PAIN that was inflicted until the feeling completes itself, leaves the body, and can no longer hurt you. You forgive for your sake, not the other person’s. And sometimes, these conflicts are multi-faceted. Perhaps you hurt them too.

Family dynamics come to a head in March and December, both of which are 6 Global Months in this 3 Global Year. 6 is the number of balance AND extremes.

~ 3 IS THE CHILD ~~ KARMIC 19 ~

# Week 47 – LEAVING NOVEMBER

Week 47 runs from November 19th to 25th. It is an 11 Week in this 11th Month of this 11 Year.

Everything is moving so fast. But time is not speeding up. There are still 60 minutes in an hour, and 60 seconds in a minute. Yet here we are, traveling through a frantic gap in time, where what happened yesterday is immediately overshadowed by some other trauma or distraction happening today! This gap between the 1000s and the 2000s is what I call the MEANTIME. And oh – what a mean and vicious time it is!

Humanity’s sense of perception has been damaged by a malicious ‘dumbing down’ process, without which this heartless system would be unable to operate.  Our inability to settle unresolved matters of the past is creating and prolonging this painful segment.  And yet we are moving forward anyway. The emotional movement that the chaos is triggering is having an unexpectedly positive effect in that people are more aware of reality today, than ever before. Without that, we have no hope of evolving out of this hellishness.

In the transparency of the 2000s, we can see that those in control are not trying to calm things down. They are creating the emotional mayhem, whipping things up – and the crueler the better. They don’t care whether we know they’re lying or not, and their sheer blatancy is often a distraction in itself – from the authoritarian groundwork they are trying to set.

The 2 energy does not make time move slower, but it is slowing humanity down so we can actually see – and sense – what we’re dealing with. 2 opens up our instincts and intuition – and we instinctively know that in order to move forward, we must see the bigger picture and understand how it all fits together.  We cannot evolve until we understand what we are evolving from.

2 is the number of UNITY, COOPERATION, AWARENESS, ATTENTION TO DETAIL, CONNECTING THE DOTS, and the implementation of INTELLIGENT STRATEGY. 2 reminds us that there is strength in numbers – and that knowledge is power.

2 cannot exist until 1 and 1 join together, which is why 11 is the most prominent number of these times.  We are now traveling through an entire month of revealing 11:11 energy because November 2018 is the 11th Month of an 11 Year. 11 is the number of LIGHT and awareness. As I wrote in an earlier article:

“ 1 is electrical masculine energy, and 11:11 is like a circuit-breaker that detects overloads or surges in the electrical flow. It is a signal that the current is taking a wrong path and, if not corrected, will result in a short-circuit or total breakdown. 1+1=2, and 2 is magnetic feminine energy, without which there can be no balance, no fairness, no equality, no justice, no peace.

Events are going to shake us until they wake us – until we are able to feel our feelings fully. Until this happens, atrocity and tragedy can only continue. In order to stop the further fracturing of humanity, and all life on Earth, we must lift ourselves out of our shock and denial, wake up, come to our senses, and accept that WE ARE the current – and this mess is our current reality!

At the same time, we have to keep moving in the direction we want to go. We have to keep believing in ourselves. And we have to keep increasing our capacity to give and receive LOVE. These are the feelings that will carry us forward. ”

The POWER OF COMMUNICATION is highlighted now – and all the way through 2019, which is a 3 Year. (2+0+1+9=1+2=3)3 is the number of communication in all its forms.  The natural power of communication has been so abused that many people simply do not know what’s up – or down. Mind control is one of the cruelest abuses of power.

Open COMMUNICATION is as vital to life as the air we breathe, and the water we drink. It is not just a matter of how we communicate with each other, but, first and foremost, how we communicate within OURSELVES. It is a matter of how willing we are to replace old outdated understandings by learning new things. Connecting one thing to another is how we gain awareness. But without communication, there is no way to connect. 11 = connection = intelligence = awareness.

November’s profusion of 11 energy is giving birth to all the other master numbers, each of which is a multiple of 11.

YEAR: 2+0+1+8=11

MONTH: =11

WEEK: 47=11

11+11+11 = 33/6

33 is the most balanced form of 6 – the number of JUSTICE.  It is no coincidence that in the USA, the Justice Department, the Supreme Court, and the Judicial system in general are in such disarray.

33 helps us to hold on and hold together as we strive for stability, balance, safety, and peace. 33 is a protective nurturing energy. And yet, the same energy also enables bullies and tyrants to take control through the manipulative use of communication. Those two 3s can be instrumental in the most extreme and harmful behavior. Numbers have power – the outcome of which depends very much on whose hands it is in.

Problem-solving and taking control are two of the main aspects of 6. This can involve taking control of your own life. And taking control of a situation that needs a steady head and heart to lead the way – instead of feeling too afraid or uninformed to make a move. Old programming does not let us see the present situation for what it is, and prevents meaningful change by insisting that what was once right for a particular situation still is.

As we continue to evolve towards Free Will, notice how enslaved we are to ancient understandings, customs, and traditions which are elements of the ‘dumbing down’ process.

There is an urgent emphasis on global matters, and because 11 represents both relationship and illumination, more connections between specific people and events are likely to come to light – along with other important behind-the-scenes or under-the-surface aspects.

The circumstances of Week 47 are likely to connect many ‘dots’, as both 4 and 7 represent detail, analysis, and exposing inaccuracy. And because part of their function is to analyze and uncover faults, mistakes, secrets, and lies, 4 and 7 can make people harshly judgmental and critical when they don’t have all the facts. Conspiracy theories abound!

4 = order and system, restriction, obstacles, precision, correcting errors, and putting everything in its right place.

7 =intelligence, analysis, the mind, learning, spirituality, intuition, faith, secrets, lies, fear, and the need to be better than others.

For all the positive aspects that 4 and 7 bring into our lives, these vibrations also expose many of life’s horrors, including the level of cruelty that has always existed on Earth, but has always been covered up. The transparency of 2 is exposing not just what is being covered up, but the tactics, connections and conspiracies of the people doing the covering up.

To conceal the truth is to BURY it. And because emotion is our honesty – our truth – the more truth that is revealed, the more we are moved emotionally – and the more aware we become of our own buried emotions. Emotional healing is the next ‘big thing’ in the human journey, and it starts with allowing our buried emotions – feelings we have buried alive under our denials – to finally move through and out of our bodies.

Buried emotions don’t die. They remain trapped in the body – forever trying to find their way out. Our bodies can never be at ease while this is going on inside. Emotional suppression is the principle cause of all our dis-eases.

Emotion is magnetic feminine energy. It attracts. In order to heal itself, it is attracting more and more TRUTH into our consciousness – which is masculine electrical energy. Consciousness – the mind – often finds this to be too painful, and then sends our emotions into the dungeons of denial. But the fact that our emotions are now  breaking through the barriers that the mind puts up, is forcing the mind to evolve, too. And because all this is happening within the body, physical form is evolving at the same time. This is what it means to be real, to be whole – to be 1 complete individual, with all of our parts working in cooperation with each other. Only this level of inner peace can bring peace to the outer world.

Feminine energy is so numb and disoriented from having been buried for so long – and so abused, hated, defiled and tortured – that it has become extremely ill and is spewing out hate, cold indifference, the most obscene levels of cruelty, and outright insanity. Hate is not an emotion. Hate is a disease of the emotions. The ‘illest’ of ill-feelings. HATE infects the emotional range with its absence of LOVE – and yet only love can heal it. And sometimes, hate is so far gone that it is beyond any hope of healing.

11:11=22

2+2=4

NOVEMBER 22, 2018 = 11+22+11=44

This is a very important date in the journey. It doesn’t just affect the day itself. This energy has been building up from the last time it occurred in 2009, and will continue to affect us all as the journey unfolds.

22 can inspire us with its power for compassion and constructive good – or – it can create havoc, destruction, and cruelty, through the outright abuse of power. 22 is the most balanced form of 4. It is the energy of potential greatness. It urges us to work in a way that benefits others – not so much on an individual level, but in a way that can help the masses. 22 brings new and unusual approaches to old problems.

44 enables us to put distractions aside and focus on what is important. It helps us to get on with what has to be done. 4 is the number of restriction, so this is not an easy vibration to deal with – and yet it has the strangest ability to make you look as if it’s easy. 44 contains the light of 11, multiplied by 4, and it has enormous power. 4+4=8, the number of power on the material plane.

A great sense of purpose and resolve arises out of this energy. 44/8 gives us power by showing us how things work, including how the power of our feelings are meant to coexist with the power of our minds and bodies. It helps us to understand and respect our own limits. It teaches us that just because something can be done doesn’t mean it should be done. 44 provides the motivation which leads to breakthrough, especially in matters of correcting inaccuracy. 44 enables us to be the catalyst for real and meaningful change on a very large scale.

The 11 energy of Week 47 adds another 11 to the November 22, 2018 equation, which gives us 55. It is notable that John F Kennedy was murdered on this day 55 years ago – a reminder that the killing of political figures is not new.

55/10/1 depicts massive existential CHANGE – the kind of change that alters our entire existence on Earth. Such as computers. Such as war. Such as medical and healing breakthroughs. Such as the immeasurable and total transformation going on right now on Planet Earth.

5 brings sudden and unexpected change. 1 brings change through gradual progress. 5 = freedom. 1 = independence. 5 makes us aware of our physical presence among others, and in these evolutionary times, 1 is evolving beyond mere selfishness into self-awareness and empathy. 55 is an extremely fertile and sexual vibration which can give birth to unusual children – and concepts – and bring the most unusual ideas to life! 55 can bring a huge shift in consciousness which enables us to finally break through antiquated traditions and other long-standing barriers.

5+5=10

10 represents the binary code which is the lifeblood of our computerized lives. We cannot evolve until we recognize and understand the reality we are evolving from: this includes the role the digital INDUSTRY has played, and is playing, in the dumbing down of humanity.

1+0=1

1 is the first number – the nucleus of all the other numbers. Therefore, matters of nuclear power, nuclear weapons, and nuclear waste, are cause for concern in the current global atmosphere, especially when 1 is doubled and 11 comes into play. The symbology here is the splitting of the atom.

November 22, 2018 is the 326th day of the year, which gives us yet another 11, and brings 66 into the picture. 6 is the number of balance, justice, home, responsibility, and love.  66 adds up to 12 which mirrors the course humanity is taking – out of the 1000s and into the 2000s. And 12 adds up to 3 – the number of COMMUNICATION.

So, with both 33/6 and 66/3 emanating out of this amazing date in the journey, communication, on every level, holds massive and continuous global lessons for us all, until we experience this energy again 9 Years from now in 2027.

11=2, the number of PATIENCE. We have too little PATIENCE because we misunderstand the true power and the purpose of TIME – just as we misunderstand the true power and purpose of FREE WILL.

Physical life on Earth is a journey through time. But without Free Will, we remain shackled to our clocks and calendars instead of using them for their intended purpose – which is to know who we are as individuals, where we are in the journey, and what we still have to learn. Time is the numeric framework on which we evolve – based on Mother Earth’s seasons and her year-long rotations around the sun. Time is a naturally freeing entity and was never meant to confine us the way it currently does. We have so much to learn about our most basic realities.

Even the word HUMAN is an inaccurate depiction of who and what we really are – especially now in this time of rising feminine energy.

HU is Arabic for “HE IS”

MAN is English for “MAN”

Even the word WOMAN is MAN with a WO in front.

WOE = calamity, distress, anguish, and grief – which is how masculine mind has experienced feminine emotion. This is why the feminine energy that exists in ALL human beings: men and boys – and women and girls – has been so abused and kept down.

As a result, our entire concept of gender and sexuality is limited to a heterosexual ‘norm’. This is just as irrational and obscene as the concept of ‘white people’ being the ‘norm’, against which all others are JUDGED! We are only just discovering the extent of Humanity’s amazing diversity. But this RACE we’ve been forced to run – the “human race” – has kept us from seeing the enormity of our individual and collective potential.

SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 25 is the last day of Week 47. It encapsulates all of this week’s master energies, within the spiraling movement of 9.  (11+2+5= 1+8=9).  Your Weekly reading repeats as a daily reading today. And, November 25, 2018 is an 11/2 day.  (11+2+5+11=2+9=11). Sunday is a 9/11 day – a day of reversal or conclusion. It is also a 55/10/1 Day – a day of innovative thinking and real progress.

WEEK 48 begins on Monday, which focuses very closely on what is being communicated and how we respond. 4+8=1+2=3.

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# 11:11 2018

11:11 has been signaling humanity for decades, and what happens in November 2018 is the key to what we must learn, and what we must do, in order to evolve. Each year, we pass through the 11:11 vibration on November 11th and 29th – for 24-hours. But because 2018 is an 11 Year (2+0+1+8=11), we are now traveling through an entire month, (30 days, 720 hours), of non-stop, concentrated 11:11 energy.

Of course, 11:11 means different things to different people, and this diverse approach is part of the 11:11 experience itself. But it is the time factor that most needs to be understood right now – and how this phenomenal numeric sequence is affecting the world.

1 is electrical masculine energy, and 11:11 is like a circuit-breaker that detects overloads or surges in the electrical flow. It is a signal that the current is taking a wrong path and, if not corrected, will result in a short-circuit or total breakdown. 1+1=2, and 2 is magnetic feminine energy, without which there can be no balance, no fairness, no equality, no justice, no peace.

Events are going to shake us until they wake us – until we are able to feel our feelings fully. Until this happens, atrocity and tragedy can only continue. In order to stop the further fracturing of humanity, and all life on Earth, we have to lift ourselves out of our shock and denial, wake up, come to our senses, and accept that WE ARE the current – and this mess is our current reality!

At the same time, we have to keep moving in the direction we want to go. We have to keep believing in ourselves. And we have to keep increasing our capacity to give and receive LOVE. These are the feelings that will carry us forward.

“To be hopeful in bad times is not foolishly romantic. It is based on the fact that human history is a history not only of cruelty but also of compassion, sacrifice, courage, and kindness.” ~Howard Zinn

As we move deeper into the feminine 2000s, the ways of the masculine 1000s are becoming more obsolete, desperate, and dangerous, as un-evolving men (and women) cling to the old patriarchal ways.

As we transition from 1 to 2, and women evolve into their right place, some men feel as if they are sinking. But that is not what’s happening. What’s happening is EQUALITY – which is balance. Our survival as a species depends on this.

“I wish it need not happen in my time,” said Frodo.

“So do I,” said Gandalf, “and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us.” ~J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring

We cannot change what we do not like by becoming that thing we wish to change. Confronting a bully does not require us to be a bully. Meeting violence with violence, anger with anger, hate with hate, heartlessness with heartlessness, cannot change those things, but fuels them even further. This is the insanity that keeps humanity at war with itself.  If we want a more peaceful world, we must BE that peace. And we must also be intelligent and determined enough to know how to resist being terrorized into compliance.

Our senses originate from our ability to FEEL. This is our feminine energy – our WILL. 2 = gravity. Gravity is a measure of our emotions. And it is gravity that keeps our feet on the ground.

Each 1 of us is a unique unit of life, who is having our own singular experience as we make our way through the cycles of time. 11 is the sequence that takes us from 1 to 2 (1+1=2), which corresponds to our journey out of the 1000s and into the 2000s. But until we learn what 1+1=2 actually means, we will remain stuck between the era that is ending – and a new era that cannot begin until we learn from the old one. Time is the framework on which we evolve.

2 is the number of RELATIONSHIP. While 1 represents the individual, 2 represents OTHER individuals. We are all 1s. We are all equal. In fact, turned sideways, 11 becomes the ‘equals sign’.

###### The past is our greatest teacher…

We experienced similar movement in 2009, (also an 11 Year), but we were in the decade of the 0s back then. Although we experienced a global financial crisis which almost caused the collapse of the world economy, things are more intense this time around because it is occurring in the decade of the 10s – the number that brings everything (not just the economy) to the next level, which, time-wise, is 2020 and the decade of the 20s.

On November 4, 2008, at the height of the greed-driven financial melt-down, Barack Obama was elected the 44th president, and 1st black president, of the United States. This was the SECOND massive pivot point of the 2000s.

44 is 11 multiplied by 4, (11:11:11:11), the impact of which set in motion the long and painful journey that we’re all engaged in now – the journey to EQUALITY, FREE WILL, AND BALANCE – the essential components of PEACE. 44 is the number of OPPOSITES and OPPOSITION, and simply getting on with the work that has to be done. This year, in Week 44, the 44th president briefly re-entered the political arena in an effort to educate, inspire, and “get out the vote”. His birth name, Barack Hussain Obama, converts into the numbers 911 – the emergency code for the United States – and the code of reversal in numerology.

In the previous century, the only times we experienced this 911 and 11:11 combination were in 1901 and 1910, which are in themselves variations of 911 and 119.

And of course, all of this 911 and 119 energy is connected to the FIRST massive pivot in the 2000s. This occurred in New York (the 11th State), on September 11, 2001, when the Twin Towers (the largest symbol of 11 in the world) were razed to the ground by 2 planes, killing 2,996 people, and injuring 6,000 more.

“The forces of fascism are massing as Nazi propaganda speaks of making Germany great again…”  ~unknown

NOVEMBER 2018 is filled with 11:11 and 9/11 energy, especially on the 9th of November, (11/9 in the United States, and 9/11 in the rest of the world). These are the numbers of reversal, emergence, and emergency. The historic significance of this date has much to teach us.

Kristallnacht – Nazi Germany – 9 November, 1938: a contrived attack on Jews led to their open persecution, concentration camps, state terrorism – and World War 2 in 1939.

Fast-forward 50 years to 9 November, 1989: this was the date which set in motion the destruction of THE WALL – the Berlin Wall – which, after World War 2, split Europe in half. Then, 4 years later in 1993, the European Union was formed, not only as an economic measure, but most importantly, to prevent another world war from ever happening again. In November this year, it is likely that BREXIT, the exit of Britain from the European Union, could reach its final stage. If the date of 27 November holds, it will be a 9:11:11 day in the world.

Meanwhile,Week 45 is a 9/11 Week. It runs from November 5 to 11 – the last day of which is November 11. This gives us 11:11:11 (33). November 11 is Armistice Day all over the world – and Veteran’s Day in The USA. And this year, this date marks the 100thanniversary of the end of World War 1 in which an estimated SIXTEEN MILLION PEOPLE were killed. It was unresolved matters from World War 1 that let to World War 2, 20 years later, which killed a further 50 to 80 MILLION PEOPLE.

### 11:11 is a symbol of awareness – of humanity’s war with itself, and how to prevent unresolved matters of World War 2 from sparking World War 3.

“I don’t know how we’re going to get through this. It’s going to take leaders to get us out of it and it’s going to take an awakened citizenry. That’s what’s always changed things when things are bad… It’s now up to the citizens to take charge.” ~ Doris Kearns Goodwin, historian.

But history is poised to repeat itself, as a wave of hate and heartlessness rises throughout the world, yet again. The difference this time is our position in the journey. The feminine 2 energy of the 2000s gives us a chance to re-set that 11:11 circuit-breaker. But it will not happen by itself – and that’s the point!

Week 45 is directly linked to the 45th U.S. president, Donald Trump, not just by the number 45, but by anniversary, too. He became the 45th president in Week 45, 2016 (a 9 Year) – on November 8 – and then the very next day, came 11/9 or 9/11.

represents restraint while represents free movement, which is a conflicting and chaotic combination in itself. And because 4 and 5 = 9, the number of endings, drama, and trauma, 45 signifies the end of an age in which cruelty, war, hate, death, and destruction is the norm. 9 represents giving and kindness.

We are not here to “win” and outdo others. We are here to LIVE, to recognize and fulfill our potential and become who we really are – instead of being told by those who are trapped in the past, who we should be. The new millennium of the 2000s is indeed a different age. A different number. An entirely different frequency. 11:11 symbolizes the deliberate SPLITTING of humanity (divide and conquer), and learning how to pull ourselves TOGETHER.

In the new millennium, we will be experiencing an 11-Year every 9 Years. And it is in the 11th month of these 11-Years that major evolutionary steps are most likely to occur. 11 is the number of light, illumination, and the fusion of masculine intellect and feminine intuition within the physical body.

11 is the principle number involved in lifting us out of denial – including our tendency to deny the reality of politics and how the insane greed of a certain few can control the lives and deaths of 7.6 BILLION others. These 11:11 months are evolutionary indicators – brilliantly-lit sign-posts – on the road of life.

11 represents the power of CHOICE – deciding between 1 thing and another. This applies as much to the small decisions we make in our everyday lives, as it does to the big ones. 1 is the leader. Previous choices LED us to our present reality, and the choices we make now are shaping the future. 11 teaches us HOW to choose what is right for us, without harming others, based on what we know, what we feel, and our willingness to process new information. Being conscious of our individual and collective power to choose is FREE WILL (feminine energy), and is the nature of this evolution.

This month’s 11:11 energy, and all the master energies that spring from it, are stripping bare our illusions and forcing us to face the truth:

WE ARE all 1s

WE ARE all in this TOGETHER.

WE cannot survive in 2 – until 1 and 1 UNITE.

TO BE CONTINUED….

WILL RISING

# AN URGENT MESSAGE FROM MOTHER EARTH (re-post)

I wrote “An Urgent Message From Mother Earth” eight years ago during the BP Deepwater Horizon Oil Spill – thought to be the biggest disaster in the history of the oil industry. The message resonates even more today  – because the warnings that this disaster gave us were not heeded…

Enough is enough, children! I am putting my foot down right now, and things are going to change. You just couldn’t be satisfied with what I gave you, could you. You had to keep digging and chopping and hacking and poisoning me. You do not even see me as a living, breathing, life-giving entity with my own needs, feelings and consciousness. I have been raped and robbed by my own children, and I’m critically wounded.

Be warned. The more you trample on me, the more I will fight for my survival. Your greed and ignorance have run roughshod over me for long enough. All that matters to me now is that I find a way to heal myself. How else can I hold on to that principle part of my nature which you call “a mother’s love”?

With your greed and your denials, you have drilled holes into me so deep that you don’t know how to stop the bleeding. You are so immature and incompetent that everything you do makes matters worse. You set me on fire and drown me in poisonous chemicals. And there you are in your ineptitude, pointing fingers at each other as you run around like chickens with your heads cut off.

You blow up my mountains to get to the minerals within, unaware that those mountains are the sacred symbols of abundance on Earth – and you wonder why your economies, and I myself, are falling apart at the seams.

Your greed even attacked my precious companion who illuminates the night and keeps my tides flowing as they should. You bombed the MOON for heaven’s sake!!

You want to play God, so you experiment on me – smashing atoms in your underground ‘hadron-collider’. You want to ‘own’ everything that’s in the ground, so you obliviously hack and frack away at me – at a time when the ground itself is already so unstable.

Don’t you feel me quaking? Don’t you see me desperately throwing off the pain I am forced to endure through the pressure valves you call volcanoes? Don’t you hear me screaming or see me writhing as you arrogantly have your way with me, every day and every night?

You chop down my forests which, you foolish children, are your own lungs manifest – and you wonder why you’re having such a hard time breathing.

You fight with each other like spoiled brats always finding some ridiculous justification for your putrid stinking wars. And you say, so pathetically, “I just want some peace of mind.”

You choke me with your putrid stinking garbage, unaware that your own consumption is now consuming you.

Oh, the damage you have done to my oceans and waterways which, if only you could see it, are your own emotions in physical form – and you wonder why the world has become such a feelingless heartless place!

Start to FEEL again. Open your heart to the love of life.

What you do to my precious animals is MINDLESS CRUELTY. They are trying to leave Earth as fast as they can. My heart breaks for them – the victims of your misplaced superiority complex. In a balanced world, as I intend it to be again, nothing is superior. Everything that lives has a right to be. On this planet, dear children, EVERYTHING is alive.

And of course, what you do to each other is a crying shame.

You wait for the next shoe to drop and pretend you’re not afraid, unaware that you have always been under the feelingless foot of materialism. I love the material aspects of myself, but there is so much more to me than you have ever given me credit for. That is where your own salvation lies.

Go within. FEEL who you are. Your true nature mirrors mine in every way.

Stop your racism. Stop racing. Stop competing, you silly children. You are not the human ‘race’, you are humanity. You are all part of the ONE. You are all part of ME. But you are not all the same. You are diverse entities, and you can never be happy until you embrace your differences instead of judging each other for them. It is time to free your Wills from ancient imprinting – and grow up.

You cry out for change, yet you seem unwilling to make those changes yourself. Are you waiting for me to make them for you? You are helpless only because you believe you are. What are you waiting for? The time is now.

You have dealt your mother a massive blow, but I will find a way to heal myself, no matter what I have to do. The question is:  WILL YOU?

(‘felt’ by Christine DeLorey)

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Mercy Mercy Me – Marvin Gaye

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# WEEK 40 – Hope, Realism, Practical Action

Week 40 runs from October 1st to 7th. It marks the beginning of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 4 – which gives us a chance to get better organized and more aware of the nature of what we are experiencing.  Detail-oriented 4 helps us to understand what a situation most needs – and what ‘tools’ are at our disposal.

In the next 10 weeks, the decisions and choices we make are deeply emphasized. 4 is never the smoothest of roads, and this is a time to mix hope with realism and practical action.

“Hope is not like a lottery ticket you can sit on the sofa and clutch, feeling lucky. Hope is an axe you break down doors with, in an emergency.” ~ Rebecca Solnit

The WILL of humanity is actively freeing itself, and people are beginning to understand the enormity of this responsibility. We must be aware of what’s happening in the outer world, because it reflects what’s going on inside us individually and collectively.

Free Will is not given to us by others. The Will already exists within us in the form of feminine energy – our senses and emotions. But in this age of transparency, we can see just how un-free, attacked, demeaned, muted, and held down the feminine actually is – all over this ‘man’s world’.

No wonder there is such a thing as ‘rape-culture’ on this planet, when Mother Earth herself is being raped, choked, poisoned, and tortured, in the name of “business”, every second of every day.

“Male supremacy” in every culture is being confronted, as never before. But it is the un-evolving WHITE male, from a particular ‘background’, that truly dominates – with a sense of entitlement that is both absurd and terrifying. This is why ‘titles’ and hierarchy are such important aspects of the old system.

The dominant male had his time (the millennium of the 1000s). But here in the 2000s, feminine energy is rising, the nature of which is not to dominate, but to bring empathy, equality, fairness, justice, and balance into life.

Balance brings steadiness, increased awareness, and courage. We cannot stop the old system from breaking down, but we can participate in sowing the seeds of a more loving and creative world, in which we do not have to destroy vast swathes of LIFE, in order to feed our desires or feel secure.

This extends to all life-forms. What we do to animals is so grotesque that our hearts would shatter if we really peered into it and FELT the agony and terror there. Our empathic powers can short-circuit when faced with this level of cruelty. How we treat animals is an accurate gauge of what we are capable of doing to each other.

And sure enough, as one heartbreaking example, there is a genocide going on in Yemen in which men, women, and children, are being starved to death by a system that maintains control through constant war. But humanity cannot evolve while it is at war with itself – or while it imprisons children, (the future), in isolated ‘camps’ after tearing them away from their parents.

There are so many things happening in the world that need our attention that it’s impossible to keep up with it all.  But we must not ignore the alarming spread of racism around the world, and what could be a long descent into fascism.  The WILL of humanity must resist this with all its might.

And yet, the human “race”, and all racial matters, go beyond skin tone, ethnicity, nationality, culture, and religion. The human “race” begins with the great imbalance between male and female which tells us that compassion is a weakness, rather than our POWER to evolve, and that women are the ‘weaker sex’.

The old system – the “human race” – is fully exposed in the transparent 2000s. It cannot withstand the scrutiny, confrontation, or shock of having its shadowy-self subjected to the light of reality. And life is likely to get even more dangerous as this reactionary, un-evolving, enraged, masculine energy CLINGS to power.

As the world becomes smaller, we become more aware of the sheer diversity of life. So many different realities. So many different people, each with their own story. And so many different species. All sharing an abundant planet, but unable to accept certain others as EQUAL. Unable to communicate. But as we continue to open new paths into the future, many people are focusing on what we can contribute to life on our planet, instead of only what we can extract from it.

We ARE the change we seek, but we are using such a small percentage of our potential. Our light has been turned down by a system that allows very few to shine – which brings me to another ‘axe’ quote that I’ve seen frequently in recent weeks:

“The forest was shrinking but the trees kept voting for the axe as its handle was made of wood, and they thought it was one of them.” (Anon)

4 is restrictive, matter-of-fact, and technically-inclined. 4 is the builder and engineer, and can help us to start building new foundations on which to steady ourselves, and keep some balance during this volatile transition.  It can also help us break through certain barriers which, in the past, we did not know how to confront, or even realize that they needed to be confronted.

4 is a serious energy which verifies data and points out inaccuracy.  4 is the number of mechanical movement, which is a principle factor of TIME – and these are indeed CHANGING TIMES.

10 brings things to the ‘next level’, and in the next 10 weeks, all the way through the 10th month of October, we will have a better idea of what we are actually dealing with. 11 is the number of LIGHT, which has many meanings – and November is the 11th month of this 11 Year. We are headed for a month-long cycle of 11:11 energy. We cannot know how that will affect us in November, but what happens in the 4 weeks leading up to it will give us many clues.

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